So at the request of alixandria I have posted the 11th chapter right away i probaly should warn this shapter has a bit of O-Lemon or is it smut? i'm not too sure about the termonalgy but I didn't realize that this was my OVERLY friendly chapter! but anyways here is chapter 11 as always R/R

ADULT CONTENT


Jake POV

I walked to the door and twisted the door knob and she was out like a light before I even stepped into the hallway.I walked down the stairs slowly trying to control my thoughts and not to mention my temper before I faced off with Edward lord knows I'll deserve every bit of it but still don't want to hear it I know I screwed up majorly but I just couldn't handle it I wanted to but it was just too hard. I shoved my hands into my pockets and walked down the last flight of stairs with my eyes on the floor I looked over at Bella who was struming her hand across the computer desk.

"What you up too Bells?" I asked reading over her shoulder. She closed out of the page before I had a chance to catch the first word.

"None of your buissness." Bella said turning in her chair to face me.

"Fine then be vague." I laughed backing away and looking out the window to find Leah and Seth both sitting next to a tree talking. "What in the hell is she doing here?" I asked balling up my fist as I walked out the door. "You realy have some nurve you know!" I called out crossing my arms over my chest.

"Like it or not I'm part of your original pack and that means I run with Seth." Leah said standing

"I don't care just stay the hell away from Renesmee you have done enough damage tonight to last a life time." I said turning my back to her and walking back into the house.

"What did she do?" Emmett asked watching as Leah punched a tree.

"You don't want to know, lets just say it was bad enough Ness hit redial and then penned her against the wall reminding Leah that shes not as fragile as we all make her out to be." I said watching as Leah phased and started running Seth trotted over to us.

"Were is she?" Seth whispered the fear in his voice broke me from my anger.

"Renesmee!" I yelled running up the stairs. Leah was already there pinning her against the wall. I stood frozen a rouge werewolf is both dangerous and a rare occurence.

"Lee." Seth whispered behinge me.

"No one move or I rip out her throat!" Leah said pulling Nessies arms behinde her I heard the bone break I fell to my knees. "Oh look at the bad ass Alpha on his knees begging, It's pathedic!" Leah growled pulling her arms back tighter and hitting Nessie in her side the sound of broken bones made me charge Leahs hand went for her lower stomach. "Don't think I wont." I shook as the pain in Nessies eyes locked onto mine. Her eyes were sending me a message I blinked twice and she silently mouthed 'trust me' and looked up Edward growled the rooms mood changed to lethal in a matter of seconds I watched as Nessies eyes turned blood red her eyes rolled back slightly as she took a deep breath and Leah yelped and let go of her Nessie had her pinned to the ground in a matter of seconds.

"I told you not to mess with me!" She yelled lifting Leahs head off the ground and droping it causeing her to lose conciousness. "Jazz stop." Nessie begged crumpling on the floor next to leah. I pulled her into my arms and rocked her she fought against me but hardly held up the fight.

"What happens to a rouge?" Esme asked softly as Seth stared down at his sister he stood.

"You rip there heart out." Seth said his voice was vauge and disstant he turned to me. "Are you ok?" His gaze fell onto Nessie whos right arm was completly shattered and 2 ribs in her left side were cracked. She shook her head 'no' cowering away from him as he stepped closer she flew out of my arms and to the other side of the room rocking herself slowly.

"Whats going on?" Rose asked softly as she watched as she rocked.

"I'm not sure, she's never done that." Edward whispered I stood slowly 'I know what it is, Carlisle won't like it but I know.' "How?" his voice was worried as i stood a few feet from her i sat down on the floor slowly 'your no stranger to the whole vampire change thing, well when she either uses alot of energy or gets mad as hell her eyes turn blood red.' "Energy how?" I know he was curious but there are just somethings a father dosn't want to know even I know that.

"You sure you want to know that one?" I whispered watching as she showed all of the clear signs she had on the beach that night three years ago and every night since.

"Umm,not out loud." Edward muttered as he braced himself for the worst. 'when she uses alot of energy sexualy her eyes do the same thing, the first time it happened she lost control and bit me. It didn't hurt but still it was differant than the normal bite.' i thought. "Thought so." Edward muttered. 'I know how to get her undercontrol but your gonna have to get Jasper out, he's used to Nessies blood, but not mine.' our eyes locked as he caught what I was saying. He nodded and motioned for everyone to follow him.

"We'll take Leah down stairs." Emmett said as he lifted her and shut the door I crawled over to her.

"Nessie." I whispered pulling her to look into my eyes I reached into my pocket for my knife her eyes never left mine. "It's just me and you just like it has always been." I whisper running the blade against my wrist her nostrols flared and her eyes closed as I pulled her close to me. She took one of my hands and layed in on her thigh and raised the other to her lips.

"Your gonna have to stop me." She whispered I nodded and ran my hand down her spine. She began siping slowly the feeling that shot through me was more than I ever though possible yes she had done this before but never with this type of a feeling never with this much lust. She pressed her hand into mine 'Touch me Jacob, Please.' her internal voice was whimpering and showing me things that she wanted. I pulled at the string on her pajama pants and slowly her grasp started to become more intense as I started to heal I pulled away slowly and reopened the wound she brought it back to her lips and began again as I slipped my hand between her legs she stopped and just held me there for a bit as I slowly drew circles on her clit teaseing it slightly as I rolled it between my thumb and index finger she started sipping again. I entered her panties with ease trying to keep her from spilling my blood.

"Easy Nessie." I whispered slightly rubbing her, her grip on my arm became loose and almost non exsistant her legs spread wider in annticipation. I smirked and slid one finger in as slowly as I could. Her gasp took me by surprise. "Did I hurt you?" I asked quickly trying to pull my hand away she layed her hand on mine.

"No that feels really good." she moaned I nodded and she noticed my heart rate pick up she took a few more sips and pulled my wrist away from her mouth and held my hand as she leaned back I slid out of her and back in slowly her breathing picked up as did her heart rate. I picked up my pace a bit but not too much. she pushed against my chest as I hit her favorite spot. "Jake please." she whispered squeezeing the hand I was holding I nodded and picked up a pace we were both far to familiar with her endless moans and gasps were becomeing louder and louder almost to a scream. I took my other hand and put it over her mouth to keep her from screaming too loudly I could feel her mussels start to tense up I started moveing faster she grasped my arm as she came moaning my name as I let her ride out her origasm I could tell that her blood lust was under control once she curled up next to me with her hand on my chest. I picked her up and layed her in the bed she was out I wiped the bit of dried blood from her lips and walked into the bathroom to wash off the blood from my wrist. Wrapping it in gauze because it wasn't fully healed I walked down the stairs watching over my shoulder I could hear Sams voice outside. I walked out everyone was there.

"She ok?" Sam asked as I walked out I shook my head.

"No." I whispered leaning against a tree.

"What do you mean I thought you said." Edward began I held up my hand.

"Yeah, usualy one cut and it's over not this time." I said stareing out into space.

"How deep did you cut the first time?" Carlisle asked

"A good inch,five minuets to heal usualy works but it was differant all of it was." I muttered turning myback on everyone.

"I may not know much about Renesmees case, but I do know a whole lot about raiseing children and life after." Sue said I stood frozen in my tracks. "It's never the same after the first child, or in your case, misscarrige I know it's not the same but think about it everything is going to be differant, Emotionaly, mentaly and most of all physicaly." As she continued I tryed to remain calm.

"No offence Sue, but I already know all of this I'm not a moron I watched the struggle that Sam and Emily went through to concive SJ. I'm no stranger to all of this." I said it in my calmest voice i could manage.

"Go." Sam whispered he could see the struggle I was haveing trying to keep some form of composure.

"We have a rouge wolf to take care of, And plus we both know that there is no telling what type of a state she will be in when she wakes up." I muttered holding back the tears.

"We may have a way to fix whats going on with Leah, and as for Ren we can handle her, go." Seth said standing.

"What in the hell is with the two of you I'm not going anyware, so stop pushing." I said turning back to them they both nodded and sat back down.

"At least let me fix you something to eat, I know you haven't eaten since You've gotten back and from the sounds comeing from upstairs and the unusual pattern in your heart beat it seems she took quite a bit of blood." Esme said trying to defuse the bomb ticking inside of me. I nodded and followed her into the kitchen I sunk to the floor sobbing. She stopped moveing around and curled her arms around me.

"Mom I know your trying to help him but please don't it's way too soon for anyone to try and help." Seth said Esmes arms were cold as ice yes but they were a comfort that I needed I don't know how she does it but she reminds me so much of my mother that something just told me that it was ok to lose my emotional control with her I know I can trust Bella, but it's never going to be the same with anyone after all of this is over.