Discalimer: I don't own Dan and/Phil nor anyone associated with them.
Hey guys, so sorry for the slow update, but I' afraid there won't be very many updates this week as I have massive amounts of homework to do this week, but I promise, I will update oh and I have a few...surprises in store.
"This one doesn't have enough outlets, and I really didn't like the wallpaper in the last flat." Said Phil, as several papers were scattered over the coffee table, Dan rolled his eyes with a small smile, as he leaned against Phil. They'd been looking at several flats, and Phil seemed to find a fault with every single one. He knew that Phil was attached to this place, he was too...but honestly, they had to pick one and soon.
"I dunno, I like this one." Said Dan, picking up a random paper, with a floor plan and information about the flat on it. So far, Dan had been more open about the idea of other flats than Phil.
"That one?" Asked Phil, looking at the one Dan had selected, he did have to admit that it was one of the nicer flats they'd seen. It was in a good area, near a good school district, it didn't have too many stairs, there was plenty of room and wi-fi, luckily their shared Youtube partner funds would be allow them to pay for it. He looked to Dan who lifted his eyebrows as if daring him to find a fault in it. And honestly, Phil was trying to find something..anything really. He knew they needed to change but it was hard to...especially since they'd lived in this place for a long time.
Dan smiled encouragingly, when he gave a small moan and rubbed his lower back and his smile turned into a grimace.
"Are you ok?" Said Phil worriedly.
"Yeah, I'm fine the doctor said that I'd experience back pain from time to time, most carriers do apparantly." Said Dan, as Phil immediately began massaging Dan's lower back. Dan sighed, and relaxed as Phil rubbed his back, he was a little further along, though he still had yet to show. Dr. Mills had said, that because of his body readjusting itself to make it suitable for the growing fetus, he'd experience back pains. She said that, carriers usually experienced them in the beginning of the second trimester due to the baby forming and growing and the male bodies having to adjust to a fetus.
His hips would be next, and that meant he'd experience some pain there as well...coupled with the morning sickness and fatigue and..well...he hoped that the months would fly by...then again, when did anything go as Dan wanted it to? He smiled back at Phil and kissed the tip of his nose.
"Thank you, I'm sorry you're going to be stuck with a fat,whale, soon." He replied, Phil shook his head and kissed Dan's lips.
" You're not a whale, and you're not fat, you're beautiful no matter what." Said Phil, as he kissed Dan.
"Even when I grow stretch marks?" Asked Dan curiously.
" Those stretch marks will mean that this lion, married a tiger...our baby will be a liger." Said Phil enthusiastically making Dan laugh He smiled at Phil, greatful that he'd marr...he stopped himself and realized that they weren't exactly married yet. He shook his head, and leaned against Phil as the pains slowly began to subside.
"Speaking of our little liger, we'll be going in for an ultrasound soon...are we going to leave it a surprise or do you want to know?" Asked Dan curiously, Phil paused to think about it.
"I kind of want to know to be honest, but whatever you want is fine. "Said Phil, Dan pressed his lips together before looking up at Phil, and nodding.
" Alright, at the ultrasound, we'll see if we're getting a boy or a girl...although...there's something else." Said Dan, setting the paper down, and cuddling up to Phil who immediately wrapped his arms around Dan.
"Being a carrier...it's genetic, I talked to my dad about it and he said that, we did have a relative who was one as well...so...there is a chance that our baby might be a carrier if its a boy." Said Dan, in a soft and almost unsure voice, Phil kissed the top of Dan's head and pressed his hand to Dan's stomach.
" It's fine Bear, I will love our child no matter what, the baby could come out purple with pink Polk-a-dots and I'd still love them to bits. It doesn't matter what they are, its who they are that matters most." Said Phil, Dan sighed in relief, he didn't know why he was expecting anything different from Phil, he should've known that Phil would never stop loving their baby. He smiled, when his smile faded once more, as he felt a huge pain in his lower back.
" Dan, I really think we should see Dr. Mills, I really
don't like seeing you hurt. Don't they have some form of medications for those?" Asked Phil worriedly,
"I'll be ok, let me just go lay down for a bit." Said Dan, with a soft smile, as he got up and headed out of the lounge. Phil sighed, and watched him go...the thing was, Phil hadn't exactly been getting the best night sleep ever either. He sighed, and called the real estate agent, having decided on the flat Dan picked..as well as making a doctor's appointment.
Dan laid down on his bed, his hand instinctively found its way to his stomach.
" It's ok baby, everything's going to be fine...papa and I love you so much." Whispered Dan, as he rubbed his stomach. He hoped that, whatever happened that nothing bad would befall Phil and their child, he'd rather face any and all consequences himself, he winced, as he placed his other hand on his lower back. Dr. Mills told him the pains would be bad, even worse than when a pregnant woman's back ached because it was his bones reforming but..honestly he didn't think they'd be this bad.
"Sh, sh, sh baby, its ok...its ok, everythings fine." He whispered again, the baby couldn't hear hi yet...but he liked to think that the baby did. He sighed and closed his eyes, deciding to get some rest.
