[A/N] Hay all. Bella here. I just wanted to let yu all no that im gona take the next few chapters off and leave them to bree. Cos im GOING HOME BABY!! Yer that's right, im going back to America for about 4-5 weeks! Ill miss yu all so I expect a LOT of reviews for my last chapter in a while. And be nice to Bree while im gone!
And as my going away gift I leave yu with B POV with a hint of E POV down the bottom.
Talk to you at the end.
B POV
He left. I couldn't talk. I couldn't think. I knew it. Ally and Rose Came in and tried to talk to me. I assume someone told them what happened because they left Emmet and Jasper outside the door. I wanted to thank them, I wanted to tell them how I really felt about Edward and how confused I was about how he left. I wanted to confess it all. But I couldn't. so I just lay there as they attempted to get a smile out of me telling me about how Alice nearly got into a fight in a shoe store with the sale lady because they didn't have some French brand in stock. It was funny but I just couldn't smile. It was like my world had collapsed around me and I was left in the ruins.
I just lay there, for god knows how long, with them sitting next to me. They had given up talking a few hours ago. Finally the nurse came in and informed them that visiting hours where over and they had to leave so I could rest. They went into the hall way with her to discuss my release tomorrow. Honestly why do they call it a release? I mean that just makes hospital seem even more like a prison.
The nurse, Jessica I think her name was, gave me a fresh IV and some sleeping pills to help me get to sleep, she said I looked tired and needed to rest, I silently thought that all I really needed was for them to leave me alone. But being a good little patient I took the pills and closed my eyes, waiting for the inevitable sleep to take me over.
But it never came.
My mind was running at 1000 miles per hour. What did I do wrong? Was I really that bad of a kisser? Why did he run away!?! As you can guess, I didn't sleep that night. My thoughts were consumed by Edward and where he could be.
E POV
It didn't matter what Em said, I'd hurt her and I needed to give her time to heal, with out me there to wreck it. So I did what it seems I do best, I ran. I couldn't hurt her again. I had already hurt her once. Id hurt her, Id hurt my Bella, Wait, My Bella, I don't think so Ed, You ran away before she could answer you idiot. I left my car in the parking lot; I knew Emmet would look after it. I had to get away. I couldn't hurt Bella again.
[A/N] hey again. Well that's my parting gift to you before I set off for the lovely, and rainy, USA. Im so excited. Hopefully I might get some fresh ideas while im over there, ill still have net access, so you can drop me a line on my hotmail or my MySpace (both addresses are on my profile.) and ill still answer your reviews. So please review! Come on you no you want to!
Love you all.
BE NICE TO BREE!!
Ciao,
Bella
