I'm so sorry I haven't up dated in months, I just haven't had the time or need to write this but that's changed I want to get this done and hopefully I can, I know what I want to happen so yeah. So I hope this is enough for now and I should up date again soon. Omg I've been watching an old time cartoon, anyone know the show Card captors I'm watching it on YouTube, god it brings back memories, I know that was out of the blue but I thought I would say it lol. Anyway I own nothing and sorry again for taking so long and if there are any mistakes my bad :) Enjoy...
Chapter eleven: Falling
I stepped towards the crowd of people gathered in the abandoned warehouse, making sure my presents was unknown, my goal here kill the charmed ones, leave no survivors. I could easily make out every person from where I stood. Young, old, male, female were gathered here tonight, I could even see a few children amongst the crowd. I could tell that each and every one of them was a charmed one, each with powers in different areas and levels. I smiled to myself this was going to be easy, too easy. I turned my head slightly and nodded at Daniel, my baby sitter that I didn't need, I could handle this. I felt Lily outside as she put up a field around the building to keep humans away; they were not part of our war, not just yet anyway.
'Ready' I sent out my thoughts to everyone that needed to know, our plan was now in motion.
I walked forwards again, silencing the groups conversation, the only sound was the tapping of my high heal boots as I walked and the sound of my coat sliding across the floor behind me. I watched the realization light their faces, I let them feel what I was then, I will admit they were quick to act, most tried to stop me but I easily blocked there powers. Daniel followed and started to take the children away, new recruits. Something in my mind seemed to scream at me to stop but I couldn't, not as I saw the horrified looks of the mothers, the pained cries of their children or even the yelling of the men as they tried to defend everyone. I put my hands up and pushed them forwards in a small motion igniting everyone and everything that I wanted, within seconds the intense heat pulsed out in front of me, after a few seconds I stopped knowing everyone had been killed. Smiling I left to join the others.
"Well done child"
I looked over at Carlos and nodded "Thanks" I said sarcastically, like I needed his praise
"Bella! Bella wake up"
I opened my eyes and slammed into the ground, having been floating up off my bed. I breathed heavily trying to erase the dream, a memory of what I once did; I shied away from the thoughts and feelings and clung tightly to Jake
"Bells are you ok" Jake asked with a worried expression
It took me awhile before I could answer, was I ok? Was anyone ok? "Yeah Jake just had a bad dream"
"Must have been a pretty bad one, your powers were going insane. Lucky Charlie's already gone"
I finally looked around the room, shocked. It looked like a tornado had gone through and destroyed the place; I was so not going to have fun cleaning it up. I smiled sheepishly as I got up "Sorry couldn't help it. Are Alice and Jasper still here?"
"Right here Bella, just waiting until its safe" She laughed but even to me she looked unsure just not afraid
"Yeah well anyway, where's Jasper?" I hoped she'd take the bait, I didn't really want to linger on what had just happened, and thankfully she went with it
"He's just gone out for air and food; he's not use to being in a house with humans"
I nodded "That's completely understandable, but the good thing is you didn't kill each other during the night"
Jake laughed as he put his warm arm around my shoulders "Well I was up here most the time, but besides that Alice isn't half bad and Jasper may be uptight but he has Great War stories"
"Not so bad yourself Jake"
I smiled a real smile and relaxed, finally shaking the dream off, after all that's what it was and I was never going back there again I hope.
I walked downstairs after cleaning my room and getting changed to find the whole pack waiting, looking awkwardly at Alice and a returned Jasper. Smiling I walked in and hugged each of them
"Guys what are you doing here?"
Sam pulled his eyes away from Jasper to speak to me "We've come to see if you're ok and speak with the Cullen's"
I nodded the confusion lifting "Well as you can see I'm fine. Why aren't you talking to Alice or Jasper? There standing right here"
Alice's eyes darted to me then back as she made her way to me "Bella it's not just us they wish to speak with"
I frowned for a split second then realization hit. The pack, my pack wanted to go to the Cullen's, where he was, Edward was. I swallowed hard, stumbling back a few feet before turning and going to the kitchen, I shook my head breath Bella, just breath don't lose control again
"Bells, honey are you ok?"
I stopped and looked up at Jake shaking my head "No, I'm not going, I don't want to see or hear him yet Jake. I'm not ready; I just want to throttle him"
Even though Jake was clearly concerned I still saw the edge of his mouth twitch and I knew then he wanted nothing more then to laugh "Not that I'm opposed to you beating the crab out of Edward because I'm not and I'd probably have a front row seat to watch, but we do need you there to explain everything or just to witness and make sure nothing happens; Paul's in a fighting mood-
"When isn't he?" I interrupted his speech earning a smirk before he carried on
"Yes well that's true, but I won't let Edward near you if that's what you want, I'll make sure you're alright, but we need you, the whole pack is going and it's not the whole pack without you"
I looked away from his pleading eyes, breathing out the air I wasn't aware I had been holding "Alright I'll go for the pack, but whatever happens when we're there is not my fault"
He grinned widely at me "Deal!"
Alice walked in then, concern written all over her face "Bella if this is too hard, if seeing him is too hard, he'll understand"
I shook my head, my mind was already made up "No Alice I can handle this"
"Well in any case he does need a good beating" I sighed with a smile
"God I've missed you"
I sat in their car with Jake, shaking like a leaf trying to control my powers. Going through all the explanations again was going to be tiring and Edward was there, my heart still ached at the thought of his name
Flash back
"Edward you...you can't leave me" I pleaded, eyes filled with tears. Staring into his cold eyes chilled me, once filled with life and love now showing nothing but hate, revulsion and disgust
"It's not right Bella, I don't love you, I thought I did, but I guess I was just lonely and needed to fill the void"
I stumbled back from the venom in his voice, from the pain his words inflicted; it can't be true "How can you mean that? After everything we've been through, you must be lying"
He looked away into the forest then, when he looked back his eyes were black, it was like looking into a never ending hole of darkness "I mean every word I'm saying. I don't want you to come with us, I don't want you, and you're just not good enough"
My words caught in my mouth. I stared blankly unable to say or do anything; he came closer making me take a step back. How could he mean this? "Bella my only regret is making you feel the way you do about me. I'll leave and never come back; neither will my family, good bye" He took my hand and kissed it, this wasn't happening
"Wait I'm not what you think, please just-
"Enough Bella, nothing you say is going to change the fact that I don't love you. Live a good life Bella I know I will" With that he left taking the rest of my heart and will to live, as my life left the darkness grew, pushing in on me, boxing me until there was nothing, just nothing but emptiness...
End flashback
I shivered at the memory as a single tear ran down my cheek. This is going to be one of the hardest things I've done in a long time. The questions were would I be able to face the man that broke my heart and took away a family I called my own and would I be strong or would I lose all control for the pain he put me through. I tightened the arm around my stomach as we turned down their drive, my body knew he was here and wanted his touch while my mind shied away to preserve what little life I had left in me
"It's alright Bella, we're all here for you" I nodded knowing Jake was right, I did have them and that was enough to help me through this.
I stood behind the pack after explaining everything to the Cullen's, to say they were shocked would be an understatement. I'm sure if Esme could have she would have been crying, they were all so welcoming when I'd arrived like nothing had happened between us, like my old family was here with my new one, everything could have been the same if it hadn't of been for one family member that had my heart, he was the only one there not to greet us, he did show up after awhile when I started to explain things and I did everything I could not to look at him for fear of losing myself control, I'd dreamed about being with him again for months and none of them had been this way
"It's a good thing we did come back. We will help you, all of you" Carlisle said evenly to us, the wolves were resigned but willing to work with them. I however could not have them in danger
"Carlisle I can't bring you into this war too, it's bad enough I got the pack involved, this is my kinds war not yours"
"Bella honey we want to help" I smiled at Esme. Honestly it was hard to imagine her fighting or Carlisle their just too kind and loving for something like that. I knew I had to do it on my own and they would never let me, but they didn't need to know that, not now, not until it was too late for them to even try and help
"Bella, why didn't you ever tell us before?" I looked over at Emmett having to pass Edward's shocked face on the way. Emmett's joy was clear but so was his concern
I cleared my throat feeling a little uncomfortable "I'm not allowed to tell you but I'd gotten permission from our leaders the elders and I was actually going to tell you the day you all left, I didn't get the chance to tell you because someone wouldn't let me"
There was a moment of understanding and awkwardness as I tried my best not to look at Edward as I felt his gaze burning into the side of my head. My heart was truly breaking, I wanted nothing more then to kiss him, to let him hold me, but I couldn't get past what he said to me that day, how he broke me. How do you forgive the one that broke you into a million pieces? Yes there was a letter saying he still loved me, but the letter wasn't from him, he didn't say those words, he didn't love me, he didn't want me, that's what he had said, those were his words from his own mouth, not a letter from Alice, those words couldn't be true compared to what he said that day, and it was those words that still ripped at my heart.
I glared down at the ground and stepped back behind Jake, my powers were having a metal fit, I looked up and watched the weather change dramatically turning from an over cast day to an ugly storm
"Bella" My head shot up at my name being called, laced with concern and I didn't even realize it had been Edward who spoke my name. He went to say something else but the sound of lightning silenced him
I felt Quil push me as Jake whispered to me "Bella, Jesus calm down" I didn't need to look at him to know he was still concerned, I didn't need to move my head to know everyone was looking at me. My eyes were only locked on Edward and slowly I did calm down. Something was seriously wrong with me, these mood swings are just not normal for me, but they were so familiar.
I kept looking at Edward when I heard everyone gasp and the guys around me jumped back
"Holy cow, where did she go?"
"Bella..."
I frowned what were they talking about? "Guys I'm right here"
"Where?" Sam asked as Jake hit me, trying to find me I think
"Ouch Jake that hurt"
"Sorry but we can't see you"
"You guys are crazy" I said rubbing my side, looking down I couldn't see any part of me, only the ground. I screamed in shock and started patting myself down making sure I was all there "Holy shit! I'm invisible now, just great" I said sarcastically
"Just relax dear maybe that will help" I nodded at Esme but I highly doubt she saw me do that, relaxing I breathed out, when I looked down again I was relieved to see I was back, I sighed in relief and looked around at the shocked faces of the Cullen's, the pack was more relaxed and use to my power changes
"Bella that was amazing" Emmett said with wide eyes
"Dude that's not all she can do, did you just see what she did to the weather?"
"That was her too?"
Emmett spoke excitedly to Embry before Jake jumped in "That's nothing she can control the elements too, teleport and walk through things and god knows what else"
I rolled my eyes, trust these guys to start rambling on about my powers, but I couldn't help myself I had to add one more then that I remembered now because of my dream "And I can send my thoughts out to people"
All eyes were on me as Alice spoke "What does that mean?"
I breathed out and focused on all of them 'It means I can send what I'm thinking out to people so they can hear me without talking'
"Like reading minds" I nodded at her as Edward's eyebrows nearly popped off his head "Does that mean you can read minds?"
'Only if I focus on the person I'm talking to, but I only hear the thoughts directed at me' I stopped my focus and looked around me again "I know freaky" Just then about three different stomachs rumbled and I couldn't help but laugh
"How about we all go inside and I'll cook some lunch for you all"
No matter how nervous the pack was no one could deny Esme and their hunger usually pushed past any fear they might have "Yeah" They all said at once, everyone walked off but I stayed where I was, Jake came back to me as I saw Edward turn back around
"Come on Bells, its ok remember we didn't break anything yesterday"
I smiled up at him and started walking "Now do you see why I didn't let Embry just break in"
"Yes oh wise one I do" He rolled his eyes and put his arm around me. I watched Edward stiffen as we walked past; I locked eyes with him and watched them soften along with my heart, those eyes that held so much love and dazzled me every day and probably still could but just like that my heart locked back up and I looked away.
I was sitting up on the roof playing god with the clouds while the others were either still eating or out on the law play fighting or if you were Sam and Jasper you were talking about fighting styles, I shook my head at them and smiled. I pulled my legs up after awhile and hugged them, resting my head on my knees
"Bella..."
I froze and stopped breathing for a second, I closed my eyes, oh crap not now. Composing myself I turned my head to look up at Edward, why did he have to be so quiet? Why did he have to look so good standing there? I did an awkward half smile "Hey Ed-Edward" I breathed out and looked back down on the field not surprising everyone was watching even if they were hiding it. To say it was awkward was an understatement and I was just waiting for him to leave, but then he sat down
"So you have a brother, what was he like?"
I swallowed thinking about Kyle was hard, knowing he was still in there fighting gave me hope and pain because I had given up on him, but not anymore "He's my twin he was there when I hurt myself, when I was upset. We shared everything together, he was always the brave strong one, and I wasn't. When I thought he had been killed I died inside, being apart from your twin is hell, but now I can save him and I will. This is my war"
It was silent for awhile before he spoke again "So how have you been"
I nearly fell off the roof with that, what kind of question was that? Did he expect some kind of magical happy answer about how great I've been? About how everything has never been better, he was kidding himself; I got that upset with just that question that I didn't answer so he carried on
"You don't have to do this alone... but there was something I wanted to say to you, I wanted to apologize about everything; I never meant to hurt you-
"Stop, don't just don't"
"But I need to tell you-
My anger boiled over and I couldn't hold it in any longer "And when I needed to tell you the biggest thing in my life you wouldn't let me, instead you took my heart and threw it at the ground stood on it and left me"
"I know and I didn't mean it, it was and is the biggest mistake of my existence"
I stood up and away from him as everything darkened and the wind picked up, I felt the spark of fire light up my hands "You did, you gave up on me, you stopped loving me when I never stopped loving you. You asked me how I've been how the hell do you think I've been? YOU left me; you turned your back when I needed you the most. My whole world was ripped apart by what you did and you know what if it wasn't for Jake and the pack I would still be locked in my room watching the world go by waiting to wake up from this nightmare you put me in" I shook all over from my rage, trying to shake off the tears that were falling, but it was too late. Edward stood too now facing me, looking so helpless but I couldn't see past my rage and pain to care, I wanted him to see the pain I was in, to let him see what he did.
"Bella I never meant any of that, I left to protect you, I still love you I never stopped either, and I left because of that love" I heard the conviction in his words, the hurt and love in his eyes but still after believing for so long that he didn't love me I couldn't believe what he was saying
"No Edward, you don't leave the person you love no matter what. You promised me you would stay, you said you wouldn't leave. I believed you and you still left me, and what? You think you can come back say you always loved me and expect me to run into your arms, like the last six months never happened?"
I waited for an answer, trying to control my emotions but in the end I couldn't be bothered, let him see my pain and power. When he continued to say nothing I carried on speaking ready to leave at anytime. I glared over at him feeling my heart rip away again "Let me tell you something Edward those six months did happen and you'll never know the pain I've been through, you'll never be able to change what happened. And even through that I still love you and I always will, but this is your mistake and I won't make it easy. It hurts just standing here right now. Look at me Edward! Look at the state I'm in, how do you fix this? HOW" I screamed at him because I did want to know how this could be fix, but how do you undo six months of damage.
"I don't know but I will, with time and I won't ever leave again"
I laughed without humour "How can I believe that?" I looked away and saw how shocked everyone was; I sunk back down into a ball, defeated. Why was it easier to be angry at him? I don't want to be like this
"I'm so sorry Bella" He reached out for me but I forced him back with air, shocking him at my force. I looked up at him eyes pleading, completely lost
"You left me with no hope, what do I do now?" I rocked backwards and forwards "Why Edward...You left me" I whispered. The world around me twisted as I transported away from there, my last thoughts I sent out to Edward 'I'm sorry' for what I don't know, for saying those things maybe, but I felt better for it. I only hope I haven't ruined things more.
I don't know how long I sat there for staring at the ocean, I wasn't cold but maybe that's because I was keeping it away from me. I knew I'd been in this spot for awhile because the sun had moved a fare distance behind the clouds while I sat here, I could see a storm coming but it was peaceful and calm here, for now. Now that the tears were coming I couldn't stop them from flowing, I wanted to runaway, to forget the pain but that kind of thing just didn't happen, I wasn't lucky enough to live in that reality. I kept picturing the tortured look on Edward's face as I asked him why he left; the hurt was clearly written across his features. Was he feeling sorry for the pain I was in? Did he mean what little he said? Maybe I'd been too harsh; maybe I should have let him speak. I know what it's like to want to say the words; to have the words that could make things right, but the person you want to tell won't let you speak. He did that to me and I hated it, now I've done it to him. I think I do owe it to myself to gain an explanation from him. I should go see him, see what he wanted to say.
My head fell into my hands, what have I done? I felt the padding of paws back in the forest before they faded to feet, Jacob. Turning my head I watched Jacob walking out of the forest to me
"Hey Jake" My voice was tired but clear
He looked so relieved at the site of me, he pulled me into a bone crushing hug and buried his face in my hair "We've been looking everywhere for you, don't do that again, you scared me"
I hugged him fiercely needed the support and feeling bad for not letting them know I was fine "Sorry Jake I just needed to think. How's Edward?"
He shook his head as we sat down "Shocked and upset about what he's done, but I did warn him not to go up to you, stupid vamp didn't listen, but he did deserve it, then again I know you Bells and you're going to feel bad until you clear the air with him"
Damn he did know me "I know"
He looked at me concerned "I have to ask, why did you snap like that? I never thought you would actually do it, I mean you were really pissed"
I sighed playing with my hands "I don't know. I just...when I looked at him I still felt how I always have, but then what he said to me that day rears its ugly head and I get angry and I mean what kind of question is 'how have you been?' anyway, don't answer that. When he said that I couldn't hold it in anymore"
Jake said nothing instead he started rubbing circles on my back, I looked at my feet dangling over the edge of the cliff, past them I could see the ocean water crashing against the rocks dangerously
"Jake"
"Hmm..."
"I'm scared"
He stopped what he was doing and looked at me again, though I didn't look back, I didn't want to chicken out
"Why?"
I shrugged heavily "It's just I-I feel so angry all the time lately and I can't control it. I'm scared the others are going to get me again, I can feel it and I don't want that, I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me again, I don't want you or the pack or the Cullen's hurt because of me you all mean too much to me"
He frowned at me seeming nerved by what I said "Don't think like that Bella, I won't let anything happen"
I shook my head, resigned to the truth, I'd been trying to deny it for weeks but everything feels like it did last time, the only difference was I knew what to expect and hopefully I could stop it and save Kyle at the same time "You don't understand Jake, if they want me they'll find a way if I'm willing or not and it could mean you getting hurt and I can't have that on my conscience"
"I won't give up on you, I will save you, and we all will save you"
I wanted to tell him no, to run if I did change not to save me, but I couldn't because it felt good to know I would have someone just trying, all I could do was talk about what happens to me to warn him about what would change, I just feel like I don't have any more time "It's not me in control of my actions I might not even know who you are, I'll be inside fighting to get out but it's just so tiring, that's why Kyle was so weak when he broke through, it's a prison in your own body. Seeing and hearing everything yet unable to stop, when I'm one of them I'm completely different to who I was, it's like my alter ego takes over, the worst darkest alter ego. I mean she dresses in heels and revealing clothes and she does anything to get her way, so be careful, don't be tricked. I mean last time I came out of it she had cut and dyed my hair black and blue"
I felt him laugh slightly before getting serious "Wish I'd seen that, but Bells why are you talking like it's going to happen?"
"I don't mean too, I'm just warning you, it's what I feel"
There was a howl off in the distance automatically snapping both of our attentions "Go Jake I can wait"
He kissed my forehead and stood up "I'll see what it is, tell you and if I need to leave again"
"Alright now go"
I watched him leave, I felt when he phased going from human to wolf. I let out my breath seeing it hit the cold air I had never even realised it had gotten that cold, the wind and rain was starting to pick up but I easily kept that off me with my powers. A shiver ran down my spine, like someone was pouring ice cold water down my back, standing up I looked around feeling like I was being watched, but there was no one on the ground that I could feel. The feeling wouldn't leave me, someone was out there I was sure of it
"Hello, Jake are you out there?" I knew he wasn't but I had to ask, I flicked out my hands lighting them both with fire, whatever I was feeling wasn't normal but I couldn't get a grip on it. My breathing picked up as I looked around, something wasn't right
"BELLA..." I jumped back and turned around facing the call of my name, it sounded like Edward but the direction I was now facing was out towards the ocean on the cliffs edge and Edward was nowhere, panicking I scanned the ocean but there was still nothing . My senses picked up on a power coming from behind me; I turned to late and was faced with a force knocking me on the head forcing my balance to change, the force had made my head foggy and I couldn't stop myself the only thing I could do was scream as I started falling. The crushing force of the ice water forced the air out of my lungs, the power was devastating, the storm had picked up more by now and the ocean was throwing me around like a rag doll, I tried to swim up but I couldn't, the water was drawing the heat and power to fight from my body. I couldn't move and then I stopped, stars were everywhere even though the salt was stinging my eyes, I tried again to find the surface but again I failed, I didn't want to die this way not with how I left everything, I wanted to apologize to say goodbye. My chest constricted both from the pain of not breathing and the pain of never seeing the people I love again. Things went dark then...
Something happen then, you know that light people tell you to look for when you die it didn't come, there was light but if faded away and the feelings of loneliness, hurt and never being complete consumed me, a consuming wave of blackness surrounded me and I did everything I could to keep those feelings away to keep the darkness away but I was too weak, to powerless to even want to fight against it, my mind was too hazy and I couldn't remember what had happened to me, I remember being cold and alone, then what? I screamed out but even that was weak, there was a female laughing, I looked around to see me, was this a mirror? I don't think so, she was me but I knew who she was, dread grew in me and my face fell making her laugh more. Boots, shorts a black shirt and a long coat, I had been right.
"Bella"
"Isabella" I nodded at her, she walked towards me smiling, she was like my evil twin, one I wanted to kill
"Bella you weak and pathetic girl have you learned nothing, you should never have let Chris or Kyle get so close to you, you might have been fine then"
"What are you talking about?"
"Think about it, it wasn't noticeable with Chris but from the moment Kyle came back you've been more angry more susceptible to the darker feelings, it's slowly been taking over making way for me"
I froze she was right, I never thought about it that way before but she was right, damn I hated admitting that, but everything adds up from the day Kyle showed up I've been getting more and more angry, what did he say to me the first day 'the seed has been planted'
"No I won't let you destroy what I've built"
She laughed again and boy was I beginning to hate that laugh "You can't stop me, why do you think you were thrown off a cliff? To make you weak, you can't fight me, I've already won, and I know you can feel it. We're already with the others and I can't wait to destroy what you have, I have an interest in Jacob"
"No! Leave him alone, leave them all alone!"
"Or what, anyway I've had enough, enjoy the show Bella"
I stumbled forward but it was too late, she was right I did know it was too late, I was trapped in a prison in my own body, my own mind and all I could do was watch and wait until I got my strength back, but however long that takes she could have destroyed so many people, no one was save. What have I honestly done?
"Welcome back Isabella" I heard Carlos's voice in the background concentrating I let my mind merge so I could see what was going on, it wasn't easy but slowly pictures started forming and I was looking at Carlos, you have no idea how it feels to be in your body but be unable to control the actions you do, it's like it's not my body anymore
"It's good to be back, it seems things have gone downhill since I've been gone"
He chucked as I sat down "Right you are, it's been different without your power, there is a lot you need to know"
"And what is that" I said as I crossed my legs
"Your power is one of a kind, I want you to meet Julian, do you know what he can do" I looked over at Julian he was tall, light tin with back hair. I studied him, trying to get a feel for his power, he was strong I'd give them that, not a fighter, a power sensor
"You don't fight; you sense the power of other people"
He smiled "Corretta"
"And he is here to tell you about your power"
I looked over unimpressed by him, his voice was interesting however, he was Italian "You have a power I have never seen before, it seems you can absorb other peoples powers even from miles away and enhance them to become ten times as strong, Kyle has a limit on how many powers he can have but you don't have that you could be unstoppable and very valuable and also Kyle can't enhance the power like you can"
"Well isn't that good to know, is that all?"
"For now Isabella, you can have your old room"
I smiled "Thanks" I got up and went to leave "Oh where is Daniel?"
"I'm sorry Isabella but he was killed a few months back"
I froze and looked back "By who?"
"Who do you think, charmed ones, get rest we'll need you soon"
I walked out and into my room; nothing at all had changed since I'd been here how typical. There was a knock at my door; I opened the it to find a pretty native girl
"Yes"
"I'm Aroha, Kyle's girlfriend"
"Oh well come in then, what is it you need?"
"Just wanting to fill you in on the charmed ones"
"Go on then" I got some food and drinks and sat down waiting for her to carry on, wonder where Kyle is
"Well numbers have grown, more are coming from other countries, there've also found a way to block there powers from us so we can't sense them anymore"
"Well then I can help there" I pulled away from what I was seeing and returned to the shadows, nothing bad had happened yet but give it time and where was Kyle? She didn't seem as concerned about where he was, mind you she was being a bitch, and even to Julian she didn't care. So I can absorb powers, how about one that can save me. God how am I going to get out of this? Now that I could think clearly the anger I had shown towards Edward wasn't truly mine, yes there was my own anger in it but most of it had been enhanced by the others...God Edward, Jake stay away please....
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