A/N: Wow… okay there isn't much that I can say about this so I'll just let you read it. Enjoy! Please don't forget to Review! Don't be shy. hey, if anyone is a good cover atist and wants to create a cover for this story or any of my other stories PM me... I would love to upload covers for this and If I only had a... but I am not good with graphics. OOOOH and I can't forget to send a big ups to Backhouse Mike, for his beautiful song "Okay" which I put on here.
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Chapter 11
But I go out and I sit down
at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth.
No matter what I say, I'm
not over you
We didn't talk for the rest of the week. She was so mad at me, but I took the therapists advice and I didn't press her, I only called her like twice a day every day. Not like every five minutes like I wanted to.
On Wednesday I decided to follow her home from work and catch her then, but she didn't go home. She went to dinner with that dude from the show. They looked so entrenched in the conversation they were having. First she talked, and He listened intensely. Nodding emphatically, rubbing her back , then he caressed her cheek. Then she listened as he talked, and she listened her head cocked to the side, that was her listening pose.
I'd had enough when he reached his arms around her and pulled her to him. I marched right up to them and said. "Oh he's just a friend Tori, it would never be more than that!"
She didn't even have the decency to jump back away from him she just looked at me. "Well… hello to you too Tori." She said pulling away from him then drying a tear from her cheek. Had she been crying? "You know Hervey? Harvey, This is my wife Tori."
Harvey gushed… He gushed! The guys that liked my music like that, were usually… well not into women. I greeted him and I listen to what he was saying. "I am like your biggest fan! I have been begging Jade to let me meet you for the past two years… what a great friend she is! And then when you two split, I thought Oh no now I'll never meet her! I am so happy you guys got back together, the world just wouldn't make sense if you guys split up!" I looked at Jade. She gave me her I told you so look.
"You're gay?" I said without thinking
"You're Tori Vega!" I heard from somewhere behind me. The gushing must have given me away. I began to get mobbed by autograph seekers. Jade got up from the table after a few minutes Harvey gave her his jacket and she wrapped me up with it and ushered me out of the restaurant to my car.
Once I was in there she went back toward the restaurant with Harvey's jacket. I think Jade forgot she was famous too. She got mobbed too. But it wasn't as bad. She signed a few autographs and headed into the restaurant again.
On Thursday, I sent Jade some flowers to Jade at work. In the card I asked her to go out with me on Friday, and to call me when she got the flowers. She didn't call me. I had something very special planned for that date; so on Friday morning, I texted what restaurant I would be at, and that I would wait for her until close if necessary.
She didn't respond. I went to the restaurant, and I waited for two hours. By the second hour I was in tears. Suddenly, she was there, looking as beautiful as ever, on her knees drying my tears. "I'm so sorry. I lost my phone… I had been dealing with trying to get everything back all day. The restaurant is mobbed outside; your plans got leaked before I got my phoned transferred over. Stop crying!"
I crushed her to me. I couldn't care less that there were a million paps outside causing a spectacle. She was here. She had come. I kissed her softly, and I just about melted when she reciprocated. "Awwww," was heard around the restaurant I couldn't help but laugh.
"I thought you weren't coming." I said and we sat down at the table.
"Why would I do something so mean?" She asked, and truthfully she hasn't done anything that mean since we got married. Or even since we started dating.
"Because you're Jade West."
"Jade West-Vega." She corrected me. I smiled and kissed her again.
"Would you marry me all over again?" I asked, Fuck my plans, I wanted to do it all romantically and sweep her off her feet. But she swept me off of mine, and I had to do it before she did. I pulled a belated anniversary gift from my purse, It was a bracelet, full of diamonds but it was made in the same pattern of her engagement ring, that I noticed now she still wore.
"Oh Tori, that's beautiful…" She kissed me again, "Of course I'd renew our vows."
I have something else for you. I said and I reached for another gift this time they were silver scissors with a gift bow on it. She smiled; she still got that satisfied smile when she got a new pair of scissors. Then I handed her some paper wrapped in a gift bow. She looked at them and smiled. "This is your copy of the dissolution papers."
"Yes they are. I went to the court a few days ago and moved to dismiss the suit." I said. "So this is a symbolic gesture, you're stuck with me now, you'll have to file yourself if you want out now."
She took the scissors and laid into the paper. She got this look on her face that was like bliss, as she made the first cuts. She made an intricate snow flake out of one of the pages. And some other pretty patterns with the rest. It kept her busy till our food arrived and when it did the mess of paper strewn on our table was forgotten and we ate our fill of food.
She kissed me good night in front of the mob of paparazzi and whispered in my ear. "I know we'll have to loose them before we get home, " Did she just say home? "Just drive around a while they will get bored."
I drove around Hollywood, and by the time I got home it was one o clock. And as the garage doors opened, I noticed Jade's car was parked in its spot. Jade was waiting for me. I practically ran into the house and I looked around the first thing I noticed was that there were more pictures of the three of us around the house. Then I headed into our bedroom suite, but she wasn't in there, I walked into the closet that had once been hers and the massive amount of clothes that she owned was back. "When the hell did this get here?" I whispered then headed to Vega's room.
Jade was not with Vega, but Vega was awake reading. She looked so much like me with her little glasses perched on her nose, but so much like Jade too. "When did your momma's stuff get here?"
"Tonight while you were gone." She answered, "It's okay, isn't it?"
"It's fantastic! Where is your momma?"
"Somewhere, she told me I could read for an hour more then I had to go to sleep." She said shooing me away as if I was wasting her precious time. It must be a really good book. So I peeked over her shoulder.
"What are you reading?" I grab the Pear Pad and check the Title. "Hunger Games?" I looked at her. "You don't think it's gruesome?"
"I'm not concentrating on that… I just like Katniss she is bad ass."
"Vega, don't let your momma hear you cussing." I said handing her the pad back.
"Oh she's heard it… she nearly killed me, but you aren't her." I shook my head and headed out of the room.
"Good night Vega."
"Good night mom." She said and went back to reading.
I walked back into our bedroom and I finally heard her. She was in the shower, and I sat on the toilet and listened.
There is no upper hand
I'm giving you mine
It doesn't have to end up wasting your time
There's things that I could say
But hear it my way
I want to let you know that it's all okay
I undressed as silently as I could; I loved the way she sang that song. And her voice resonated beautifully in the bathroom.
Shelter my eyes from the sun
And wait for the birds to fly by
Trying to reach every one
And know what you're feeling inside
Deep in my head now it's like a dream goodbye
I stepped into the shower and harmonized with her.
There is no upper hand
I'm giving you mine
Jade turned to face me, and smiled. She reached out and took my hands.
It doesn't have to end up wasting your time
There's things that I could say
But hear it my way
I want to let you know that it's all okay
Want to let you know that it's all okay
Want to let you know
That it's all okay
"I love you Jade." I said softly she kissed me. Then I felt her hard against me. She separated from me and looked into my eyes. "Oh god yes, I don't care."
She smirked and walked me over to a special little seat we'd had put into the stone wall for just this purpose when w first got the house and she entered me with a satisfied moan. "you horny little vixen." She whispered in my ear as she moved within me. It sent a thrill down my spine when she noticed how hot I was for her. "You're so hot and wet and slippery, god this feels so… gunhf." She couldn't even finish her sentence, and my inner muscles contracted involuntarily.
"Fuck, I love it when you talk," I moaned. "I miss your voice in my ear so much."
"God you're so sexy. Ahh…" she said. I could feel her pulsating within me. She was close and just the thought of her cumming for me, just took me over the edge. She pushed into me, her knees collapsing, she held on to the bench, and I held on to her to keep her from busting her self up.
The shower began to run cold and as it hit her back and she gasped. Little Jade was quick to retreat when Jade felt the cold. She Jumped away from me, then I got hit with the cold water, she turned it off. "We never learn do we?" She said laughing as she reached for a large towel and wrapped us both in it
"No, it so much easy access, plus there's the bench." I said.
"Ah yes, the bench." She said kissing my neck and walking us both to the bedroom. Once in our bed, we made out like teenagers until Jade was ready again. I gave her head, she gave me head, and then Little Jade did her thing again. The next morning we were a tangle of bed sheets when Vega came into the room.
"Moms… yikes… I forgot what it was like… gross."
Jade was still asleep, she had gotten a vicious work out the night before. "What is it Vega?"
"Momma missed her call time."
"Jade…" I said shaking her urgently. She groaned. I chuckled, "Babe, wake up, you missed your call time."
She sat up, her chest bare, "I did what now?"
"Whoa Momma…" Vega said turning away from us. "Yeah I'm leaving now." She headed out of the room.
I looked at jade and was entranced by her bare body. I loved watching her. She pulled on a pair of Jeans without underwear, and a shirt without a bra and she looked so damn sexy. She ran a brush through her raven hair, which was almost as long as it was the first day I met her. She stopped and looked at me, "What?"
"You're so hot…" I said, and she stopped for a second debating whether she wanted to blow off work.
She walked over to me and kissed me and touched me then put two fingers inside me. Pumped twice then pulled out. She put her fingers in her mouth and walked away. "I got you tonight, I gotta go."
I nearly fainted at the sudden change of contact. Holy crap how lucky am I?
