I honestly wasn`t expecting to have more than 5 reviews but, here I am. I`m sorry for the misspelling but my first language is not English and my useless computer isn't helping either. From now on I will try to make an update every Friday. It`s just that lately I have been really busy. Don`t worry I will finish this story even if it costs me my life! Enjoy, and if you want to give me ideas for the story you are always welcome.
After a while I started feeling uncomfortable. "My head hurts…" I murmur barely hearable as I touch my head, my eyes are still half shot. "Miss" I hear an unfamiliar voice call up to me but, her voice… it`s fading. "Miss…"I could see a little light before, but…now, my eyes are completely closed and everything is dark. Am I going to die?
It doesn't matter if I die now no one will notice anyways… "BEEP….BEEP…."
Then a whole bunch of pictures, memories appear before me in full darkness. My parents death my uncles death, the curse, the body, the blood, my heartless face as I see this things happen before me. No, no… it actually felt horrible all those feelings wrapped up inside of me. I really need to learn on how to express myself. But, is it fine to feel this way towards the people that hated me with all their heart?
"Haruhi…" some is calling the voice is kind of familiar. Why, everyone I now is dead or wants me dead, why would someone call up to me? Yeah how could I forget? The Host club, would they miss me? I mean I have only known them for a while. "Haruhi!" the same voice of earlier now I know, the way the voice sounds its full of sadness and desperation.
I can`t die now. I can't let them feel how I felt. Do I care for them?
That doesn't even matter right now I can`t let my body give up. I have decided, I don`t want to die after all, not just yet. I want to take back what's right fully mine and stop running away from reality. Yeah, people died and I blamed myself because of it but, not anymore. It wasn`t I who did it in the first place, he just wanted to blame what was his fault on someone else; he was running away just like I was. I have been waiting long enough for someone to tell me it wasn`t my fault that it was everything was going to be ok. But I already knew there was no one that could do that, so what was I waiting for?
"Haruhi! Haruhi!" I had started calling after her when suddenly a bunch of medics were around her, the machine`s noise was driving me crazy, and the look that Kaoru had on wasn`t helping either. Then suddenly that sound that the machine makes after someone dies in a movie but you never think would happen to you, echoes through my brain as it sounds. My mind was blank, my mind was just…white I feel as if my heart would explode into pieces.
Why does my heart hurt when I see you hurt? Why do I feel as if I`m the one dying…but, now thinking about it that would be less painfull.
I was Hoping I was wrong, Hikaru hasn`t noticed yet but it`s obvious he was getting really close to Haruhi. I really was hoping I was wrong but, after I saw the doctors take a step back from the motionless body lying on the bed, all of the hopes of her getting better faded away.
She didn't looked as she had suffered, she looked as if she was only sleeping. Pale skin and silky hair, a life less human sized doll.
It feels almost like an eternity since the last time I saw light. Where am I? It`s cold and lonely down here, there`s water below me that reaches my ankle, the air here feels heavy and what I suppose to be the sky are mixed tones of purple, dark blue and dirty pink. Even if this place is big, its suffocating me I feel trapped.
Then I see a human figure approaching me. "Who is it?!"
Yeah short I now but like I said I will try to make updates every Friday from now on, but I`m still deciding on whether I should or shouldn`t update for this Friday I mean I would only would have like 2 days to write and edit (not that I`m good at it) the next chapter. Any who, how this story ends is up to you. Review and choose between a sad, happy or continuous ending. And no I`m not one of those persons that always ends their stories happy, so this is seriously up to you. You never know how I will be feeling the day that I write that last chapter.
I`m really grateful to all of those that reviewed and alert this story!
