Maybe this would be the chapter that you guys would want to read. Just a big MAYBE. Enjoy. :D

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The following morning at school I sat down on my perspective sit when Anna approached me.

"Hey Mikan"

"Hey Anna. What's up?"

"I want to tell you something private"

"Okay. So what's it all about?"

"Not here. Let's go to the corridor"

"Well okay" so we went outside the classroom and to the corridor.

"Mikan, promise me you won't tell anyone that I told you this, okay?"

"Okay. What is it already Anna? I'm feeling nervous already"

"Okay. Be prepared on what I'm going to tell you." I could feel my heart pounding and still Anna left me hanging. What could it be?

"Natsume loves you" what?

"That's impossible Anna" I stated.

"Mikan, believe me."

"Koko told you that right?"

"Yes. But you see.."

I cut her off "If it's from him, I have a doubt."

"Mikan, listen. Out of all the girls Natsume's been ranting about you were the consecutive girl he's always telling. He likes you even from the start and he loves you right now!" Anna looks so exited on telling me this.

"See Anna, he can't be serious about me. He didn't even told me that anyway"

"Come on Mikan. Natsume doesn't want to tell you that because he wants to be serious with you. He wanted that when he says he loves you you'd be his only girl. He wants to be loyal"

"That's impossible. Everyone knows how Natsume gets with girls"

"That's why he's trying Mikan. Look, the guy is being serious. Give him a chance." Anna then went back to the classroom. I was left at the corridor and I was like staring into nothingness.

"Mikan did you know?" Koko said while he passed by in front of me.

"Know what?"

"Nothing" then he left, and was he laughing? Never mind him.

I also went back to our classroom and sat on my seat. I was blankly starring at the black board thinking at what Anna just said to me. Was he really being serious? I really don't know what to do anymore. Finally, I heard the bell signalling for lunch. Time really does go so fast unnoticed, especially if there is something floating in your mind.

"Mikan, we'll go ahead okay?" Nonoko said.

"Okay. I just need to pass this to our editor."

I went to our club's office. Have I told you that I was writing for our school's newspaper?

"Mikan did you know?" Yuu asked me.

"Know about what Yuu?" he just smiled at me then left. What's up with him?

So I've already passed my article. I'm done finally. Better head to the canteen and eat, I'm starving already!

"Mikan you know?"

"What?" Who's this guy? Ow, he's one of Natsumes colleagues. Then he just left saying nothing but a smile.

I finally reached the canteen wondering on how many people asked me already if I already know. Know what? I don't know. That's what I've been asking them anyway and they haven't answered any question I asked them, just a smile.

I received a text from Natsume.

"Hey Mikan, do you know already?" Not him too.

"Know about what? Everyone's been asking me that, even guys I don't know"

"Can we go home together later?" So he didn't even answer my question.

"I really don't know Natsume"

I told Anna and the rest on what's been happening with me lately.

"Mikan they know already" Anna said.

"Know what Anna?" okay I admit I'm acting stupid right now.

"Mikan stop pretending you don't know."

"Okay okay." I sighed in defeat. "But I don't want to walk with him later" I'm tensed.

"Why?" Nonoko asked.

"I'm not yet ready, really"

"When will you be ready then?"

"I don't know all right. Just let it be at first"

Lunch passed by and then dismissal.

I hurriedly went out of the classroom and I checked my phone for some messages. Okay, my phone's dead. Luck I might say. I went home, hurriedly. Got my charger and plugged my phone and tried to open it. I waited for some seconds and found out that I had a couple of text messages.

"Where are you? I'd be waiting at the school's gate"

"Hey. I've been waiting for you"

"I'm still waiting."

"I'll go home already. You take care wherever you are"

So he really did wait for me. I felt guilty on what I just did with him. But honestly, I'm not yet really ready. I'm not yet ready to face him.

"Hey. I'm sorry I wasn't able to go home with you. I just had a rush here at home. I wasn't able to text you because my phone's dead" I texted him.

I waited for a couple of minutes. Hoping for a reply. Finally!

"Its okay" I had that feeling that he's mad at me. I wonder why. Was it because of what I just did?

Night time fell, and it still kept bugging me on what's wrong with Natsume, if he was mad at me because of what I just did.

My conscience kept on eating me so I texted him again.

"Hey, are you mad?" I waited for a reply. Minutes.

"Why should I be mad?" I wonder myself but it really does feel like it.

"It just feels like your mad"

"I wasn't mad I just felt pissed." So he was pissed.

"Why?"

"You see, you could just tell me that you don't want to go home with me, I just felt stupid there waiting for nothing" He was pissed because, so I was right after all.

"I'm sorry. I just really need to rush home and my phone was unluckily dead" I admit I had to lie at that part.

"Okay. I'm sorry also" Although it seems like it's already okay. It doesn't, really. I don't know what to reply already so I shacked that conversation off.

"Mikan, phone call from Anna!" my mom called from downstairs.

"Hey Anna what's up?"

"Hey Mikan I want to tell you something serious"

"What is it again? Natsume again I might guess?"

"He became emotional on what happened a while ago"

"Really?"

"He really did expected that the both of you would go home together"

"But I wasn't really prepared Anna, maybe tomorrow but really, not today"

"I understand that Mikan. But I also do hope you understand Natsume more."

"Yeah Anna, I understand. I'll try"

"Okay, I better get going. Koko's gonna call me"

"Okay. Bye" Then we hung up. I told you Anna and Koko would be an item. It's a funny thought. Haha!

Someone texted again and as expected, it's Natsume. Maybe he'd be asking me to help him again with this girl which really kills the curiosity in me. I'd admit, I'm really expecting that it would be me. I'm not saying that I love him again but it just would be fascinating right or no?

"Hey" he texted.

"Hm?"

"I think..."

"You think what?"

"I think I love you. Thou it may not seem obvious but I really do love you. You're the girl I'm referring to. Yes, I really do love you and this is what I'm dying to tell you that I had fallen completely in love with you Mikan" after I had read that text message I was completely speechless. It was just like I was, I really don't know how to explain.

"So that's what people have been asking me today?"

"Yes" So that explains why people ask me the same questions over and over again.

"At least now I know" I kid.

"I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, I really don't know how"

"It's okay"

"I got tired already. :)"

"Why?"

"It took up a lot of courage to tell you how I truly feel for you"

"Well, you really did have a lot of courage"

"Yeah, hey I better get some sleep, you take a rest too"

"Okay. Goodnight Natsume."

"Goodnight Mikan and once again I Love You"

That was weird. Why now at all times that I have learned and felt that I don't love him anymore. I really don't know how to give him a chance.

Now Playing: Wonderwall – "there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how"


Hey guys! So finally Natsume admitted that she loves our Mikan. But sad thing is he only admitted his feelings on text. How would he tell our Mikan what he feels in person?. Let's try to find out on maybe the next chapter?. :) Any cheesy ideas?. :D :"

Reviews, comments, grammatical errors and constructive criticisms are highly accepted. :) I admit it was somewhat crappy, I know right. :)

Also please read my other fic "Capture My Stolen Heart" which fortunately I'd be able to update today. :)

- Snowqueen1205