I do not own Twilight.

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"It's okay… shh…" He was playing with my hair. "It alright Bella… I'm here… forever…"

And that was the last thing I heard as I slipped into a unconscious blackness... someone kept calling my name… but it was ever so faint.. and I felt a pain brewing from my stomach…

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EPOV

"Bella?" I heard her heart race when suddenly she went limp in my arms… "BELLA?!" I shook her gently but still nothing. Alice had already come in the room and was helping me get her to the basement to Carlisle's personal medical station.

"What the hell happened?" Alice nearly screeched at me.

"She woke up from a dream then suddenly the passed out!" Rosalie was on the phone with Carlisle and he would be home momentarily.

We laid her on the bed where she once laid before, only this time I was here… my Bella so strong and yet so fragile in this state. I watched as the flash of Carlisle rushed passed me then with all his efforts began to work on her.

"The babies are hurting her…" He said calmly as he continued to work. "They aren't responding well to her diet anymore… they've grown and from what I can tell they want blood, so they are taking from her."

Why couldn't I live a human life with her? Why did I let her con me into that night… none of this would have happened. I was so lost in thoughts I didn't even feel someone tugging my arm.

"Edward!" It was Alice, staring at me in a slight panic.

I just stared at her, I didn't know what to do anymore… this wasn't me. I was brave I could handle the world… and yet my love… made me feel so weak and in need of her presence.

"Edward you need to run upstairs to Carlisle's study and grab the vials of blood marked O negative."

I did as she asked and in a flash I was back with the substance that I do without and the substance that will save my love… human blood.

"This is going to be difficult." Carlisle looked at me as he grabbed the vials. "I have to put these needles into the babies… this could kill them, but if we don't try they will kill her. Are you willing to take that risk Edward?"

I hated being the decision maker… my loves life or my children's life… she would never forgive me if they died and it was my fault… and yet I couldn't live without her… "Do it." Was the last words that came out of my mouth as I watched Carlisle work hard to save three lives.

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CPOV

This had to be a hard decision for Edward. But Bella was fading fast… I had one shot. I carefully watched the screen of the two little ones fighting for their mothers nutrients and plunged the needle into her stomach. I hit home with the one and started the IV of blood I keep just in case. One more time… Bella's heart rate was picking up again, this didn't look good. I carefully implanted the long needle into the other child…

And that's when her heart came down from its race and palpitated like normal.

"Bella has always had some issues with these children. It's like her body wasn't meant to bear children at all… but she's putting up a fight. If she gets under too much stress she could crash again." I looked towards my son, he was stroking her hair. "What happened before she passed out Edward?"

He just looked at me for a moment. "She had a bad dream… she woke up sobbing, talking about killing it?" He looked just as confused.

"She's afraid she won't make a good mother…" Jasper's voice would of startled me if I hadn't noticed his sudden presence… where did he come from? "She fears that after the babies are born, and perhaps after she becomes one of us… she will hurt them…"

"But why would she even think that?" Edward always worried too much.

"It's Bella…" I chuckled. "Always worrying, just like you Edward."

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BPOV

Well this is déjàvu… I always end up in here somehow… even when I'm careful.

"Ed… Edward?" I said weakly… my stomach hurt so bad.

"I'm here love… I'm here" His voice cooed.

With those words I drifted off again, just to sleep… I was so weak from whatever events occurred that I just needed to sleep.

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I promise a longer chapter next time :D hope you guys are enjoying the fic so far