A/N
I can't decide if I want to be cruel or not. This chapter or next one, Corey's body will be found.
Do you want Satomi to make an appearance or not?
Thank you so much to Derek Hale Peter Hale, Guest, NovaRainbow and Jaylene Olebar.
To NovaRainbow, I'm glad I made you and your dog cry. I happy to know, that I'm not the only one sobbing my heart out when I write.
When you read this chapter and wonder what went on in my head, porn is the answer, way too much fanfiction porn. The title couldn't escape that.
Chapter 11
Fifty shades of sorrow.
"There's no way you can kill someone and
get to the other side of the experience unchanged."
―Charlaine Harris,Definitely Dead
He shook the teen as he heard his heartbeat get slower. He wiped the blood in the corners of the teen's mouth away and shook him again.
"Damn it Scott, wake up!" he yelled and moved his hands to grip Scott's shoulders.
But the pup wasn't reacting to his Alpha.
Derek could feel his wolf come out in panic. What was happening?
He felt his claws scrape against each other and yanked his hands away from Scott, the teen slumping back on the bed, motionless. It scared the Alpha more than he wanted to admit.
He laid his hand on the pup's chest, he needed to feel the chest rise and fall. What was wrong? He looked over at the window, his hand still on Scott's chest and sighed.
A whimper made him snap his head in the pup's direction. Scott laid with his eyes open and looked at Derek. His left hand made a grasping motion in the Alpha's direction. Derek, Derek couldn't deny Scott anything right now, so he walked fast over to the bed and took Scott's hand in his. As soon as he touched Scott, he could see him relax, he was still tense but it had lessened just a little.
"I'm sorry," he could hear the pup rasping.
He looked at him with raised eyebrows and squeezed his beta's hand a little.
"Sorry for what Scott?" he asked.
He heard the pup sigh and watched as he turned his head away from him.
"For bringing the pack down, for everything. I'm weak." He heard the teen swallow before he spoke up again.
"For not allowing you to help me heal like I know you can, for trusting Theo. I'm sorry for blocking you," Scott broke off with a heavy sob.
Unable to hold off any longer Derek yanked the pup up in his lap and locked his arms around him in a tight embrace, holding the other tight as he cried his heart out again, hushing him and whispering words of comfort in his ear.
"All I want you to do Scott is get better, let the pack take care of Theo, focus of learning to live with what you have done, focus on letting me help you heal, accept our bond." The Alpha smiled, "Focus on Isaac and let him help you. Let all of us help you Scott." He said as Scott's sob quieted down and felt the teen's arms around him too.
He wanted to hold Scott for just a little while longer but he needed to check on the wound. He carefully lifted Scott off his lap and laid the young wolf on the bed.
"If the wound haven't gotten any better Scott, I will have to have a very serious talk with you," he said as he took hold of the shirt Scott was wearing and lifted it up over his stomach.
The Alpha let out a sigh of relief. There was no new blood but the wound wasn't healing. He knew Scott was slowing his healing down, he just knew. The crusted blood around the wound was black not red like Derek wanted it to be, his beta wasn't healing.
"Scott," he said, he couldn't keep his eyes from bleeding crimson as he looked Scott in the eye.
The pup whimpered and bared his neck, hoping that it would either please or distract his Alpha. Derek wasn't taking the bait like he had hoped.
He sighed and rolled his head before looking at Scott again, "Scott look at me," his voice laced with so much command that he knew Scott wouldn't be able to resist him. He could see the pup fight, his head tossed to the sides and his body trashed as he fought the instinct to obey his Alpha.
He pinned Scott to the bed, he didn't want the teen to hurt himself even more.
"Scott," he said again. This time he took a firm grip around the younger wolf's chin and turned his head so he looked at him.
The teen's body went silent under Derek and the beta forced his head up, so his throat was bared even more.
"I'm not angry Scott. You need to heal and you need to do it now or else you risk dying because of it, okay," he said and released the pup's chin but he remained on top of Scott.
When he didn't get a response from the teen, he moved over and looked him in the eye. Scott's eyes were glazed over, like he wasn't present in the room. Derek tried to shake his beta but Scott remained unresponsive.
He walked into the empty mall. It was the same mall as the battle with the Alpha pack found place in. he laughed a little without humor as he waited for the chimera to come.
Corey had seemed more than willing to speak with him, to tell him what Theo was planning. He even told Scott that if they won the battle he would leave Beacon Hills, as long as the Alpha would spare his life.
Scott himself was torn. He couldn't believe Theo would betray him, make him leave Stiles, his best friend since PreK, make him believe a liar and a killer over his friends, over his pack.
He growled in anger and hit one of pillars, making crackles in the cement.
He heard the hesitant steps towards him and looked back to see Corey walk up to him, a hesitant smile on his face as he stopped a few feet away from the Alpha.
"Hey," he said.
"Can you help us against Theo?" Scott asked. He couldn't stop the hope from reaching his eyes, God he hoped so much that this would be the end.
"I hope so. I planned on leaving but then I needed to talk to you first, tell you a few things."
Scott looked at the chimera. He planned on leaving, not that he didn't understood, he wanted to leave too, but he couldn't leave, not now.
"What?"
"Theo wanted you to know that he needed a pack, he wanted to be the Alpha of that pack." Corey looked up at the Alpha, the smile on his face gone.
"Scott, Theo wants to steal your pack, that's why he lies to all of you, he wants you to trust him, trust him so he can destroy you when you do."
He could fell his pulse racing, knew his eyes were crimson, he could feel his claws and he could feel his canines lengthen to fangs; the wolf struggled to come out of its cage.
He felt an arm on his shoulder and his head shot up and without seeing, the true Alpha lunged for the only other person in the room with him.
An innocent.
It couldn't really be called a fight because the attacked didn't fight back at all; he just let himself be beated and torn apart. The beast within the True Alpha howled in victory, the battle had been won, but as he tore out the other's throat and watched with a sick glee the other die, blood pooling around the body, gashes that would have made any other person throw up, he felt something leave him, he felt the power he had had, the power he had been so afraid of using, of losing control off leave.
The Alpha fell to the ground clutching his chest and for the first time he really saw what he had done. With a dread he didn't know he had, he felt the last spark of power leave him. He knew without even looking that if he looked himself in a mirror his eyes wouldn't be red anymore, they would be blue.
Derek reared back as the body on the bed arched up, a gasp leaving his mouth as he did.
"Corey," he heard the pup cry out before he collapsed to the bed again, heaving after air.
Derek stayed where he stood, just watching Scott as he heaved after breath, chest rising and falling fast.
"Open the bond between us Scott, let the pack help you, we won't disown you just because you've killed an innocent. Let yourself heal and let us help you heal on the inside, let Isaac be there for you, he likes you, you know."
He moved back to sit on the bed, growling when Scott scooted away from him. The teen crawled hesitating over to his Alpha; his left hand reached out, like it wanted to touch but was afraid of getting hit.
Derek took the hand and pulled Scott into his lap, urging the beta to scent him.
"When Peter came her first time after you got hurt, I saw a side of my uncle that I thought I would never get to see again, he took care of you like he should have when you were his beta. I'm saying that even through you have killed people, doesn't mean you don't have a heart. You just have to find your heart Scott, the thing that makes you human.
Derek closed his eyes, "Let Isaac be there for you, he likes you even when you have done what you have done."
He helped the teen sit up against the wall and looked at him with a serious look.
"How did you know?" Scott asked, his voice muffled by being pressed against Derek's shirt.
"How I knew?" Derek said, a small chuckle could be heard in his voice, "You two are so obvious that even Peter can see it, you smell like each other." The Alpha smirked "Plus, he looks like he wants to bang you against every flat surface in the house," he said amused and couldn't contain his laughter and he clutched his stomach.
"Please spare me your evil Alpha," Scott hit back, the first smile on his face since Derek came back. The pup's eyes were glinting.
Derek's head perked up when he heard the front door open, he knew it was Isaac and turned around to look at Scott who now looked frightened, and was trying to merge with his Alpha.
"Your 'wants to bang you against every flat surface in the house is here' so I will leave you to him," he said easy before pinning Scott with a hard look, the teen looking down in submission, "I want you to talk with him, let him be there for you, don't shut him out when you need him as much as he needs you."
And with that Derek left the bedroom and walked down and into the living-room, where a embarrassed Isaac sat and looked at him with horrified expression, Derek had no doubt that the beta had heard what he had said to Scott. That was why he said it.
"Don't look like that." Derek said before he sat down beside the youngest beta.
"I think he's starting to heal. I think I know what's holding him back. Make him talk about Corey, make him heal." Derek said but added "Then you can bang him against every flat surface of the house." He said and left the house.
Isaac POV.
He tried to calm his heart before he walked up to Scott but he was sure it was deafening to the other wolf.
The door into Scott's room was open. He saw Scott sit with his back to the wall, starring out of the window with a distant look on his face.
"Scott," he said from where he stood leaned up at the door frame.
The other beta turned his head in Isaac's direction, their eyes locking.
"What do you want Mr. Want to bang me against every flat surface of the house?" Scott laughed nervously.
Isaac narrowed his eyes; Scott was trying to avoid something.
"Cut it Scott, you know what I want."
At Scott's blank face he smiled sadly and moved over to sit on the bed, his concern growing when Scott moved away from him.
"I didn't find Stiles like Derek had sent me to do." He started and moved over to Scott, laying his arm around the teen, he ignored Scott's growl.
"I went by the abandoned mall. The one where we fought the Alpha pack. I don't even know why I did it, I
just did it."
He could feel Scott strain against his hold, the older wolf's heartrate skyrocketing.
"We have to have this conversation at some point Scott. If you won't listen to me, then I'll call Derek so he can come and help."
Isaac stopped and thought. It might be better if he called Derek; he had a feeling that what he would tell Scott would send the beta into a full blown panic attack, not to mention the guilt.
"Stay here," he said and walked away to talk with the Alpha.
It only rang once before it was taken.
"What," greeted Derek, it seemed like it was standard greeting for him.
"I want you to be here when I talk to Scott, he might not take it very good and at this point I think that you are the only one that can calm him down if he panics, please," he added.
After a minute of silence, Derek spoke again, "I'll be there." And then he hung up.
He walked back into the bedroom and sighed when he saw Scott. The wolf had taken comfort in the corner furthest away from the younger beta, looking at Isaac with a frightened look.
"Derek will come in a moment. You don't have to be afraid," he said and moved closer to Scott, lifting his lips in a silent snarl when the teen tried to move around and away, Scott fell silent and bowed his head.
"Kill me please," Scott whimpered and moved so he could hide his head and curled around himself. Isaac guessed that Scott tried to hide himself from their Alpha. And how right he was, because barely a second later Derek entered the room like he owned it, walking straight up to Scott and forced his arms away from his face, the teen barely resisting.
"Come," he said and took Scott's arm, and turned around to look at Isaac, "I know you want to be here, but I need someone to move the body. You might also not like what I'm going to do with Scott."
Isaac was about to argue when Derek flashed his eyes and said forcefully "Now Isaac!" and the beta scrambled to obey the Alpha.
Derek POV.
As soon as Isaac left the room, Scott started fighting and straining against Derek's hold in him. Derek made the young teen look at him and let his eyes bleed crimson, "Listen to me Scott, I know you don't want to talk and I don't want to force you to stay calm or anything under force, but I have to, now follow me," he said and dragged the teen wolf with him out of the room, Scott was still fighting but not as much as before.
He sat Scott down on the couch and looked at the pup. The beta was pale and he kept looking at the door like he wanted to escape that way, "It won't work Scott, I'm fast and stronger than you are."
The teen sighed in defeat and slowly met Derek's eyes.
"I found Corey, he didn't look too good, and Isaac will burn him I think. What I mean Scott is that Corey's body bear all the signs of being killed by a werewolf out of control, you weren't in control when you killed him, you're not to blame for this Scott," he said and laid a hand on his beta's shoulder.
"I didn't kill him. I slaughtered him," Scott whispered back.
"I slaughtered him Derek!" Scott yelled and stood up, making a run for the door, only he was stopped short when he slammed into Peter's form, the said man, locked his arms around Scott and held the trashing and screaming body close and tight.
"Now Derek!" he yelled and Derek moved to stand in front of Scott, holding the teen's head in his hands. "Scott calm down, listen to my voice calm down. Breathe." He said with command in his voice and Scott sank to his knees, Peter falling with him, his arms still holding Scott close.
"Well," he heard his uncle mutter.
"She agreed to help us; she almost seemed devastated when I told her what happened with him. She told me to bring him tomorrow at noon."
Derek nodded, "I'm going to help Isaac, you got him?" At Peter's nod Derek left the house with a heavy heart, he hoped with all his might that the other Alpha could help them with his pup.
A/N.
For the one who can figure the other Alpha's name will get a one-shot of own free wish, it just has to be teen wolf.
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