I couldn't even put it into words. My mind was a jumble and my thoughts as mess. How did this happen? Why did this happen? Who did this? I think I already knew the answers to those questions but I didn't want to admit it. Everything was happening to fast, no! Slow down! It's to fast! I couldn't comprehend was what had happened, then it all came rushing back to me.

The sun was coming out so Phoenix and I had to find somewhere to stay for the night, well day. We walked a good 45 minutes to my house, the sun came up but Phoenix didn't spontaneously combust, or catch on fire. When we got home though I could see the nasty sunburn he had gotten, and the worst part was I could feel it. So I ran to the kitchen and went digging for the burn cream to put on well, everywhere. My mom didn't think havering burn cream in the bathroom, she always said the kitchen was a better place to put it. It was close at hand when you got a burn in the kitchen, which was often considering I couldn't cook to save my life. Found it, in the kitchen drawer under the sink, the drawer I could never open, until now. I was kind of surprised by my newly found strength and asked Phoenix if was a vampyre thing or just my specialness and I rubbed burn cream all over his ivory skin. He actually wasn't that unattractive. He broke away from me for a minute to remove his shirt, he was just wereing dark black jeans, but still the sight of his chest without a shirt on brought a smile to my face. He was actually pretty built, he defined stomach made my grin widen. I guess he noticed my smile judging by what he said next, "What is so funny?"

"Nothing," was my automatic response. He followed where my eyes were, on his chest and a cocky smirk spread across his face.

"Enjoying the view are we?" damn he had the ego of,well, Erik!

"Shut up!"

"No need to be ashamed, this is for you and your eyes only" he said gesturing to all of him. Great, he was teasing me now. He took of his pants to revel his jet black boxers. Damn what was with him and the color black? "It is because it looks good on me, isn't that why you wear blue all the time?"

"Oh..."

"Now are you just going to stand there, or are you going to help me from getting a sun burn scar?"

"People get those?"

"Yes, but it is quiet uncommon for a human. But for a red vampyre..."

"Got it, so come here!"

"Well..."

"Well what?"

"Well I am just wondering, we're are your parents, it's nearly 7:00 am?"

"My mom is an early riser, she is probably out for a jog and my dad is probably at work."

"So, we are alone..." he said as his smirk got wider and wider.

"Don't even think abo-" I was cut of with him pressing his lips against my soft lips. He tongue invaded and we battled for dominance, and of corse he won. I couldn't breath, I tried to list him away but all my strength left my body, great, just fucking great. I started to turn blue. He broke the kiss and I gasped for air. "Hmmm?" he asked, his ego was far belong comparison, heck Erik didn't even have that big of an ego compared to him. The temptation to smack the stupid smirk on his face grew inside. Then I felt it, he was handing something from me, his thoughts kept shifting every single minute. He kissed me again, but this one was gentle, I whined as he pulled away. He trailed kisses all the down my chin and started to nibble at my neck. Damn he was good!

"Stop!" my voiced cracked. I knew i wasn't going to win but I wanted him to tell me what was up. He got extra edgy when I started to think about Ethan, weird. "Stop!" I said again sounding more forceful this time, and stopped in an instant.

He looked deeply in my eyes and whispered into my skin as he started to nip and my neck, "You want this..." he voice was low and seductive, Damn he was really good.

"No, not now. Please stop..." I sounding as if I was begging him more than asking him to stop. He looked into my green eyes and his smirk faded and turned into a big frown, "Later." he cursed under his breath and pulled away from me. Then I noticed it, a faint sent of blood in the air. Phoenix slipped his pants before I had the chance to blink. "What no shirt?" I asked him mockingly.

"I thought you might enjoy the view... " I was so close to smacking him silly, "I can put one on if you wish?" he asked innocently.

"No! I mean I kind of like the view, but we have more important matters to deal with." I tried to pin point the direction the smell was coming from but failed.

Phoenix chuckled a little, "I know it's hard, but you are new to this. It's 2 blocks over and also you are kind of cute when you scrunch up your nose like that."

"My nose?!"

"Never mind, now come on!" We walked in silence, it was about midday so Phoenix was dressed in heavy clothes, yet he still burnt? I wanted to ask him why, but I was to scared to distract Phoenix while he trailed the sent, I bet he was in immense pain by now, his skin looked reder then well Vivian's hair! Oh how I wanted to hug him tight and forget everything that had happened, everything was happening to fast, like if I were to blink I would miss everything. How I longed for him to touch me in the ways he did back at the house, oh how I craved his warm, soft lips to press against mine. I heard him laugh a bit, oh shit he heard me, think about something else, like um... Um... Shit he got me.

When we got there my thought were jumbled, this was Vivian's house. The blue siding was faded to almost a baby blue. The bright red door was an eye sore compared to the house. The winding walkway to the front door. Vivian's bed room window, above the garage sill had a black garbage bag blocking the view of what was inside. But then something caught my attention, the smell of blood was thick and Phoenix stopped right in front of it. Shit, this was the last place I wanted to be. Then it hit me, we were here! Fuck! Fuck! Fucky fuck fuck! Now was the time to see what had truly happened to Vivian, time to confront my most darkest thoughts, my most unwanted realities, the truth just beyond the slightly opened door. Wait they always locked the door, something was even more wrong.

I took me ages to build up the strength to move, well may be a couple of minutes but it felt like ages. Phoenix was inside in the blink of an eye. Damn he moved fast, I guess it was another vampyre ability, just when you think you know everything. Life throws a curve ball at ya. Kind of like pop culture, when you finally think you understand it, something comes in and just screws everything up, also known as 'shit hitting the fan'. That thing or shit for me was Ethan. He was making my life a living hell! That poem kept burning a hole in my head what had it meant? I hadn't found Vivian, was she gone! Was he going to kill her? And what on Nyx's little green earth was wrong with him?!

Hey guys, sorry for another short chapter. The next will be amazing though I am trying to collaborate with some other authors to give this story a kick, and I hope you guys will love it. For me I think it will just be freaking awesome, but I want to hear what you guys think about collaborating with other authors? I know you won't now for sure till you see, but I am nearly seeking your opinions. Thanks for following, favoriteing, and reviewing, I love you guys and sorry for the later chapter.