well here it is I hope you guys like it
EPOV
"Why?" she asked me and I could see the pain in her eyes. I almost broke down then. I couldn't hurt my Bella. My eyes were wet with unshed tears but I could tell she couldn't see them due to the rain pouring down on us. I wanted to scream at all of the curious teachers and students watching us like we were some kind of soap opera on television. This was real.
She didn't have her jacket on and her shirt was getting soaked. I wanted to wrap a protective arm around her. I wanted to shield her from all of the horrible twists that life is full of. I looked into her eyes and knew that I couldn't answer her question, no matter how much it hurt. I got into my car and drove away trying to ignore the pain rippling through my chest. I had had Emmett drop off her car with her jacket in it earlier today.
FLASHBACK
"I need you to drop off Bella's car at school." I told Emmett that morning, barely looking at him. I was headed out the door to pick up Bella. It was stupid but I need all the time I had left with her.
"Why?" Yes Why was a good question. Why did life have to be so unfair? Why couldn't I be with Bella? Why did I have to hurt her?
"Just do it," I snarled. Emmett looked taken aback.
"Tell me why or I won't do it" I pinched the bridge of my nose.
"I'm breaking up with Bella and she'll need a ride home." He stared at me, dumbfounded.
"Nu- uh you can't! She's my little sis!"
"Well I have to."
"Is this because of-"
"Yes Emmett!"
"Dude, that doesn't mean anything."
"To you it doesn't."
"So you're just gonna leave Bella so you can go to collage?"
"Ya." It sounded so lame and Emmett knew that.
"It's only Havard Edward. Why do you need to break up with her?"
"I don't wan't her to get hurt."
"What do you mean get hurt? How could she get hurt? I'm sure she would be fine with a long distance relationship!" I almost told him the real reason right there and then, but I couldn't. I could never tell anyone, ever.
"I have to go, just drop off her car, O.K."
"Sure, whatever dude, but you're making a huge mistake." I had made a huge mistake a long time ago, and now I could never take it back.
I was at the door when Emmett stopped me.
"You could do it you know." I just stared at him. What?
"You've changed, she changed you. You wouldn't cheat on her." If only it was that simple I thought to myself as I headed out the door. If only.
END OF FLASHBACK
"If only" I said to myself as I reached my driveway. Tears were streaming down my cheeks at this point and I was glad I had made it home. I didn't want to crash my car into a tree. Although, I thought to myself as I turned off the engine, that might not be so bad.
so as you can tell i'm doing the story over from Edward's pov, should I switch back to present time or do you guys like it? thank you so much for all of the reviews, i can't tell you how happy they make me! i never thought I would get over 60!!!!! so thank you so much. i luv u all. just remember: me+reviews+soda+(suger+ice cream)to the second power=more updates
