Author note: Ohioqte and we all know is Spencer's screen name and Sportyygirl is the girls she's talking to from girls guild dating AKA Gabby. I try to make out what it said and this is what I came up with, if its wrong then oh well. LOL
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Chapter 11
Spencer sits down on her bed trying to figure out why her mother was acting the way she was. Remembering that she told Gabby, she would be online once she went inside the house. She signs on and she's on. Before she, IM's Gabby she turns the volume down so her parents wouldn't hear that she's up.
Ohioqte: Hey Gab
Sportyygirl: Hey what took u so long?
Ohioqte: I got into an argument with my mom.
Sportyygirl: about
Ohioqte: I asked her why was she being rude to you and she sand she wasn't and then she comes out and say that she doesn't want me next to you and tried to change the subject by saying that she told me to be in within 2 minutes and I came in, in 5 minutes."
Sportyygirl: why? what did I do that she doesn't want you next to me
Ohioqte: I don't know
Sportyygirl: this is bullshit Spence
Ohioqte: I know, listen I need to talk to you but I don't know if I should talk to you about it on here.
Sportyygirl: what is it about?
Ohioqte: us, but I'll ttyt, bye
She signs off before Gabby gets a chance to reply.
Spencer head to bed but couldn't sleep, she just kept on thinking about how was she going to tell Gabby that whatever happened between them that day couldn't happen again. She was thinking so much that she finally fell asleep.
Morning came a little to quick for Spencer's liking. She was thinking about asking her parents is she could stay home so she can start packing her things but she decided against it because she had to tell Gabby sooner rather then later and she chose sooner. She gets up out of her bed and heads towards the bathroom to take a shower, brushes her teeth, gets dress, and goes downstairs and grabs her morning apple and heads outside her house with Gabby waiting outside for her.
Spencer: flashed her a smile and says, "hey"
Gabby: returns the smile and givers her a hug "hey yourself" she pauses and looks at Spencer in her baby blues and can see that she wants to talk about something, "so what is it that you want to talk about that you couldn't tell me online."
Spencer: "its not that I couldn't tell you online its just I wanted to tell you in person"
Gabby: now looking worried "ok what is it"
Spencer: "well…Gabby you're my best friend and you know I love you, right"
Gabby: "yea I know" pauses " why do I hear a but coming"
Spencer: "but…whatever happened between us can't happen again"
Gabby: "why? I thought you liked it"
Spencer: "I thought I did…I do…Its just"
Gabby: "its what Spencer…is it because of your mother…what?"
Spencer: "no it's not because of my mother she doesn't even know yet. Its just I don't have feelings for you like that"
Gabby: "but you said you liked that kiss"
Spencer: "I did like the kiss. Gabby you're my best friend I love you but in a sisterly way."
Gabby: now getting a little loud: "If it was such a sisterly way, why did you kiss me again at school."
Spencer: "please keep your voice down"
Gabby: "no, tell me why did you kiss me again if you didn't feel anything."
Spencer: "I got caught up in the moment, I'm sorry"
Gabby: "that's bullshit Spencer" and starts walking faster with tears rolling down her cheek
Spencer: trying to keep up with her, "Gabby look it, I just…I want us to be the same way we use to be. Just Gabby and Spencer best friends. I don't want this to change us."
Gabby: she stops and turns around and spat back at Spencer, "then it's a good thing you moving" and walks away from her.
Spencer stays there stunned at what Gabby said, she couldn't believe she just lost her best friend for over 11 years. She starts crying and continues heading towards the school when she hears someone honk a horn at her to catch her attention. She doesn't turn and continues walking
"Spencer"
She hears the familiar voice that just called her name it's her dad.
Arthur: "honey hop in, I'll give you a ride to school"
She gets in the car and turns her face so her father could she that she was crying
Arthur: its was to late because he already seen her face "honey what's wrong and where's Gabby"
Spencer: "nothings wrong" lying to him, "and she walked head of me, she should be in school by now."
Arthur: not buying what she was saying that nothing was wrong "if nothings wrong then why does it look like you have been crying again."
Spencer: "its nothing"
Arthur: "if its nothing then tell why have you been crying" she doesn't say anything so he speaks again "Spence you can talk to me I'm not going to judge you"
Spencer: whips away the remaining tears and starts talking "dad…" pauses to think about how she was going to tell her father that she's gay.
Arthur: "Spence its ok, not matter what it is I'm still going to love you"
Spencer: she nod her head and continues seeing that there's no easy way of putting it "dad I'm…I'm gay and I kissed Gabby and I don't have feelings for her and she's mad at me because I told her it has to stop because she's my best friend and I don't have feelings for her like that and then she told me it's a good thing I'm moving and then she walked away from me and not I don't know what to do. Dad she's my best friend I can't lose her because of this" saying it all in one breathe.
Arthur: he had to processing everything she just told him and came up with the first thing he wanted to know making sure not to judge her "how long have you've known that you liked girls"
Spencer: "for a few years now"
Arthur: "wow a few years, ok so if you didn't have feelings for her then why did you kiss her."
Spencer: "because I got caught up in the moment. Everything just happened so fast, one minute we were just crying and the next thing she was looking in to my eyes and I leaned in, then at school yesterday I kissed her again thinking maybe I do have feelings, but that kiss wasn't the same. I guess the first kiss was just to confirm that I do like girls…I just didn't want it to me true because of mom. I know once she finds out she's going to abandon me or something dad I'm scared"
Arthur: "Spence I'm sure Gabby's going to come around and forgive you and as far as your mom she loves you, she's not going to abandon you for who you are" reassuring her by giving her a hug but who was he kidding after what Paula said last night he's not sure what she would do, "Spencer lets go back home, we have some packing to do"
Spencer: "ok"
They get home and it almost doesn't feel like home because there were boxes all over the place, some saying kitchen, living room, fragile etc…. Spencer goes up to her room and Arthur goes into the kitchen and finds Paula packing some more.
Paula: "what are you doing home, I thought you was going to work"
Arthur: "I was but then I saw Spencer walking to school so I decided to pick her up and when she got in the car, she was crying"
Paula: "what was she crying about?"
Arthur: "well her and Gabby had an argument"
Paula: "didn't I tell Spencer not to hangout with that girl?"
Arthur: "Paula, she talk to me, she told me everything"
Paula: looking at him confused "what do you mean by everything?"
Arthur: "about kissing Gabby and how she always was attracted to girls"
Paula: "no she has to be confused, I'm telling you that girl did this to her"
Arthur: "no! She told me that she's gay and that she always had been but was afraid because of what you would think of her."
Paula: "Arthur my daughter is not gay! This is just a phase"
Arthur: "you know what when my wife Paula comes back then come and get me because I can't stand to look at you right now" starts walking away from her
Paula: "Arthur!"
Arthur: turns around "no I don't wanna heat it, she my daughter and it being herself is going to make her happy then I'm behind her 100 and I swear to god Paula if you say or do anything to her don't count on me leaving to LA with you" he walks away from her and does some packing of his own.
While her parents were downstairs packing she was up in her room looking through some pictures of her and Gabby before things got complicated between them, She couldn't take not talking to her best friend she was the person she always ran to when her life was getting a little hectic but now she can't do that because now the complication is between them and she had no one to run to. Sure, she told her dad but that's not the same when you tell your best friend. At that, she takes her cell phone out and text Gabby.
In the bathroom at school Gabby was crying thinking how thing between her and Spencer got so complicated. It hurt her so much to know what Spencer didn't love her more then a friend. She was sure she felt the same towards her but she guess she was wrong. She hated the situation between them. She always went to Spencer when things got rough but now she can't, not anymore. Her phone vibrates indicating that she has a text message; She flips her phone open and sees it was Spencer; she was going to erase it but decided just to open it.
Im sorry plz talk 2 me – S
she text her back
y should I talk 2 u after u ripped my 3 out and stomped on it – G
Im sorry datz all I can say im sorry plz 4give me – S
y should I – G
Becuz we've been friends since we were 5 datz y, don't let diz ruin us. I luv u, your like a sister to me – S
Fine I 4give u, but we still need to talk la8er at lunch – G
Im not at skool – S
Where r u – G
Home my dad picked me up I'll tell u all about it la8er – S
Ok ttyl – G
Gabby – S
Yea – G
Im glad were best friends again – S
Me too Spence me too – G
Spencer: when she read the last text from Gabby, it triggered something in her she couldn't explain. She felt somewhat dizzy so she closed her eyes and starts to picture a slightly shorter brunette with curly brown hair with auburn highlights and has a tanned complexions hugging her and her heart flutters with so much love she can't even explain it. She thinks to herself, "why is my heart beating so fast? Who is this girl I'm thinking about?" all of the sudden she gets this feeling of wanting to go to sleep. It was only 11oclock why was she so tired, she lays on her bed and her eyes slowly close and she falls asleep thinking about this mystery girl that popped in her subconscious.
Ashley 6:30am LA time
Maria: knocking on the door "girls get up"
Sherry: she gets up and sees Ashley still sleeping so she nudges her to wake up, "Ash wake up, its 6:30 and I know it takes you forever to get ready."
Ashley: she starts waking up slowly and mumbles something, "Spence just a little longer."
Sherry: she looks at her confused and says, "Spence who the hell is Spence and since when you been dreaming about guys, I thought you was into girls."
Ashley: no giving Sherry confused but sleepy look "huh"
Sherry: "you call me Spence, whose Spence, and are you into guys again."
Ashley: "what? Hells no, Spence is not a dude she's a girl and her name is Spencer Carlin. The girls from my dream"
Sherry: "that's right you never told me about it"
Maria: "girls stop talking and start getting ready"
Ashley: "well I guess it's going to have to wait"
She throws a pillow at Sherry's face and runs out to the bathroom.
Sherry: "oh I'm so gonna get you back for that Ash"
Ashley: turning on the shower, "what I can't hear you" and laughs to herself
After she got out of the shower and gets dressed, Sherry was waiting for her downstairs.
Sherry: "gosh Ash what took you so long?"
Ashley: "do you really wanna know" with a smirk on her face.
Sherry: "on second thought, no I don't wanna know what took you so long."
Maria: coming in to the room they were both in "what you don't want to know Sherry?"
Sherry: "oh nothing ma…well we have to get going see you later"
Maria: "ok" and gives them both a hug and a kiss, "I'll see you girls later"
"ok" they both said in unison
They both decided to just go in Sherry's car because Ash was planning on going back to Sherry's house. It was silent for a while until Sherry got tired of not hearing Ashley talk.
Sherry: "so Ash are you going to tell me about this dream you had the other day"
Ashley: "what do you wanna know?"
Sherry: "well first off, who is this Spencer girl you called me this morning?"
Ashley: "I don't know, I was just thinking about the girl from my dreams the other day and then I started dreaming about her again."
Sherry: "maybe you hooked up with her before and your just remembering it now"
Ashley: "nah, this girl isn't someone I would forget. In my dreams she has long blond hair with streaks of gold and her eyes are as blue as the sky and theirs her smile, its like heaven and with that smile there's this head tilt thing that she does that just makes my heart melt."
Sherry: "wow sounds like you're in love with the girl in your dreams"
Ashley: with a grin on her face, "yea I know, every time I think about her my hear starts beating like crazy"
Sherry: "damn girl you got it bad, it's to bad is was only a dream"
Ashley: her smile fades away "yea"
Sherry: "well maybe she really is out there"
Ashley: "nah I doubt that, she was like an angel or something she seemed to innocent and anyways a girl like that wouldn't want to get with a girl like me"
Sherry: "why do you do that?"
Ashley: "do what?"
Sherry: "put yourself down"
Ashley: "because it's the truth"
Sherry: "no its not, your just saying those this because of what your mom is always saying to you and the stupid little comments Madison is always throwing at you."
Ashley: "maybe what there saying is true"
Sherry: "Ashley listen to yourself, don't let them get to you, the only one who knows the truth is you, not them, and by you doing the things you do, do just makes them more true. So don't put yourself down because they think your no good because you do deserve a person like this Spencer girl you've been dreaming about"
Ashley: "and how do you know"
Sherry: "because I know you, you're my best friend and you don't deservers anything less, you have a kind heart and you're a sweet person you just gotta stop letting them get to you."
Ashley: "yea I guess your right"
Sherry: "no I know I'm right" she gives her a hug and gets out of the car leaving Ashley behind to collect her thoughts.
Sherry starts heading towards her locker to put away her things, when Madison walks up behinds her
Madison: "Sherry"
Sherry: gets scared and turns around, "shit you scared the crap out of me Madison"
Madison: "sorry" pauses "so what was Ashley's car doing at your house last night?"
Sherry: "why do you wanna know?"
Madison: "no reason just curious"
Sherry: "ok" she gets the books that she needed from her locker and heads towards her first period class.
Sherry didn't see Ashley until lunch and she was sitting alone under a tree hiding from the hot California sun. Therefore, Sherry decides to walk up to her and sits beside her.
Sherry: "hey"
Ashley: "hey" pauses and tries to think of something to say. When she was about to say something Madison comes stalking their way.
Madison: "hey Sherry" then turns and looks at Ashley and says with a big smile on her face, "hey Ashley"
Ashley just looks at her and gives her a confused and a 'what the hell is wrong with you' look and looks away.
Sherry: a little pissed that she never told her about what happened between her and Ash, "what do you want Madison"
Madison: "whoa, what's your problem, is it that time of the month"
Sherry: "no its not that time of the month, but I don't like how fake your acting" calling her out on her actions "come on Ash lets get out of here."
As soon as Sherry knew she was far enough from Madison, she busted out laughing.
Ashley: with a confuse expression on her face "ok what just happened back there?"
Sherry: "I'm just sick of her"
Ashley: "ok but that still doesn't explain what just happened, that was little out of the blue"
Sherry: "Yea I know just giving her a piece of her own medicine."
Ashley: "she's gonna be so pissed at you."
Sherry: "yea I know who cares."
Ashley: giggles a little, "I know I don't, but why turn your back on her now?"
Sherry: "because I don't need her and her stupid bullshit all the time. This morning I realized that she made your life a living hell and I never defended you against her which I should've."
Ashley: "don't worry about it the past is the past, besides was it me or was Madison actually being nice to me"
Sherry: "she was but I think it's a front so she can get in your pants."
Ashley: "ewww as it that's ever gonna happen" and they both start laughing. The bell rings indicating that lunch was over and they headed to class, which all three of them had together.
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TBC
I know everyone wants Spashley its coming in another shape or form. LOL But be patient with me I promise your going to like what's coming in other chapters. Thnks for reading and comment and tell me what you think
