Chapter 11: Life Sucks XX

The Next Day the group had Come to an agreement, that They were all going to go back to there normal life's, and Namine was going try and get Kairi to remember things from her life.

The Doctor had told them that if they were lucky, she might not have forgotten everything and may remember things in time.

Sora had decided, till she was back to normal, he was going to go back to his old, hard-nut self.

Lots had things had changed while Kairi was in the Coma, Olette did end up moving in with Hayner and Olette's mother didn't really care that she had left. Roxas and Namine had gone out on a few dates as well! But Riku just hung out with Sora, trying to cheer him up.

Roxas put the phone down and – grinning – started walking round the house yelling "Sora! Where are you! I want to tell you something!" But no answer.

He frowned and ran up the spiral staircase and ran towards Sora's Room, he barged open the door. No Sora. He sighed.

He looked in all the rooms upstairs that Sora would most likely be, but he wasn't anywhere.

He ran back down the stairs and ran down a hallway.

"God! Where the Hell could he be?!" Roxas said to himself.

He opened an old fashioned oak door and ran down the stairs it led too, he looked around at all the exercise equipment but Sora wasn't working out on any of them.

He sighed again, "Whoa, this is where he usually is…" Roxas said with a confused face.

He ran back up the old staircase, as he ran the stairs creaked. That was it! That's where he was!

Roxas sprinted up the stairs and slammed the oak door behind him, he ran through a few rooms and got to a pair of French Windows, he turned the Key and Hopped out the Glass Doors.

He looked around at the Large Garden, he wasn't there.

Roxas slowly walked over to a tall hedge, he walked along the side of the hedge till he got to a part of it that had a long thick branch sticking out. He bent down and smiled as he crawled through a small entrance.

He crawled through to the other side and jumped up when he got to the other side, he wiped the dirt off his knees.

He looked around, it was still the same…Beautiful Flowers of all colours spread out over a large area, there was even an old Fountain sitting in the middle of the flowerbed, it was too old to work but it was still beautiful. It was a young Girl kneeling on the ground and a Boy about the same age tightly hugging her from behind.

Roxas smiled, but he wasn't here to look at fountains, he was here to find Sora, he was about to walk on when he heard a rustle from his feet, he looked down to see he was standing on a mat that read in Black and white writing:

"Roxas and Sora's Secret Garden! Welcome!"

Roxas smiled again, he and Sora hadn't been here since they were about 6 or 7…

Roxas snapped out of his trance and walked on ahead, he slowly walked through the maze of flowers, which soon turned into hedges.

As he walked he kept thinking of which way you where meant to go. He wondered through the maze until he got to where he wanted to be.

It was right in the centre of the Maze, Roxas and Sora's Favourite place. It was a large area, and there was a huge Fountain – Again - That had an Angel on it, Roxas walked around the fountain and then he saw what he was looking for.

Sitting on one of two rusty Swings was his twin Brother and Best Friend, There Sat Sora staring at his arm.

"What you doing all the way out here?" Roxas asked Sora who hadn't noticed his brothers presents.

Sora looked up and quickly pulled his sleeve down, Roxas stared at him but shrugged it off and sat down on the other swing, it creaked as he sat down.

"We haven't been here in ages have we?" Roxas said, he then started swinging.

Sora nodded, he started swinging too, big mistake, as he swung, some blood covered scissors fell out his pocket.

Roxas quickly stopped and stared at the sharp object, he then stared at Sora, he looked down at his arm, the sleeve was starting to get stained a red colour.

Roxas jumped off his swing and walked towards Sora who was frowning. Roxas pulled Sora's sleeve up.

He gasped to see around four or five scars on his brother's wrist that were all spilling out blood.

"Sora why?" Roxas asked his Brother who was still looking upset.

"…I just can't take it Rox…Not being with her…I miss her…" Sora whispered, tears were forming in his beautiful ocean coloured eyes.

Roxas stared at his Brother.

"Its ok Sora, She'll remember soon, I know she will, I can feel it…" Roxas said holding his brothers shoulders.

Sora looked up; he smiled at his brother and pulled him in a hug.

Roxas smiled as he hugged his brother, sure, the pissed each other off, but when they needed each other they were always there.

They hugged for what seemed like hours yet was only minutes.

Roxas pulled away from his brother's arms, "Come on Sora, let's go back to the house and clean up your arm."

Sora nodded and got up; he followed his brother as they walked through the maze, and through the little hedge-made tunnel.

Roxas slowed down to let Sora catch up as they walked through there Garden, Sora ran up to his brother and grabbed onto his hand.

He was only doing this because he was scared that if he didn't he would end up self harming himself again.

They walked back into the house hand in hand, they walked through the house to the nearest bathroom, they walked in and Roxas turned on the taps and grabbed some toilet roll, he put the toilet paper under the water till it was wet.

"Here." Roxas said to Sora and handed him the soggy Toilet Roll, Sora placed it on his arm and winced as pain shot through his body.

They repeated this until Sora's wrists had been cleaned up and had finally stopped bleeding.

"I think it would be best if you took a bath Sora, it might make you relax a bit." Roxas suggested to Sora, he nodded and turned on the bath taps and put in the bath plug.

Roxas noticed there were a couple of sharp objects in the bath room, he quickly grabbed then and put them outside the bath room.

"Hey Rox? Would you do me a favour and get me some clean clothes?" Sora asked his brother.

Roxas shouted an Ok back and raced up the stairs, he half skipped and half sprinted towards his brother's room, he walked in and opened the draws and grabbed some clean clothes.

He closed the draw and was about to turn around and leave when he noticed a picture, he picked up and stared at it.

He smiled, it was a picture of Himself, Sora, Kairi and Namine, Sora was standing next to Kairi and was doing a little Bunny sign over her head, while Roxas and Namine were just holding hands smiling.

Roxas put the picture back down and walked out the room with the clothes, he walked back to the bathroom his brother was in, he knocked on the door and opened it, his brother was sitting on the side of bath without his top on.

"Here are your clean clothes" He said passing the clothes to his brother "Ill be waiting outside if you need me ok?"

Sora nodded, Roxas walked out and closed the door behind him, he heard a small click which meant Sora had locked the door after he had walked out.

Roxas walked out the Hallway and into the Kitchen, he grabbed a packet of Ready Salted Crisps and walked back out, he sat in a chair that was near the door of the bathroom.

..::…//15 Minutes Later\\..::..

Roxas sat up as the Bathroom door clicked open and Sora appeared in his clean clothes holding his other ones, he chucked the dirty ones into a basket outside the bathroom door (AN: It's a cleaning basket AKA. You put your dirty clothes in there and someone will come take them out and clean them -).

"Come on let's go to The Kids room, Im bored…" Roxas said, you see, Sora and Roxas had there own Lounge called The Kids Room, really it's just where they could hang out, watch TV, go on the computer, ect.

Sora nodded and followed his brother up the stairs and into a Room that read "The only good Room in the House"

They opened the door and closed the door behind them.

"Whatcha want to do then?" Roxas asked his brother.

"Movie" He said pointing to the big screen TV they had "I brought a new DVD a few days ago." Sora walked over to a drawer full of DVD's and grabbed one that read 'Transformers'.

Roxas walked over to the Sofa and jumped onto it, Sora put the DVD in and sat down next to his brother, and then he pressed 'Play' on the remote and started watching the movie.

Roxas looked over at his brother to see him looking upset, he put his arm around him and said "Cheer up! Where'd hard-Core Sora Go? The one that was never sad?"

Sora looked at his brother "I think Kairi liked nice guys, so I killed him" He said with a slight smile.

Roxas laughed at his brother "Come here! Gimmie a hug you Emo!" he said and pulled his brother into a hug.

Then for a moment they both felt a bit awkward, they both pulled back from the hug and stared into each others eyes.

Then out of the blue the two closed there eyes and started to lean in closer to one another…