Sorry I've taken so long! We just finished midterms and with the new semester... Blugh, just super tired and busy lately, sorry!
WARNINGS: There's some smut but there's also some suicide mention stuff and poor body image. I'll double bar the section before them.
11
"Achoo!" Lain sneezed loudly, sniffling a little as the kids in the classroom all looked up at him. Adrien, who was sitting on his lap, just giggled a little at how loud his sneeze was, watching him rub his eyes raw.
"Lain, are you feeling okay?" A shy Nathanael asked softly, looking up at him as Lain just smiled at him.
"Yeah, just allergies!" Lain smiled, Adrien furrowing his eyebrows a little as he noticed a red color creeping onto Nathanael's cheeks. He hummed softly, trying to ignore it before Lain sneezed again, Adrien jumping a little from the loud noise. "Blugh…" Lain grumbled, resting his head on his lover as he sniffled again. "I hate this time of year… I'm just horny and sick…" Lain mumbled to his lover, coughing a little.
Adrien noticed Nathanael flinch at Lain's statement, furrowing his eyebrows together again as he felt himself get a little jealous. "I know how you feel, bun," Adrien empathized once he finished studying the red head, caressing his cheek. "I've got a feather allergy…"
Lain looked at him in a bit of shock, obviously trying to hold back a laugh but not doing so very well. "F-Feathers…?" He sputtered, Adrien rolling his eyes but smiling at his attempt to not laugh.
"Yes, feathers. Shut up," Adrien replied, Lain bursting into his loud fit of laughter as Adrien inhaled sharply. His laugh never failed to make him smile and brighten up the world around him. Adrien started giggling a little, noticing Nathanael giggling a little as well, the smile on his face immediately turning to jealousy. He pouted softly, Lain's laughter dying down a little before he looked at his lover in worry.
"Is something wrong, kitty?" He asked, Adrien looking at his lover and sighing softly. He leaned into his ear, Lain thinking something sexual might be whispered and biting his lip in preparation.
Adrien cupped his hands around Lain's ear and glanced at the redhead, leaning in close. "I think Nathanael is getting a crush on you…" He whispered, Lain blushing a little as he listened and realized it was nothing like he thought. Adrien pulled away, Lain looking over at the red head of hair with a soft blush.
"Really?" Lain asked, not very good at whispering as Adrien put a finger over his mouth.
"You need to learn how to lower your voice," Adrien mumbled, snuggling up to him a little bit before nodding. "And yes… What do you think you'll do about it?" Adrien asked as Lain looked over at his lover with a playful look in his eyes, obviously not taking it very seriously.
"Well, y'know. Fuck boys, get money," Lain giggled as Adrien smiled at him, hating, but loving the fact that he could never take anything seriously.
"Ah… You dork…" He mumbled, taking his hand and holding it loosely as he intertwined their fingers. "I love y-"
"Oh, Adrien!" Chloe called to him, Adrien and Lain both picking up their heads to find her in a very… different attire. It's not like it was bad, it was very cute. She had a flowery dress on, the yellow making her blonde hair stand out even more and really complimenting it. He hair was down and straightened, and she was wearing a pair of stockings with flats. Adrien stared at her a little, his cheeks getting a little red as he liked the more natural look to her, it truly made her more attractive and approachable, but she knew that, that being the reason she wore such an outfit.
"A-Ah, Chloe! You look really nice today!" He smiled, the girl giggling a little more charmingly than her usual snickering, Adrien being a little taken by it.
"Thank you, darling. Do you have any plans today after classes?" She asked kindly, Adrien smiling a little at her and shaking his head.
"No, I-"
"Yes, he does." Lain stated sternly, Adrien looking back at his boyfriend and immediately reminding himself how handsome and gorgeous his boyfriend was compared to Chloe. "We're going out to eat, right?" Lain said, looking at Adrien as Adrien rose his eyebrows in surprise.
"R-Right! I must have forgotten! Thank you, Lain!" Adrien smiled, looking at his lover as Chloe moved some hair from her face, still smiling and keeping her calm.
"Would you mind if I joined?" She asked as Adrien smiled at her, shaking his head.
"No, not at a-"
"ACHOO!" Lain sneezed loudly, Adrien bouncing up in his lap as the dirty blonde sniffled, letting out a congested sigh before rubbing his eyes again. "Aggh! Damn allergies!" He mumbled, groaning softly as Adrien looked past Chloe a little, seeing Nathanael looking back at them as if he wanted to join but was too shy to ask. Once the two made eye contact, the redhead jumped a little and turned back around immediately, Adrien glaring daggers into the back of his head.
Adrien never knew himself to be the jealous type, he was pretty easy going about those types of things and he trusted Lain not to cheat on him, but just the fact that he liked his boyfriend was enough to set him off.
"See you after school," Chloe smiled, Adrien whipping his head back to her as he smiled fakely, wanting to return to joking around and laughing with his lover.
"Yeah, later," he responded as she turned and went back to her seat, the bell finally ringing as Adrien let out a quiet groan. "Lain, I don't wanna leave…"
"Yeah yeah, you lovestruck idiot. Get up, your butt is hurting my thighs," Lain teased, Adrien laughing at his comment before giving him a little peck on the lips and getting up. He rushed back down to his seat as Ludovica started the class.
The three of the kids walked down the street, heading to the closest McDonalds to go get some food after classes. Adrien and Chloe laughed together as Lain grumbled to himself, hating the way she was clicking with Adrien like this. He watched as Chloe grabbed Adrien's hand, about to yell at her before Adrien took his hand away. "Chloe, no…" Adrien sighed, grabbing Lain's hand softly.
Lain's pout turned into a smug smirk aimed towards Chloe, his eyebrows raising as he chuckled a little. She only glared at him, subtly flipping him off as he just laughed more, Adrien looking up at him as Lain returned to a neutral face. Adrien smiled at him, leaning up and kissing his cheek as Lain blushed softly, giggling. Chloe sighed and looked away as she tried to keep her cool, taking a deep breath to stop herself from fighting with Lain.
"So, anyways, Chloe, I'm thinking about going somewhere in America for college," Adrien stated as Lain's eyes widened, not realizing Adrien was going all the way out there. "I'm not really sure what I want to do, though… I really have to think about it."
As they walked, Lain seemed to just gradually get sadder, thinking about his lover going away to college out in America while he was left here, going to community college somewhere in Italy. He sighed softly, letting go of Adrien's hand as it seemed Adrien didn't really mind. Lain stared at the two of them, both of them talking so enthusiastically and happily. They seemed really nice together.
"Hey, uh…" Lain started as he looked over at the two, mostly staring at Adrien. "I have to go… I… Forgot I had something to do after school," he lied, being quick to turn and start walking the opposite direction. He glanced back over at Adrien and watched him talk happily with Chloe, wanting Adrien to come after him and ask if anything was wrong, even though he knew Adrien wouldn't. Even if he did ask, Lain would probably just say no.
He wandered around a corner, the two of them out of his vision as he suddenly just became even sadder, breathing a little harder. "Oh, shit…" He mumbled, realizing what was happening as he tried taking deep breaths, looking around to see where he was. He spotted the school, then Marinette's bakery, rushing over to the little shop in a hurry as he felt himself getting paranoid.
"Ah! Lain!" Tom laughed as he saw the blonde walk in, quick to see something was off. "Hey, are you feeling okay?" He asked in concern, reminding Lain a little bit of his own father.
"Yeah, just… Is Marinette home?" He asked looking around nervously as if anything could jump out.
Tom looked at him with even more concern as he realized all his little movements and such. "Lain, are you having a panic attack?" He asked as Lain picked his head up, surprised he noticed, even though it was obvious.
He sighed and nodded in defeat, looking around again as he then resulted to picking stall the dead skin around his fingers, looking at the already bloodied fingers in a little bit of a panic. "I'm afraid Marinette is out with Alya again… But you're welcome to stay in her room for the time being. If you want, you can talk to me or Sabine," Tom explained, Lain just breathing a little harder as he felt a headache, more of a migraine, coming on.
"N-No that's alright… I'll just go home…" Lain mumbled as he smiled fakely and waved to the man, very thankful for the way he reacted but really not able to stay calm enough to actually give him a smile. He quickly exited the shop, feeling trickles of blood rush down his fingers as his heart was beating faster than the blood could dry.
He pulled his phone out as he walked, his legs starting to feel a little weak as he just walked down the street, unlocking the phone and clicking on Adrien's contact as he got a little blood on the screen. As the phone rang, Lain wiped the screen on his pants and pressing the phone to his ear as he waited for Adrien to pick up.
It took a few rings for Adrien to pick up, but once Lain heard his voice he sighed a little in relief, the combination of excitement and anxiety almost making him throw up. Lain grumbled at the feeling in his stomach, quick to worry Adrien as he could just imagine his face now. "Lain, are you okay?" He asked as Lain breathed hard, only making a little noise of 'nuh uh,'
Adrien looked over at Chloe, then back at his phone, putting his hand over the mic as he sighed softly. He was having a really good conversation with Chloe, something that's never happened before, and it felt like such a bother to have to go and get Lain. He heard quiet sniffling noises from the phone and looked down, feeling guilty for having just thought that about him. He wasn't clingy, he wasn't needy, this was one of the first times he's ever called him about this. "I'll be there in a moment, bunny… Where are you?" Adrien asked softly, Chloe seeming a little frustrated.
"I-I'm by Marinette's bakery place thing…" Lain mumbled, feeling like his chest was constructing as he gasped a little for air. "H-Hurry…" He mumbled, coughing slightly and immediately hanging up.
As Adrien was about to give Chloe an excuse on why he had to leave, she grabbed his hands, smiling slyly at him. "Does he really need you?" She whispered, leaning in close as Adrien tried pulling away, furrowing his eyebrows.
"Chloe, now is not the time for this stuff, Lain needs my help," he replied in a serious tone, pulling his hands away as she grabbed his wrist.
"Oh, Adrien, quit it with this fucking gay thing! I know one hundred percent you aren't gay!" She started shouting, people looking as Adrien blushed softly, easily attracting any paparazzi to come and watch this.
"Chloe, please! Let go, I don't have time for this!" He shouted, tearing his hand away again as she grabbed his other hand, gritting her teeth a little.
"Adrien, you don't love men, I know that! You like woman! Lain is the only man you've ever had a crush on in the first place, meanwhile look at all the girls you had a crush on-"
"Openly!" Adrien yelled as he took his hand away once more, this time much rougher as he was getting tired of dealing with her. "Lain is the only guy I've openly had a crush on!" He yelled before turning and running off, going to go find his lover before getting a call from Nino, sighing and picking it up as he couldn't deny his best friend.
"Hello?" Adrien asked into the phone, panting a little as he ran, almost having an anxiety attack of his own but knowing he couldn't if he was going to help his boyfriend.
"Hey, I found Lain outside the bakery having a panic attack! I'm gonna help take him home," Nino said as Adrien slowed to a walk, breathing in relief as he continued to head to Lain's apartment now.
"Alright, that's great, thank you…"
Lain choked a little as Nino help him home, Nino being really nice and understanding about it as Lain kept apologizing. "S-Sorry, this has nothing to do with you…" He mumbled, Nino looking at him and smiling happily.
"Hey, don't worry about it. Adrien has anxiety a lot too so I have no problem helping. But you seem more paranoid, did something happen?" Nino asked as Lain looked up at him, gasping for air again as he rested on Nino a little.
"I just get like that… When I have… Anxiety…" Lain explained, having to pause to breathe as Nino looked worried, never dealing with anyone else when it came to anxiety and overly concerned that Lain was dying or something.
"Alright, let's get you home immediately…" He mumbled, dragging Lain along before running into Adrien at a street corner, Adrien apologizing for a moment before realizing who it was.
"Oh my gosh, Lain!" He shouted, running to his other side and helping Nino support him, Nino a little surprised by how much stronger Adrien seemed as of recent. "Are you alright? Are you having trouble breathing?" Adrien asked, being a little panicked and just increasing Lain's anxiety, causing him to struggle more.
"I-I-I'm fine… I just…" He took a second to try and get a breath in, struggling a lot as he looked up at Adrien as he once again thought about the boy going away to college all the way in America. He then buckled over completely, collapsing to the ground as the two boys couldn't support him completely.
"Oh my gosh! Adrien, is he alright?" Nino asked in a fit of panic as he watched the boy suddenly barf, Adrien's eyes getting big as he froze in fear, never having seen his boyfriend like this. He never knew about how bad Lain's anxiety could get, he's never seen it, never heard about it, and Lain's never mentioned it before.
"I-I… I don't know!" He shouted, before Lain looked back up at him, watching him pull out his phone and start dialing for an ambulance. Lain reached up and stopped him, using the boy's arms as a bit of a support while he stood up, his breathing still very jagged, uneven, and choked.
"I-I… I'm f… fine…" Lain protested, starting to walk down the street a little as both Adrien and Nino grabbed him.
"Lain, you aren't! You should-"
"Adri-... Adrien, I'm fi-... fine!" Lain protested. He never liked to call for help, even when he needed it. He was always told that you have to play through the pain, and so that was a lesson he took with him the rest of his life. He never wanted help with anything, and he would never get help when he was injured, being very persistent on such things. "Take me home… That's… A-All I ne… need…"
As Adrien came to terms of the reason Lain flipped out in such a manor last week was because of his dad, he just became angrier and angrier, sitting on his bed with his teeth grit and his fists clenched. His breathing was rough and hard, just thinking about the way he took over Lain's mind and body, the way he made Lain beat him, and the other miraculous up mercilessly, the way he totally betrayed him, leaving Adrien a son without a real father.
Gabriel had been showing up less again, Adrien knowing where he was spending all his time. He tried to pay no mind to it and just pretend nothing was happening, living in a hallucination of a reality to avoid the obvious truth Lain had presented to him. Adrien slammed his hand down on his bed, breathing hard as he clenched his teeth together tighter, trying not to have a complete and utter meltdown to avoid his father's control as such was obvious.
Nevertheless, an akuma swooped in through the window, Adrien seeing it from the corner of his eye and finally losing it.
"I'VE HAD ENOUGH," he started yelling, grabbing the akuma himself and crushing it into the dark matter it really was, watching as it seeped through his body. "OF YOUR BULL SHIT!" He shouted, hearing the sound of a tongue clicking a few times in his head.
"Oh, Adrien… It's simply-"
"No. Shut up." Adrien demanded, grabbing Plagg from his little pillow on his bed and forcing the transformation. His suit bled white, the newly transformed boy running a hand through his jet black hair. He quickly took his staff and immediately dialed for Lain's cell phone number, tapping his foot with impatience.
"I thought today was my day off from you…" Lain mumbled through the line, Chat Blanc scoffing on the other end.
"Something's come up, I need you to transform immediately. And get mad. I can't stress that enough," Chat instructed, Lain sighing softly.
"I'm out with Nathaniel right now, I can't just-"
"Say goodbye to Nathaniel something's come up," Chat once again stated, Lain looking a little confused by his behavior. "Look, just meet me at the corporate building in twenty minutes. I'll be waiting for you there."
"Adrien, are you feeling okay?" Lain asked, looking at his redheaded company with a little worry and a shrug.
"No, not really. To tell you the truth, I've never felt worse in my life, not even when my mom died. But I'm about to make that all go away," Chat said into the mic, smirking a little behind the staff as Lain got really worried now.
"What're you gonna do…?" Lain asked as Chat chuckled, his laugh staying the same which gave Lain comfort... until his next line.
"Isn't it obvious… I'm gonna fucking kill my dad."
Lain rose from his seat as Chat Blanc hung up, looking down at his phone in complete panic. "Ah, is something wrong!" Nathanael asked, his cheeks going a slight red as Lain tried to think about what he should do.
"I have to go. Let's do this again sometime," was all he said before taking off, leaving Nathanael with a red face and a shy smile as he watched Lain take off. He ran out of the cafe they were in, around the corner, and into an ally, transforming quickly.
He was becoming more adjusted to his heightened senses, able to handle the change a lot better now. He could immediately sense the biggest threat to the city, Chat Blanc, who was already running along rooftops. He ran as fast as he could over to him, running vertically up a building and across the rooftops, toward the destructive cat. He reached him in record time, tackling him down and into the street as cars stopped and people gasped loudly, Spring holding the dark haired boy down.
"Let me go!" Chat Blanc yelled as Spring went for his ring, having let go of one of his arms, only to get a hard punch in the face that actually knocked him off. "You aren't going to stop me! I have to do this! If I don't who will!" Chat yelled, Lain not really paying attention to his rantings and more looking around for a way to stop him. It was all too predictable, he wouldn't be able to execute it quick enough, and his usual distraction was now his enemy.
'Where the hell are the other miraculous…' He thought to himself, sighing as he looked back at the white cat, the two of them locking eyes and staring at each other for a little before the two of them started blushing. "Stop staring at me like that!" Spring yelled as the boy's nose twitched in frustration.
"You stop staring at me!" He hissed, the two of them continuing to stare as they felt their whole bodies get warm. "Quit it!"
"No, you!" Spring retorted before the two charged at each other, their fists slamming into each other as they banged heads together, Spring pressing hard against him as Chat Blanc started snapping his teeth at him. The two stayed locked in that position for a few minutes, not really wanting to hurt each other as they were both in full control of their actions, but Chat needed to do this, he felt that this is what needed to do to feel relieved.
"Spring, please, let me do this! Do this with me!" Chat yelled before their hands were slapped away by a green whip, both of them tearing apart and looking toward the source.
A short man with white hair approaching them. The mask he had on resembled one of a snake, the rest of his suit a long cloak that seemed to be scaled. He snapped the whip back as he approached them with quiet footsteps, the man almost seeming ethereal as he approached the two boys. They both looked down at him as he stood before them, the man taking Chat Blanc's hand and staring at his ring. He kissed the ring softly, his lips parting from it along with all the dark energy from Chat's body as it formed into the butterfly. The boy was a little shocked by the quick unclouding of his mind, falling into Spring's arms as the old man caught the akuma in his hands gently, purifying it with a bright light as he opened his hands and let it sit in his palm.
"You two still have much to learn… Things will fall into place in time, so don't get too ahead of yourselves," the man spoke, his words very wise as they hit the two like a brick wall, both confused, but understanding of it.
"Who… Are you?" Spring asked as the man chuckled softly, smiling kindly at them.
"In time… You'll come to learn…" He smiled before suddenly jumping high into the air, the only thing they could see of him being the ends of his cloak as he vanished behind the buildings.
Hawkmoth stood in his chambers as he toiled with the idea of maybe killing off his son as he did with that one woman, surprised that the cops hadn't looked towards him with all the evidence the two male heroes had. He knew Adrien was coming to kill him with his newfound physical strength from the akuma, and he knew that the boy would be completely unresponsive to any of his commands, so he had to at least consider killing him before being killed. He traced back and forth as he thought about it, cursing under his breath as he continued to consider it and saw more pros of cons. 'I could just kill him and be done with him! One less kid off my back! I'll be able to get the miraculous from him, finally!' He thought, before shaking his head.
He looked at the stained glass window, seeing everything Chat Blanc was seeing and becoming closer and closer to doing so with every step he took. 'I could do it… I could do it… If I wanna survive, I'll have to do it…' he thought, getting ready to do it before he watched him get tackled by Spring, sighing in relief as he watched the situation unfold through Chat's field of vision.
He breathed hard as he let them fight, biting his lip in concern as he thought about his options again. "... I could kill my son… Should I kill my son?" He asked himself out loud, realizing how crazy the idea was. This was the one time he didn't feel in control of the situation, and it was greatly affecting him. "What the hell am I saying… He's my son… I love him…" He mumbled to himself, holding his head before looking into Chat's field of vision once more, seeing the mysterious man and gasping loudly.
"No… Wait…" He mumbled as he breathed hard, shaking his head violently as he thought about his face, biting his lip hard. "I thought I had more time!" He shouted to himself, quickly losing all contact with Chat Blanc in an instant as he took a deep breath, looking out the stained window again. "I thought I had more time…"
Adrien stayed snuggled up to Lain as he cried next to him in bed. His father was becoming stricter again, Adrien having had to sneak out just to see his boyfriend. Lain held him close as he let the boy sob into his shoulder, and shake his head.
"I hate him! I hate his guts! I wish I wasn't part of this family, I wish mom was back!" The boy mumbled into Lain's bare chest, Lain having been awoken in the middle of the night when a crying Chat Noir slammed into his window. All Lain could do was rub his back and try not to cry with him, feeling great grief over the fact that his lover was sustaining such terrible treatment from his family. "I wanna live with you, Lain! I wanna be with you, someone who accepts me for all I am!" Adrien whimpered, his voice cracking with every word as Lain completely encompassed the smaller boy into his giant figure, wrapping his arms and legs around the boy to, not only comfort his boyfriend, but comfort himself as was on the brink of tears, sniffling quietly.
"I'm so sorry you're being hurt like this… I'm so sorry… If I could do anything, I would do anything in my power to help y-" It suddenly dawned on Lain. The police needed one last piece of evidence before they could hold a trial against Gabriel. But would they ever believe them? They could just be accused of trying to bring down some big corporate executive, but they might trust him… They might trust them… But he'd also have to let Ladybug and Volpina in on it, explain it all to them, stories could easily get screwed up that way and even more evidence might be pointed to Spring trying to pin it on someone else. Lain shook the thought away as he came back to reality, to the terrible reality of a crying Adrien, his crying boyfriend. who was suffering in his home life every day.
"I don't want to live anymore, Lain…" Adrien mumbled as Lain's eyes got wide, his whole body tensing up as Adrien could feel it, regretting having said anything.
"Adrien, what do you mean…?" Lain asked in a serious tone, Adrien lowering his head as he didn't want to face him now.
"Never min-"
"Adrien! What do you mean?" Lain asked, lifting Adrien's face to look at his own as they stared into each other's red, glassy eyes with great concern and regret filling the air around them rather than comfort and sorrow.
Adrien stayed silent for a moment before just sobbing harder than before, shaking his head. "Sometimes I think I'd rather be dead than live through this, Lain! Nobody loves me! Not even my own father! I feel so unwanted all the time, I feel like such a bother! I feel like the world would be better without me, like, if I dropped off the face of the Earth, no one would care!" Adrien confessed, crying harder as he started to hiccup and had to keep wiping tears and snot from his face. "I've felt like this for so long, Lain! It started to get better when I dated you, but I still feel worthless! I feel like I don't matter!" he continued, his breathing staggering as he looked at Lain, seeing him crying silently as he just felt even worse for saying such things and making him sad.
"I'm sorry you feel this way! I'm sorry there's nothing I can do to help you, I really am! I want you to be happy so bad! I want you to know that I love you with all my heart! I'll never leave you, no matter what happens, no matter what you say to me, no matter what you do to me, even if we decide to break up, I'll still love and care for you so much, I'll never neglect you! I promise!" Lain cried to him, feeling so terrible for pouting all this as he felt selfish for saying it. But Adrien hugged him tight, burying his head into Lain's shoulder as he hiccuped repeatedly.
"I love you too, Lain! I know we say it all the time, but hearing you explain it to me like that makes me… really happy and assured that you really will love me forever! No matter what happens, I'll love you too! I'll always love you, Lain!" Adrien called out as Lain laughed and sobbed at the same time.
"You think I don't know that, you dumby!" He teased, Adrien smiling a little at the sound, kind of forgetting about what was going on before his boyfriend's sunny smile faded and they were left alone in the sad moonlight again. Lain didn't feel the same, though. He was good at letting go of problems and letting them solve themselves in time, but he's never felt Adrien's pain, he's never known the demons Adrien face every day that are his problems.
The two fell asleep in each other's arms, Adrien staying up and sobbing a little longer as he was left alone with his thoughts in the silence of the night before Lain's snores snapped him away from it. He only managed to get about an hour of sleep, unlike Lain who was managing to sleep for insane hours of the day.
Adrien rubbed his tired, baggy eyes, looking in the mirror on the nightstand across from the bed and seeing the underpart of his eyes already bruising from the heavy bags. He sulked at the sight, looking at himself in disgust before getting out of bed quietly, being sure not to wake Lain on such a nice Saturday morning. He tip toed into the bathroom, taking this time to stare at himself in the mirror and judge his figure. He was thin, slightly toned in reality, but Adrien only saw the slight bloating in his stomach, and the lack of room between his thighs, failing to recognize the nice parts about himself too. He looked down at his legs, biting his tongue softly as he only managed to see the giggling movement of them as he wiggled them a little, just so he could see that. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair, contemplating going on a cleanse for a while.
He continued these thoughts in his head before Lain walked in, his hair messy, his eyes baggy and bruising too, and his stomach having that same little bit of bloating. Adrien couldn't help but just sigh in a little bit of relief before his eyes wandered to his thighs, noticing marks that seemed like scars on the inside of his legs. 'Woah… Wait, what? How've I never noticed that before… Does Lain…?' "Hey, what're those scars from?" Adrien asked quickly, pointing to his things as Lain looked down.
"What scars?" Lain asked before realizing what he was talking about. "Oh, that. Yeah, no, those aren't scars, I've just got some stretch marks," Lain explained, Adrien looking up at him in a bit of confusion.
"Stretch marks? Don't those only happen with girls?" Adrien asked as Lain laughed softly, grabbing the hair brush from the counter and shaking his head.
"They happen more often in females, but they can occur in males. And they just happen to occur to me!" Lain explained, giggling a little at his terrible grammar.
Adrien looked up at him, then back at the marks, studying them closely before looking down at his own thighs, imagining them on himself. "Don't they bother you?" Adrien asked, Lain looking down at him and giggling again before shaking his head.
"Not at all! I mean, they're there, there's nothing I can do to make them go away, so why bother worrying about them!" Lain explained, Adrien suddenly feeling intimidated… but also admiration for Lain.
"You have a really good self image, Lain," Adrien said before looking down at his own body and frowning a little bit before Lain wrapped an arm around him.
"I just don't care what anyone thinks about me, and I know my body is my body, so there's not much I can do to change that!" Lain smiled, ruffling Adrien hair as he leaned down in front of him a little. "What're you insecure about, kitty?" Lain asked as Adrien looked away, sighing softly as he hated to talk about such with anyone. He wanted to say, but his voice was caught in his throat, Adrien about to start whimpering and crying again before Lain started kissing his thighs softly, having noticed him staring down at them repeatedly. "I love your thighs! I like how they're thin, but also a little thick! I like how soft the hair is on them! I like how they're really pale and you can kind of see the veins under the skin a little! I really do love your thighs!" Lain smiled, giving both thighs a little kiss and looking up at a smiling Adrien. "What else is there?"
"My dick," Adrien replied without skipping a beat as Lain playfully punched him in the stomach, Adrien bending over for a moment as Lain started walking out with little laughs emerging from him. Adrien giggled and charged at his boyfriend, jumping on his back and laughing wildly before they both fell to the floor in a collapse of laughter!
Adrien was at another photoshoot, Lain having decided to stay home this time. Adrien didn't have a problem with such at all, just going about his usual business. He stood in the dressing room, getting dressed before getting a snapchat from his boyfriend. He smiled at his username, le-lapin-lain, before opening the app, tapping on his name as a picture of his gorgeous face popped up under a monochrome filter with the words "are you alone?" across the front.
Being the ignorant boy he was, Adrien just sent back a picture of himself holding up a piece sign and a shy smile. "yeah, im changing rn, why?" Adrien replied, slipping out of his usual shirt before his phone buzzed again, opening the snapchat from his boyfriend and immediately going red in the face. Lain sent a picture of his member, hard and bulging, as Adrien covered his mouth, staring at it with big eyes.
"Lain, hold on! I'm not done with work yet!" Adrien replied under a text rather than a picture. Lain sent something again, this time a video as Adrien was a little reluctant to open it, although he knew he wanted to. He walked to the door and locked it, being in a real studio this time with an actual dressing room, before leaning against the wall and sliding to the floor. He turned his sound on, but the volume only up one notch as he opened the video, very pleased by what it was.
The video featured Lain stroking his staff up and down slowly, teasing himself again as precum was already dripping from the tip. Adrien could hear the small whines from Lain as he did so, making the boy sound so innocent and cute that Adrien couldn't help but suddenly get up from it. His pants felt uncomfortably tight as he took a deep breath, biting his lip once the video ended. He sent a picture back of his tight pants, captioning it "see what u do to me" as he started rubbing it softly.
Lain sent back another video of himself, panting as he was face down in the pillow. He had his middle finger inside himself, thrusting it in and out as he breathed hard, looking back at the camera and sticking his tongue out. Adrien felt his own breathing pick up as his face got warm, looking at the dressing room door with a bit of guilt before unbuttoning his pants sliding his cock out of his boxers and letting his legs fall open, starting to stroke himself as he thought about how hot Lain looked in those videos.
He faced the camera toward his crotch, videotaping himself rubbing it up and down as he let out quiet whines, sounding really innocent and helpless. "Mm… Lain…" He mewled out unconsciously at the end, panting a little as he sent it with bright red cheeks, feeling the need to cover himself now with all the embarrassment filling him. He whined softly, letting out a quiet breath as he held his phone tightly, wanting another video back.
What he got back was amazing, though, definitely worth the wait. Lain was completely naked, his legs spread wide as he had two fingers in his hole, his cock throbbing and twitching back and forth as he moaned loudly. "Mm! Adrien! Mm! I'm so close, I want you so bad… Ah! Ahh!" Lain moaned as he came all over himself, panting and falling back.
Adrien panted as he stroked faster, biting back moans as he thought about how sexy his lover was, suddenly coming into his hand with a heavy breath. He breathed hard, sending Lain a picture of his cum covered hand as he laughed to himself a little. "look what u did…" he captioned it as he sat back taking a moment to recover as his brother slammed on the door. "Adrien, what the hell is taking so long in there!"
"Nothing! J-J-Just a minute!" He shouted back, staring at his hand in worry as he realized there was nothing to wipe it up with. "Felix… Can you get me a napkin?"
"What, why?"
"Please!"
"Lain, I like you a whole lot! And I know you're with Adrien, I'm just… Hoping you'll be able to look at me the same way…" A shy, quiet Nathanael stood before Lain, his head down, his cheeks red, and his fingertips rubbing against each other. Lain stared at him in both confusion and pity, feeling bad that he'd have to let him down, but being shocked Adrien was right about Nathanael's crush.
"Um… Nathanael… I… I'm sorry, I really can't return your feelings…" He mumbled, looking away awkwardly as he thought about how much heart and courage it must've taken to do this, only to get shot down. "Maybe if I wasn't dating Adrien, I might, but Adrien and I are a sure thing so… I don't think so…" He mumbled in response, wanting to try and let him down gently but only making things worse.
Nathanael looked down in sorrow as he was rejected so badly, looking like he was about to cry as Lain gasped, flailing his hands around for a moment while figuring out what to do before just wrapping his arms around the boy. The smell of his cologne swam around in Nathanael, dazing him a little as he looked up at Lain with big eyes. The boy was about to lean up and kiss Lain before Adrien, Nino, Alya and Marinette found where they were hiding.
"There you are! I-"
"Yo! What the fuck are you doing!" Adrien yelled, Alya a little shocked by the way he said it as it was a little out of character for him, but Marinette and Nino knew it all too well. Nathanael looked over at Adrien as Lain took his arms off the red headed boy and spread them wide, sweating a little bit. Although he was never guilty of anything, if he felt he'd been "caught," for one reason or another, he'd look very guilty. And Adrien knew that, thankfully.
"A-A-Adrien!" Nathanael gasped as he took his hands away from Lain, looking down quickly as his face burned red. Adrien was obviously furious with him, knowing none of this was Lain's fault as the boy would never really do anything to try and cheat on Adrien.
"Why the hell do you have your hands all over him, and why the hell were you gonna kiss him!" Adrien started shouting, Lain pulling him back a little as he saw how scared Nathanael seemed.
"Adrien, chill out, okay? Nothing happened, I wasn't gonna let anything happen, so everything is okay," Lain assured him, rubbing his shoulder softly as Adrien blushed, smiling as he thought about all the times Lain would just touch his shoulder and only his shoulder when they were first friends. He immediately backed off and calmed down as he relished in the sincere touch for a while, staying close to him. Nathanael looked at them and watched how they giggled together, how well Lain was able to handle Adrien and how Adrien was sticking up for Lain like that. It was all too precious to ruin, they were perfect for each other.
"U-Um… I'm gonna be… Leaving now," Nathanael mumbled as Lain looked over, smiling a little as he pulled away from his conversation with Adrien and walked over to the other boy, smiling at his shyness. He reached over to him and ruffled his hair softly, Nathanael blushing a deep red for the moment of touch.
"Listen, you're a great kid and you are cute! Just, I have someone in my life… And they're very important to me. I know you'll find someone like that though, Nathane, I promise!" Lain smiled at him as the boy blushed at his moving words, admiring how deep he could be and how wonderful he was. And he was happy that they weren't feelings of love for Lain anymore.
Nathanael rushed off, his face bright red as he walked past Adrien and could feel him staring daggers into his back. Adrien sighed as he looked back at Lain, huffing loudly as Alya laughed, wrapping her arms around the couple. "Adrien, looks like you've got some competition! Better show Lain your A-game~" she teased, making an obvious sexual reference as the two blushed, Lain smirking as Adrien looked away in joking distaste.
"I don't know… Lain's gonna need more competitors for me to really show what I can do," Adrien smirked, joking as Lain chuckled, both of them blushing as they bumped their waists against each other. It took them a moment to realize they both intended to grind on the other, hence why their hips bounced off the other, and once they did, they broke into complete and utter laughter, being really goofy with each other as they held each other's shoulders, bending over and laughing together before Adrien pulled Lain close by an arm snaking around his neck, the two laughing wildly as the sounds echoed down the hallways.
The two stopped once an alarm on Adrien's phone went off, "Fencing" coming up across the screen as he sighed softly, sliding the alarm off in annoyance of that feature as it reminded him of all the mornings he's woken up and tried to slide his alarm off but had the phone upside down or would slide it off the bed as the alarm would continue. "Well, I'm off to fencing. Goodbye my friends-"
He was cut off by an alarm on Lain's phone as well, looking over and seeing it said "football" on the screen, making him a little confused. "Football?" Adrien asked, as everyone whipped their heads toward the dirty blonde.
"Woah, Lain, are you ok the football team?" Nino asked as Lain looked a little flustered from all the sudden attention.
"Y-Yeah! U-Uh… I tried out once we got back from spring break and… yeah," Lain smiled as Adrien pouted a little bit.
"You never told me about this! I wanna come see some of your games!" Adrien scolded him, Lain laughing softly as he put a hand behind his head.
"I'm really not all that good at it-"
"We should all go to one of your games!" Marinette suggested and smiled as the three others nodded, Adrien smiling at him with a look of excitement and determination. "We can make posters and stuff too!" Marinette giggled as Lain blushed, shaking his head.
"No, it's not that important, really! Besides, there aren't many people who come watch anyways, there's no reason for you to do that!" Lain sputtered, seeming worried about it as he looked away, picking at his fingers nervously.
Adrien noticed this and sighed, putting a hand on Marinette's shoulder, a touch that caused them both to blush. "Let's not get too extravagant. Let's just be there for him," Adrien smiled before looking at his boyfriend, grabbing his hand. "Well, we should be heading to the team room. Bye!" Adrien smiled as he looked at Lain, narrowing his eyes a little as they parted from the group.
"And how come I've never seen you changing in the team room?" Adrien asked, a little coldly in fact as Lain giggled a little.
"Ahh, to be perfectly honest, I didn't want anyone really knowing because I knew you'd make such a big deal about it. So I hid a little…" Lain confessed, looking guilty as Adrien punched him in the stomach jokingly, but hard enough for Lain to buckle over and start laughing a little. "I deserved that."
"Fuck yeah you did." The two walked into the locker room together, the room much fuller now with all the spring sports coming in. Lain started heading in another direction before Adrien followed, Lain turning reddish.
"Why're you-"
"I wanna be with you is all," Adrien responded as Lain raised an eyebrow.
"Is that true?"
"I also wanna see your football shorts, I've heard their small as hell."
"You are to be disappointed." Lain giggled as he started undressing, taking off his flannel first as Adrien followed, taking his shirt off. Adrien kept glancing over at Lain, staring at the newer bulge of his muscles, knowing he must be working hard to get really strong. His eyes wandered to his waist once he saw Lain starting to take off his pants. The impressive V line going to his pants made Adrien's face redden as he looked at his boxers, noticing they were tighter than usual and that even his limp cock made a wonderful bulge.
Adrien breathed a little hard as he tried not to talk about it, pulling his pants off as he felt Lain's eyes on him, glancing over to see his eyes locked on Adrien's butt. Lain noticed he was caught and was about to create some silly excuse before he noticed Adrien's breathing and the red in his face. He glanced down to see a big bulge in his boxers before blushing and looking away quickly.
"A-Adrien! What the hell!" Lain shouted, trying to resume changing and get his uniform on as quick as he could. But Adrien was already grabbing at him, running a hand across his chest as he started grinding against the boy's waist. "N-No, Adri-" Lain noticed how needy the boy looked in the way he acted, blushing as he was not admittedly turned on. "We can't do that shit here, just get your uniform on and go!" Lain instigated as Adrien pouted a little, looking down.
"We'll always do it when you wanna do it… Why not when I do?" Adrien mumbled as Lain looked over at him, a little perplexed.
"Adrien, you have every right to say no when I do things like that. You know that, right?" Lain whispered before kissing his cheek softly, sighing a little bit. "A-Anyways, we should get going… I'm gonna be late," Lain said as he yanked on a pair of shirts and shorts, sitting on one of the benches as he took out his shin guards and cleats.
Adrien sighed as he started putting his outfit on, having a little more to put in than Lain. He was really annoyed by the as he wanted to walk out with him and hold hands until they got to the gym together. Maybe even make out in the hallway on the way. But Lain was already out the door, kicking a basketball down the hall before an echo of a teacher yelling at him to stop made him groan as he probably picked it up.
As he pulled on the rest of his uniform, the looked down at the hard in on his boxers with a sigh. He took the sports cup from his locker and slipped in into his boxers, hoping that would hide it as he slipped the white jeans on. 'We haven't had sex since spring break… That's been a couple months…' Adrien thought as he walked out of the locker room and down to the gym, pouting a little as he continued to think about it. 'Why am I suddenly so concerned with that… We've gone so much longer without that… Why is my body becoming like this…' Adrien sighed before getting tapped on the shoulder with one of the swords by one of his teammates, Adrien looking over at him as he was a little startled.
"Hey, Adrien! You're already spreading a lot of stress, what wrong?" The other boy asked, Adrien blushing as he was figured out so quickly.
"Oh, um… Y'know, thinking about Lain again," Adrien replied, just chuckling softly as the boy replaced the sword with a hand, smiling at him encouragingly.
"Ahh, you need to chill out! We're having a team sleepover at Liam's place this weekend, you should come! We'll have a lot of fun!" The boy encouraged as Adrien looked at him, smiling a little bit and shrugging.
"I don't know-"
"Adrien, you're going. It's gonna help you destress and bring us all together! Come on!"
Lain sat in his living room, dressed nicely as he stared at the clock on the cable box under the TV. 8:47 pm. 'He was supposed to be here an hour ago… Did I misunderstand something?' Lain scrolled through his texts with Adrien, smiling at all the goofy pictures and funny jokes they'd send one another before finally finding the plans they had made to go out to the mall on Saturday. He sighed as he ran a hand through his hair, dialing Adrien's phone number and calling him. He stayed on the phone for a moment before Adrien answered the phone with a happy, giggly tone.
"Hey, Lain! What's going on?" Adrien asked as Lain rose an eyebrow in confusion, sighing as he bet he forgot.
"Um… We had plans tonight…" Lain mumbled before getting a loud gasp and a long groan from Adrien on the other end.
"I totally forgot, oh my gosh! I'm so sorry, I'm at a team sleepover for fencing right now! Do you wanna try again another-"
"No, it's fine," Lain sighed, being a little frustrated but letting it go as he was just too cute to stay mad at when he imagined his face once he realized he forgot. "You're just gonna have to give me a lot of snuggles during the week!" Lain laughed, of course kidding as he didn't even really like to snuggle much, needing a lot of space in between Adrien's snuggly moods.
Adrien laughed on the other end before hearing mumbled laughter, Adrien shouting something at them as they all laughed harder. "I gotta go, darling, but I'll be sure to stop by tomorrow and kiss you lots!" Adrien smiled. "I… I love you…" He whispered before getting a bunch of "ooo"s from his team, Lain chuckling a little bit.
"I love you too, darling!" Lain then hung up and looked down at his phone, sighing again as he rubbed his temples. "Dammit Adrien… I love you too much…"
