When Your Gone Chapter 10 – Sunrise

Sorry again but I've started GCSE's now and I know excuses, excuses, excuses but I really just want to type it all up then post it because its easier than writing them one at a time but if you like that then I guess I will go back to that system then. Okay so last chapter I added a surprise that I didn't even think of until I rewrote it so this is the main chunk of it and because the whole sister taking the laptop thing.
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Miss Bella Cullen xxxx

I hadn't gone far, just round the forest, past my old home, the meadow, the river, above the cloudbank and back. When I returned the woman whom only could I name Tanya now was sat by Edward's bed, gripping his hand. No one else was in the lounge but voices could be heard in the kitchen.

'Maybe we could try it, see if we could wake him up.' Carlisle suggested.

'No, remember what happened last time and it's not fair.' Alice piped up. What were they talking about?

'No this time, just him and not the same place.' I stood clueless until I pushed open the kitchen door. It was obviously a family meeting plus a vampire Aro frequently talked about, Zafrina who could make you see anything she wanted you to see which came in helpful in battle to get your own way. The whole family turned to look at me.

'Sorry, I'm interrupting.' I walked back into the lounge followed by the whole family and Zafrina who all crowded around Edward's bed.

'What are you doing!' Tanya screamed.

'Sh, Were going to help him get better.' Zafrina soothed and prised Tanya's hands away. She stumbled back onto a chair Esme had placed as I just stood back and watched.

'If you're actually doing this then I can't watch this again.' Alice gave her brother a quick kiss on the forehead and rushed off upstairs, closely followed by Jasper. Rosalie was staring at me and mouthed 'I'm so sorry.' Then rushed after Alice while Emmett just stood there and gave a soft wave before following.
I must of looked worried because Carlisle wrapped his arm around my shoulders and whispered 'don't worry it won't hurt him.' Then went back to the bed.

Zafrina nodded and stared into space, her face was blank but you could see her eyes were working hard on something.

At first nothing happened but then Edward started to move.

EPOV

I had been trapped in this dark world for far too long but while I was in the dark world it gave me time to think about the last memory I had,

I've been to the Volutori; they said they were going to send help.

'I'm surprised they didn't kill you.' I ran in front of Jacob.

Me too. If it wasn't for Bell-

His thought cut off. I stopped.

'What did you say?'
Nothing.

'Tell me.'

What I was scared they were going to kill me.

'No after that, if it wasn't for?' I was sure he was going to say if it wasn't for Bella.

Can we please go, I don't want the fight to carry on without me?

'What happened when you went to Italy Jacob, Tell me.' My anger had built up and I stood in front of him, blocking the exit and the only way was back.

He replayed what had happened up until a young girl walked into the room.
'Who was that?'

Who do you think?

'You saw her! And you didn't tell me!' I growled as I blocked out his thoughts. He went to talk to her. I bet he knew she was there. I started circling him, prepared to battle when we both sprung at the same time.

That was it all I could remember and a lot of blood.
That's when it went black but after hours of been in the blackness a bright white light came and floated round, this happened every so often and made me feel happy but when I couldn't see the white light I thought I was dead.

The blackness was roughly pulled back to expose a bright white light and I wanted to get the darkness back but then the white was turned into trees, rows of trees then to lakes and parks, hospitals, cars, some I remembered from my human days, memories they were memories.

I was sat in Biology then flung on top of a cliff looking down, I had seen this before.
'You want me to be human, watch me'
She jumped and I couldn't do anything, I couldn't move, I couldn't save her. I just watched as she plummeted into the dark waters below. I saw her trying to get up to the surface, trying to get up to get air then I knew she saw me and she stopped. I tried yelling at her to get to the surface or to hold on to me but her hand slipped through mine and she fell even further into the darkness.

I was then face to face with her, her eyes bright red and she was feeding off a human but when she turned round the blood was running down her chin and the corpse dropped to the floor, lifeless and limp as she stared at me with cold eyes.

'I'm this because of you.' She stated.
Then came a memory I knew so well.

'We need to leave.' Were the first words to come out my mouth. I wanted to stop but I couldn't control it as her eyes were in and out of focus, until tears poured down her cheeks. I wanted to pull her into me and tell her I could never live without her but I couldn't. I tried everything but nothing worked it wasn't like I could pause it.

The memories continued and so did the 'nightmares' all with one thing in common they all included Isabella Swan and that no matter how much I tried to stop my nightmares from happening they kept playing like I was never there.

BPOV

I watched as he twisted his face and opened then closed his mouth.

'What's she doing to him?' I asked Carlisle.

'Zafrina is replaying memories, trying to wake him up and bring him back.' I sat by the window, watching as he tried to move but wasn't able to.

An hour and a half later a heart-breaking scream sliced the silence. I spun round to find Edward writhing in pain and agony, hunched over and dry sobbing into his hands while everyone was fussing him and Tanya sat and grabbed his hand his breathing was ragged and he was visibly shaking. I couldn't move from my spot so I pulled up my legs into my chest and rested my head there. Probably remembering having to go through the pain of being with me.

Esme placed her hand over his forehead but he still shook.

Zafrina's eyes went wide as she pressed her hands into her temples.

Edward's scream stopped suddenly.

'Why?' he muttered quietly. 'Why?' he repeated over and over.

Tanya leaned over. 'Why? What Hun? Why are you here? Why are you in pain? Why what?' She shot me a glare. I was the one causing his pain. He screamed once more and I couldn't take it I ran upstairs and fell to my knees. His screams stopped. I knew it was because of me.

'Bella?' Alice came from out a doorway. I looked up at her.

'I'm sorry.' She whispered as she came and sat down beside me.

I pulled my knees even tighter to my body.

'I'm sorry you had to come back to this.' She soothed me and put her arm around me.

'I wasn't meant to come back.' I muttered.

'What?' She asked puzzled.

'I was meant to stay with Aro but I made him let me come, I have to take the boys back, you know I do.' She looked shocked.

'You're actually going to choose.' She gulped. What had she seen?

'What did you see – '
' NO BELLA NO BELLA!' Yelled a voice from downstairs. My shattered heart half repaired that he screamed for me but then crumbled once more as I realised its probably him remembering having to stay with me every night or even the other Bella.

'BELLA! BELLA!' He screamed again.

I huffed and shook more.

' I think you should go to him.' I looked at Alice puzzled.

'Me? Is that a good idea?'
'Bella, it is you he's calling for.' I sat up and unfolded my legs his screams still present as I slowly walked down the stairs and the closer I got the quieter the screams were. Until I was right next to his bed. They were still shouts but totally different from before almost pleading me to come to him. I leaned forward but Tanya stood in the way.

'Not you.' She growled. I backed off thinking she was right but then the screams started again.

'Tanya let's just see what happens if she touches him.' Tanya glared at me and moved away. I was meant to touch him what if he woke up and hated me and never wanted to see me again.
Carlisle pushed me forward a bit and all eyes turned to me and Edward I carefully hovered my hand over his and the screams became whispers then I grabbed his hand and pulled it closer to me. He curled into me and pressed up so his head was in my lap. He seemed soothed for now.

EPOV

I screamed as the memories got worse and the pain grew inside of me but then that white light was always there, all the time. Flitting in and out of my mind until it was so bright and dulled the pain so much I bathed and took comfort in it as a song my mother used to sing to me played in my head,

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turned into a quiet thought

Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

Until it's a battle cry

I'll come back

When you call me

No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing

Doesn't mean it's never

Been this way before

All you can do is try to know

Who your friends are

As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon

And follow the light

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say goodbye

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too

Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

Until they're before your eyes

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say goodbye

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say goodbye.

And after I saw the last of the notes float pass I somehow felt, real, like I actually do exist after all the time in the darkness worrying about if I was dead. It was like a big breathe of fresh air that filled my body, sending tingling feeling right from my head to the tip of my toes. It almost felt like I was reborn.
Just as I was basking in the light and the new clean air I felt surges of energy shoot up giving me a rush to open my eyes.

The light filtered in and I took in every sight I could manage in the short time, saving the most beautiful for last.

The sight made my heart pound and nearly break out my chest as I reached up to touch her pale cheek.