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Warning: This story is rated 'M' for mature, so if you dislike any sexual scenes you can either skip them as I give the readers a heads up before a sexual scene or do not read, as simple as that. Also, there is a presence of Yaoi/Slash/Homosexuality in the story and there is strong language.
So here is the new update, thank you to all the reviewers and alerters and in general all of you who are reading the story. It makes me genuinely happy that you like my story.
Her long indigo hair was fanned out on the pillow that oozed her sweet-pea and vanilla scent, as her parted rosy lips called my name. A very soft 'Deidara' spilled out of her lips like honey and my member twitched. Her whole body was bare for my sight only, her big breasts rose and fell to the beat of her breathing as her light amethyst eyes pierced through my own cerulean. My eyes roamed down her slim body, from the heavy top to her narrow waist and her broad hips…
"You will find a good woman with broad, child-bearing hips"
from her broad hips to her lithe thighs and finally smooth creamy calves which ended with the prettiest little feet. She was a vision, as she shyly tried to cover herself from my sight. I growled and pulled her arms from her body to rest in a cross-like position above her head. Her ivory skin called me like water to a dying man as my hands trailed all over her body, resting in a few specific places. I leaned over her, locking her lips with mine, my tongue sweeping over her lower lip, earning me a lust-filled gasp, that allowed my trip into her mouth. I swiped my tongue over hers, sensually coaxing hers to play with my own. Her lips and breath tasted like strawberry vanilla as I more passionately laid my own body against hers. She moaned loudly. My member had resided between her legs, parallel to her sacred core, as I felt the overwhelming heat that made my penis feel like butter inside a warm loaf of bread, melting. Her small pretty hands wrapped around my chiseled torso and one of her hands pressed against my neck to push me even more against her.
She changed the position of her legs as she raised her legs to wrap her toned thighs around my hips, my member nestling even closer to its sacred home. I wanted to penetrate her, pierce her like a spear would a body. Ramming my hips as strong as possible, making her wet pussy engulf my penis even deeper.
"Yeaaah Deidara, suck my dick in with your boy pussy. Yes. Can you feel how deep inside of you it lays?"
She grinded her hips against my rock hard shaft, making me groan and certainly moan. My dick slick with her and my own juices.
"Yeah, Dei-daaaaa-raaa, uuhuh… please… take me" my mind reeled as I heard her say that. I certainly nodded and just grabbed my member to accommodate it before thrusting deep within her.
I woke up with a jolt as I heard the door bell ring several times. I cursed my luck and the person who was ringing the door for destroying my dream and possibly only possibility at fucking Hinata in forever. I shook my head with hopes of forgetting or at least putting away the dream for later, these dreams becoming more and more recurrent by the day. Sometimes up to five of my dreams would be about Hinata and would end with me unsatisfied and with an erection. As I tried to hide my stiff member to open the door and not make the person on the other side uncomfortable, I put on my shirt and following it my shorts. I walked over to the door and ruffled my loose hair before opening the door. On the other side was a seemingly angry Sasori who instantly pulled me out of my apartment and down the stairs to the outside parking lot. As soon as he stopped I turned to him confused just to receive a strong punch on my face that sent me stumbling back.
"Hey! What the fuck was that for?" he just glared at me with the biggest intensity in the world.
"You… are an asshole!" he said before tackling me down making my instinct of survival in which made me punch him back. I used momentum and threw him off me and me on him as I tried to pin him down.
"What the fuck are you talking about, you douche?" He spat on my face before head butting me and pushing me off to stand.
"I hope Itachi's hand job and fucking was worth loosing Hinata as a friend" I just stared at Sasori bewildered.
"ok, seriously, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" I all but growled as I attempted to calm my chills. Please God, I beg you tell me that the steps that I heard at the school with Itachi weren't Hinata's.
"Don't act dumb. That expression of yours tells me that you know. She heard you. She saw you, as a matter of fact. 'A creature as ugly as her'? Are you fucking kidding me you asshole?" Sasori just directed a kick at me, which I blocked. I closed my eyes in despair. Why, God, why? Why did she have to be there? I know what it must have sounded like for her… she probably thinks what I made Itachi think.
"Oh Fuck…" Sasori just glowered at me.
"Yeah, Oh fuck. Didn't think about her did you? She idolized you… now I think she doesn't even want to be in the same room as you... it's even worse than the time that Itachi came to Akatsuki while we were all there with Hinata. Well you know what? I just came here to tell you, stay the FUCK away from her, because really? You don't deserve even her attention, and you know as well as I do Deidara that today I wasn't even trying to hit you, next time, be prepared to be beat near death" he said before spitting at my shoes and doing a roundhouse kick that sent me to the wall behind me.
Not even getting up I heard him get in his car and pull out of the parking lot. I just pulled my knees up and wrapped my arms around them loosely, my head lying on the flat of my knees. I groaned and raised my arms only to ruffle my hair even more. Great, now what was I supposed to do? I'm pretty sure she won't even answer a phone call of mine even less be in the same room as me, or a couple miles radius… Fuck. Ok, so, maybe saying all those things in my lust and desire for revenge with Itachi may not have been my brightest idea… but I wasn't counting on her presence there. I was sure it was just me and Itachi, so I just started spouting idiocies. As I had said before, the only thing I miss about him is his fucking and yeah, he's a great lover… in the only sexual sense. Though each time he mentioned Hinata and her body I couldn't help the shiver due to the electricity that he elicited. Maybe I'm starting to crush on her… or lust after her.
No shit Sherlock!
I rolled my eyes at my conscience. Ok, so yeah, maybe the dreams make it kind of obvious, but can you blame me? Since I was a little boy I have known that I was gay, having a girl come and make you like her isn't exactly easy to accept. Just like there are guys that have thought they are as straight as they come only to fight the realization that, noope, they are as gay as they come. So it is hard for me.
"Do you think you're straight?"
"Clearly I'm not, I like guys a lot. I love them, really"
"Do you think you're bisexual then?"
"Well… theoretically if I like men and a girl that would imply I'm bi, right?"
"Have you felt this way for a girl ever? Either attracted or anything?"
"Not really. I have never even felt intrigued by the female anatomy in biology in highschool"
"Deidara are you even sure that you're attracted to Hinata?"
"Well, Shit Konan, I don't know, I think that's why I'm calling you, because I'm as confused as ever!" I all but growled at her.
"Oh come on, don't get pissy with me. I'm trying to help you here. Even after you were a total ASSHOLE with her last day at the base, seriously, you think you will be able to get her if you're mushy with that douche Itachi? After all he did to you?" I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, yeah, I know…" I walked towards the freezer and put back the now barely cold ice pack to grab a freezing one and put it against my swelling cheek.
"And if you think about it, Sasori is better for her. What if this thing that you are feeling is barely curiosity and you don't really feel anything towards her besides friendly love?" I sighed.
"Yeah, you're right but would it seriously be only curiousity if I have non-stop wet dreams about her? And in every single one she has boobs and a vagina, never a dick" she snorted and burst out laughing.
"Yeah, it'd be strange if you thought you liked girls after having a dream about a transsexual who really is your friend and is 100% female" I pouted.
"Shit is, I fucked up Konan, like really REALLY fucked up. I wasn't intending for her to hear any of this" she stayed quiet for a while.
"Well… Dei-chan, you really did mess up and I'm pretty sure it will be close to impossible for you to get a chance to speak to her. Seriously, I get that you were trying to get the douche to believe you but couldn't you be slightly less convincing? I mean she is my friend too, and if you had said all that crap about me I would have kicked your ass down to the USA and all the way back here again, only to send you to hell and back as well. Those were some seriously fucked up comments" my shoulders sagged.
"Yeah, I know. No need to rub that in. Look. I don't know what to do" she sighed loudly and deeply.
"Look, just because I'm like the only REAL friend that you have because all the others have sided with Hina-chan because lets face it, she's sweeter, gentler, cuter and a girl, and all of Akatsuki but me are men; and NO I do not mean that I side with you over her, I'm in no-man's land right now. I will help you set up a scenario where you can speak to her. Only because I know you for so long and know that there is a sweet guy beneath all that make-up of yours-"
"Thanks, bitch. I don't wear make-uppp! Not always at least…" I whined. She just laughed in response.
"Back to my point. Thing is I know you have that armor around you due to all the shit that you've been through and no, I won't judge like all the others did. But I swear to God Deidara, if you a) fuck this opportunity up, or b) you're playing me so I can help you destroy her like you once said you would I swear I will kick your ass so hard and then feed it to Jackie, my gator, and you know as well as I do that I am capable of doing it" I shuddered.
"Yeah, Konan, I believe you. Ever since I dared you to set my ass on fire and you really did" that had been one nasty pain, though thank God my ass doesn't have any scar to evidence that happening. She laughed hard.
"OOoouuuhhh! Hahahahahahaha, that was priceless. I laughed so hard when I told you to roll around and that you'd be fine, which you did but didn't work and had to take your pants off and run to the emergency shower in the labs. That was HILARIOUS" I glared at the wall, hoping it were Konan.
"Yeah well, not for me. I couldn't sit for-"
"Three weeks straight! Yeah I remember! It was so funny. Hidan wouldn't stop laughing at you!" I pouted.
"Crazy bitch…" she laughed even louder.
"You know you love me" I huffed.
"Anyway, what are you planning on doing to help me?" I heard her shuffling around and just played with the ice pack in my hand which was really cold.
"Well, I'll arrange a meeting where she won't know you're going but it will be in a week or so, after all I'm sure that a gentle and pacific as she is if she were to be put in the same room as you you'd be half dead. From what her cousin tells me, she packs a mean punch" I frowned.
"Where the fuck do you know her cousin from?" she clicked her tongue, and I heard her bed creak as she moved.
"Last time we went to her house. We also got to know her best friends. She has a HUGE house and it's really cool. Her cousin is really cute, kinda stoic and… kinda like Pein when you were just introduced to him, but he is a laugh when he is with Hina" I nodded absently, my heart clenching and unclenching. "Konan get off the fucking phone, I need it, I don't want to cook and you're a cooking hazard so I want to order some thai food. Get out of my room you ass! I'll get off when I want to be! You have your cell phone for those cases! My cell is dead. Just get off the phone, you bitch. Uuuurghhh You ass! –something hits wood- Sorry Dei-chan. I'll speak to you tomorrow. Take care of those bruises. G'night!" I muttered a bye and hung up.
It had been about two weeks since he had seen Sasori anywhere near Akatsuki, in fact, he hadn't seen him at all in that period of time and with Sasori he hadn't seen or heard from Hinata in any shape or form, except one day when he entered the base that he had heard her name be mentioned but the moment he set foot in the base and was spotted they stopped speaking and didn't start again until he left to talk to Kazuki.
He had noticed the stares (more like glares) that he got every time that he entered the base, mainly directed to him by Kisame and Hidan, along with a Tobi that seemed to look his way a lot, which made him terribly uneasy. He knew that what Konan had said was right and that the non-stoic from Akatsuki were taking Sasori's and Hinata's sides when he didn't even know there were sides. I mean, if technically they were speaking about sides on how he was wrong to say all that in the showers with Itachi then he was on Sasori's and Hinata's side too which should counter the whole sides thing… right?
He had tried texting Hinata but every time that he tried he would stop writing and delete the barely started text. He really didn't know what he could say to make everything right. –Hey you're right I am an asshole and really was saying all that in the spur of the moment, clearly would not bode well with her, and would technically be a lie, telling her that he was acting to get Itachi to trust him and then destroy his heart like Itachi did his a long time ago… well…. she would still be wary, after all he knew that even Konan thought he could carry on the act without being that much of a jerk, actually even he thought that too, but it would take longer to regain Itachi's trust, considering it wouldn't be as extreme. Even Itachi would realize that if he were lying and had said something like that, he'd be castrated by all his friends and even the little princess.
So really… he didn't know what he could say in a text, an email, a call… hell he knew he didn't have anything he could say to her the day that he had to meet her for Konan's, so to speak, ambush. So just might as well give up and swing it when the time comes, after all, Konan may be right, she probably wouldn't even answer his calls… or any form of contact really.
To say that he felt sick, like awfully sick when Konan told him what Sasori had just told all of them- that Hina had been in the hospital with a couple of broken ribs and a couple of ugly gashes. When he asked who did it she just shrugged and said Sasori hadn't told them and only said that he was convincing Hinata to press charges. After she hung up he literally ran to the bathroom and threw up all the bile that had risen in his throat as his heart clenched and unclenched. Therefore he just told Konan to wait… until Hinata had recovered; after all he didn't want to upset more an injured person, even less a person like Hinata.
It had been approximately 3 weeks and a couple of days since my fateful encounter with Tayuya. The day after being attacked by a lunatic, watching the guy that I like (or maybe love) insult me to his now lover, going clinically depressed, smashing my $5000 mirror, injuring myself even further, getting my boyfriend to freak out on my account, allowing him to try to heal me, recounting my tale of horror, falling asleep, being ditched for the day by my boyfriend, waking up due to my father freaking out as he sees me, my little sister crying beside me, my cousin looking at the wall enraged, being taken to the hospital to be told that in fact two of my ribs are broken and that the gash in my side could have punctured my kidney, having my father call the police who came to try to get me to confess who assaulted me and in turn press charges, to finally go home to try to sleep only to be woken up early by my whole family accompanying me to school so we would speak to the head mistress.
The days after that focused around me trying to leave out the name of my assailant, Sasori snitching and saying who it was, my father speaking to Tsunade demanding that Tayuya were expelled, my friends freaking out and coming to my house to offer their comfort. In short, everything was a mess, and I wasn't too happy with it.
Every day Hanabi would come in to put new wraps around my ribs. Everyone in the family and Sasori were instructed by the doctor as to how to put my wraps. I wanted to do it, but none of them would let me. We decided that the least awkward option would be for Hanabi who is also a girl put my wraps considering that for the bandage to be wrapped I needed to be in my bra. Then around ever 10 or 12 hours they would dress my injuries. The girls would never leave me alone at school, along with Naruto and Sasuke, during classes and Neji as well during lunch. When school was over Sasori would come and pick Neji and me up, unless Neji had lacrosse practice.
After the happening and my father's pressure, Tsunade suspended Tayuya for one month and is deliberating with the school board whether to expel her or not, casually, my father is in the board. The day that Tayuya was informed of her suspension I heard from the girls that Sasuke and the boys gave her a little visit. I heard from some gossip that after the boys the girls visited her… but not as non-violent as the guys.
I was getting tired of everything, of every single one of my friends sticking to me almost 24/7, my house being filled to the brim by my friends who would NEVER leave. Seriously, they had been sleeping over for a week now and all of this pissed me off. I am not so useless as to need they with me always, I can handle myself, after all I was able to do some damage to Tayuya, wasn't I?
Hun, you were 10 times worse than her.
So what! Ok, maybe I didn't do that much damage to her as she did me but still. I don't like being babied and they were doing exactly that.
Today was the first day that I was relatively alone, the girls and the guys had left because their parents had told them that the permission to stay at my house was for a couple of days not two weeks and that they had to come home at least for a day. After much scolding and attempts at bribing and black mailing, the guys left leaving me alone with my family and Sasori who came almost at every hour. Today, would be the much desired escape. It was Saturday and I hadn't seen the guys from Akatsuki for a while and I missed them greatly. Sure they had come a few times but college kept them busy and so they had only been able to come a couple of times and only some of them. It was perfect that last night after everyone thought I was sleep I sneaked out to the balcony and called Konan, wanting to know how everything was going. She put me up to date with everything that happened at their university like how their exams went. Finally before I hung up she told me if I wanted to go to Akatsuki tomorrow to do some make up tests, for her upcoming final exam. I agreed and danced in my spot. I would finally have some fun and wouldn't be babied, after all Konan was the only one who always spoke to me normally even after the whole hospital call and all. I had asked her if he would be there and she said he wouldn't, that he had some kind of date with Kazuki and then he had to go to a family dinner. I nodded, forgetting for a moment that she couldn't see me. My body had tensed the moment I heard that he had a family dinner and thought back to everything that Kisame had told me. He probably wasn't going to be comfortable at all. I shook my head to rid my mind of thoughts of him. I ended up saying a quick "uh-huh" and told her that I'd see her tomorrow, and to have a nice night. After I hung up the phone my mind diverted to Deidara – You said his name, I did not! I thought it!, Which ends up being the same thing…- after some of the talks I had had with Sasori I had been reaffirmed that Deidara in fact didn't have a good relationship at all with his father, who kept always looking at him with disdain and hashing out blows to his ego.
I finally went to bed only to dream of him. My mind had been active the whole night worrying, but by the time I woke up I busied it thinking about anything but him, amongst those things, my outing with Konan today. I showered and tied the bandages myself, then I dressed, grabbing one of my Ed Hardy tank tops and pulling it on with a pair of ripped jeans and some flip flops. I headed downstairs, knowing that Neji was at Lacrosse practice and Hanabi would be at her piano lessons, which meant only my father was home and he was probably working, however I still cautiously and silently made my way to the lobby, grabbed my car keys and left the house. As soon as I had pulled out of the garage and the mansion I sighed in relief at finally being free for a few hours.
I took advantage of the situation and drove to Starbucks, where I ordered a new Iced green tea latte and ordered a Chai tea latte for Konan. After 20 minutes I was at the University and after 3 minutes I was at the Akatsuki base. I had checked the clock and realized that I was five minutes late, probably thanks to the run to Starbucks, but I shrugged it off and entered the room noticing the eerie silence. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion and walked inside calling Konan's name several time to not receive an answer.
"She must be late… I guess" I spoke to myself as I turned on the lights and put down the two drinks at the coffee table before the couch, just as I sat down. I tapped my foot on the floor as the minutes ticked by and I sighed in boredom. Could she have forgotten about it? The moment I thought that I heard the door open and close which made me jump from the couch and up to the door to see the only person I didn't want to see.
"Deidara" I muttered as I stood frozen in front of him. There he was, tall, tanned and blond as always, but with dark circles under his eyes and a tired look on his face, a small injury on his eyebrow and a deep sadness lurking in his ocean irises. He attempted a small smile at me though it was full of sadness and regret. Snapping out of my daze I shook my head and angrily glared at him before I walked back to the coffee table grabbed my drink and went over to the door to leave. He hurried to me and pulled my arm which made me look at him and try to get out of his grip.
"Hina-hime, please, I'm sorry. Just… hear me out, ok?" I shook my head and tried to leave.
"No, Deidara, there's nothing I want to say to you. Please leave me alone" I muttered as I walked to the elevator, bypassing the stairs. He caught up to me and grabbed my wrist.
"Please Hina… please! I'm just asking you for a few minutes of your time so that I can attempt to explain to you what happened, and why I said such God awful things" I felt my eyes welling up and angrily wiped the tears off.
"NO! Deidara I don't want to speak to you! I came here to be with Konan, if she isn't here then I'm gone. I don't want to see you ever again in my life!" I spat as I heard the elevator ding and open its doors. I headed inside and pressed the close doors button, carefully watching Deidara who looked defeated and about to give up. As soon as the doors were closing, and I let out a sigh of relief that he wasn't going to get in, he jumped in the elevator and the doors closed. It began descending but stopped abruptly with a screech and the lights turned off, only to have the emergency button light up.
"Just my luck" I muttered angrily as I began pressing the emergency button to call for help only to feel the whole elevator shaking. It sounded awful and I scared backed up to a corner and slid down to cover my head with my hands, and my knees pulled up. He walked beside me and slid down to sit. I breathed heavily thinking that all of this isn't possible. Why would God want me to suffer so much, as the earthquake didn't seem to end. I heard static come from the small loudspeaker in the control board and then a male voice.
"Passengers, we are sorry for the inconvenience however the systems are down thanks to the earthquake. We will send our technicians as soon as possible to fix this failure in the system and try to get it up and running as soon as possible" then the voice went silent along with the loudspeaker. I just supported my head on my knees and let out a groan.
"So… its just you and me… trapped in an elevator with nothing to do…" I whipped my head up and glared at him.
"No shit, Sherlock. Way to state the obvious" he sighed.
"I meant that, if you have nothing to do and I have nothing to do then you might as well hear me out. I mean, if you don't want to speak to me after this then fine, I won't push it anymore but you'll at least know the truth" I stared at him without speaking. He looked at me and took it as a sign to continue. "I know I was an asshole, I don't intend to make you believe that I wasn't" I scoffed.
"Undestatement of the century" I simply said as I settled down more comfortable as I paid attention to his attempt at an excuse.
"I know… if there was a trophy for douchebag of the year I think I'd get it. But Hina… I know I said a lot of hurtful stuff but it is all a lie… I mean… I don't think of you like that" I shook my head.
"Look, Deidara, I get it, you're gay… you like Itachi, I'm a girl so you clearly will not like me… not that way at least. But truth is it all hurt me so much, I mean I thought you were my friend and go and say all those things? I mean granted you may not be attracted to me but all those things you said—" he stopped me.
"Hina, I meant that it all was a lie. I don't like Itachi, not anymore! But it pisses me off that he thinks he can control me so easily. I'm just giving him a drop of his own medicine and in my lack of judgement and frenzy for revenge my only thought to get him to think that 'I'm all his' was to undermine you and make him think that I detest you. I know, I took it miles too far and really hurt you but I didn't mean to do that!" he pleaded and I just felt tears running down my cheeks. He panicked and wiped them away pulling me in a hug. "Princess, you don't know how badly I felt the moment that I heard you listened to me say all that, you don't know how much it hurt to think that I had lost you for something as stupid as revenge against Itachi" I chuckled humorlessly.
"You aren't going to lose me as a friend, Dei-kun" I looked up at him with a smile only to see him staring at me intently with an unknown emotion in his eyes. "Can you believe I had a crush on you? Way to misunderstand everything, huh?" I laughed with a sad smile and saw him widen his eyes a fraction.
"Hina… I… I wasn't worried about losing you as a friend per se, more like… about losing you in general, losing the first girl I like… all for an asshole I don't like" he muttered softly, leaning down as if to kiss me. My judgment clouded and I parted my lips and tilted my head back, preparing for the kiss.
The moment his lips collided with mine I gasped in pleasure and he repositioned himself in front of me instead of at my side. My arms with a mind of their own wrapped around his neck as his tongue swiped my lower lip and sought entrance to my mouth, which I granted. I knew this was wrong, I was completely aware of it though it still didn't register as I just focused on how right it felt. He moved in such a way that he picked me up without unlocking our lips, and sat me down on his lap as I rested against his hard toned body. The kiss was passionate, he would pull me flush against him and still press me more against his hard body. When he released my lips he would wander down my neck and bite and lick my earlobe. I couldn't control the moans that left my lips. His hands hesitantly skimmed over my breasts and the fog began to clear, but it cleared the moment that he felt how physically excited he had me the moment his erection skimmed my panties and core. He tried to contain his flinch but I still felt the jump and his hesitance. I drew apart from him and stood up, going to the opposite corner.
Deidara looked at me with a confused frown and I just stared at him, wiping my lips.
Nice way, cheat on your boyfriend with his gay friend… that's classy
Luckily a few seconds later the light came on again and the elevator went down. The moment I heard the 'ding' of the elevator and the metallic doors opened I darted out of the compact space and headed for my car, not even allowing Deidara a moment to explain.
So, what do you guys think? They finally kissed because they both wanted to and not to make others jealous. So, I did tell you I would write a lemon on this chapter, I originally was going to make them have sex on the elevator but decided against it after all I think even Deidara wouldn't be so much of a douche as to take her virginity in an elevator. But with this chapter begins the next act in which we'll see a more predominant sexual tension between these two. I can definitely say I'm very excited to finally begin to write some straight love scenes, besides the usual ItachixDeidara ones. I know I said I'd put it up the day after the last update or two days after and I did have this ready but I wanted to write more – I began writing the elevator-sex scene and then erased it because as I said I decided against it- and in the end just erased all of the extra progress. But enough with the excuses, I'm sure you guys don't really care about my excuses and just want to read the story, so I will begin working on the next chapter I also decided against giving you an estimate of the time I will take writing it, I prefer you expect the worse and hope for the best so if I update quickly you'll be surprised and happy instead of mad at me at my lack of punctuality. Anyways I hope you like it, I had fun writing it. And I hope you read and review.
