Naomi.

I ran forward and grabbed her, wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her back just before she took that final fatal step. I spun her around and ran with her, still holding her until i got back to the house. I was not letting Emily go, ever, no until we were safe and inside. We got inside and I slammed the front door, spinning her around in my arms, she was violently crying. I hugged her icy cold wet skin to me in an attempt to make her feel warmer, she wrapped her arms around my neck and sobbed into my shoulder. I didn't care, I wasnt letting her go. In the mean time Katie and Effy had ran to where we were do see what was happening, Effy took one look and guessed. Effy had been through her fair amount of shit and knew exactly how Ems felt, she simply nodded and turned to Katie to explain everything. I took ems up to out room and picked out her favourite pair of Sunday-lie about clothes. She just sat on the bed sobbing, then I brought her into the shower, I stood in my underwear washing her down, putting shampoo and conditioner in her hair, it was mostly just to warm her up. We didn't speak much but she kept murmuring "sorry" under her breath and each time I assured her that it was ok, and I still loved her and that no one was mad at her. I wrapped her in a towel after the shower, drying her body and then towel drying her hair so as it would drip too much onto her clothes. I then dressed her, brushed her hair and put it up. I wrapped her oversized hoody around her and we walked downstairs, may arms around her. Katie and Effy sat on the couch, Katie was crying while Effy had silent tears running down her face and Katie wrapped in her arms. We all sat in silence for a while, Emily was still half crying into my shoulder, I was sort of numb, I couldn't believe what had just happened. If I hadn't gotten there in time would Emily be dead?

After a while Katie walked over to us and put her arms around Emily, quickly followed by Effy who put her arms around me.

"I'm so sorry." Emily chocked out.

"It's ok Ems, no one's angry at you, we just want you to be ok.." I said, everyone agreed.

That was when Effy took lead. She knelt down beside Emily and started to speak.

"I know what it's like, Ems, having the whole world collapse around you, feeling far away from everyone even when they're right beside you. Feeling so alone that no one else can possibly understand and being surprised when somebody loves you. I know what it's like to feel like death is the best solution, it's a way out, you never have to deal with anything ever again. But Emily, think of all the good things you have, look at Naomi, I think it's pretty clear she loves you and think of all the times you've had with her. I mean, I would never have fallen in love with Katie if I had ended it. I would never have found the person I will spend the rest of my life with if I had ended it. Just stay, Emily." With that, Effy looked up at Katie who was crying even harder and wrapped her arms around her. I pulled Emily closer to me and started to talk softly into her ear. I didn't want anyone else to hear what I was saying.

"Emily. I love you, we can deal with this. Just please, hold on."

"Naomi... Thank you for saving me." Was all she said.

I think all of us fell asleep on the couch, but the next morning I was woken up by my Emily, she looked up at me with a guilt ridden expression, I simply wrapped my arms around her neck and kissed her, another one of those kisses that was meant to make her feel loved. She kissed me back, I could feel the tears running down her cheeks. I pulled away and using the sleeve of my jumper I brushed away the tear tracks and looked at her, I mean really looked at her. I looked into her beautiful chocolate brown eyes, I looked at her indescribable beauty and said "I love you. I'm not going anywhere." With that she hugged me, I smelled her hair, and took her in. I looked over and Katie and Effy had been awake the whole time, both of them with massive grins on their faces.

"Fuck off." Emily laughed.

She laughed! Yes! My Emily was a little happier! A huge smile erupted on my face and I pulled her into a tight hug.

"Jesus, Naoms, are you trying to suffocate me?" She laughed again.

Oh, this was fucking fantastic! She was making jokes. My muscles relaxed a bit more then. I looked over again and Katie and Effy were in the middle of what looked like a really passionate kiss. Emily made gagging noises and Katie gave her the finger still kissing Effy. Emily and I giggled a bit before heading into the kitchen area for food, I started to make a fry, cooking the sausages first. I turned around to see Ems sitting at the table, she got up and walked over to me, I pulled her arms around me and hugged her, she put her arms around my waist and did the same.

"Thank you, Naomi Campbell, for stopping me." She said.

I smiled, tears starting to form. "I will always save you, I'll never let you jump."

We stayed in comfortable silence, until Ems sniffed away her tears and said "Naomi Campbell you're my hero!" In a mock voice, I laughed... A lot. So did she, then I pulled her into a real kiss, a kiss that was just love. She needed to feel how I felt for her. She kissed me back the same way. We must have kissed for a good few minutes because just then Effy and Katie walked in, it took me a second to notice they were there, but to be honest I didn't care, I flicked my eyes at Effy and kept kissing Emily, I wasn't pulling away just because they had walked in, emily was far more important. Ems stopped for a second and pulled away, only millimeters away from each other. "Babe, you know those two walked into the kitchen a few minutes ago.." She smiled.

"Eh, yeah, I don't really care.. I thought what we were doing was a bit more important.." I smiled back. Emily kissed me on the lips once more and pulled away to face Effy and Katie. They just smiled.

"Breakfast for everyone then, yeah?" I laughed.

Later on, Effy and Emily have gone out to smoke, Katie and Naomi have stayed back to wash some of the mess from breakfast. They know they've about a half an hour because it's clear Emily wants to talk to Effy about her suicide attempt.

Naomi.

"Kaite Fitch doing the dishes, I thought I would never see the day!" I laughed.

"Effy's made me, we spent most of our time together, she practically lives with me... She makes me help her." Katie laughed.

I turned to face away from the sink and turned towards Katie.

"How long have you known?" I asked, smiling.

"A while.." She smiled. Pause. "You know, I really do love her, as much as you love Emily. I've known it for about 6 months. Effy knew it too, it was just getting the courage to do something about it... But, I couldn't let her leave. She's perfect, Naomi." I have never seen Katie so genuine in my whole life. I grabbed her and pulled her into a hug.

"I'm so glad you're happy Katie.." I murmured.

"I'm so glad you saved my sister." She started to cry then, I held her. It was brief but I could tell that she was just holding back from the full blown breakdown she was going to have with Effy later.

"I'm glad I saved her too." I said.

"I've never seen her love someone so much, I don't think anyone else could have talked her down and then comforted her like you did. You carried her all the way home so she couldn't go back, didn't you?"

I nodded.

"That's fucking amazing, Naomi. You two are willing to do anything for each other, I love it. I can't wait for the wedding and the kids! Oh God, it'll be amazing!" She lit up at the thought. I smiled back.

We went back to washing up and waited for the other two to return.

Emily and Effy come back.

Emily.

I took the last drag of the cigarette I was sharing with Effy and walked inside to Naomi and Katie who seemed to be getting on really well throwing bubbles from the washing up liquid at each other. Effy had said simple, yet incredibly profound things out there. I felt better already, but I knew today was the day of the therapist, Naomi was going to sit in on the session and hold my hand and I had to tell Dr. Smith exactly what had happened. I wasn't looking forward to it. Naomi coming up and yanking me back from the edge had felt insane, it was good to know she cared that much, but in a sick twisted way, I wish she'd just let me jump. I shook the thoughts from my brain and went back to the conversation at hand, Naomi was sitting beside me, as if she read my mind she took my hand and looked me in the eye, telling me yet again, that she wouldn't ever let me fall. I smiled back at her and she put an arm around my shoulder, I snuggled closer to her. She smelled amazing, I was completely lost in her again, I was so happy just to be wrapped up in her arms, it was unreal. Everything about her was just so perfect, her smile, her blue eyes, they way she looked at me, she was just amazing. Every inch of her was perfectly beautiful. After a while, Katie and Effy left, they were going back to Katie's and they said they'd call in tomorrow. In a way I was glad they left, Naomi and I had about an hour before to get ready before going to therapy. I relaxed a bit, took the really shiny happy look off my face and replaced it with a more genuine smile. Naomi saw this, she got up for a second and pulled her iPod out of her pocket and slipped it into the docking station.

"What're you doing?" I asked, smiling.

"Couldn't help it when we met, I was playing hard to get. But one look and that was it.

Now it doesn't matter!"

The lyrics came through the speakers, Naomi grinned.

"Kesha, babe, really?" I laughed.

"I don't care, it describes how I feel about you, sort of, I love you more than the songs says, and it'll cheer you up. Come on, get up." Naomi ushered.

I laughed and got to my feet, Naomi started to dance, she looked insane, but I didn't care. I joined her, this was fun.

"Fell in love on accident, Now it doesn't matter. You got to me,You saw through me,

You're in for it now!" Naomi belted out the lyrics and then in came the chorus where she gabbed me and twirled we around, half laughing half singing.

"You're all I wanna do. I only wanna dance with you. Whatever I got to do. I want you to myself tonight, All right. I only wanna dance with you!" She yelled.

After the song was over, we collapsed into each other, grinning like idiots.

"Slow dance?" Naomi giggled running over to her iPod.

VCR by The XX came through the speakers, I loved this so much, it was such an amazing happy song. Perfect

"You, you used to have all the answers and you, you still have them too. And we, we live half in the day time and we, we live half at night. Watch things on VCRs with me and talk about big love, I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing and you, you just know, you just do." This time it was me singing to her.

We were wrapped up in each other, swaying to the music. It was fucking amazing and so perfect. We kept dancing long after the song had ended, just keeping this moment. Everything yesterday was completely gone out of my mind, therapy was out of my mind. It was just Naomi and I in our own world and after this we would be ready to face down the whole world together.