I plopped down on the couch in the new apartment Jace and I rented. Mmmmm... So soft. I thought, I could feel my eyelids getting heavier.

"Clary? You awake?" He whispered kissing my hair. He sat down beside me and whispered sweet nothings into my ear. I rolled over and cuddled into his side.

"I love you." I told him, kissing him lightly.

"As do I. So, so much. So we were all going to go out tonight. Are you feeling up to it or do you want to stay home? I'll say home with you if you don't want to go." He asked me kissing my temple.

"No. You should go. I don't really feel good, but you should go have fun." I told him sitting up.

"Are you sure? I'll stay with you if you want." He asked.

"I am sure. I don't want to cut you off from your friends. And I don't want you to get sick of me." I told him as he helped me stand up. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me.

"That's the thing, I can never get tired of you. And they are my friends, not my pregnant girlfriend. You are so much more important." He told me, kissing me again.

"No. You need to go and have fun." I told him putting my hands on my hips. He nodded and went to get ready.

"Just call me if anything happens. I'll be back by 9. I love you." He told me as he finished getting ready.

"Okay. I love you. I can't wait until you come home." I said with a wink. I pushed him out the door and closed it. Alone at last.

I laid down on the bed and took a well needed nap. I woke up to the bedroom door opening. "Jace? Are you home already?" A figure walked in. I knew immediately it wasn't Jace, they weren't as tall and they had black hair. "Sebastian?"

"Well. She was right. You are pregnant. I don't think that this will do. I mean you can't have someone else's baby if you belong to me." He shook his head.

"What do you want Seb?"

"I thought that part was quite obvious. I want you. I'll always want you." He walked forward and picked me up.

I struggled in his arms, hitting and kicking him as much as I could. "Please don't hurt my baby."

He placed me down in my bathtub. "I wouldn't dream of hurting an unborn child. You on the other hand is a completely different story." He grabbed a blade out of his pocket and pushed it into my arm, making a 6 inch gash in my forearm and repeating the same to the other arm.

I cried so hard. "Please don't do this. Why are you doing this to me?" He carved his initials into my collarbone. I screamed in pain.

"How about we make a deal? I -know- that Jace won't want you now that I have my initials in my skin. So, if you survive, and he doesn't want you, you will have to come live with my and marry me. But if he still wants you, I will leave and never bother you or your bastard child again."

"Deal." He shook my hand and I screamed in pain. The last thing I heard before the darkness consumed me was his laugh.

Ahhhhhhh! I'm sorry. I felt so bad writing this. But it was so exciting. It just happened. I started writing and I wrote for a while without stopping. So I wrote another chapter that I'll post either when I get the first review or in an hour whichever comes first. I'm mad at myself because I couldn't wait for the reviews. I had to post this. I love you. Hope you don't hate me. See you in a bit. Xx

With all my love,

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