At the almost end of June, when gnats are always being very annoying, full moons really shiny and school almost ends, there was another visit that surprised her.
As it was said, it was almost full moon, and succubus genes kicked in really badly, she couldn't even sit still, and it almost hurt, but she had very little privacy and very little time for herself, so she was felt alone only at night.
She whinned, because three times still didn't help.
Then something touched her head in bed, in humans phere.
Just like a wind blow, because she could never feel more of astral body in reality.
,,I see you are well."
,,Zephyr, hi!" she jumped over his neck – or as she could.
,,Hello darling!"
She frozed on this a little, but wasn't very bothered that she got a nickname that he never called her before.
,,How's your new genes?" he grinned.
,,Too bad," she sighed. ,,I would need a bit help in the astral sphere."
,,How long?"
He was asking how long she didn't have sex in astral sphere, she understand.
,,Nine days," she whinned.
,,HOW LONG?" he growled slightly.
,,I found nobody that wouldn't be scared of me," she snorted.
,,Still, it's too long for a succubus, especially a newborn."
,,Well… will you help me out a bit?" she made a flirty smile.
The fact he found another human girl and they actually broke up didn't mean to her almost anything, and he knew, she was surprised he actually came, he avoided her since then.
She was even more shocked he actually took the invitation with a grin, lying beside her and after a few seconds she felt his devil tail sliding under the blanket between her things.
She purred in satisfaction; even like this it was better than her pathetic tries.
After a while she payed more attention.
Was it different, or not?
No, it definitely was. It was absolutely expertly and quickly.
I wonder how would this feel if it was for real, if he's THIS good just in astral sphere?
After a while he pulled it out so roughly it made her gasp…but it didn't hurt.
,,Good enough?"
,,I feel much better now," she said the truth.
,,Mhm, but you still have some energy left that might cause you trouble."
,,Where?"
,,Neck."
,,Oh, sure."
She leaned her head back to uncover her neck, and after a while felt he bit it from the small pain. But it was better than usually, more gentle.
,,Thanks a lot," she sighed and yawned slightly.
,,You're still not good on it."
,,Maybe I got too few of your blood, I've readen it on Wikipedia," she murmured.
He watched her for a while, looked as if considering something, then he bit his hand, lowered it and pushed against her lips slightly.
She hesitantly tried licking first, but then drank normally.
He waited, quietly, patiently and without showing if it hurt or not, unlike the first time.
It was almost suspicious, but she liked it.
She opened her eyes slightly to see, if she licked it well (healing that way), and saw a puzzled and slightly lustful face.
,,Sorry," she whispered, looking down.
,,That's fine," he said, sitting away on the edge of the bed.
,,Zeph? I've got another thing I'd like to taste."
She could feel his smirk.
,,Care to get it yourself, or…?"
She blushed. If she tried, it would be the first time she did it and she was ashamed he asked so bluntly when he knew.
,,Too tired for that," she half lied.
,,Then wait," he shrugged.
After about a minute (which surprised her) he sneaked beside her again and held out a finger.
,,It's just a bit, in case you wouldn't like it… although, no reason you should."
She curiously licked it, as she tried with her own one. Then more, then actually put the whole finger into her mouth to get all of it.
At least like this it appealed to her, and alot.
The expression he made, an inch from her face, was priceless, when unconsciously rubbing the finger with his other hand.
It was a awkward moment, although this happened to them before, and Kate to her another susprise felt her cheeks flushing a bit.
He then sat up, looking elsewhere, and seemed he didn't knew, what to actually do.
After a minute she quietly and a tad bashfully called out;
,,You could've kissed he, if you wanted."
Without a second thought, it seemed, he leaned down and this time pushed lips against hers, most it was possible.
And it was a touch she felt quite clearly, and also knew clearly this was very different from the ones before – he's been quite shy and afraid, and it was unfamiliar.
This was the complete opposite – quite as if he was holding something for a long time, and still didn't want to let it all out, but still managed to pull away.
She heard how his heart beat quickened.
Which also never happened before.
It was as if it wasn't even him, but- who?
,,Done?" she breathed out, which made him twitch, taking the fact he was still close.
,,Yes," he exhaled and again looked somewhere else, then jumped on his feet, and flied out of the window as he was.
…
In the morning, she was quite fresh and happy, so she went to eat breakfast which usually was her lunch.
,,Hey! I see you are well!"
She turned and saw Zephyr.
,,You said the same thing yesterday," she grinned.
,,Sorry?" he frowned.
,,Did you forget what you said just a day ago?"
,,What the hell are you talking about? I wasn't here yesterday! Anyone from the club can tell you."
She stared, her chin dropping down.
,,WHO was it then?"
They both stared on each other now, and she felt her heart skip a beat.
,,…Him…"
Both said it without even a whisper, they just formed the words with lips.
…..
In the same month, a day after, it came to a event that was expected, but still as a dagger to the back.
She told her cousin, the oldest one, that she didn't feel like a human – just to be honest, just to let her know her feelings.
And she didn't try to lie either.
,,hey, Kate, you're human – face it."
She said it just like that! With a grin on her face, but serious eyes.
And she was serious.
,,Now I regret I told you something," Kate murmured more to herself.
She was so honest like never.
When the younger girl was gone, she sat into the kitchen and – said nothing to nobody.
She didn't blame her cousin – she always knew this would come, and also knew she'd grow old for fairy tales – for all magic of magical creatures, for that matter.
Of course. She was almost ten, a teenager. She was too old for that!
This was more sarcasm in her mind, but in reality, it was true.
Kate just couldn't imagine, how will she face her now everytime.
Maybe the best thing would be to pretend.
Yes, pretending, oh sweet lie.
She did it every day, to her mom, grandmother, classmates, teachers, people on the street.
She lied to the whole human race – what will one more little kid be?
She smiled, just a sweet, normal, human smile.
She had a bad habit – the worse her mood was, the more she miled, and so now she had a one wide one, although in her mind the laughed like a maniac, screamed, cried, wanted to kill something because her heart bled, because her best friend didn't believe her.
Okay, disguise. No tears anymore, you must seem normal.
Her smile changed to a cold one.
,,I need it. Okay, inhale, exhale, be calm. Act human."
Since that moment she hated humans, although as they were the masters of Earth, she had to love them too.
This made her almost crazy.
…..
At the end of June, the absolute end, they had a good bye party in school.
When she went home from it, her feet aching, but content, she thought;
,,Well well, one tries to be normal – and ends up as the best dancer there… great. ACT human when you are better!"
She jumped up and threw her hands into the air.
,,SCREW YOU, HUMANITY! I DON'T NEED YOU!"
She started to laugh, not even knowing, what on.
…...
The same night, she had a visit again.
This time it was a small game. She knew, he knew she knows, but both played their parts, as if they didn't.
He somehow knew her mood today, how angsty and not feeling well she was, and constated he'll wait in dreams.
And he was there, and since it was a place where noone disturbed them, they had plenty of time.
And it seemed he had no interest in torturing her today, but also not doing anything to make her succubus genes boil.
It was a comforting round, a really gentle and slow one, in which she could enjoy every second, but be still quiet.
That made her at least a half more happy than she was before.
,,Thanks… I love you…r scent."
He exhaled into her hair.
,,I do love you…rs too."
She somehow knew this wasn't what he wanted to say. Maybe because she did the same, she had breath enough to say ,your'. She added the last letter only after what she realized saying.
