Chapter 11
"Bella are you ok?" asked a familiar voice
I knew that voice and I knew that voice really well; I opened my eyes only to see Charlie standing in front of me with a horrified face. I was in a hospital room, not in a house room, and most definitely not in the Cullen's house. I looked around the room hoping to see Jake somewhere asleep, I hoped he was there. The room was not big so it took me about three seconds to see that Jake was not in here. I looked at Charlie who seemed really alarmed by my sudden outburst.
"Bella its ok you're in the hospital, you were in an accident" he said
"I know I remember dad, but where is Jacob he was in the car with me?" I said
"Don't worry about him right now. How do you feel?" he asked
"I'm fine dad, where's Jake at?" I asked
"Bella you need to relax and get some sleep don't worry about Jacob for right now." He said
"Dad I'm really ok, don't worry. I don't feel any pain or anything. I think I'm still whole. Where's Jacob?" I said
"Don't worry, he's with Billy" he said
"What room?" I asked as I started to get up
"Bella don't get up, you were in an accident, you need to rest" he said
"I want to see Jake, what room?" I said
"He's not in the hospital Bella, he left with Billy. Billy didn't seem very pleased that he had been brought to the hospital. Jake looked ok but I think Billy should have let the doctors check him. Instead he left with Jake, as if nothing had happened." He said
That's why Jake wasn't here, he left with Billy. Then I realized why Billy did not want Jake here, why he didn't want the doctors to check him
"How bad was the accident?" I asked Charlie
"It was not as bad as it seemed, Jake said it could have been worst but he was able to shift the car enough so that the impact was not so bad" he said
Exactly. Jake had probably been hurt but by the time the police and everyone got there he wasn't. He was a werewolf and could heal quickly, that's why Billy didn't want him here; they would think maybe that Jake had hit the tree on purpose or something since he wasn't hurt.
"Bella are you ok" asked Charlie
"Yea dad don't worry I'm good, when can I go home?" I asked
"Not yet, the doctor still needs to approve that you're good enough to leave" he said
As if on cue I saw the door open and a doctor come in, only to see that it was Carlisle. What was Carlisle doing here? That's right they were back for a while and he probably needed to come back to work so that there wasn't any suspicions.
"Hey Bella, how are you feeling today?" Carlisle asked
"I'm good" I said
"Anything hurt?" he asked
"No" I said and closed my eyes
When I closed my eyes I remembered my dream again, I remembered how Carlisle and the family had acted. How they had told me that I had finally been turned into a vampire, according to them it was what I told them I wanted. It had been, before they left. So it made me think that they had done it against my wishes. I didn't understand why I had had that dream, the events, did they mean something? Could it be what my life would have been if Edward had never left, had never stopped loving me. Maybe it was just my mind playing with me. I remembered when they were all coming towards me because they thought something was wrong. That was probably the only time I was ever scared of the Cullen's. I didn't realize it but my hands began to shake as I remembered that moment before I was here at the hospital, when I thought it was over, I was a vampire and all the Cullen's were crowding me in a corner.
"Bella?" asked Carlisle
I didn't want to listen to him, I couldn't control the shaking.
"Bella what do you feel?" asked Carlisle
"Bella are you ok? Asked Charlie
It took me a couple of second before I was able to control the shaking and was able to open my eyes again.
"I'm fine" I said
Carlisle looked at me like he didn't believe me and Charlie looked stressed and worried.
"Charlie do you mind stepping outside while I examine Bella" said Carlisle
"Yea sure" he said reluctantly and walked outside.
Carlisle turned to me and I felt sort of scared, it was weird. My heart rate began to speed up and I was starting to breathe hard, Carlisle turned to me.
"Bella what's going on?" he asked
"Nothing Carlisle" I said trying to calm
"Bella I know something is bothering you, what is it?" he said
"I just had a bad dream that's all" I said
"What happened in the dream?" he asked
He almost sounded like a psychiatrist when he asked that. I was calm enough to speak, and enough that my heart was beating at a normal pace now. I wasn't sure if I should tell him the dream that had put fear in me. The dream that could have been a reality to me, if only Edward hadn't stopped loving me. Edward. My mind started to wonder. No I couldn't be thinking about Edward, No I was not thinking about him.
"Just a bad dream" I said
"Ok Bella" he said
"you seem to be doing good, you don't have any mayor bruises, only slight ones around your arms, you should be ok to go home in a couple of hours" he said
"Ok thanks Carlisle"
With that he left the room and I was left alone to think about things. I figured that Charlie had gone to the cafeteria to get some coffee or something. There was one thought that came to mind as I started to remember the moments before the car had hit the tree. The last thing I remember mentioning to Jacob was that Edward had wanted us to hang out, and then the car had slid. So did the car slide because of the rain? Or had Jacob hated the idea of me and Edward hanging out so much that he lost control of the car? I was really hoping it was just that the rain had been too much and the car had slid. I didn't think anyone would come to visit except Jake and I knew Billy wouldn't let him come near the hospital so when I heard the door open I thought it was Charlie.
"Hey charl-" I didn't finish
I looked at who was coming in the door, it was the Cullen's. Alice quickly ran to my side.
"Bella how are you? Carlisle told us about the accident, how are you feeling?" she asked
"I'm fine Alice" I said
"Hey Bella" said Emmett
"Hey Emmett" I said
I saw everyone of the Cullen's standing in front of me. Emmett, Alice, Esme, jasper and even Edward and Rosalie were here. They all greeted me and asked how I was and I of course told them I was fine. Then there was some silence in the room for like three seconds before Alice started talking and asking questions.
"So what happened? Ed and rose said they saw you right before the accident and everything seemed normal. Are you hurt?" she said
"Alice I'm fine, not hurt. It was raining really hard and the car must have slid" I said
Everyone was looking at me as I talked, it shouldn't bother me but I still had my dream in the back of my mind. I knew that they wouldn't ever do anything that I didn't like. Well anything that could change my future.
"So Bella when can you go home?" asked Esme
"Carlisle said hopefully today" I said
"That's wonderful Bella" she said
"We should be going now, I'm glad to see that you are doing well" said Esme
They all said goodbye and started heading out the door, all except Edward. Edward told them he would follow soon, that he would like to stay a little bit longer. Great. After the rest of the family left Edward closed the door and came near me.
"Can't leave you alone for one second before you go and crash" he said smiling a little
"Not my fault I have bad luck" I said, not wanting to talk to him
I really wanted to say besides you already left me, what's the point but I didn't, I partially blamed him for what happened. That's if the reason Jake could not control the car. He moved closer to me and looked at me straight in the eyes, he was smiling. That was weird, why would he be smiling now and looked so sad not that while ago when he asked me to hang out with him. Maybe it was just me, he looked different, again. He looked as amazing as he had when we were together. I looked at his eyes, his amazing eyes, and his hair, so messy and… No. I wasn't thinking that. Edward was moving a little closer to me I noticed, or maybe it was me, but it sure seemed like he had. He moved a little closer again and now I was starting to feel uncomfortable. He looked at me straight in my eyes and I looked back, my heart rate increasing once more. Edwards face was really close to mine, the only thing I could hear was my breathing that was coming out staggered. It seemed almost as if he was leaning in, to kiss me? No he wasn't though he was awfully close to me.
"How do you feel Bella?" he asked
"I-I'm fine" I said
"No broken bones?" he said
"No, not at all" I said
"So have you thought about what I asked?" he said
The nerve of him, I was in the hospital and the only think he can think about is what he asked? For us to hang out, that's what he wanted. Yea like Jake would be happy about that. The only reason Edward wants us to hang out is so that he gives me hopes and then he's going to leave again. For all I know he already has another girlfriend, and he was alone when he asked that we at least hang out so the family probably doesn't know which means there is a possibility of that happening.
"Have you?" he asked smiling
"I've given it some thought but I don't know yet" I said
"Well let me know when you do decide, you can just come by the house and tell me, or you could come to the house and see Alice once you get out of the hospital" he said
It sounded like he had rehearsed that, like a speech. Maybe he had for all I knew it could all be part of a plan to hurt me.
"Uh yea sure of course" I said
"So where's Jacob" he asked
"Not here" I said
"Where is he at?" he asked
I really wanted to tell him that it was none of his business where Jacob was but I didn't.
"Probably home" I said
"I thought he had been in the car with you?" he asked
"He was" I said
"And he's not here to see you, after he almost killed you?" he asked
"It wasn't his fault" I said getting mad
"Well he was driving" he said
"Not his fault Edward, besides he had to go with his dad, I'm sure he'll come back to visit soon" I said
"Yea I'm sure he will" he said with a smile of his face
Edward moved his face closer to mine and breathed on me and just as that happened, the door to the room flung open and I looked to see who was standing there and I saw…..
So did you guys like it? I was thinking about doing Jacob's pov what do you think? Review please!
I know I left it in a bad place but it could be anyone, and I'm not sure who I want it to be yet.
