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Chapter 10 The Fight

They say truth hurts. However, it's better to be hurt with the truth rather than be comforted with a lie.

At that moment, Chiaki couldn't believe what he heard. What was more hurtful? To know that Nodame wants to forget him or that she's soon getting married? Any of the two, it all comes down to the truth that he's going to loose her.

Chiaki took a deep breath, rest his back on the chair and stared blankly on the ceiling. "What was I doing? What did I do to make her despise me like this?"

"What am I going to do now?" he subconsciously uttered.

Professor glared at him, "Why are you asking me? Are you just going to give up? After everything you've done?"

"But she hates me….."

Professor took a deep breath then stood up, "I guess you don't love her at all."

Suddenly, Chiaki jumped out of his seat and hit the table so hard that the cups almost fell on the floor, "Don't ever say that to me! You don't know how much I love her and how much I long for her! You don't know how hard it was for me to live all these years without her! Believing that she's still alive while everyone keeps pushing me to accept that she's dead! Professor, I never believe….even for once that she's dead! I couldn't…. I wouldn't…" he felt his eyes burn as tears started to swell.

"Then why are you giving up on her now?!"

Chiaki wanted to speak but he felt all his words just burst like bubbles. He felt lost. He didn't know the reason why he lost all his will.

"Because you think she hates you? Is that what you really think? Or you're just too egoistic to chase her?! You're too ashamed to go crazy?"

"Professor I-"

"Why do you think she's doing this? Because she doesn't love you anymore? You know perfectly that she's lying! She's a great liar and you know it! Do you think she's happy now? Ask yourself Chiaki? What did you see in her eyes? Is it happiness?"

Chiaki felt his knees shaken, "I know that she's lying! But Professor, what am I going to do?" he raked his hair. "Nodame is too stubborn! Whenever I do something, she does the opposite!"

"Then let me ask you something Chiaki. Since that's your opinion, are you willing to see her walking down the aisle with someone else?"

He shook his head, "I couldn't"

"I see. Then why aren't you going to do anything?! And please don't say your reason is because she hates you or else I'm going to kick you're ass out of this room and put you in the first flight back to Paris tomorrow morning!"

Professor is right. I have to do something! I just can't be like this! I have done so many things and this isn't the right time for me to sit here and cry! No! I'm going to get her back! I won't let any one get in my way!

And with that thought in his mind, Chiaki shook down his head and stood up, "Professor, thanks for the coffee. I better get going," he firmly stated as he put his coat on.

"Chiaki are you-"

Chiaki turned at him with determination in his eyes, "I'm going to get her back! I swear to you." I don't know how but I will.


Chuuiii- sorry for the short chapter. this is actually the second part of a very long night. the next chapter will be very interesting so please keep hanging. promise to post it soon.

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