Hey guys! I just realised there was no Authors note in the last Chapter Lol. That was because I was round my friends house and she was rushing me to do this. Lol. Yeah, My friend Krissi Beta(ed) the last chapter, so check her out on Wattpad. (its another writing site btw ^^) Her names BlackSaphirax :) Go check her out please! She's a great writer. But yeah, Hope you like it! This isnt proof read at all because I'm lazy :P sorry!
P.s: I want to say sorry for the last chapter as it was updated abit late. Im sorry for that! I had like... 3 exams to study for.
I sat on the bench completely shocked. Jace was going to hurt Sebastian. Not that I really cared about him, he nearly raped me. I was more scared of Jace getting hurt. I squeezed my eyes together, trying to bring myself back into my "bubble" as Jace called it. In my world everything is perfect... Well, as perfect as life can be.
But the real world...? The real world was a horrible place. There were bitches, AKA Aline, And dicks, AKA Sebastian and Jace. I guess I can thank Aline for bursting my "bubble" by coming to this school. But for the past month or so, I've been feeling like a child who just got slapped by their parent. I didn't know what to do. I didnt know whether to stay back and let Jace do his thing or stop him.
I knew sitting on this bench wasnt going to help be decide what to do, So I got up, brushed down my clothes and walked back into school. I walked through the doors and looked down the dull, empty hallway. The bell must have gone for class.
I walked slowly down the hallway to the art room. The art room was the one place I could relax and not worry.
Thankfully, the art room was empty. I walked over to my desk and on my way I grabbed a piece of drawing paper and a 2B pencil. Sitting down, I put the paper on the table and began to draw. I didnt know what to draw, So I just let my mind take me away.
But I just couldn't do it. There was to many things going on in my head that were making me unable to concentrate. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on one thing. After 5 minutes of me trying to relax, the silence was to much for me to handle. I went into my pocket and pulled out my Ipod. I went through my playlist of soft music and played Exogenesis: Symphony Part 3 (Redemption) - Muse. (A/N: I love that song to much xD Its so AMAZING!)
I then found enough peace to draw.
...
I looked down at what I had drawn and smiled. It turned out just as I hoped it would. The picture was of Jace. He was standing on the corner of a building with giant wings. Angel wings. (A/N: I cant remember what the picture Clary drew in COB Looked like . I even tried to find it but failed :P)
I picked up the picture and grabbed a peg to hang it up and put it on display. Fingers crossed, Jace would see it. He had art sometime today.
Frowning again, I realised I was beginning to care about what Jace thought again. Why? Because he was there for me when I was at my worst. I had even sworn to myself I wouldnt let Jace back in... But I had. Whether I was going to regret it or not I didnt know.
I still didn't understand why all this was happening to me. Was I really that bad in my past life? Did I kill somebody? Sure, I wasn't perfect, but I never done anything bad enough to make this happen to me. I didnt deserve it.
People like Aline did. She deserves everything I've had. But of course, things dont work like that. Karma was a bitch. It was always a little to late.
All over a sudden, I heard a massive crash coming from outside the classroom. Then, I ran outside.
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I ran out the classroom to find Jace holding Sebastian in a headlock. When I saw Sebastian, my stomach done a 360 degree flip. I looked away from him and looked at Jace. They didn't stop fighting at my arrival though.
"Guys!" I shouted. They ignored me again and continued fighting. This time Sebastian managed to get out the headlock and rugby tackle Jace into the lockers causing a massive crash. I ran over to them and tried to break them up but they weren't making it easy.
Jace was now in top of Sebastian punching him in the face over and over. I stood there for a couple seconds trying to get my mind around this. I then came to terms with it and pushed Jace off Sebastian. Jace rolled over and onto his feet.
Sebastian got up to and they started to walk over to them but I got in between them holding the palms of my hands on their chests. They were both battered and bruised and even bleeding from some places.
"Your both idiots! S-Sebastian," I stuttered. I couldn't even look at him while I was talking. "I actually think I hate you. No, I do hate you. Go away and GET THE HELL OUT MY HOUSE!" I shouted so loudly, it echoed down the hall.
"Jace, Just go somewhere and calm the hell down!" No words could explain how angry and pissed off I was at them two. Not only had they hurt each other, - even if Sebastian did deserve it - but they were destroying the school. The lockers were slightly dented were one of the guys was thrown into them.
I pushed at their chests hoping they would back away from each other and walk away, but Jace grabbed Sebastians arm before he could walk away and spoke.
"If you ever touch Clary or any other girl inappropriately again, I will hunt your ass down and kill you personally. You disgust me." he spat, then he released his arm and walked away. I didn't even bother topping that so I went after Jace. I didn't even give Sebastian one last look.
I had to run after him as my my short legs gave me the disadvantage. He was walking to the music block. I was confused at first till I realised there was a piano there. Like me, Jace needed a way to vent. His way was through music like mine was drawing.
I stayed a few meters away from him as he was visibly shaking with anger. I wasn't sure if I should walk up to him or leave him alone.
Jace opened the door to the music block with so much force, it flew into the wall, leaving a dent in it. I stopped to close the door softly behind us. I went down the hallway, following Jace. I heard the soft piano music playing from down the hall. I knew for sure it was Jace. No one in this school was as talented or amazing as Jace on piano.
I looked threw the door to see Jace sitting at the piano playing some beautiful song I'd never heard of. He was pressing the keys roughly enough to make it look like they were going to break off.
"Jace..." I said breaking the silence. He stopped playing instantly but didn't turn to look at me. In fact, it felt like he was ignoring me.
I walked into the room and stood next to him putting my hand on his shoulder. He tensed under my tough. I could even feel him shaking still but it was no longer visible.
"Im so thankful that you stood up for me Jace. Im just upset that you let yourself get hurt in the process." I said quietly to him. I put to fingers under his chin to make him look at me. I saw that he had a cut on him lip that was bleeding.
I frowned at him and wiped away the blood with the end of my top.
"You know, I'd do it again. I'd do anything to protect you." Jace said. I felt my heart skip a beat.
"I dont want you getting hurt because of me." I smiled sadly. He shook his head and place his hand over my one on his shoulder.
"Clary, you have no idea how much I'm sorry. You were the only thing in my life that was... Real. My real parents are dead, and as much as I love the Lightwoods, their not my flesh and blood. Isabelle, Alec and Max are great, but we're not related. I'm rambling on a little bit here, but what I'm trying to say is that I've mad a huge mistake with Aline and I regret it all. Every single bit of it. And I want to make it right again Clary, But I have no idea how. If you dont want anything to do with me anymore, I completely understand, But if - and I know you do - If you have a big enough heart, please, please forgive me." Jace finished talking and released my hand. I blink a couple of times, trying to find the right words to say.
"A while ago, I heard you singing a song... And you said 'I'm so sorry Clary'. It was really beautiful." I said, not knowing what else to say. Besides, Jace always answered with something off topic.
Jace gave a faint smile and a chuckled. I gave him a confused look.
"Your right I did. How did you know that?" He asked. I blushed and looked away.
"I was at your house getting my stuff after the dance..." I said remembering the dance. The time when Jace kissed me.
"Ah." was all he said. I just nodded.
"Jace..." I wasnt sure If I was going to regret this or not. "Over time... I think... I could forgive you. Not straight away, but we could try."
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