"Dean, there is nothing to fix, okay? I know the truth now. I understand, dude." Sam tries to explain.

"No! You don't know the truth! You don't understand! We were in a fight and I was mad. You know how I get when I'm mad. I say things that I don't mean."

"But, Dean, I always known you felt that way. I just needed you to confirm it and you always denied it. Now I know and I was right."

"No. That's not right. Sam, I'm serious. I didn't mean a word I said, bro. Amy told me what you told her. I'm so sorry I made you believe that, Sammy. Dad and I really do care about you and we are both sorry we made you doubt that. You have no idea how worried we were when you got hit by that car. Neither of us would leave your side, kiddo." Dean keeps trying to explain to me.

I knows that Dean thinks he means what he is saying. He doesn't though. It was Dad's word to "watch out for Sammy" that are making him think he cares about me. I always knew, but I now for sure now and nothing will convince me otherwise.

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I look into Sam's eyes to see if he believes me. I saw all kinds of emotions in those huge hazel eyes, but him being convinced wasn't one of them.

Yep, it is going to be really hard to convince Sam. I know it shouldn't take it easy on me to convince him. But, I just want to know if my little brother is okay and I know he won't be honest with me if he thinks I don't care about him.

But, it is not just me who is going to have to work on helping Sam trust us again. Dad is too. I will make Sam trust me again and let him know that I care about him. Even if it is the last thing I do.

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We sat there in silence for a few moments longer when suddenly panic took over me. Dean said something about Amy.

I turn frantic eyes towards Dean direction and when he notices me his eyes widen and tense a little in panic.

"What's wrong, Sammy?" Dean asked a little panicked, but I can tell he is trying to tay calm. Why doesn't he understand that he doesn't have to pretend to care about me anymore?

"Where's Amy?" I ask, hoping that nothing happened to her while I was out.

Dean literally slumped in his chair in relief. "Dude, don't do that to me again. She's fine. Didn't you see her when Dad opened the door? She was standing right behind him." I shake my head at his question. "Well, she's fine don't worry about her. She's more worried about you right now.

"I want to talk to her." I say firmly.

"Sam…"

"No, I need to make sure she's okay."

"If that's what you want…"

"It is"

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I slowly stand up from my uncomfortable blue chair. I hope Amy wasn't sitting far from Sam's room because I really didn't feel like leaving him. If Sam wants to talk to Amy alone in his room then I will be sitting in front of the door coming in exactly the second they are done. That is a promise I will keep.

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TBC. Please tell me if you like it so far and if to continue.