There Is No Love Without Pain
Chapter 11
Grapenut01 – Mrs. Lovett
BellatrixBlackLovett – Judge Turpin
The Judge had always taken a fancy to Lucy Barker. She was a pretty little thing and he had loved her for years spending hours of his time outside her window with a bunch of flowers. Of course she'd never bothered to go near him or even talk to him, she broke his heart. But now she had no one and the only hand that would reach out to her would be his. The only problem was that woman, Nellie Lovett the pie maker. He'd have to win her over somehow. Making his way to her shop he brought a single red rose. Turning he met the door, he opened it and let himself in ''Mrs. Lovett?'' he called ''Dear, Mrs. Lovett!''.
She came hurrying out fixin her dress from feeding Violet and sighed rolling her eyes looking at him. "Wha' do ya wan' now? Don' ya think ya've done enough harm? She doesn' even come down from up there because of you."
''Maybe I should see her, make sure she's fine...'' he turned and pulled out the rose giving it to Nellie ''...for you, thought you might need some cheering up. I didn't mean to yell at you''. Sighing he looked around the shop leaning agaisnt her counter ''I might be able to let your sweet-heart go free, hopefully, depends of his hearing we have some strong evidence''.
"He isn' my swee' hear'." she said glaring at him and taking the rose smelling it. "An' ya leave her alone. Ya've down enough t'the poor girl. She's go' t'pull herself t'gether. Go' a daugh'er t'take care of she does."
''Why bother caring Mrs. Lovett? After what this world has done to you, poor thing''. He pulled away from the counter and sat in a booth, that same booth Nellie and Benjamin has spent some time in, he smiled at her and said ''You're very pretty Mrs. Lovett, suprised someone hasn't married you and had a child by now..but I see you have one without a husband?'' he said tapping into her mind, wanting to know what was the real truth.
"I am widowed, Sir. No' tha' the likes of you could care bou' a lonely ol' widow raisin' a baby. Thank ya fer the terribly kin' complimen' though." she said sarcastically before Viole' started crying again having not been finished feeding. "S'cuse me." she murmured bustling back and scooping her up to try and calm her down heading back out to him. "I think ya should go now."
He rolled his eyes ''I never said I didn't care, you know Mrs. Lovett I always quite liked you but then that Albert got his hands on you and I gave up trying...what ever happened to him, anyways you have a beautiful baby Mrs. Lovett'' he smiled stroking Violet's cheek as she cooed in her mothers arms ''I think I'll check on Lucy now'' he muttered before giving Nellie a light kiss on her lips and leaving the pie shop.
She was a bit shocked and frowned going and catching his arm moving in front of the stairs outside. "Leave her alone. She's barely hangin' on as i' is. Jus' go away. Yer the las' person she wan's t'see righ' now."
''Since when do you care about her? My guards told me you yelled at her when Mr. Barker was taken away!'' he frowned and crossed his arms ''Fine!'' he snapped ''If you wont let me past then I'll sit in your shop till you'll let me see her'' uncrossing his arms he went back into the shop and sat down in one of the booth, twisting a fork between his fingers.
She groaned glaring at him and softening once more as she looked down at Violet trying to quite her down and sat down in a booth by the door not bothering to cover herself as she loosened the ties on her dress and continued to feed Violet.
He tried not to look but his eyes had not been on a proper woman for years. Looking her over he saw tiny scars on her breasts and around her neck. He also saw new love bites on her, he knew who they were from. He got up and pretended to yawn and look round for a glass only turning when she wasn't looking.
She kept an eye on him as he got up before Violet started tugging on her hair and smiled looking back down at her and prying her tiny fingers from their grip in her hair holding her hand instead kissing it, forgetting all about keeping an eye on the judge.
Taking his chance he slid down next to her with a bottle of gin in his hands, he took a sip before passing the bottle over to Nellie ''Say, why don't you remarry? You'd make a pretty wife...pet'' he heard Benjamin Barker use that name on her, he wanted to see the effect it'd have on her and prove him if she really loved the man. ''You have nice..ermm...skin too! It's nice, I bet it tastes nice..'' he moaned at his poor attempt and simply grabbed her and kissed her hard on the lips.
She glared at him knowing that he new very well that her Ben had called her that and scoffed looking away gasping as he grabbed her hard and kissed her roughly. She held Violet closer since she was still feeding pushing at him, wanting him away but wanting more of him for some reason.
He held tighter has he pushed back, he needed her. His hands ran over her neck and clevage, kissing her harder and pushing her tongue into hers. He groaned as he felt her, her scars, her soft skin and flat belly. He smirked remembering the reaction she had to him when he'd called her 'pet', he finally knew.
She shifted away some trying to pull away despite kissing him back still. She finally turned her head away. "I can'..." she whispered shaking her head and biting her lip, her eyes shut tight.
He wouldn't listen, he always got his way. He looked at her scars, his hands running over them ''Who has hurt you, Mrs. Lovett? I'll kill them when I find out!''. He kissed them, his cool fingertips whisping over them. His lips finally landed on her neck, sucking and teasing. He needed her.
"I' doesn' ma'er. He's dead already or gone." she murmured tilting her head to the side biting her lip and pulling away sliding out of the other end of the booth with Violet fast asleep now, in her arms.
He tutted and followed her out of the booth and into her room leaning agaisnt the doorframe ''Nice room you have, very cosy indeed.'' He moved himself and sat on the corner of her bed ''Comfy, bet its nice you cuddle up in...'' he smirked and lay down onto it picking up and pillow and throwing it up in the air before catching it and throwing it at the back of Nellie, laughing at her expression.
She glanced back and sighed wishing he would just get out when she was hit from behind while she was tucking Violet in. "Would you ge' ou'!" she whisered loudly at him bending over and angrily throwing the pillow at him forgetting she hadn't fixed her dress yet and was giving the Judge more than an eyeful.
He laughed as the pillow hit him in the face, turning he smirked and pointed ''I think you've forgotten something'' he crawled towards the edge of the bed and leaned towards Nellie holding onto the top of her dress ''not that I'm saying I don't mind, of course!'' he groaned and pulled her towards him, kissing her hard on the lips.
She looked down frowning and gasped making to fix it quickly when he grabbed it and tugged her to him suddenly kissing her. She pushed at his shoulders shaking her head, she couldn't do this. Not to Ben...
''Why Nellie, what is there to lose? You're not with anyone, as far as I can see'' he asked rising his eyebrows. He crawled off the bed and held her hand in his, ringing his fingertips around her wrist. He lent in a brushed hair from her face, kissing at her cheek and slowly brushing his lips against her. She was his for the taking.
She bit her lip turning away from him whimpering softly backing up hitting the wall. "I-I can'..." she said softly feeling herself unsure if she could just say no to him.
Hissing to himself he followed her, his hands outstretched. When he reached her he put his hands on both sides of the wall, holding her in. He sighed ''That Albert, he has destroyed you. I can see it, you need love Nellie Lovett.'' He wrapped his arms around her and held her tight, kissing the top of her head and running a hand down her back.
She frowned some, confused but not willing to let it show. "An wha' d'you know abou' love? I had love. You took i' away." she said finally admitting to what he'd been hinting at since she'd shown up at his house.
''How could he love you Nellie? Not properly, he couldn't marry you, have your children, and settle down into your own little cosy house''. He sighed ''Believe me, I know what that's like'' he turned her face to his and kissed her lightly again ''what could he ever give his pet?'' he whispered into her skin, breathing down her back.
She bit her lip harder shaking her head. "He gave me everythin' I could have wan'ed. I am no' gonna ferge' him jus' cause ya think ya know anythin' abou' wha' I've been through." she said shakily leaning into him some.
He hushed her and pulled her towards him, wrapping his arms around her ''You need more than that Nellie, every woman needs a proper family one to call their own'' he muttered kissing her head once more and stroking her cheek ''you shouldn't have to wait for him. He had his own family, he's going to put that first''.
She shook her head biting her lip more. "No. I-I, he loves me. He'll-." she paused remembering how he'd just left her the moment Lucy screamed and looked down shaking her head. "Yer righ'."
''You need someone to love you darling'' he whispered kissing down her neck as she stood there ''someone who'll be there for you and you only'' he sighed as he looked back up at her, kissing her soft lips ''someone who'll be a proper dad to that little girl over there'' he said nodding toward Violet sleeping in her cot. She was his.
She tilted her head and leaned in as he kissed her; she bit her lip before wrapping her arms around his neck kissing him back shutting her eyes tight trying to put all thoughts of Ben out of her mind.
He groaned and kissed her back his hands going to her waist as he guided her towards the bed. Finally, she was his. His pulse quicken with his breathing as he lay her down onto the bed and crawled onto of her, kissing and biting at her neck, wanting so much more.
She kissed him back and pulled him closer tilting her neck for him trying to forget about Ben. The Judge was right, he couldn't leave his family. Not for her. That would be foolish.
He was rougher then Ben was but he seemed to know what a woman wanted. He softly sucked at the uppers of her breats that were pushed up by her corset, running his hands under her skirts, rolling his fingers around on her skin. He pushed his body closer to hers; no doubt she could feel him throbbing through his lower clothing. Grabbing her laces he slowly loosened them, kissing her flesh as he unclipped her.
She arched up to him moaning softly and hesitantly reached for him beginning to undress him pushing his shirt from his shoulders, surprised by them being so muscular for that had been hiding beneath, she moaned and ran her finger tips over his muscles.
He'd finally ripped off her corset leaving her with her breasts exposed to him. He smirked and placed his tongue onto her belly before licking up to her cleavage were he began to rings around her breasts and nipples. Both of his hands ran up her legs and began to slowly tug at her undergarments, his fingers running over her flesh as he did so.
She shuddered moaning softly tangling her fingers in his hair and wrapping her leg around him pushing up to his hips.
Her moaning pushed him further; he whipped off her underwear and skirts leaving her in nothing. He unclipped his belt and let his clothing fall to the floor, hissing he rubbed against her, letting her feel how much he needed her. Hissing he rolled over and pulled her naked body onto his, their swear mixing and body fluids joining together.
She moaned softly and gasped as he flipped them over and looked down at him, some of her hair having come out and looked down at him for a moment in thought before kissing him hard and shifting pushing him into her suddenly.
He cried out loud as she pushed herself onto him. Gripping onto her he moved deeper, feeling her tighten around him, pushing harder than he ever had with any other woman beforehand ''Oh God in heaven!'' he moaned holding onto her hips as her face tickled his cheek ''bloody hell Nellie!'' he gasped moving quicker and kissing her face.
She gasped softly and leaned down kissing him back gripping his shoulders tightly moving faster, moaning louder. "J-judge Turpin..."
He grabbed both of her breasts and screamed as his liquid poured out of him and into hers. He panted rolling his head back and letting his arms go lose. He turned to her and smiled, tracing a finger down her cheek as she leant over him gasping for breath.
She cried out his name as she came with him and fell on top of him panting and buried her face in his neck shaking her head starting to cry holding him tighter.
''Hey, it's ok, hush darling hush'' he whispered as he scooped her up and wrapped the both of them into her bed covers. He pulled her closer to him, feeling her hot tears run down his flesh, kissing the top of her head ''I'm here darling, I'm here and I'm not going to leave you!'' he pulled her body onto his and held her tighter ''you know, I think I'm falling for you Nellie, ever since you came to my house I went head over heels for you''.
"I betrayed him." she whispered softly. "I jus' don' know anymore. I-I thought' the wors' of ya bu'. yer no' all tha' bad. An' I know yer righ' bu'. I jus' can' give up on Ben. She's his ya know." she admitted softly.
He sighed and held her closer, kissing away her tears ''We all make mistakes Nellie, we're human..oddly enough so do I!'' he laughed and pulled the covers over themselves more before turning her head towards him ''it would've never worked out darling. What happens in a few years when he's out of prison and goes straight back to his family..what would happen to you, eh!?''.
"He would come back to me too though. I never even told him about Violet being his. Maybe if I did it would be enough." she said thinking hopefully.
The Judge turned his head to the cot and looked at the little baby inside ''I thought as much. You don't really hide it well Nellie. But, you know, having a child out of wedlock is a crime in itself'' he turned and smiled at her frightened expression ''but I'll keep hushed for you'' he laughed as she hit him and pulled her closer to him ''Nellie, give this man up..he's going to come back to his daughter and wife. End of story''.
She sighed and buried her face in his neck holding him tighter. "Bu' I love him... I truly do. A-an' he loves em too. He said so his self."
Wrapping his arms around her he asked ''What would you do Nellie, years in prison, go back to your lover or child and husband? I think you have your awesome darling. Now as for me, I'm going to stick by your side the whole way. Like I said, I'm falling for you love..''.
She sniffled some wiping her eyes and curling up to him more before falling to sleep, holding him tight worrying about Ben.
Judge Turpin sighed and kissed her head before pulling her closer up his body and resting his head onto hers. He let his fingers trail into the groove of her hips ''What is the point of all this?'' he asked himself looking at her sleeping so soundly.
): sad isnt it..poor Nellie. But eewww, the Judge?! Even Nellie could do better then that – by that I mean ME! Haha. Comment please. They are LOVETTED! x
