Author's Note (Well, poster's note, I guess is more accurate): Edward, I took down that response to laurieoflove. You don't know her, what she might be like, or what she meant or anything. I asked her about saying anything about Tanya cheating, and it seems a reasonable thing to think since you were cheating on her. Chill the fuck out.

To laurieoflove: Would you like me to forward him the PM you sent me?

Responses from Edward:

On a note to everyone, wow, this was really hard to put together. Most of these emails? Long gone.

reader414: Hi, Alice. Come out of the woodwork to defend yourself from an accusation of being a bad friend, which you always secretly feel like you are?

Mrs. Bella Marie Cullen1901: Don't worry, I was just giving you a hard time. As for the advice, fire away. They don't make situations on which I do not have opinions to offer. On a different note, could you not sign your reviews as Bella? Bella kind of does that when she answers questions in her reviews.

Lady Dragona: Your hopes will avail you little. The break was not what I needed it to be.

It honestly doesn't sound like she meant any harm. As a "popular" person, how did you expect her to react to you talking about feeling alone, unaccepted, and mourning your father? She told people how they should be nice to you. How they should include you. So they came up and talked about what would have kind of been rude to ignore. For some reason, you seemed to view this as an attack. And honestly, maybe she just had a lot of time commitments when school started up? Did she stop calling and hanging out with you? Or did she repeatedly refuse to talk to you or hang out with you? Because maybe you could have tried to keep in touch with her, if you felt the friendship slipping.

Obviously, I don't know the whole story. But I take one person to keep in touch, and two people to let a relationship fall apart.

Hello to Bellaangel383.

And to my Bella: I love you and miss you. I would just feel much better about everything if you could be hiding yourself against my neck right now.

"Hello?"

"Hi. How are you doing?"

"I've been better, Bells."

"Was your flight ok?"

"Yeah, sure. Somehow, it wasn't even delayed or anything."

(Pause)

"How was yours?"

"It went fine. Renee came and picked me up from the airport."

"Cool."

"Is Tanya back yet?"

"No, she doesn't get back for a few more days. I'm sure they'll be great."

"I'm sorry."

"Not your fault."

"Miss you."

"I miss you and Alice, too. And just you."

"I guess I need to go. It's late here."

"Yeah."

"Bye, Ed."

"G'night, Bella."

*click*


On Thur, Dec 20, 2007 at 1:50 PM, Edward Cullen ******* wrote:

I really should kill her family.

But hey, how are you? Anything fun happening in sunny Florida?

Trying to not think about life and to avoid my family,

Ed

On Thur, Dec 20, 2007 at 5:42 PM, Bella Swan ****** wrote:

What happened?

I got to see some of my friends from high school. You know, I feel much taller around them.

~Bella

On Thur, Dec 20, 2007 at 3:02 PM, Edward Cullen ******* wrote:

I entrusted them with my most valuable possession, and they bring it back to me damaged.

She got in a fight with her brother. Of course nothing was done about it. Even though she ended up with a fractured pinky.

You're high school friends are all tiny asian girls. Every. Single. One. Even the men. Especially the men.

On Thur, Dec 20, 2007 at 6:06 PM, Bella Swan ****** wrote:

What a jerkwad. Is he older?

And my little asian women make me feel like a giant.

~Bella

On Thur, Dec 20, 2007 at 3:09 PM, Edward Cullen ******* wrote:

No. A couple years younger. He just happens to be an offensive lineman on the high school football team. Oh, and someone who needs to die.

Of course, Tanya disagrees. In fact, she repeatedly insists that I not kill him.

The bone on the tip of her finger is split into two pieces. One of them is being pulled away from the other by the tendons of the finger. And no one feels something should be done about this. This happened over a week ago and a doctor's appointment isn't even scheduled.

I'm going to go meet up with a beautiful, injured girl who has a fear of doctors.

On Thur, Dec 20, 2007 at 6:17 PM, Bella Swan ****** wrote:

Still a jerk. She's write though. Killing him probably isn't a good idea.

That's pretty fucked up.

Have fun. I'm going to go make dinner.

~Bella

On Fri, Dec 21, 2007 at 12:02 AM, Edward Cullen ******* wrote:

My grades finally all posted.

On Fri, Dec 21, 2007 at 9:33 AM, Bella Swan ****** wrote:

How did you do?

~Bella

On Fri, Dec 21 2007 at 9:34 AM, Edward Cullen ******* wrote:

Autumn 2007

CHIN 10100 ELEMENTARY MODERN CHINESE-1 C

ECON 20000 ELEMENTS OF ECONOMICS ANALYSIS-1 B

MATH 20300 ANALYSIS IN RN-1 D

NEHC 20501 ISLAMIC HISTORY & SOCIETY-1: THE RISE OF ISLAM & THE CALIPHATE C+


"Hello?"

"Ed?"

"Yeah?"

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know."