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Just Wanna Be Me

Chapter 11: Not the Same Anymore Part 1

1 year later

"Would you look at this, Ana's finally becoming queen," Ray said taking down a piece of paper, which was nailed to a tree that he was looking at.

"I miss her," Tyson said sadly.

"Same here," Max and Kenny added.

"Well we could go to the pre-party," Tala suggested shrugging. They all looked at him.

"How do you know there's a pre-party?" Tyson asked suspiciously.

Tala shrugged again, "Hillary told me, its tonight," he answered.

"Can we go?" Max asked Kai who just stood there silently.

"Oh common, we all know you miss her more then anyone here. Lets just go see her," Tyson begged.

Kai sighed looking defeated, "Yeah ok, but, she is not to see anyone. She'd be really mad if she knew we were there," he answered.

Ana

Ana was getting ready for her big party.

"I'm nervous," she told Mariah shakily as the pink haired girl put up Ana's hair into a ponytail, letting the long bangs at the sides of her face hang down.

"Just remember what you've learned in history class, I mean that's mainly what everyone's gonna talk about--- land and money," Mariah laughed.

"Yeah your right," Ana said slipping on her teara.

These next two days would be the biggest days in Ana's life. Tonight she was having her first huge formal party in her name, and tomorrow she was going to become queen THEN right after get married to a monkey.

Ana still couldn't believe she was going to marry Boris, although she had gotten used to him touching her, she still didn't want to spent the rest of her life with him. But she promised herself a long time ago that she would do it for her parents, since about a year ago she was caught trying to help her friends escape. These days she tried hard to forget them and not to think about them, and worked really hard since that day to be perfect. All Ana had to go was to get through these next few days, easy…right?

"There, you look great, and god luck again. Now you'd better get down there," Mariah said giving her a nudge toward the bedroom door.

Ana nodded brushing the dust off her long red, strapless dress. "Here we go," she sighed as she opened the door and headed down stairs were people were already there, and had started the party.

New Found Glory

A New Found Glory had no trouble getting into the castle, but the hard part was finding the kitchen, which took then awhile. Their plan was to act as waiters, serve people at the party and hopefully see Ana.

When they finally found the kitchen it was easy blending in because there were so many people in that room running around cooking food and grabbing trays and heading out the door to the main room were all the people were.

Each of the boys grabbed a tray that was waiting to be served and then walked out the kitchen door.

Oust side the kitchen, the boys saw a whole bunch of people dressed up and talking in big groups. There was also a chandelier in the middle of the ceiling and two thrones in the room as well. The guys guessed it was most likely the throne room.

"Ok, meet up at the gates in an hour, and remember, Ana doesn't see anyone. This is her party and we don't want to screw t up by causing a commotion, got it?" Kai ordered firmly, everyone nodded.

"Good," Kai said and each of then split off into different directions.

Ana

Ana was at the top of the main stairs, looking down at all the people, which didn't help how nervous she already was.

"Great, even better," she thought.

Ana started down the stairs and when she got to the bottom, a couple of people turned around and congratulated her. Ana just put on a fake smile and thanked them.

Max

When the group had split up, Max had went by the stairs.

He had only been standing there 5 minutes asking people around him if they wanted anything that was on his tray, when Ana come down the stairs. Max turned his head a bit so she wouldn't see his face.

"Well she's still pretty," Max thought. He could see that Ana had matured a bit body wise at least; she had grown a little taller and her figure was defiantly filled out all the way now. Max also noticed that Ana looked nervous, and that her smile was completely fake.

"Still the same Ana under all that," he thought laughing.

Ana

Ana was making her way forward, and still saying thank you to the people who complemented to her.

Ana reached over and took a toothpick that had fruit on it, off of a tray that a read-haired waiter was holding, his back to her.

She plopped the food into her mouth, "Mmmm," she thought smiling, that was defiantly want she needed.

Tala

Tala was holding his tray and letting people pick from it, when he saw Ana coming his way from the stairs. He turned so his back would be facing her when she passed. As she did though, Ana grabbed a piece of fruit from his tray.

Tala froze, but Ana didn't say anything, she just kept walking forward, smiling as she chewed her food, obviously enjoying it.

"Holy shit, that was close," Tala thought watching her leave.

Ana

Ana made her way to were her parents were, they were talking to an old couple when she came up to them.

Ana waited until they were finished talking then walked up and hugged the king and queen.

"Momma, Daddy, thank you for the party," she said.

Her mother smiled, "Your quite welcome," she said.

"What else could we do for you, I mean your becoming queen and getting married tomorrow, this is a time to celebrate," the king bellowed.

Ana's face fell, "Oh yeah, almost forgot… damn it," she thought but still smiled to her father.

Ray

Ray had been serving his food near the king and queen, when he saw Ana coming towards him. She looked like she hadn't changed much, except for her body, which had matured and was more filled out, Ray noticed. He put a little distance between him and the king and queen and sort of hid behind his tray.

Ray listened to Ana and her parents. Ray could tell she wasn't too happy, especially after they mentioned the wedding tomorrow, yet Ana kept up her smile which Ray could tell was fake, he could see disappointment in her eyes.

"That sucks," he thought.

Ana

Ana was making her way across the room greeting all her guests, when she bumped into a little waiter with brown hair.

"Oh, excuse me," Ana apologized.

The little brown haired waiter didn't say anything, he just looked scared, nervous, and then he started to sweat, he kept his back to Ana and ran off.

"Ok…what's his deal?" she thought.

Kenny

Kenny was looking for Ana, but it was a little hard for him since he was smaller then the people around him, even when he jumped. Kenny had decided to come this time but now he was thinking twice.

"Ok this is a waste of time, everyone's taller then me and I can't see a thing," he complained.

Just then someone bumped into him, but before he could turn around to see who it was, the person said 'excuse me'. It was Ana and Kenny recognized her voice, so he didn't turn around.

"Oh crap, I hope she doesn't recognize me," Kenny thought.

Kenny was sweating now, he was scared. He didn't want to be seen, if Kai knew…Kenny couldn't even imagine what Kai would do to him. Thinking about it made him sweat even more.

Kenny looked around, then dashed in the other direction, "That was close," he thought.

Ana

Ana walked past a group of people older then her who was talking, but they stopped her.

"Princess you look beautiful tonight,' one of them said.

Ana rolled her eyes then put on her fake smile before she turned around to face the group of people. "Thank you, and might I say that all of you are looking your best tonight as well?" she said.

They smiled back, "So polite," one of them pointed out approvingly.

"Yes, too bad all the princesses can't be like you," another person said.

Ana mentally rolled her eyes, "Suck ups," she thought.

"Yes, it does seem like all of the younger generations are lacking in manners these days," someone else said.

"I hear it has something to do with there money," another one added almost whispering.

They all nodded.

"Guess it's may turn to act suck-upish and to gossip about people I don't know," Ana thought, lacking enthusiasm.

Soon the group started talking about the money of the land; Ana made sure she was in on it all. She really didn't want to be left in the dark and make a fool of herself. Normal she wouldn't care what other people thought but she had changed some in the past year. Ana still had her smart ass attitude but kept it too herself; now she was a bit more responsible, reliable, and civilized, just what everyone wanted…except her, but she threw out her needs and wants a long time ago.

Talking about the land and money become pretty easy after a while since she had actually been paying attention in history class lately.

Soon Boris came over behind her and put his arm around her waist.

"Beg our pardon, Anabell, but may I please have a word with you?" he asked as her kissed her ear.

Ana sighed, "Thank you all for coming and have a good time, now if you'll excuse me…" she said to the group she had been talking to.

They nodded smiling their good-byes.

Boris linked arms with Ana and they walked away.

Tyson

Tyson had been standing in the same spot severing food, and once and a while sneaking food off his tray to eat himself.

Suddenly he saw Ana and hid behind his tray and a couple of people as well. Ana walked by a group of people, but when they said something to her she stopped. Tyson noticed she rolled her eyes and put on a fake smile before turning around to talk to them.

"This is boring," Tyson thought as the group kept talking to Ana about stuff he didn't understand. What he couldn't understand though was why Ana was in on it all too. It was stuff about money and land, and she was actually following along and responding to it all.

"I thought she didn't like history," he thought. Ana was being so polite too, which confused Tyson even more.

"This defiantly isn't Ana. Great, aliens took her! God what the hell did they do to her!" Tyson thought. It finally acquired to him that Ana had changed in the past year, maybe not totally in appearance, (although Tyson did notice he filled out figure) but in personality. Ana didn't really look like she was enjoying herself though…so what was she doing? Maybe there was a little of the old Ana left under all that.

"God, I'll never understand women," Tyson thought rubbing his head.

Soon Boris came over and put his arm around Ana and then kissed her ear.

"Oh this is gonna be good! Ana's gonna explode!" Tyson thought getting excited for the action to come, or so he thought, because it never came. When Ana actually let Boris touch her, Tyson's face fell and he felt like he was going to hurl.

"Ok, now I defiantly know Ana has changed, the real Ana wouldn't let that creep touch her like that. I'm goin back to my theory about the aliens. Kai would flip if he saw this..." he thought walking off

Ana

Boris led Ana a little ways from the group of people she was talking to, and then he stopped.

"So, I'm assuming everything is ready for the wedding tomorrow?" Boris asked smiling at her.

Ana nodded.

"Good, can't have anything go wrong on our big day," Boris said squeezing on her arm as he said this.

Ana mentally rolled her eyes, "What a load of bull shit," she thought.

It was silent for a minute until Boris said, "Lets dance, ok?" but he didn't exactly ask her he pretty much ordered her too. She didn't have much of a choice anyway because as soon as he said this he wrapped this arm around her waist and lead her toward the dance floor.

One the way over to the dance floor though, Boris lowered his hand that was around her waist, grabbing her butt. Ana thought for sure was going to blow a fuse, but instead she took a deep breath before grabbing his hand and putting it back u toward her waist.

Once they were in the middle of the floor, Boris took Ana by the hand and they started to slow dance. Everyone around them spread out to form a large circle to watch the couple dance.

Boris was looking into Ana's eyes; she stared back, trying to see through him, read him. But it didn't work; they were foggy and full of mischief. Ana didn't like it; it made her uneasy and uncomfortable that she couldn't understand him. His eyes bore into hers, drilling holes in her head, they were really starting to scare her now, she turned her attention away, and let her mind wonder to something else.

Ana, for some reason got the urge to really dance, not slow dance, but to go wild and just dance and be herself. Not with Boris but with Kai or someone. She remembered doing that with Kai at the pub and missed it that was one of the best nights of her life; she had had so much fun that night. Ana hadn't done that for a while: just be wild and be yourself, have fun. In the past year she hadn't been herself, she had been acting like some stuck up bitch, and now she could feel something inside her wanting out, but she fought it back down until it was gone. Ana couldn't let that happen, she was so close to being the perfect daughter and wife, she wasn't about to blow it. She had spent a year improving herself, and she wasn't about to let it all go to waste by a tiny little, stupid urge.

Once the slow song was over, the crowd clapped, but Boris got caught up in it and liked the attention, so to get more her leaned down and kissed Ana hard on the lips, a little too hard.

Ana was taken back a bit, and her lips were starting to hurt; he was kissing her way too hard. Once she gained control of her body though, she gentle pushed him off, knowing if she used force or anger it would on turn him on. She learned that the hard way over the year, it never work to well for her.

"Please don't, ok?" she said.

Boris stopped, looking sort of confused.

"I'm uh, going to get a drink," Ana said walking off to the nearest waiter that had wine on their tray, unfortunately for Ana, Boris followed.

Ana took the fancy wineglass off of a tray, and started to take a sip.

Boris came up to her, "Hey angel, what's wrong," he asked. Ana shook her head.

"Well what ever it is, I'm sure I can make it better, just follow me," Boris said nudging her to the way of the stairs. When she didn't come though, he just kissed her again. Boris put both his arms around her and tightened his grip, kissing her neck.

"Don't," Ana said wiggling under his firm grip when he didn't stop.

She was getting pretty sick of him kissing and touching her all the time. Once she had had enough she stared pushing on him, "Boris I said knock it off!" She told him. Screw politeness this was getting old. Out of all the things she learned over the year, she never really fully mastered controlling her temper.

Boris stopped and let go of her looking annoyed.

"You want to know what wrong?" Ana finally said, "That's what's wrong: You touching and kissing me all the time, and when I tell you to stop you ignore me! I'm not you toy, and we're NOT married yet!" she said angrily.

Boris just smiled which made Ana's blood boil dangerously high; she was so close to attacking him.

"No you're right: we're not, yet. And when we are; you'll be mine." He whispered in her ear.

This sent suddenly chills up Ana's spine, she tried to cover it up though by giving Boris a dirty look, but really she was terrified. Ana didn't want Boris to know she was scared to death of him sometimes, if he knew he would use it to his advantage. He was right though: tomorrow, once they were married, she was his property, something else he owned. As hard as she could try, there was nothing she could do about it, and that's what scared her the most.

Boris kept smiling evilly at her and then walked off.

Wooohooo! I finished another chapter before I left! But I can guarantee I won't be done this the next chapter until I get back, sorry. The next chapter though is called Not the Same Anymore part 2. It just continues from the party, this time though its Kai's turn to see her for the first time in a year. After that though it's about how Ana feels and about all the pressure coming down on her and so she comes up with a suicidal plan! Mahahaha! I'm so evil! I'll just leave it at that. Anyway please review and I'll see you all in about 2 weeks! I think 2 weeks… MUCH LOVE!