Disclaimer: We don't own Kingdomhearts, or any additional characters mentioned of any of the Final Fantasy series. All rights and characters belong to Disney and Square-Enix.

Authors: Dark Nuriko and SeiferAlmasy86

Warnings: If male/male bothers you, click your back button now and don't read further.

Dorm Rules- Chapter Eleven

Cloud shivered, even as his member started to wake up. "Did you?"

Smirking, zack laughed softly. "Mhmm I want some dessert." he purred taking the organ into his mouth, moaning hotly around it

Cloud cried out softly, his hands coming up to Zack's hair, pulling slightly.

"mmm baby." he hummed deepthroating him, he wrapped his tongue around the shaft, working it to the hilt, his head bobbing quickly.

"S... S... Sooo... good..." he panted, enjoying the feel of his mouth on him.

looking up at him, zack let his teeth graze along clouds length. his hands moving to the blondes lower back, making him move his hips.

Cloud rocked into his mouth, panting. "Mm... you're... soooo... good... love..."

groaning he slipped a finger in between the plump cheeks, and rubbed against his lovers pucker teasing it.

Cloud cried out, his eyes wide. "god... yes!

His other hand went to clouds sac, kneading it while he sucked him firmly, slurping noises coming from him. he slipped the tease of a digit into his lover, groaning at the warmth.

Cloud bucked and screamed out Zack's name, cuming hard.

zack's eyes widened in surprise, pulling away he swallowed what he could and pulled away, the remaining semen dribbling from the corner of his lips down his chin.

Cloud flushed, looking down. "S... Sorry..."

"What are you sorry for?" he licked his lips, and wiped the bit off of his chin.

"I... came rather... fast...'

'Dont be sorry for it." zack chuckled "I enjoyed my dessert."

Cloud smiled, moving to lick at his lips.

a soft groan passed his lips "You like tasting yourself?" he murmured hotly

"I like kissing you... tasting myself is merely a bonus."

zack shivered pressing himself close, crushing his lips to clouds groaning as he slipped his tongue inside the mans mouth. "mmm.." he reached around cupping clouds ass.

Cloud groaned, pressing into his hands, even as he moaned and returned the kiss.

"my dick can't breathe.." he murmured hotly as he pulled away..unzipping his pants he pulled himself out.pinning the blonde against the wall, rubbing his cock inbetween his lovers crack. "mmm..."

Cloud groaned, even as he couldn't help but grin. 'I'm glad... for those pants... now," he murmured.

"Are you?" zack whispered into his ear, before sucking and nipping on it. his tongue flicking along the outer shell. he spread cloud's legs further before pushing into him crying out in bliss

Cloud gave a keening cry at the feeling of being penitrated, even as he shivered. "Mm... god... yes!"

panting heavily. zack kept cloud pressed against the wall, not holding back as he instantly began pounding in and out of him. "you turn me on...so...easily."

"good... I love it!"

Getting rougher. he neglected clouds ear, and focused his attention on his lovers neck. licking it, before and after he'd bite down. "you love my dick...dont you?" he whispered dirtily.

Cloud gasped. "Y... Yes... I love... how well... it fills my ass..." he panted out.

"So do i..." he groaned making it so the blonde couldn't move at all, he wrapped clouds legs around his waist, panting hotly and heavily. "all..i can think about...anymore...is having...sex..with you.." he cried out.

Cloud cried out, even as he panted heavily, rocking against him and crying out over and over. "God... yes... I wouldn't mind... if you were always... inside me!"

zack shuddered and pressed his lips against clouds, panting against them, as he smirked "dont tempt me.." he whispered huskily. "you'll never get me out of you.'.."

"That works... for me..." he panted, whimpering, even as he rocked harder against him, wanting more.

crying out hotly. zack slammed into him eagerly, meeting clouds impatience. "fu...fu...god.." he whispered biting down on his lovers shoulder as he bucked his hips quicker

Cloud trembled in his arms, feeling his body tighten once more. "I... I'm... gonna... cum... again..." he gasped.

once those walled tightened up around him, zack went faster. shivering. "..cu...cum...th...then"

"ZACK!!" Cloud screamed out, even as he did as he was told and came, ass closing around him.

hollaring just as loud, he spurted his load deep inside of the blonde. fighting to regain his breath. "fu...god...cloud.."

"Zack... I... think... we... made... the whole floor hear us," he murmured, a smirk on his lips.

zack chuckled and rested his forehead against clouds. "I believe that. but I couldn't help myself," he pulled out, tucked himself back in before just removing the pants completely. He gently grabbed ahold of cloud, looking at his back, making sure it wasn't scratched up from being fucked into the wall

He was a little red now... but otherwise all right. "Mm..."

Playfully smacking cloud on the ass. Zack chuckled and walked inside, pulling cloud with him. "I was serious you know... all i can think about is...you..." he walked over to the bed laying down.. "having sex. with.,.. me"

Cloud smiled, flopping onto the bed beside him. "Honestly, I love that about our relationship... but I love everything we do."

zack smiled as he gently ran his fingers through clouds hair. "Im glad you enjoy it. I enjoy making you cum." he wrapped his arms around the blonde. "it's a treat... but i enjoy this..the most.. just being able to hold you close...afterwards."

Cloud sighed, even as he cuddled close to him, enjoying it.

"mmmm.. you should go see your friends tomorrow."

"I suppose so."

"...you dont want to?"

"I just... don't know if I'm needed.

"Oh, quit being silly."

Cloud looked at him. "I'm not."

"You're being hard on yourself, and I dont understand why. Which friend doesn't need you?"

"Well the girls normally deal without me normally. Leon's obviously not needing my words..."

"About him, listen to me. If I beat the shit out of you...and he was worried and wanting to protect you...if he wasn't there when i showed up and wanted some from you...would you let me have sex with you? look at it that way..look at it...as if...you..were him. as if you were in that situation."

"I wouldn't have slept with him. No matter what... I would have hit the call button... something... anything but give in. I don't give in to that kind of lifestyle."

zacks eyes softened. "if i were in his shoes...i would have let my lover sleep with me. Just one last time. I'd be in a hospital, if he tried to kill me the machines would alert everyone. and i'd feel like i was safest there...i'd want the one last time...to see if he...felt anything. so i wouldn't be second guessing myself the rest of my life. but that's me."

Cloud laid his head on Zack's chest, thinking over everything he'd said.

getting himself comfortable he combed his fingers through clouds hair, playing with it as he slowly drifted off.

Cloud sighed and figured he'd go see Leon tomorrow... but he wouldn't go so anyone could recognise him.

--

The next day, Zack still had his arms wrapped around Cloud, holding him close. his hand still moving on its own..petting clouds head.

"mmm.''

Cloud shifted. "Mm..." he murmured, slowly shifting and kissing him softly, before sitting up.

grunting zack stretched, his foot colliding with his lovers back roughly. "ungh. is it morning?"

Cloud grunted, even as he nodded. "Yes. I'm gonna go shower, shop, and then see Leon."

Zack groaned "good...i'll be sleeping." he murmured hogging all the blankets

"The cars down in the parking lot. The slip for it is in the top drawer beside the bed," He murmured, kissing him, before moving to shower. Once he was done, he pulled on tight shorts and a top. He'd shaved his legs as well. He looked even more girly than normal and a very light, natural application of some make-up added to the effect. With a sigh, he moved to head out, planning to get some dresses while out before going to visit Leon.

Zack watched cloud leave, sighing heavily. "jesus.." he whispered softly "i love him...but i...dont want a girl." he pulled a pillow over his head "this...is going to be rough."

Cloud bought himself only one dress, which he planned to wear only when he was alone. He then moved to change, pulling on male shorts and a t-shirt, even as he cleaned off the make-up and heading off to the hospital. After thinking about it... and Zack's reaction to his last attempt, he knew this was just one thing he'd have to keep to himself.

Zack reluctantly got up and showered. Once he finished and had dried himself off, he rummaged through the bags grabbing a pair of shorts and slid them on. He opened the top drawer of the end table, grabbing the title to the car and the keys to it as well. Walking downstairs he sighed, and got into the vehicle, and sped away. He went to the dmv getting everything switched over to his name, along with getting new tags for it.

Cloud moved to the room, knocking on the door.

'Come in.." leon called.

Cloud walked in, nodding his head once. "Hey, Leon, how are you feeling?" he asked.

Leon's bruising was actually looking much better, compared to the first time cloud had seen him. "Ah.. I'm doing okay." he said softly. "feeling much better...and you?"

Cloud nodded. "Better... working on getting Seventh Heaven rebuilt... and my life back together... but I'm good. Well... that and a broken foot still."

Leon looked at clouds foot. "I thought you already had that thing off." he commented "I heard about seventh heaven.. and im sorry."

"how is your life...treating you? i mean are you.." he spotted the ring. "wow...congrats." he whispered

Cloud nodded, flushing. "Thanks Leon... and the cast comes off in a week. They had to rebreak it after it healed the first time... so its taking longer."

"Why did they have to rebreak it after it healed?"

"It had healed wrong and would have made walking impossible."

The brunette nodded "that would suck." he murmured "you look different...somehow.." he murmured

Cloud blinked, tipping his head. "Do I? Is it bad?"

Leon shook his head "not at all." he whispered "can you come here?"

Cloud moved closer, looking at him. "What?"

He looked a bit...hesitant. Sighing heavily he sat up and shifted moving to close the gap between them. He gently pressed his lips against clouds kissing him. softly.

Cloud's eyes went wide, even as he pulled back. "What... was that for?"

leon just laid back down. "nothing..." he whispered softly

Cloud sighed. "it isn't nothing, Leon or you wouldn't have done it. I do still love you, its just... not in the same way it was."

"Mine is the same way it's always been. Why do you think I kissed you?"

Cloud sighed. "You wouldn't still care if you knew the half of it."

"Bullshit. try me."

Cloud thought a moment. "What if... and this is a hypothetical... what if I said I like cross-dressing?"

Leon just smiled at him. "I've known for a long...long time." he said softly. "I enjoyed it, it's not something to be ashamed of. that's why i'd encourage you to dress up for me. hell i even did it for you."

Cloud sighed. "Did you think... it made me... a girl... because of it?"

That made leon do a double take. "No...of course not...are you sure you're alright?"

Cloud had to love the one who thought it was odd. "Yeah, I'm sure. I was gonna sneak in dressed like a woman... but then I figured it was foolish."

Leon chuckled "I would've known it was you." he chuckled "but I would've enjoyed it...i had him put in jail." he whispered softly. "so you didn't have to."

Cloud blinked. "W... What happened? Did he threaten you? Will you need my help?"

"He wasn't threatening me...he just..wasn't very loving during intercourse. i realized...that he meant to do it all, and i was just a toy, so i pressed the call button and he was escorted out. I said what i had to, to the police. according to them he'll be locked away for awhile, so i dont have to worry."

"You always were good with the law... when you get out... I have a job offer for you... if your interested."

"What will it be?" he asked softly "i mean...what's the job offer for?"

"Well, once we get the bar back up... we'll need a lawyer... if you're interested."

"Of course I am." he murmured softly. "for a price...come here, please." leon looked at the blonde, a small smile on his lips.

Cloud looked at him warrily this time, watching him, even as he moved over, making certain that he wouldn't be caught off guard again.

Leon looked a bit hurt, and took Clouds hand into his own, pulling him close, and holding him. 'I want you to tell me the truth...about why you asked if i was okay with cross dressing and if I thought it was weird...when i've done it for you. Does he not like it or something?"

Cloud looked down. "He's... not comfortable with it," Cloud admitted, not looking at him. "But... how did you know... that I liked it? I always complained."

"I...pretended to be asleep one day." he whispered "I was actually watching you, and would just close my eyes whenever you'd look over at me." leon said. "but i guess...they are nothing more than memories now." he reluctantly let go of him.

"another..reason i knew...is because.. cloud we grew up together." he murmured

Cloud looked away. "Everyone thought I had a sister..."

"I stayed the night at your house, I knew that you didn't have a sister, if you did she would've gotten along great with Ellone."

Cloud nodded, even as he sighed. "Yes, I suppose so," he murmured. "Mom always wanted a daughter... too bad she didn't get one."

Leon raised an eyebrow. "I think she's the only one upset by that. I certaintly wasn't.. and I'm sure your current flame is happy your male also."

"I'm certain as well."

He laughed then looked away. "you shouldn't have to hide it cloud." he whispered

Cloud shrugged. "I don't mind, Leon. I've done that all my life. I don't expect things to change over night."

"I suppose." he murmured

Cloud gave him a smile. "Besides, what I wear doesn't matter."

"To most people, it doesn't."

Cloud nodded. "Exactly. I'll just enjoy my tight clothes and not worry about women's for now."

an exhasperated sigh passed his lips. "I thought you had meant that you didn't care what people thought of what you...wore."

"I'm still reluctant for everyone to know what I like. I just told Zack yesterday... and had thought you today... but I guess I wasn't as slick as I wanted to believe."

"Im sure you have everyone else fooled, just do what you have to.." leon murmured

Cloud laughed. "I suppose." He toyed with the bag he was carrying, even as he watched him. "I might need you're lawyer expertise in a few days... the contractors are coming by. I want to make sure the contract they're giving me won't jip me."

"Bring it by and I'll look over it for you." he said softly. smiling at him. "i've never known you to go around sporting hickies." he murmured just noticing them

Cloud shrugged. "You weren't one for them."

He clicked his tongue "Point taken."

Cloud nodded. "Yes. Can I get you anything?"

"Not what i'm craving." leon murmured "but other than that...im good."

Cloud flushed at that, looking away, playing with the bags handles. "I see... well... I guess I should let you be... I'll come back and visit tomorrow. With the contract."

chuckling leon ran his fingers through his hair "okay...take it easy."

Cloud moved to the door, before pausing there. "Leon?"

"Hmm?"

"Why didn't... you ever tell me... Squall was your real name?" Cloud asked, his voice soft.

"I was afraid you'd laugh...like everyone else." he looked away "i hate it, it's a stupid name...isn't it?" he whispered

Cloud shook his head. "I think... if you had trusted me more... I could have told you it wasn't. In fact... it went along rather well with my own strange name..." he murmured, even as he reached for the door.

"You didn't trust me enough back then to tell me about your secret." he whispered "i wasn't the only one...in the relationship who held back a little. Fact of the matter is, that i prefer the name leon. and i never meant to hurt you," he closed his eyes holding back sudden tears.

Cloud sighed. "I suppose... but mine was merely a clothing choice... your's was... your... real name. Even if you prefered Leon... I would have at least liked to know... the real name..." Cloud sighed. "I'll stop. I'm being mean... and I need to stop."

his shoulders shook. he turned to cloud, "get out. it's bad enough i regret doing everything to ever hurt you i dont need you rubbing it in and hurting me more than i already hurt." his blue eyes became the stormy color they always did when he became upset. "just go..."

Cloud winced. "I... I'm sorry... I... I won't bother you again," he murmured, even as he moved to leave as he ordered.

"i'll look at those...papers tomorrow." he whispered softly "until then,...stay safe."

Cloud nodded, and left, heading out swiftly.

leon just sighed, closing his eyes.trying to get some rest.

Cloud headed home, glad he wasn't still femininely dressed. He didn't want to have to stop to change just to be in the hotel with Zack.

Zack had the car up on jacks, tinkering underneath it. The radio, blaring a rap song, about the girls licking the rappers' dick like a lollipop. Zack was happily singing along with it.

Cloud blinked, having put the bag away upstairs and checking on him. "Having fun!?" he called out.

zack slid out from underneath the car, covered in oil, and gas. He smirked "you could always come over here and gimme some lovin' sugar."

"Good thing these are clothes I don't mind getting dirty," he replied, even as he moved close and kissed him.

Zack kissed him deeply, groaning. pulling away he leaned through the window and turned the radio off. "so..how'd your day go?" he asked

"It was a little awkward... but I did get manage to find a lawyer..."

"How was it awkward?" he asked while raising an eyebrow. "how much did you have to pay this lawyer?"

"Its Leon... and well... I found out he knew... about my... odd habit."

zack twitched. "I was wondering if...he knew." he whispered "he's your lawyer?" he blinked

"Well, he said he'd look over the contract with the contrator..."

"Well, at least someone you know will be looking it over for you, I'm sure he won't screw you...over." pausing a little "so what was said about your odd habit? and is that all?"

"He knew since we where kids... and that I shouldn't worry about what other people think."

Zack tilted his head "Ahhh...so you told him i didn't enjoy it."

"No. I merely said you weren't used to it."

"Was anything else said between you two?" he asked softly "were our bedroom tales spilt to the man as well?" he asked softly.

"No! I don't kiss and tell, Zack. He did notice my hickeys... but that's all."

Zack sighed and leaned against the car, looking at him. "I think this is the first time...i've ever been worried." he whispered softly. "in our relationship."

Cloud blinked. "Why are you worried about it? There's no reason to be that way."

Zack's eyes closed "let me guess, he enjoyed it when you cross dressed for him." he whispered "it was probably easier... and i can see what's happening. how can i compete with someone who.. enjoys it..when i dont? maybe i'm overthinking but i'll tell you...i have a gut feeling..on this."

Cloud felt like pulling his hair out. "You think I'm going to let a little thing like my enjoyment of womens clothes bother our relationship? So what, Leon accepts it and you don't. That just means that when you're away, I can wear dresses and I can change once you get back. Nothing major. I don't enjoy it every day anyway. Its merely something I do occasionally."

zack walked around lowering the car down, he sighed heavily. "I dont want to argue. It was just a slight..moment of irrationalness. Unfortunately, I'm not in a good mood right now, and I apologize, for snapping."

Cloud sighed. "Zack... is this going to be a problem? If it is I can solve it easily... I can just not cross dress."

'It's not fair to ask you to do that." the elder man looked at him "I'm just not..comfortable seeing it." he said softly. "hey.. look come.on.. let's go upstairs and take a shower..." he gently touched clouds hand.

Cloud nodded, moving to twine the hands together. "You know... that no matter the clothes... I'm still me Zack. I'm still male and I will always have a cock. And I have no intention of acting like a woman just because I like girls clothes."

"It's not that.. it's just...i dont mind the tight clothes, really. it's dresses and lingere suited for women where...i begin to get...a bit...touchy on. the way i look at it is...i'd rather you show me your dick, than cover it with frilly panties, or such. i can't preform ...sexually for a woman, cloud." he mumbled embarassed. "im not saying you are... it's just...nevermind."

"What about what I wore this morning? The tight shorts and top?

"it was fine.."

"Honestly?" Cloud asked.

Zack looked at him "yes, honestly."

Cloud smiled. "Then I can handle that."

"mmm good" he whispered, bringing their entwined hands up to his lips. he kissed the back of clouds hand. 'I love you, i get nervous...when you're around him." he admitted gently

Cloud couldn't help but smile. "I love you too... Zack... and don't be. I love him, I admit it, but it isn't a romantic kind of love. Its that of close friends and family."

"I've been...trying to not be...nervous." he said softly as he gently pulled away leading the way to their room

"I love being with you Zack. You're the only person I want inside my body."

Zack smiled at him. "I love you too cloud," he whispered softly. he slid out of his shorts once he got into the room and went to the shower to clean up

Cloud moved to wash off his face and hands in the sink.

scrubbing himself clean zack sighed. "Cloud? come here."

Cloud moved over to him.

poking his head out from behind the shower curtain, zack pressed his lips against clouds kissing him softly at first. Slipping his tongue past clouds lips, he gradually deepened it.

Cloud couldn't help but moaned, even as he tangled his tongue with his and groaned, loving the feel of his lips on his onw.

shuddering he pulled him closer. his tongue eagerly dancing with his lovers

Cloud whimpered, even as he did everything he could he tangle his tongue with Zack's, wanting to just keep locked to him.

"mmm" he hummed happily, his fingers working on removing clouds clothes, panting softly into the kiss. "shower with me." he whispered

Cloud swiftly pulled his clothes off, moving into the shower and against Zack, even as he couldn't help but gasp, kissing him hotly.

zack groaned and shivered deepening the kiss, his fingers trailing up clouds sides, then to his back, exploring his body.

Cloud couldn't help but whimper, even as his own hands trailed over his body with ease.

breaking the kiss, zack took a couple steps back, he wetted his hair down, and began washing it.

Cloud shivered, even as he couldn't help but whimper, watching his lover as he washed his hair, wanting to get closer but wanting to let him finish cleaning up.

zack hummed as he began washing himself up, once he was positive he got all the oil off of himself only then did he stand under the water to rinse off. running his fingers through his hair as he did so..

Once the water ran clear, he smiled and knelt in front of him, taking his cock into his mouth.

"Holy...CLOUD!!" zack groaned arching his back slightly his fingers grasping ahold of clouds hair.

Cloud smiled, even as he worked on suckling on him.

moaning hotly he closed his eyes moving his hips slightly panting. "mmmm...what...nnng"

Cloud groaned, even as he continued to suckle him deeply, enjoying making his lover feel good.

"mmmnngg god..." he slowly slid his length out of clouds mouth before kneeling infront of him kissing him deeply rubbing his hard, slick penis against clouds, moaning hotly

Cloud couldn't help but whimper, even as a soft cry passed his lips, only to be swallowed by Zacks. He loved this... and he'd do what'ever Zack wanted right now.

zack shuddered "Baby," he whispered "ungh. " he pulled cloud onto his lap, gasping at the sensation of his length pushing past the tight ring into the moist passageway. "god...your so tight." he cried out

Cloud groaned, even as his head fell back, his body arching as he took all of him. "God... Zack... I love this. You feel... soooo good... inside me!"

bucking his hips, zack licked his lips, trembling at just how deep he was able to penitrate him. "C...l..cloud..."

"Z... Z...Zack... I love... feeling... your cock... inside me... making us... one," he panted, even as he couldn't help but rock with him.

gasping, he placed a hand on each of clouds hips, guiding and steadying him as he thrusted up into him, then would help the blonde bounce, and gyrate his hips a little. his eyes glazed as they watched the youngers movements, his cock twitching and pulsing even more inside of his lover. zack cried out bucking quicker. "ungh.. i want to stay like this...buried in here." he murmured as he thrusted deeply.

Cloud cried out, even as he panted, feeling his body getting closer and closer to that peak. "Yes... yes... forever... like this... with you... inside me!" he panted.

zack panted heavily as he arched his back, he moved his hands to wrap his arms around his lovers waist, pounding into the tight passageway. He trembled as his hot breath brushed against the mans ear. Tensing, he groaned lowly, until he couldn't hold back anymore. "CLOUD!!..." he screamed into the blondes ear as he released his load into his ass.

Cloud found himself arching further, his inner walls gripping Zack's cock, clinging to him, milking him for all that was in him, even as he came as well, screaming one name... "ZACK!!"

Zack shuddered and cried out again, once he felt the walls spasm around him. he huffed and panted hotly. "mmmm..god yes.."

Cloud panted, spent, seeming to crumble around him, laying his head on Zack's shoulder, just staying like that.

Shifting slightly, zack propped himself up on an elbow, reaching behind himself to turn the water off. His length slipped from his lovers anus, along with his fluids. He rubbed his lovers back. "I think i've finally tired you out." he teased

Cloud shook his head. "Never... I just... like the cuddling that comes after."

"Mmm..so do I...but I have to admit...it's getting steamier everytime we make love." he said and wiggled his eyebrows at the blonde "let's see...maybe we should try it on my harley next."

"I think... I could be into that... as long as it isn't moving at the same time."

"...We'd..definately wreck, I can't consentrate on two things at once very well. Multi-tasking is my weakness. and you'd have to do all the work in order for that to work...i'd be busy steering.." he paused "it sounds kinky though."

"Things like that work better for women... just get them in a dress and no one would ever really know what was going on..." Cloud murmured, even as he had no intention of wearing one... at least not around Zack since he didn't like it.

Zack smirked and raised an eyebrow. "Yeah they would. Usually the female rides on the back of a motorcycle. not in the front. and she'd still have to be moving her hips, because if the driver were to buck his hips, he'd risk losing control of the bike."

Cloud laughed. "It could still be done discretely..."

"Are you hinting at something?" he teased

Cloud shook his head. "No. Just my overactive imagination at work."

Zack stood up, pulling cloud up with him. "About you driving the harley and having sex with a girl?" he chimed, teasing the man.

Cloud snorted. "I wouldn't be able to get hard for a woman, Zack."

"Ah...I know I can't." he blinked "unless she was a she he...maybe. i think that'd just scare me though."

Cloud laughed, even as he just enjoyed being against him, the press of his body against his own was comforting.

Zack stepped out of the tub, he lifted cloud up out of there as well, forgetting about his cast for a moment as he banged it against it. He winced. "sorry.." he handed the blonde a towel.

Cloud winced, but smiled, taking the towel. "That's fine... thank you... it wasn't too bad."

"You're welcome." he said softly as he slipped into a dark blue terry cloth robe. Sighing softly as he walked out of the bathroom.

Cloud pulled on the power blue one he had for himself and walked out after him.

He turned and looked at Cloud, smiling at him. He pulled him close. "Now...just to get you pregnant." he teased "my life...would be complete."

Cloud snorted. "You can't handle me in women's clothing... me pregnant would kill you, he teased.

Zack blinked, a little caught off guard before smirking 'Actually as long as the kid would be mine..." he trailed off playfully "I'd love you being pregnant. You'd look...cute."

"Pregnancy is a woman thing... and that... I most certainly am not... although I'd love to give you a child... I think you'd make a wonderful father."

zack ruffled clouds hair, "love, it was a joke..."

Cloud smiled, cuddling up to him.

holding cloud close, he smiled guiding him to the bed, he held him close. falling asleep almost instantly.

Cloud sighed and settled down, following soon after.

--

In the middle of the night, Zack awoke in a cold sweat patting around for cloud, fumbling in the dark. His hands landing in the mans hair, he smiled, calming down. Shifting he carefully slipped from the bed and went out onto the balcony, to get some fresh air, shutting sliding glass door, behind himself...letting his lover sleep.

Cloud sighed and shifted closer to Zack's side, enjoying the scent and faint warmth that was left in his wake.

The door to their room opened slowly, the man Leon, had arrested the prior day calmly walked in, his eyes on the raven haired man for a few moments before proceeding to the slumbering blonde. His hand covered clouds mouth, he settled himself inbetween the smallers legs. "Make a sound...and you'll end up like your friend."

Cloud gasped, his eyes instantly widening, before narrowing. Oh hell no was he going to become a victim. No way in hell!

Seifer reached down undoing his fly, he pulled at the sash of the robe. pinning cloud on his stomach, before thrusting into him, groaning lowly in clouds ear. "mmm. your nice and tight."

Cloud waited till his hand was over his mouth, before biting down, hard, drawing blood and shoving back to buck him off. Adreniline was racing and he hoped it made enough noise Zack would hear.

Grunting the taller blonde gritted his teeth, jerking his hand back using it to grab ahold of clouds hair pulling roughly on it, then shoved clouds face into the pillow. only enjoying the bucking. "ungh...I made those sliding glass doors soundproof." he hissed "are you trying to get his attention?" he snarled

Cloud managed to move. "If I do... good... if not... you're still scum... and I'm not giving in. Also... if it really was sound proof, you wouldn't want me so quiet." That said, he then screamed, so loud and seemed to shake walls.

Seifer chuckled and bit clouds neck. "mmm.." he pulled out cumming on his back. "just the sliding glass door. is soundproof." he muttered before back handing him. he zipped his fly, walking away as calmly as he entered the room. the door slamming shut.

Cloud, snarled and moved to call the cops, without bothering to clean up. He hated it... but right now... he had evidence all over him. Blood, hair, skin... and most of all, cum... that fucker was going down. Once he'd made the call, blood at his mouth and nose from the back hand, he moved to open the glass door. "You... need to get in here," he said as he opened it. He was shaking... and certain he'd pass out... but he was gonna nail the bastard before hand.

Zack jerked awake, his eyes widening "what the hell did you do?!" he exclaimed going to him, he caressed clouds face. "...cloud..."

Cloud pulled back. "that asshole of Leon's was here... thought he'd have a laugh... rape me with you out side... then left... I already called the cops."

Zack looked at his lover, trying to gently touch his face again. 'i...i'm sorry...i..just..couldn't sleep, i..." he looked away.

Cloud gave him a soft smile. "Its okay, really."

He sat on the bed his hands covering his face. "Don't lie." he whispered remaining still when the cops arrived, they took cloud downtown, getting samples of the fluids off of him. and were questioning him. During that time, zack gathered their things and loaded them in the car. waiting for cloud to get back.

Once Cloud was done, he returned, looking at his lover. "I am all right. Because that son-of-a-bitch picked the wrong man to fuck with."

"we are NOT staying here." zack snapped "you are driving the car, i'll follow on my bike."

Cloud nodded. "Fine... but don't let your anger make you wreckless, all right?"

"Same goes to you." he whispered "let's just go...you..need a shower."

Cloud nodded. "Where to?" he asked, even as he was already getting a refund from the hotel. When seifer's dad heard about this, he'd apologized profusely and instantly refunded all their money... for dinners and their stay. Daddy was anything but happy with his son at this moment in time... and if he was disowned, that would become the least of Seifer's worries.

"The hotel down the street." he handed cloud the keys. "i knew this would happen." he muttered under his breath, far from happy. He got on his bike and sighed as he started the engine, waiting for cloud.

Cloud started the car, listening to it purr. He hated driving, but he could handle this. "Zack... let it go. At least this way the fuckers gonna fully pay for his crime."

Zack just put the helmet on gesturing for cloud to back out. Thankfully he had enough common sense to change clothing before deciding to leave. Riding his bike in a bathrobe...would've just added more humiliation to his night.

Cloud drove to the new hotel, one just as nice but not as expensive. He got out, grabbed the suitcases, and moved to register them and get a room.

Zack sighed waiting outside for him, a lot of what if's running through his mind. He was proud of his lover...but also very disappointed in himself.

Cloud came out with their keys, a bell hop waiting with their bags. "Ready?"

Zack nodded, smiling gently at him.

Cloud held out his hand to him, watching to have him take it. he wasn't afraid to show he was gay.

taking clouds hand, he entwined their fingers. he placed a gentle kiss on clouds cheek. "I love you." he whispered softly

Cloud smiled, even as his cheek was a little bruised. "I love you too," he replied, leading him up to their room.

Once t hey got to their room, zack grabbed ahold of him, pulling him close holding him there. "i'm...sorry." he whispered "i...should've woke you, and had you come with me out on the balcony."

Cloud stroked over his cheek. "I'm not gonna let what he did break me. I fought him and in a way, I won... so don't be sorry. I love you... and you were there for me afterward... that's all that maters."

"You wouldn't let me touch you." he whispered

"There was too much evidence on me."

Zack loosened his grasp on cloud. "I warned you not to get mixed up in your ex's business!" he cried "and look what happened to you! the bastard fucking raped you, and started beating you and you think it's going to get easier because we got our money back...and...the cops are involved..with evidence. Didn't leon have him locked up just the other day?" he gently grasped clouds chin. "your so damn hard headed sometimes, why didn't you listen?"

Cloud looked at him. "I didn't get involved, Zack. I didn't even speak on Leon's behalf to the police."

"Then why did this happen to you? be..because your sexy or something?"

Cloud shrugged. "No clue. I only met Seifer once... and that was before Leon was beat up."

Zack pulled cloud close "did...it hurt?"

"Only my pride... for about a second... mostly... I was just angry."

he touched clouds behind. "Are you...torn? do you know" he asked softly his voice waivering.

Cloud shook his head. "I'm not torn. I was still well streched from you, love."

zack blinked several times before busting out laughing. "oh. let's...get you cleaned up..."

Cloud nodded. "I'd like that..." he replied, even as he moved toward the bathroom.

zack followed him in there.putting the cover down on the toliet he sat down on it. he grabbed clouds hand...gently kissing it.

Cloud leaned against him, glad that Zack didn't hate him not that he'd been raped. "I'll shower... think you can get the hotel robe for me?" he asked, even as he stripped, moving to start the shower.

zack moved getting the robe, he placed it on the towel rack. "Cloud, i laid it on the towel rack...along with a towel." he said softly "Do you want our shampoo and soap? or are you just going to use the hotels?"

Cloud let himself soak in the warm water. "Our stuff, please."

"Alright." he quietly walked out of the bathroom looking through their bags for their shampoo, conditioner and soap. He had been in a rush and just thrown everything together. Finding it, he grabbed ahold of it and opened the shower curtain, setting the bottles on the ledge. "here love." he said softly.

Cloud smiled, kissing him. "Thank you, love," he answered, moving to use the soap and wash up.

He closed the curtain and locked the bathroom door, on his way out before shutting it. he stripped down to his boxers and sighed heavily as he laid on the bed a couple tears rolling down his face, as he tried to get the image of cloud being covered in blood, and semen out of his head.

Cloud finished his shower, fresh and clean, before moving to dry off and wrap the towel around himself. He didn't understand why Zack had locked the door and he moved over to him, smiling softly. "I love you, Zack... what's the matter?" he asked, sitting beside them and stroking over his back.

"Seeing you like that...scared me." zack whispered softly "it...felt...like my breath was knocked from me, I couldn't believe it happened right under my nose... and i was so stupid...i should have left that door open...i would've killed him for laying a finger on you. and you...you act like it's nothing. like he just...swatted you...with a fly swatter or a rolled up newspaper...i'm crying for you...since you wont do it yourself."

Cloud frowned slightly. "I just don't see any point in giving Seifer the satisfaction of breaking me. That's what he wanted... but he really didn't try all that hard... and aside from the slap and some pulled hair, he wasn't really trying to beat me up. His chewed up hand is worse than what happened to me."

zack rolled over looking at him and gently grabbed clouds face. "he's not here damn it! I am. and you were raped."

Cloud nodded, watching Cloud. "Yes... and I cried over it while I was being looked at..."

Zack looked a bit hurt. he pulled away, blinking away unshed tears. "like i said." he whispered "i'll cry for you."

Cloud pulled him close, clinging to him, not wanting him to pull away from him.

Zack kept his eyes closed, and remained still in clouds hold. he lifted an arm holding cloud close, as well.

Silent tears filled his eyes and spilled over, even as he couldn't help but remain against him.

opening his eyes, he looked at his lover. Feeling his chest tighten. He gently wiped away his tears. "I love you, baby.." he whispered as he held him close. He smiled at him, his own eyes glistening. "i didn't mean to yell, I...just got frightened...i..im sorry if i added to your distress.."

Cloud shook his head... "I... I wasn't crying... because... I wasn't... scared... I knew.. you'd be here... for me..."

"then i'm sorry...i misunderstood."

Cloud sniffled, even as he burried his face in his chest, clinging to him. "Yes... I was scared... scared you wouldn't want me after this... and... worried... that you'd not... want me... intimately... but through it all... I knew I love you..."

Zack just looked at him, shocked, and a little hurt. "Why would you?...i...cloud i...damn it. i am madly, in love with you. I'll always want you intimately, i'll always want you."

Cloud clung to him, even as he couldn't help but tremble.

"Please...please...please..believe that." he whispered "believe in me.."

Cloud nodded. "I do... I do... I believe you... always!"

zack kissed him gently, he pulled away and kissed him again.

Cloud moaned, returning the kiss, even as his tears began to dry.

zack gently tilted clouds head to the side, kissing his lovers neck tenderly. his fingers trembling against clouds skin. "I dont think i can breathe without you."

Cloud shivered, cuddling close to him. "I love you... Zack... I just... want to be with you... always with you... I don't care if theres somethings we can't both like... I just know... I always want... to be with you."

Zack chuckled "I didn't expect us to be...perfect. I still dont expect us to." he nibbled on clouds bottom lip. "but..your damn near perfect to me."

"Except for my cross dressing fetish..." Cloud murmured, even as he purred.

"Even with that..." zack pulled him closer, his leg draped over his lovers waist.

Cloud laughed, even as he nuzzled him, kissing him.

Zack chuckled, kissing him back. grunting. "we need to stop kissing." he whispered

Cloud moaned, blinking. "Why?"

"i'm getting horny" zack whispered "it never fails..." he whispered softly.

Cloud blinked. "Who said you couldn't... do anything?" he asked.

"I just...thought...your behind needed...a.break."

"he didn't hurt my ass, Zack... he hurt my face."

"im...talking about...a break from..my dick...you have to be getting sore."

Cloud snorted. "Not at all."

"mmm." zack kissed him gently. "i want you." he whispered

cloud purred. 'I want you too..."

"How badly?" he asked huskily against clouds lips. he chuckled " look into my eyes...and tell me.." he said playfully.

Cloud meet his eyes, moaning softly. "So badly... that I feel like... I could die... if you don't... claim me..."

gently pulling cloud ontop of him, zack looked up at cloud. kissing him passionately. "I want to make love..." he murmured "slowly, gently...tenderly...like our first night."

Cloud couldn't help but moaned, even as he smiled. "I'd love that."

Smiling he flipped them, gently laying cloud on his back on the bed. Claiming the blondes lips with his own he groaned hotly, his fingers gliding along cloud's smooth legs.

Cloud purred, even as he couldn't help but moan and enjoy the warm kiss.

Sliding his fingers up the robe, he slowly pulled the sash open, kissing every bit of exposed skin.

Cloud shivered, even as he moaned, pressing against his mouth, his fingers in his hair.

"Mmm." zack purred "someone's feeling frisky.." he whispered lewdly.

"Always... as long as its you..."

chuckling, zack licked clouds right hip, before sucking on it, then enduring it with loving nibbles.

Cloud purred, moaning, even as he loved the feeling of his lips on his skin.

Sliding down, he gently spread his lovers legs, abruptly stucking his tongue deep inside in the mans passageway.

Cloud cried out, arching upward.

"Mmm." zack purred, flicking the tip of his tongue against clouds prostate.

Cloud cried out, his ass closing around his tongue, although he didn't cum.

Grunting loudly, he slowly withdrew his tongue. Kissing his way up the younger's body until he reached clouds lips Pausing he smiled warmly as he gazed at his lovers face. as he slowly thrusted into him. He gently caressed clouds face.

Cloud gasped, even as he arched his back, even as he couldn't help but kiss him sweetly, softly.

Zack shivered keeping his movements slow...and tender. Feeling as if he wasn't gentle enough with the man. He fought the temptation to pound him senselessly into the bed, listening to his heart instead..hoping the blonde...understood...just how serious he was.

Cloud did understand, tears shimmered in his eyes at the love he was showing. God... it was... sooo good... feeling him move inside of him... slow and sweet... and it was sooooooo good. He continued to moan, groan, pant, and whimper.

Zack kissed him sweetly, his fingers gliding along cloud's sides. until he entwined his fingers with his companions.

Cloud groaned, even as he locked fingers with him, enjoying the motions.

shifting he thrusted deeper inside the man, kissing clouds neck, he nipped at it. "mmm"

Cloud moaned, feeling himself tremble, even as he felt nothing but pleasure. "G... God... so good..."

"nnng...y..y..yes..it.is.." he stammered.

Cloud felt his prostate being brushed, even as he couldn't help but give keening cries spilling past his lips.

Zack groaned hotly and whimpered silencing cloud's screams with his lips. kissing him deeply. rolling his hips in and out of him, brushing against his prostate more frequently. enjoying how the mans wall clung to him.

He cried out into his mouth, over and over again, seeing stars with each brush against the tight bundle of nerves.

Breaking the kiss, zack rested his forehead against clouds shoulder, his back arching slightly, whimpering as he neared his peak.

"I... I want... to cum... is that... okay?" he asked, panting.

Slipping a hand inbetween them, he wrapped his fingers around clouds length stroking him. "i...love it when you cum.." he murmured lowly

Cloud groaned, even as he arched up into his hands. "G... God... yes..." he cried, before screaming Zack's name and cuming hard.

Zack cried out in unison with him, releasing his cum deep inside those tight wall.

Cloud groaned, clinging to him, even as he panted.

"mmm..." he kissed clouds neck. not bothering to pull out or pull away, he grabbed the sheet and pulled it over their bodies. "i love you."

"I love you too...'

Resting his head on the blondes shoulder, he closed his eyes. "mmmm"

Cloud wrapped his arms around him, holding him close.

smiling. he cuddled "night."

"Night..." he whispered, even as he drifted off to sleep.

--

Morning came too soon, the sunlight crept in past the curtains, Zack groaned miserably and tried to hide his face, thrusting deep into his lover.

cloud gasped, feeling himself wake up at that move.

not fully awake, zack grunted and grumbled under his breath huffing irritatedly, he reached for a pillow covering his face...his length managing to get even deeper inside of him

Cloud whimpered, groaning, even as he felt it go deeper. It was getting sooo good... even with it being early morning.

zack just stopped falling back asleep.

Cloud whimpered, feeling himself getting rather frustrated.

he put a hand on clouds face. "quit whining" his finger lazily lingered on the blonde bottom lip. his lips parted as he slept.

"Zack... either wake up... and finish... or... let me up... I... hurt," he whispered softly.

zack's eyes opened groggily. "finish what?"

Cloud groaned, even as he couldn't help but show his lover that his cock was hard and inside him... and that his own was just as hard... and that any movement... sent pleasure through his body.

slowly pulling out he rolled over and looked at the clock "...we've only been asleep for 3 hours." he murmured "i.can't keep my eyes open.. i'm sorry... i could give you head.

Cloud gasped, closing his eyes. "N... No... I can take a cold shower. Get some more sleep. It may have only been three hours... but I have contractors to meet and all if we want Seventh Heaven back."

"Cloud," he gabbed ahold of the blonde sucking on his length, his eyes opening as he focused on pleasing him

Cloud cried out, his eyes wide. "Oh god... Zack... you're... aaa... tired... you don't... oohhh... have to do this..."

zack sucked harder his head bobbing quickly as he deepthroated him

Cloud choked back a scream, feeling his whole body tremble.

feeling his own cock twitch at clouds voice, he panted heavily his tongue coiling around the shaft. "mmmm"

"G... God... Zack... really... I love you... so much!"

swallowing clouds length, he groaned hotly, flicking his tongue along it

Cloud whimpered, feeling himself losing it swiftly. "Z... Zack... I.. I'm so... close..."

pulling back he flicked his tongue across the head, purring at he thrusted the tip of his tongue into the slit, lapping up precum.

Cloud lost it, screaming out Zack's name, his cock losing its seed into his mouth.

Zack had opened his mouth catching some of it, and wore the rest. He sat up blinking as he looked at cloud.

Cloud leaned in, licking over him to clean his lover off.

groaning, zack shivered. "I'll be needing that shower." he whispered, keeping himself covered

Cloud moved down his chest, before moving to cover and taking his lover into his mouth, returning the favor.

zack groaned loudly. shuddering. "...what..time...is that...appointment?" he panted

"Eight," he said, letting his cock up to answer, before taking him into his mouth once more.

he grabbed clouds hair "it's seven thirty, cloud." he gasped "you're going to be LATE" he cried out

Cloud shook his head, even as he sucked harder on his cock. They were meeting him in the hotel lobby... he wouldn't be late at all.

Zack shuddered "you could have let me shower! it's been in your ass all night" he exclaimed while bucking into clouds mouth. writhing on the bed.

Cloud merely moaned in reply. Honestly, he'd deal with that later... he wasn't going to let him do what he wouldn't let him do.

Moaning hotly, he pushed cloud head down on him, as he arched up crying out keenly...while cumming in his lovers mouth...without warning. he laid back gasping.

Cloud swallowed, even as he pulled back. "I... couldn't be... unfair..." he murmured. "Besides... they're meeting in the lobby of the hotel..."

"you swallowed?" zack murmured not paying attention to a word he had just said.

Cloud nodded. "Yes..."

'WHY?!"

"Habit..." he murmured, shrinking back. He moved to get off the bed, padding toward the bathroom to shower, shave, and brush his teeth.

zack followed him, "not that it's a bad thing. i just thought you didn't...like my..." his voice trailed off as he watched cloud shave "cum."

Cloud blinked, looking over at him. "No... that isn't... its a little bitter... but it was better... since you haven't had coffee in a while.

"mm, i ate chocolate," he murmured his eyes trailing over his lovers back side.

"That's why it was sweeter..."

"maybe...or maybe it's...because...i drink quite...a bit of yours."

Cloud flushed, looking away for a moment before getting back to shaving. "That... could be too."

'Cloud..."he purred as he slipped behind him, gliding his tongue along the back of his ear.

Cloud shivered, even as he looked back at him. "Zack... this could become dangerous..." he murmured, even as he didn't mind the closeness.

"mmmhmmm.. i agree...you're about enjoy my dick." he rubbed himself against cloud, biting at the nape of his neck. "aren't you?"

Cloud gasped, loudly. "I... I... yes... but... please... let me finish this last... bit..."

zack pulled away, "i..sorry." he whispered he went back into the room layng down on their bed,

Cloud pouted. He hadn't meant for him to stop. Just let him finish. He finished and moved to shower, wondering if the shaving had made Zack uncomfortable.

Zack yawned and stretched in the bed his eyes drooping, as he thought of things he could do today. Surely cloud was going to be with Leon, going over the contract, which meant...he basically had a majority of the day to himself. ...again. The beach sounded nice, he smiled to himself. He'd lay out, and swim for awhile.

Cloud finished up and dressed in a tight pair of shorts and a nice tank top. It was still male clothes, but they looked good on him. "I'm heading down, Zack. I'll make certain the contracts decent then bring it up for you to look at later. All right?"

"Alright," slipping from the bed he went over to him, biting that same spot on the nape of his neck he had, moments before. "stay safe." he whispered

Cloud gasped, nodding. "I will."

Smacking cloud's ass. zack went into the bathroom. whistling, as he started the water, then stepped into the shower.

Cloud flushed, even as he moved to head down, enjoying his touch.

Zack shuddered, the sight of Cloud shaving his legs aroused him. He didn't understand it, then again...he was sure it was safe to say...he was practically always aroused, when it came to his partner. Was that all their relationship was based upon? Was sex? He doubted they could even sit down and have a decent conversation without one of them groping the other.

Cloud talked it over with a group of different contractors, getting lots of information and various bids... as well as getting the various contracts. He said he'd contact them after a lawyer looked them over and then they parted ways... he then went to go see Leon.

Yuffie was sitting in the hospital room with Leon. "Come on! it's good. it's not one of those crummy porns with all the fakeness. this one is real... here i'll jack you.."

"NO ABSOLUTELY NOT" leon hollared "you are not touching my dick, it'll fall off."

"you mean wilt?" yuffie asked

"Yes." leon muttered

"as in ...be flaccid?"

leon grunted "yes!"

cloud knocked, looking like a woman now, slightly, even as he blinked. "Should I leave?" he whispered softly.

Yuffie blinked looking at him, before looking at leon "are you straight now?" she kind of shrunk back at the look the brunette gave her. she patted clouds shoulder slipping the porn into his hand "here lady, he needs a little stro.."

"Yuffie OUT." squeaking yuffie left in a hurry.

Cloud laughed, shaking his head. "Oh lord... she's really into you, isn't she."

Leon smiled "She always has been. " he sat up "alright...the contract...give to me...the porn is yours."

Cloud frowned and tossed it into the trash, before handing him the four contracts he'd gotten. "Here... varity is the spice of life," he said, handing it over.

"I dont like varity." he muttered "im not suppose to have porn in the hospital, could you kindly remove it from the trash can before they start thinking I enjoy vagina?"

"I'll trash it once I go to leave."

"Thank you." Leon looked over each contract sighing. Reading everything carefully. before looking up at the woman. "Obviously they all vary. But I need to know, how you want your living space up above the bar. Do you want it equipped with a kitchen, or how it use to be..just a bedroom and a washroom?"

"I want it to be self-suficient... so we don't have to go downstairs."

Leon handed him a contract. 'This includes a kitchen, a total of three bedrooms, one master and two guest, along with your master bath, and a half bath. you also have enough room for a den...just on your second story. the bar..will remain how is was before."

Cloud listened. "How much more than the others?"

"not much, it's just 30 grand."

"Is that all together, or over the others?"

"over the others."

Cloud was figuring things out in his head. "How much... all together?"

"For this one, 150 grand."

"Mm... I'd only have to spend 10 grand out of my savings... which is less than I thought... after the insurance from the fire and the car accident."

Leon just snorted. "Is that the one you want then? the rest are charging you 120, and around there for something...dinky that you'd hate."

"Is the contract sound?"

"Yes cloud, this one is fool proof"

Cloud smiled at that. "Well, then I guess I'm going for it."

Leon smirked "i'm glad you can afford to." he murmured

Cloud blinked. "Is something wrong?"

"No! of course not." the brunette stated "do you have your business permit, license, as well as your liquor license?"

"Yes... I got copies of them sent after the fire."

"Okay, then you just wait for it to be built, and make sure everything is up to code, Also. if you want any type of appliances in particular, you may want to let the contracter know so they can order it. It'll cost you extra, but just a heads up."

Cloud grinned. "I already have that figured out, in terms of cash..."

Leon raised an eyebrow "mmkay...anything else?"

Cloud thought it over. "No... I have the same place for the food and liqour..."

"You have to keep them seperated." he whispered shifting slightly and gritted his teeth. "in different fridges, a couple mini fridges or wine racks should do for the alcohol...perhaps a cellar." he grunted and rubbed his temples, "anyways, i told you your best bet...so enjoy it,"

Cloud nodded. The reason for the make-up was to hide the nasty bruise he had on his cheek. "Everything okay?" he asked, reaching out to rub his temples.

"Same old...same old...migranes," he murmured reaching out to touch clouds face.

Cloud winced, pulling back, cursing himself.

leon looked startled, he cleared his throat. "right, is that all you wanted?"

Noticing his make-up was smeered at his touch, he turned to look away. "Yeah, I should get going."

"Maybe...you shouldn't come back." he said softly, a tinge of sadness to his tone. "You're obviously uncomfortable around me..." he shrugged "bye..."

Cloud looked down. "That isn't it, Leon. It isn't you. Its me," he said, turning to him, purple showing where his fingers had touched.

Leon's eyes widened "What the hell? Didn't you just yell at me for putting up with that kind of shit?! Why are you..or all people letting, a love intrest, hit you?!"

"It... wasn't Zack..." cloud protested, his voice cracking slightly.

Leon blinked "oookay...if he didn't hit you, who did?"

"Seifer..." he said... in a very low pitched voice.

leon's eyes widened, he just froze just looking off into space. his eyes beginning to water.he slowly looked at cloud. "he was in...in jail...are you..." he swallowed "are you...sure it was him?"

Cloud nodded. "You don't forget the man you take a bite out of as he's trying to rape you..." he answered.

leon stiffened. "...you too huh?' he whispered softly his eyes dulling. he shook his head "sorry...i.i'm sorry."

Cloud shook his head. "His dad's pissed at him. The police are extatic... I don't think there's a reason to be. He didn't break me. He merely hurt himself. he fucked with the wrong person."

"Cloud." leon whispered "if he's not held for nearly killing me...why the HELL would they keep him for just raping you?!"

"Because I went to the police with his blood on my face, his skin markings, cum on me... and my own testimony."

leon shrugged "maybe your right, maybe they'll do something for you t hey didn't for me. You can't honestly believe i would just let him beat me like this? i fought back, i went to the station with his blood and cum all over me. Do you know what he told them? That im a masochist."

"Well... they know the truth now... and are pissed as hell."

leon shrugged "at least, you're alright."

"I think his hand hurt too much for him to think of doing much."

"Could we not talk about him...please?" he whispered, shaking.

"..i get it. okay? unlike you i dont enjoy pain."

Cloud flinched. "Fuck you, Leaon. I don't enjoy pain either," he replied, even as he picked up the papers and moved to leave.

leon just pulled the iv out of his arm, and snorted, as he slid out of the hospital gown and into his leather pants. adorned with all the belts. "You use to," leon murmured "you use to do alot more than fucking me to..." he muttered being a smart ass. "why is it, that ever since you've been with him. you constantly seem to talk down to me? am i scum now?"

"No... and I haven't been. You know it!" He replied, even as he moved to leave. Leon could be an idiot all on his own.

"Huh, terse answers. you can't even look at me." he muttered "i wasn't referring to you liking pain anyways i meant you USE to enjoy fucking me, alot, visa versa."

"What does my liking loving making have to do with what you said to me?" Cloud asked, turning to stare right at him. He wasn't going to let him intimidate him.

"Because." leon looked exhasperated and walked closer to him '"wait what part? the part of me being talked down on?"

"No and I already told you I don't talk down to you. I meant about you saying, and I quote, 'Unlike you, I don't enjoy pain.'"

Leon shrugged "Because with me, you liked things rough Cloud. I'm sure it hurt quite a few times when i was intimate with you. I figured you enjoyed a little bit of pain, especially the way i'd..."he stopped "nevermind." he slid the shirt and bomb liner jacket on,

"It never hurt," Cloud replied. "I would have said something otherwise." He sighed and turned to leave. Damn it all... perhaps they couldn't just be friends... not after everthing...

"and here i was worried that i tore you, ripped you and that you hated my lovemaking." he shrugged "but of course, your still...bitter towards me...aren't you?" he moved beside cloud, not hiding that he was raking his eyes along his ex's body. "Believe it or not, I was very deeply in love with you. yes i messed up, once. but you didn't listen, you didn't care. and yes, i feel horrible. i felt horrible. " he placed his hand on the doorknob, turning it, he slid out of the room

Cloud snorted. "I'm supposed to forgive you when you slept around just because someone else was hot? It wasn't even because you cared about someone else... it was because they were attractive. That's just low," he hissed, even as he moved passed him and headed off.

"Like you cared about Zack when you FUCKED him the first night you met him? What's low is taking advantage of someone's feelings. Seifer and I were on the same wave length at least...at that point, but you have a man practically drooling at your feet, and because your pissed at me.. you fuck him. cloud. that's real low. i wonder if he ever thinks about that." he snapped as he brushed past him going to the stairs.

Cloud ran, but headed for the park. Damn it... he didn't sleep with Zack because he was pissed with Leon. Sure... that was the reason he decided to sleep with someone else... but not the main reason why he slept with Zack.

Zack just happened to be walking by the park, soaking wet. He hummed as he went to walk into the hospital, going to ask cloud to join him down at the beach. But was startled when a pale blue handa peeled out of the parking lot, the brunette driver highly pissed. Frowning, he turned, his eyes following the car. He blinked, spotting cloud and went to him. "Why the long face?"

Cloud couldn't help but look up, sniffling. "Are... you... upset with me... for how... we ended up... together?" he asked, between gasps.

Zack looked at him. "Because we slept together? is that what your asking me?"

"No... well... kind of. I'm afraid... that you... hate me... for the way... we came together..."

"I dont hate you...I told you from the beginning that I liked you, it was a bit cold...to the man you loved." his eyes closed "at the time. that's the only thing i didn't like." he shrugged "it's over and done with, we're together and happy...right?"

Cloud nodded, even as he sniffled. "I just... feel like... I don't understand myself... and I'm sorry, about the make-up, I'll take it off before I get back the hotel... I just... wanted to hide the bruise..."

zack looked at him "i...didn't even notice the make up, it doesn't bother me. it's just the frilly garments that bother me." he pulled cloud close "why do you not understand yourself.. why are you crying?"

"was that the only reason your upset is because you think i hate you for how we came to be?"

"Leon said... he was certain you were thinking about it... how we fucked on the day I broke up with him."

"I was more worried about it in the beginning. It was always on my mind back then, remember you were his, technically speaking. Who was I to barge in where i wasn't fit? I felt i ruined your relationship with him. i use to beat myself up a lot. only, because i thought...you'd never come to love me...as much as you loved him. and honestly. with him being your first love...you'll never love me more, because of that reason. I can only pick up, where he left off and continue to love you...more than he could ever imagine. " he ruffled clouds hair "did you fight before or after he looked over the contract?"

"After," Cloud replied. "And... he wasn't my first love... but... he was the first I let in after a nasty break-up," he answered. He sighed and turned, looking at him.

zack blinked "third times a charm." he chimed trying to cheer him up. "and at least you got what you needed..." he slumped "probably not what you wanted to hear..." he smiled and grabbed clouds hand yanking him up "come to the beach with me."

Cloud smiled, nodding. 'All right, but we need to stop by the hotel so I can put the paper work away.

Nodding zack smiled kissed his cheek. "Okay babe"

Cloud smiled warmly. "Come one... we can walk back hand-in-hand... if you're okay with it."

Holding out his hand, zack chuckled "love that idea. "

Cloud slid his hand into his, twining their fingers together. He loved this. Sure, he was a little feminine in dress, what with the tight shorts and top, and the little bit of make-up, but at least he was happy. And it seemed Zack didn't mind it either.

zack smiled warmly. "do i stink?" he asked "i have been at the beach a majority of the day...i just wanted you, to be able to enjoy it with me."

cloud shook his head. "Not at all, you smell fine to me, love."

"Good." he chirped happily. He raised an eyebrow as he looked at clouds ass. he pouted. "people are probably staring at your butt"

Cloud smirked. "At least I'm not in a bikini... then people really stare..."

zack turned bright red. "...ah...well good point'

Cloud glanced at his lover, laughing. "Don't worry, I won't wear one."

zack smiled "ahh well...it'd..look cute." he whispered softly

Cloud paused, blinking had he just heard that right? "Zack... if you think that... I'll have to model for you sometime..." he whispered softly.

Zack looked at him "Just the bottoms?" he murmured looking off to the side.

"Well, if I'm trying to fool people... its both... but since I wouldn't be fooling you... just the bottoms.

He smiled looking at the blonde. "You know if your going to fool people into thinking your a girl...and i'm there...they may think I dumped you and went straight."

Cloud laughed. "Wouldn't matter... I'd still be with you...

"I know but still they'd be kicking my ass. and telling you about this blonde chick i was with."

"And then I'd have to tell them the truth... which I wouldn't mind... if you didn't. But its neither here nor there, Zack. You can't comfortable with girly crossdressing."

Zack stopped "I said I wasn't comfortable with the lingere, or dresses. The outrageously girly style of clothing. If I was completely uncomfortable with the entire thing wouldn't want to even associate myself with you. I didn't say anything about you shaving your legs, now did I? and the only reason i made a smart assed comment about wearing just the bikini bottom was because your flat chested. girls wear bikini tops to flaunt their assets to males, and males are attracted to breasts. If it makes you feel better I like wearing a thong, granted not a female one, but.." he undid his shorts, pulling them down. Showing him the elephant trunk on them, his cock filling it. he shrugged.

Cloud laughed. "Oh... I like that."

"I know, isn't it cute?" zack murmured "touch it, it's soft."

Cloud smirked. "It won't be soft once I start touching it," He replied.

"not my dick, the cloth, it's soft...pervert." he mumbled grinning from ear to ear, he grabbed clouds hand making him touch the material of the under garment

Cloud caressed over it, before moving his hand to hold Zack's. "Mm... it is..."

Smirking, he pulled his shorts up. "we could always do it.." he whispered "right...here." he pointed at a picnic bench.

Cloud flushed, even as he watched him. "I... would hate to have to spend jail time... although its tempting."

"oh come on, we wont go to jail."

"sex in a public place... yes we will..."

"it's an elephant trying to bury it's trunk. we will not go to jail."

Cloud couldn't help but moan, watching his lover. "That's your verson of events," he replied, even as he was already pressed against his lover. Honestly, he loved being with him. He could live if they couldn't have sex... but he wanted the hugging and cuddling.

"I can't wait." zack whispered as he led cloud to the bench. He undid the tight shorts, sliding them off of the blondes lithe frame. humming as he settled himself inbetween those legs, reaching down he unzipped his own shorts, and pulled his length out, pushing it into him, crying out hotly, unphased by the looks they were recieving.

Cloud cried out, clinging to Zack. Damn it... he didn't care what was going to happen. All he wanted was Zack... and he was loving the feel of his hot need pressing deep inside of him.

Groaning, zack pressed his lips against clouds kissing him deeply while pounding him into the bench, he wrapped his fingers around the blondes cock, trying to hurry, before they..did get arrested. he shuddered gasping. the rush he was feeling, mixed with the pleasure was unbelieveable.

Cloud cried out, rocking with him, feeling his body tensing. It was rather swift. His pleasure was built and then crested, even as he cried out, cuming hard, tightening around him.

zack groaned lowly, thrusting a couple more times before cumming in him.

Cloud shivered, even as he shifted to correct their clothing before cuddling against him, panting softly.

zack pulled out, tucking himself in and zipping up. he shuddered and chuckled, panting heavily. "...see...not arrested." he whispered

Cloud laughed, kissing him. "Yet," he murmured, not wanting to move from cuddling with him.

"mmm." he chuckled and kissed him back "sorry it was so...quick." he whispered

cloud laughed. "I don't mind. That means we're hot for one another."

"I've been hot for you...all day." he whined "do you know how that feels?" he gave him puppy dog eyes, trying to appear innocent.

"About as much as it feels for me to be aching for you all day."

"it's all your fault though, i've never done anything to tempt you. and you just had to go and shave your legs."

Cloud laughed. "Hey, I didn't do that to tempt you."

Zack raised an eyebrow. He pulled back and sat up looking at the cum on his hand. Looking down at the blonde, his tongue slowly slipped out from between his lips, tauntingly licking his hand clean. "mmm." he moaned

Cloud shivered, watching him. "Tease," he whispered.

"Im not doing it to tempt you." he said softly. he extended his clean hand, still cleaning off his soiled one.

Cloud watched him, eyes locked on him, even as he took one of his lovers fingers into his mouth, slowly sucking on it.

Groaning, zack shuddered. Smirking at him. "Now, you're being a tease."

Cloud purred, smiling softly.

Pulling back, zack chuckled. and wiped his hand off on his shorts. "Come on.." he said softly. smiling at him.

Cloud nodded, putting his hand in his, even as he walked while pressed close.

Holding his lover's hand, he rubbed his thumb against the back of clouds hand. "You know," he whispered "you don't tell me how pretty my eyes are anymore." he stated in mock hurt. "apparently, other things...have blown your mind since then."

Cloud laughed. "Always, love. Those eyes always mesmerize me..."

Zack chuckled and ruffled clouds hair. "You're silly."

Cloud smiled brightly, even as he was a little depressed internally that Leon and him had to end things the way they did.

Zack stopped and made cloud look at him. "What's wrong?" he asked gently. searching his lover's face.

Cloud smiled softly. "Well... its just... as usual... instead of ending things right between Leon and me... I just made things worse... I guess... we weren't meant to be friends any more once we tried a relationship."

He smiled "Why don't you try...to make amends with him?...don't argue or bring up the past. While he has hurt you, and he knows he has. bring up that only pours salt into the wound...causing you and him to react...unpleasently. You're both going to defend yourselves, you're human." he sighed "do you get along when you don't talk about how he hurt you?"

Cloud nodded. "Yes... we do... as long as we avoid our former relationship talk all together."

"Dont take this the wrong way..." zack smiled "but is there any...attraction still there?" he asked bluntly.

Cloud nodded, he wouldn't deny it. "He was... my first lover. So I'd lie if I didn't still feel something."

"maybe it's pent up frusteration."

cloud blinked. "How? I get more than enough from you..."

zack started laughing. "while that's true, maybe...it's not my touch..you need to satisfy that urge. You said yourself his ass in tight jeans were a turn on, for you, i guess what im saying is...maybe...you should...do what you need to do, when it comes to him." he raised an eyebrow. "anything goes, bad or good.. i'll still be here. i think you have unresolved issues. and if you dont do something.. you're going to constantly ask yourself 'what if' "

"You mean... like... one last... hurrah for... old times sake?" Cloud asked, surprised Zack was saying such a thing.

"Basically."

"I see... well... when do you expect this to happen? I don't see Leon talking to me... ever again."

"You are incredibly hard on yourself. Why dont you call him, you do still have his number in your phone."

"He'll see who it is and let it go to voice mail."

"Isn't that a chance you should be wanting to take?"

Cloud sighed. "Fine... but I know that what'll happen," he answered, even as he pulled his cell phone and dialed the number.

"Hello?" Leon answered

Cloud blinked in surprise. "Leon?" Cloud murmured.

"..No, it's someone else." he muttered being a smart ass. "you called my cell, cloud, of course it's me...is there something you wanted?"

"I was wondering... if you'd like... to go out for drinks... so we can talk."

Leon blinked several times. "...Sure..." he answered hesitantly.

"Tonight? I... I'll wear a dress so no one thinks you're being seduced."

"...Seduced?" leon murmured startled "you dont have to...wear a dress,... to keep people from getting suspecious. i...nevermind. yeah. i'll come tonight...what time and where at?"

"How about Coral Bar and Grill?"

"Sounds good...what time?"

"Eight."

grunting leon sighed "what time is it now?" he asked

"Four thirty."

"okay... i'll be there at eight then..." he said softly. "see you then." he murmured, hanging up.

zack looked at cloud raising an eyebrow 'Sooo? do you have a date tonight?" he teased

Cloud rolled his eyes. "I have a meeting with him."

zack chuckled and kissed clouds cheek. "mmhmmm."

Cloud laughed, even as he kissed his lover. "I'm gonna wear the dress I bought the other day... so I don't feel bad for getting it."

zack smiled and kissed him back "probably get him all riled up. you really are a tease." he grinned.

"You don't like dresses, even though its a simple sundress."

zack blinked "uh...right." he kept himself quiet until they got to the beach, once they got there, zack picked a spot and sat down. enjoying the sun beating down on him as he laid down in the warm, crystal white sand. "mmmm. i love the beach." he whispered

Cloud smiled, even as he removed his pants to reveal the slinky bikini bottom he wore, which he had changed into at the hotel before coming back down here.

Zack's eyes widened and smirked raising an eyebrow, he pulled cloud close "mmmm hello there." he purred

Cloud laughed, resting against him. "Mm... hello there yourself."

holding the blonde close, the elder sighed contently. kissing the top of his head. "i love you." he whispered

"I love you too, Zack," he purred, kissing him lightly, before moving and flirting with him, racing for the water.

getting up he chased after cloud, laughing he wrapped his arms around clouds waist. "you lose." he murmured.

Cloud smirked, even as he purpose knocked them into the surf.

gasping zack looked at him in shock, before picking him up "your going to get it." he teased

Cloud laughed, nodding. "I was hoping for it... because... if we're... in the ocean... we could... make love... and no one would... realize it," he whispered.

tempted to dunk cloud under the water, zack stilled hearing his lover's suggestion. and smiled at him. he held him close kissing him gently. as he wadded to deeper water. he shifted a bit kissing him deeply.

Cloud moaned, even as he pressed close, kissing his hotly. Gay relationships weren't so weird any more, so two men making out didn't even pat an eyelash to most of the beach goers.

groaning against clouds lips, he reached down fondling clouds length. "mmm cloud."

Cloud whimpered, even as he pressed closer. "Mm... Zack..."

shivering he broke the kiss, undoing his shorts. "wrap your legs around me." he whispered

Cloud wrapped his legs around him, glad for the tiny bikini bottom now.

zack moved the bottom to the side, before slowly thrusting into him groaning as he held him close. "ungh cloud.." he murmured.

Cloud gasped, even as he couldn't help but throw his head back. "God... love... so good..."

Shivering, zack pressed his lips against clouds neck, kissing the supple flesh..gently. "mmmm"

"Nothing like... sex in public..." Cloud murmured, giving his lover a wide smile.

"mmmm" zack smiled nibbling on clouds bottom lip. "it's exhellerating."

"You like... having your cock up my ass, don't you?" he asked, puring against his lips.

rocking his hips, zack groaned enjoying the sensation. "..uh huh. you enjoy having it" he held him closely rocking roughly into him "ungh.. yes..."

Cloud couldn't help but whimper, panting. "Of course... "

licking clouds neck, zack grunting and whimpered moving faster. "..cl..cloud...mmmmg...your gorgeous.."

"You're... pretty hot... yourself, Zack," he answered, even as he moved to kiss him hotly, groaning as he moved faster, feeling pleasure beginning to pool.

Zack shuddered deepening the kiss, he whimpered and arched his back as he came deep inside of him

Cloud felt that heat pour up into his body, even as he cried out, feeling himself spilling his own seed at the feeling of being filled.

zack held him as close as possible as he kissed him passionately " god..i love you."

TBC