This is from chapter 18, Parents. This is Kim's point of view of when she was on her way home from Port Angele's with Jared. Parts are dream and parts are reality. It might help to open the chapter up because Jared and sleepy-Kimmy's conversations are from this but are interpreted different ways. Did that make sense? Anyways, enjoy!
I giggled, cuddling into his lap more. "This is so nice." I told him, smiling. He nodded his head. "I have something I want to tell you Kim." I gave him a confused look, urging him to continue. It sounded serious. "I am a wolf person." I gasped.
"Oh Jared! I know! I saw Collin and Ryan morph into the wolves. I am so glad you told me!" I responded, hugging him.
"You...knew?" He questioned. "And you didn't say anything?" I shook my head yes. "I am so sorry Kim, I was going to tell you but I wasn't ready. I wanted to make sure we were serious before I said anything." I nodded my head in understanding. "Oh, I understand, I waited until you were ready to tell me." He leaned down and pushed his lips against mine.
"I love you." I whispered, pulling away. He grinned, "I love you too." I squealed and suddenly noticed we were on the beach.
"When did we get here?" I asked, confused, looking around. It was sunny, way to sunny for La Push but it was so beautiful and nice.
"You wanted to be here." Jared said happily. I gave him a confused look, I didn't remember saying that I wanted to be at the beach. "You thought about being here with nice weather so we came here." He told me, still smiling. I gave him another confused look. "This is a dream, Kim. This is what you want to happen." I sucked in a breath.
"What do you mean?" I squeaked, looking around at the empty beach. Why would the beach be empty on such a beautiful day? "I don't want to tell you about being a wolf person. I don't love you. You just want me too." I was crushed but I knew it was true. Why would he ever love me?
"Go to sleep, Sweetheart. I know you're tired." He said and I shook my head no. I didn't want to go to sleep. "You're forced to be in my dream. Thats not fair to you." I whispered, a little heartbroken. I was forcing dream Jared to be with me. I was a horrible person. He chuckled and shrugged. "It's okay. I know you're tired." He reasoned. What? We were suddenly standing, him a good five feet away from me.
"Jared?" I asked. The skies opened up and it down poured. He smirked at me and ran away, fast, into the woods. "Jared!" I screamed, running after him. He was so much faster than me. Quickly, I sped up. I had never run this fast in my life. It was a rush, so refreshing and lively. Everything was a blur and then I was falling, and falling fast. I had run off a cliff but Brady and Jake weren't in the waters bellow and Jared wasn't coming after me. I began to panic. I didn't have time to scream.
I jolted, sitting upright. I was on the couch in Emily and Sam's house. I let out a deep breath and looked around. Everyone was there. "Just a bad dream." I murmured to myself. I looked around at everyone and paused on Jared, staring him down.
"Yes, Kim?" He asked, playfully, sensing my gaze. "I hate liars." The most truthful thing I have ever said. He frowned and rolled his eyes.
"Fine. Sorry I said that I loved you." The other guys snickered and I felt my face heat up. "Why wont you tell me about being part wolf?" I asked, my voice cracking a few times. He shrugged. "I don't plan on keeping you for that long...this is a big secret and I can't tell just anybody." I wanted to cry. Why couldn't I be good enough for him?
"But I love you." I mumbled.
The next thing I knew I was being carried into my room. I wasn't sure if I was awake or asleep. I was placed on a comfy surface and suddenly was very cold. I cuddled up in a ball to try and warm myself. Someone was rubbing my arm comfortingly.
"Wake up, Sweetheart." A beautiful voice whispered in my ear. I perked up a little, I loved that voice. "Jared." I stated. "Yeah, Honey. You need to get changed into pajamas, okay?" He helped me up and led me to the bathroom. I blinked a couple times. Was I awake? He placed the clothes on the counter and left me to get ready for bed. I pulled off my clothes and put on the T-shirt and shorts before brushing my teeth. I stumbled out of the bathroom and was caught by a pair of warm arms. They went around my waist and led me back to my room. I shut my eyes and was pulled onto the bed, into the warm arms.
"Thanks Jare." I murmured. He didn't have to love me. He didn't have to tell me about the wolves. He just had to be there for me. That was what I truly needed. I wanted so much more but I could survive on less.
"I love you." I smiled as dream Jared placed a kiss on my neck. I love you too. I thought.
That was just a short little thing but hopefully it was okay. A little strange, huh? I honestly didn't spend more than fifteen minutes on it...just a little drabble for you guys! xx.
