Realize

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And well never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

He took a deep breath and grabbed my shoulders softly but with enough force that I was startled. He pulled me closer and kissed me again, but this time with more passion. It was still gentle and sweet like a fairytale though. At first I balled my fists up and pushed against his chest so he would stop. I knew my heart would pay for this later. My tears washed over his face. He ignored that and kept my face in his hands. Then, my heart took over and I kissed him back letting my arms twine around his neck. I climbed from my place in the driver's seat and set my knees on either side of his waist where I was sitting in his lap, straddling him, closer to him, without breaking the kiss. I felt his hands trembling on the arch of my back as he pulled me gently even closer. I trailed my hands from around his neck to his shoulders to where they were resting on his chest. He traced his fingertips against the skin on my back between my t-shirt and my pants. I could tell by his shaking, that he was scared and he thought that would make me run away, but I didn't. I knew that I would have to pay for this later, but I didn't care. I liked it. I loved the electric sensation and butterflies soaring through my stomach from his touch. I wanted to be closer. I tightened my knees around his hips and let my hands come to his face. I was even nearer to him, if that was possible. His hands tangled in my hair and I stroked my fingers down his jaw, along his neck, down his perfect chest to his flat stomach. He shivered slightly with pleasure and ran his fingers along my collarbone. I then stiffened and pulled back for air as he did. He leaned back in for more and as much as I wanted more, I couldn't have it, knowing my heart would long for him later. I kissed him once more very gently and pressed softly against his chest signaling the end. He took the cue. He pulled away. We were both shaking and staring into each other's eyes. I realized my intimate position on him and he realized his hold on me so we both blushed, he unwinding his arms from me and nervously running his fingers through his messy hair and I, jumping abruptly back into my seat.

"Get out." I growled still breathing heavily shoving the door open and trying to compose my appearance. He tried to hide his smile but I saw him beaming as he sprinted into his house. I groaned and started my car. But I couldn't disguise my beating heart. I couldn't hide the smile of pure happiness spreading across my face.