If you want to read the rated MA version please go to Author Blu3 Story Title After High School Ch 11
After the Host Club
Chapter 11
My mind was in a fog after Takashi kissed me the second time. After the song, I went to sit at the small couch that was in my dad's office. I really didn't want to think about what is going on between us right know. I looked up at him and smiled.
"What happens now," I asked.
"Know we will put our masks back on and wish our friends a Happy New Year," said with a small strain in his face. "Haruhi is there a bathroom in this office," Takashi asked.
"Yeah come this was and I will show you to the room my dad uses as bedroom it has a bathroom attached to it," I said as I got off the couch to show him.
"Thanks I will not take long," he hoped. His erection was bothering so hard he had to relieve himself fast.
I sat in the bed to wait for him. I started thinking about what he had said and about the kisses that he gave me. He had lushes lips big and thick. He didn't know but he was my first kiss. I know I kissed a girl in high school but this was a boy that kissed me, so it does not count as my first. Well it might count as my first girl kiss ever. I started comparing the two kisses and decided that I most definitely like boys. He really said he liked me, as more than just a friend, I will ask him later on that. As I was daydreaming about Takashi, I heard a moan come out the bathroom door. I shot out of the bed and rushed to the bathroom door to see if Takashi was ok. I reached the door and turned the handle but when I went to open it, it would not open. He must be leaning against the door I hope he is ok. I was a little curious so I straightened in front of the door. I heard more moans and mumbles come out the door. The sound of his voice was that sounded thick and baritone, so very husky with desire. Oh my, was he touching himself. I did remember the feel of his erection when he was behind me and my god it was big. The knowledge of this heated my blood and I started to get wet between my legs. I remember health class when I was in middle school and my first year of high school, and a male only masturbates when they are aroused and need to relieve the pressure between their legs. As I thought of these things, I heard a moan and my name come out through the door. I got hot all over and wanted to go in the bathroom to see if he was really touching himself. Was he thinking of me when he did these things to himself? Am I that desirable to someone like that? He did say that I looked beautiful and that he liked me.
I walked in to the bathroom and asked if he was ok. He told me to get out and I did. I waited for him in my dad's bedroom. He walked out some time later dressed and looking like his normal self. We looked at each other and I blushed slightly while he just smiled a knowing smile at me. We then walked to the office to get our stuff and leave. As I got to the desk to get my mask and put it on I saw my drink sitting there, picked it up, down its content, which was rum and coke, and placed the mask back in my face.
"Does it look like I was crying Takashi," I asked him as I turned to look at him. I had to say something anything at all to break this sexual tension going on.
"You most definitely do not look like you were crying," I lied to her. She had a mixture of tears on her face and sexual release going on. What was she doing while he was in the bathroom reliving his own sexual need? Oh so that is what I smelled when I stepped out the bathroom, interesting. I felt bad though but I wanted all the guys to know how they had made her feel tonight so that they can apologies.
As they were about to exit the office I stopped Haruhi and held her in my arms. I looked into her eyes and said, "I will wait for you to find yourself and to realize the feelings you have for me. Just know this that I have feelings for you and that I will wait for you to decide where we go from here." He smiled at the last sentence and kissed her gently before letting her go and holding her hand as they left the office to meet up with their friend.
I was so stunned that I could not believe what he just told me. Did he just say he liked me more than just a friend did? Oh hello didn't you just hear him moan your name while touching himself a minute ago. How do I really feel about him thought? Is it like a brother love or like the love to a man? I just touched myself for the first time thinking about this man. I looked at him, he noticed and I looked away with a blush in my cheeks. I think I need more time to analyze these feelings. After all this is over maybe.
"Haruhiiii," Tamaki called out, "Where have you been?"
"I needed some time to myself so I went to my dad's office."
"Do you feel better Haru-chan," Mitzkuni said with a worried look in his eyes.
"Yes I feel much better Mitzkuni, Thanks for asking," I said with a small smile and blush.
"Come on Haruhi dance with me," Rengé said as she pulled me to the dance floor.
When we got to the dance floor I said, "Thanks Rengé, I really didn't want to hear any more questions right know. Did I tell you Happy New Year," I yelled while I hugged her hard.
Rengé laughed, hugged her back and said, "Happy New Years to you too missy. You have to tell me what that blush was all about?"
We dance for some time and my friends from middle school came wished me a Happy New Year and dance with me. I had a good time with them and it served as a distraction to my own thought of what had happened at the office with Takashi. The rest of the old Host Club came to the dance floor pulled their dates to them and got ready to dance the last song of the party.
"You look better know almost like your old self or maybe better you are glowing," Takashi said knowing as they danced.
"Yeah I feel much much better," I said as I move in closer to him, placed my head on his chest, and my arms around his neck.
He held me tighter and I was in heaven. So this is what it felt like to be with the one you love. 'LOVE' do I really love Takashi? Well I do love all of the guys like brothers. I cannot consider them friends anymore because they felt like family event though they did not feel the same way.
After the song was over my dad and his date came to get Takashi and me so that we would say goodbye to the guest at the door. The guys were the last to leave and Takashi stayed behind because my dad was not going to go home just yet. He would probably stay and clean up with his friends and sleep in the room in the office. So Takashi took me home, in front of my house I asked Takashi if he wanted to stay over because dad wasn't coming home until late afternoon almost night to get ready for work. He said ok, we walked inside and I went to the kitchen to prepare some tea before going to bed.
"Is it true what you said in the office, will you wait for me to make a decision about how I feel about you? Does that mean that you like me more than just a friend? I have to say I don't know how to feel about what happen tonight. I do admire you and I always find myself gravitating towards you more than the others. Your presence suede's me in a way nothing else does and when you're not around, I feel like something is missing. I just wish my mom was here to talk to me about stuff like this," I said while I gave him a glass of tea.
"Yes everything I told you tonight is true and I do like you as more than just a friend. You are the first girl to ever inspire such feelings in me. I want to protect you, hold you close and never let you go, kiss you till the world ends, and be with you forever. But I also know you're an independent in nature you have a goal that you want to reach and nothing can stop you. I will wait for you to mature in your own way, we all have you just need extra time because you didn't have that parental guidance some of us had. I also wish your mom was here too but I am glad she is not because you would not be who you are today if you had. Know finish your tea and go to bed we can finish our talk tomorrow."
We finished our tea and I went to the closet and got blankets and a pillow from my room and set the futon in the living room up. We said goodnight and I went to my room. As I was undressing, I thought about what happened in the office and in the bedroom, the things said and done. In addition, about what just happened in the kitchen? It is going to be a long day today hopefully I will get through this ok. I put on my pajamas and went to sleep dreaming about Takashi and his kiss.
