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Mr. Dreyer spun the fork in his fingers, looking away from me. "Laxus has never been the best child, i think that was mostly my fault. Never having a mother in his life." He sighed and lowered his head. "Laxus is a good kid though, I know that." I sat back down and waited for a minute before speaking.

"Have you ever though of talking to Laxus?" He shook his head.

"Laxus always seemed to have things figured out for himself. i guess that's why he's always alone." I thought back to the thunder tribe and how they seemed like guards more than friends to Laxus. I tried to befriend him, but it just turned into a mess. It's still a mess. But...

"I Love Laxus." I said.

"I'm glad you do, i hoped you did. Laxus needed someone to be there for him-"

Mr. Dreyar looked up at me and smiled, something behind that smile told me he knew more, i pressed on."No" I mumbled. Mr. Dreyar waited for me to continue. I clenched the table and took in a deep breath. "I Love-" He suddenly got up, putting a hand on my shoulder and dropping the fork.

"I know." My eyes went wide. "That's why I want him to leave."


The next day seemed as if it was in slow motion. Classes went by pretty slow, and the day continued on without giving me a chance to get my head straight, but time stops for nobody, let along me. So i went on inevitably.

"She didn't get any sleep last night." I could hear Natsu tell a few people as we walked out for after school activities. Natsu had basketball practice and it seemed like i was tagging along. I didn't want to face Mr. Dreyar. Into the gymnasium, Natsu kissed my cheek and took off to the other players. i watched for a few minutes before getting up and getting some water as they talked about something, probably an up coming game.

I sighed and slowly slid down to the bottom of the wall. I pulled my legs up to my chest and buried my head into my arms. For a moment i just sat there, feeling pretty stupid. Then i heard footsteps slowly walk to me and stop. I could feel them in front of me waiting for me to pick my head up. So i didn't.

"Go away Natsu" i grumbled. The person didn't say anything. I reluctantly picked my head up to see Laxus crouched down in front of me. His eyes staring into mine. "Why aren't you at home, you're suspended" Laxus shrugged.

"I wanted to pick you up and walk you home." I stared at him.

"Why?"

"Because you're upset." I put my head back down, i didn't need this. I didn't want him just believe he could burlesque my feelings. I wanted him to go away, that's what i wanted. But he kept talking. " i wanted to apologize for what happened yesterday."

"Are you?" I lifted my head up, "Are are you just going to screw with my head again? Go home and act like nothing happened, be cause if that's it Laxus you could just get out of my face and go crawl in a hole and die"

"No i won't be cause i have to solve things between the two of us."

"No you want to make a fool of me once again"

"Lucy-" I rolled my eyes and then pointed them at him with a glare. He couldn't possibly really want to make things better between the two of us. What was going on anyway? Was i the one having a field day ruining everything between us. If that's the case, i was the one to blame for everything. Yet, what Laxus did pissed me off. The whole time he was just playing me, messing with my affection.

"There's no way to make things better." Laxus glowered at me for a flash second before he got up and turned around.

"Look, if i really wanted to make a fool of you, i wouldn't have walked all the way here, under suspension, risking an even longer one. I don't know what's going on within you head, but what ever it is, it's hurting you."

"You're the one hurting me." The words escaped out my mouth before i could catch them.

"No, it's because your over thinking things." I stood up myself and slapped him. He grabbed my hand pushed me against the wall. I fought him, twisting, kicking, doing anything i could possibly do to get him off me. Laxus watched me the whole time, pressing me harder against the wall but he wouldn't let go.

"What happened...Lucy i said it all for a reason."

"No!" I yelled i shoved against him hard, rigorously, trying so hard, trying desperately to not fall for this again. "I- Laxus! Leave me alone. I won't fall for it again, you son of a...i won't let you do it. I won't." Laxus held me tighter, camouflaging me within his body. I stopped fighting him, my arms went limp, and i didn't kick anymore. Instead, i cried. I cried my eyes out still snarling obscenities at him, but Laxus didn't let go. He held me there until i fell silent.

"I'm sorry Lucy. I promise i'll be better. I don't want this anymore. I don;t want you to hurt anymore. I Love you."

"Laxus..." I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around him. I wasn't going to let him draw me back in, but right now i believed he really wanted to protect me from getting hurt. Even if it was himself he had to protect me from. In this moment i was venerable. I wasn't capable of fighting him. I was too emotionally sore, too tired to but up a block from much of anything. I loved Laxus though and it was wrong. Everything about us was wrong, yet we couldn't stop. We couldn't help ourselves from falling back into the same routine of wanted something that we shouldn't want. Our Love. This so called pure feelings weren't in the slightest pure. They were instead caked in demonic lust, yet we chased after it. We carved it and thus we carved each other.


I walked home with him. I was worn and broken and confused, but he held on to my hand and said nothing to make things worse. he was quiet the whole walk home with any words of conversation kept in his head. And i me tally thanked him for that. For now, i was just too tattered to say much of anything.

We walked into the empty house and climbed up the stairs and into his room. Laxus closed the door and walked me over to the bed were we laid, snuggled and silent until we heard the front door open signaling Mr. Dreyar's return. Natsu couldn't have been finished with practice that quickly. I closed my eyes and sunk into Laxus's embrace. I was failing in not trying to fall into him, but still didn't try to hold my self back. I didn't want to resist.

Laxus ran circles into my back and kissed the top of my head. What would Natsu say from all this? Would he be upset? Angry? Hurt? All the above? It burned the back of my head as i listened to Mr. Dreyar's footsteps up the stairs. Each time his foot hit the word of the stairs, i wanted to duck away from Laxus and ball myself into a cocoon of melancholy.

Mr. Dreyar paused at Laxus's door and knocked. Laxus shifted a little, turn to the side i was facing and looked me in the eyes. "Answer?" He whispered. I shook my head. I didn't want Mr. Dreyar to interrupt us. I also just didn't want to see him. Laxus nodded and pulled my closer into his chest. "Alright."

For the rest of the day, i stayed wrapped tightly in Laxus's grasp. For a while i though i was nice, until i would have to face Natsu in the morning. As a matter of fact, he never even came home.