Hey Sorry I haven't wrote in quite a long time, I've been quite busy, and I lost the chapter I actually wrote. Sorry to keep you all waiting I also got help from my amazing Best Friend Jess (check out her Fanfiction which is Miss Bella Cullen18)
Hey its Miss Bella Cullen18: There's quite a lot of POV Switching in this chapter hope you don't get to confused :S
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E.P.O.V
I look around the room quickly, checking everyone's face. If I say Elsie, everyone will go mad, and hate me. And if I say Bella, Elsie would be mad. She'd do something stupid and I wouldn't be able to live with myself. But it's my choice, right? I thought to myself.
"I think I'll pickā¦" I announced, my whole body tensing.
I took a pause, I don't know how long for, but it must have been for a long time, because everyone was shouting me to hurry up and make my mind up.
"Sorry, I'm picking Elsie, sorry Bella."Elsie's face lit up with happiness. I watched Bella glare at Elsie, if looks could kill and if vampires could die then Elsie wouldn't . If I could read Bella's mind, I would. I know I hurt her. But she's strong and lived through my leaving before whereas Elsie has never been hurt and I couldn't do that to her.
E.P.O.V [Elsie]
My heart soared with joy as I ran up to Edward's open arms. He picked me, he really picked me. I turned back to look at Bella. 'Why are you still here.' I sneered.
'She's with me.' Alice butted in, she's always doing that, the stupid annoying Pixie will never have to see me again once me and Edward get married.
'Edward.' I wined into his chest. He didn't respond so I looked into his eyes and saw he was a little distracted looking at Alice, her trying to talk him out of picking me obviously. But he'll stay strong, well at least I hope he will.
B.P.O.V
I leant against Alice's Shoulder, I can't let him see me cry, I can't let them see me cry.
Alice sighed heavily and ushered me up the stairs.
'Well at least your happy Edward, that's all that matters now, isn't it?' I had never heard Alice talk to him like that, I always thought she respected him the most out of her 'brothers' so my eyes started to well again with the thought I would be splitting his family up, turning them against each other, all because of me.
Once we got into Alice and Jasper's room I made it as far as to step in the door when I fell to the floor, Alice barely catching me in time.
'Alice I'm so sorry.' I whimpered before my breathing got jagged and I just crumbled through my walls.
'What do you have to be sorry for? He's the one who hurt you the obnoxious bas-' I cut her off
'It is all my fault. All of this is, If I hadn't of gone to the meadow that day I wouldn't of seen them and you could live your life fine again, without me.' I rushed, trying to even out my breathing.
'Bella, what on earth are you talking about, When Edward left we were all a mess including him he banned me from seeing into your future and the day you found him in the meadow was the day I was going to come back for you.' Alice rubbed my arm to soothe me but my breathing picked up more.
'Bella, look at this.' Alice sighed.
'What.' My voice was croaky and painfully scratchy, it hurt from all the crying.
'Look at you.' 'What about me?' I know I might look a little messed up curled on the floor and everything but could she blame me?
'You Can't let him do this to you.'
'Well Alice what else can I do?' I know I sounded a little agitated but I couldn't really act like everything was fine when inside I was near enough dead.
I Picked myself up off the floor.
'I need a drink. I'm going to the kitchen.' I stretched a bit and walked out the door as I went I passed a mirror, red puffy eyes, hair knotty, lips chapped, pale and blotchy and the permanent tear stains. I couldn't really blame he picked her over me, I'm a mess.
'Do you want me to come with you?' Alice picked herself off the floor as well.
'No ones downstairs so I guess I should be okay. Thanks.' I went down the stairs into the kitchen, No one was downstairs so I was lucky. I had just took a glass from the cabinet and had the tap running when I heard footsteps coming closer, I put the tap on full blast to fill my glass quicker as the water splashed all down the front of my t-shirt.
The footsteps stopped, I turned around to see Edward, wide eyed and speechless. The glass crashed to the floor, taking the contents with it.
The last thing was a pounding ache at the back of my head and an annoying beeping sound at the side of me.
'Bella should wake up any moment.' and just like the girl predicted my eyes fluttered open to be met with white walls and a doctor and a girl who had to be only 5ft 4.
'Bella, I'm so sorry, I didn't see It and we didn't have enough time to catch you. I'm sorry.' The girl ran over to me in the bed and perched gracefully on the end of my bed.
'I'm sorry, but who are you?'
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'Edward she doesn't remember any of us at all.' My whole body went tense as I looked to Elsie
She grinned at me; 'Only a few miles to go until were in Canada.'
