Broken Chapter Eleven Part 1

Zason's Pov;

Walking into the club the first thing that caught my attention was the music blasting. It was loud and a immediate attention grabber, they had amazing taste in music. I was expecting some techno music with people carrying glow sticks. However, it wasn't like anything like that. I felt an arm wrap around my shoulder and I looked over finding Sean standing beside me, and Justin standing beside him.

"I'm actually feeling this vibe of this club," Sean said with a small smirk watching the girls that walked by. Leave it up to this idiot to probably go flirt with Lesbian girls or already taken Bisexual girls. "So, what exactly are we going to do?"

I wanted to know the same thing, what exactly are we going to do in this club. I looked over towards Justin, who mostly had an idea.

Justin shook his head a bit, "isn't it obvious? We are going to get fucked up and probably wake up in someone else's bed."

I rolled my eyes and walked away from him, Sean following after me. "Do you think being here is such a good idea?"

Sean shrugged his shoulders, "I don't know about me, but it looks like someone has their eyes on you." He pointed towards a table to the left of us.

I looked over towards the table and the person I seen made my eyes widen. The person standing a few feet away from us was Aaron Wilcox, the boy of my dreams. I didn't place him as a person who would go out clubbing. I was glad he was here though, that means I had a chance to talk with him.

"Isn't that Aaron? " Sean asked with an raised eyebrows turning around to face the female bartender. "Isn't he sixteen? How did he get in?" He asked in a low whisper, he didn't want them to get in trouble.

"Probably fake ID's," I mumbled still looking into Aaron's sky blue eyes. They were amazing and gorgeous, I can probably stare at them all day. "I think I'm going to talk to him."

"Whatever dude," Sean said nonchalantly.

I walked away from him with a small pat on his back. I slowly made my way over towards the table, as I got closer I noticed he was with a few people. That annoying guy Chris, and his best friend Savannah and two other people I haven't seen before. I stepped in front of the table with a small smile.

"Hi," Aaron said sweetly, his cheeks tinted pink.

His voice caused my body to shiver unnoticeably. "Hey, can we talk?" I asked nervously, I wanted to speak about that night when I asked him out on a date. I seen him look over towards Savannah like he was asking for permission before nodding his head.

We walked towards the back of the club where the music was barely hearable. I cleared my throat a bit and looked at the outfit his was wearing, was he hoping to get lucky tonight. The outfit he was wearing was definitely eye catching.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" Aaron asked.

What did I want to talk about? How about the fact that I'm completely and hopelessly in love with you. Or maybe we can talk about how I want you all to myself. Or about how the thought of you just drives me crazy.

Them are things I'll never admit out loud. Them thought stay in the back of my mind, never to be spoken on my lips. It's hard, they refuse to come out my mouth and I don't blame them. I didn't even know how he felt about me.

I brushed my fingers through my hair, "I wanted to apologize for the other night, I shouldn't have asked you out on that date when I was clearly in a relationship with someone, I don't know what came over me or why that came out my mouth."

Of course I knew why I said it, the thought of Aaron falling in love with someone or dating someone was killing me. I wanted him to myself, I wanted to be able to kiss him and hold him. It was killing me, I wanted to tell him about how I felt.

Aaron looked slightly surprised, his body tensed up a bit. "Don't worry about it," he said nonchalantly, though his body was tense. "So, what are you doing here? You know at a 'gay' club."

This time it was my body that tensed up, I wasn't out to the entire world like Aaron was. However, I knew I could trust him. I took a deep breath, "I'm...gay."

His eyes opened wider than before, the sudden confession catching him off guard. It was probably a lot to take in. He didn't say anything just stared at me, so I continued.

"I've always knew I was gay since the age of six, however I just couldn't accept it, so I tired to play the straight guy," I sighed softly and rubbed my face, before chuckling bitterly. "It obviously didn't work, because when you came around my feelings... I just couldn't control them..."

"Wait," Aaron said breathlessly. "You have feelings for me?"

Suddenly realizing what I had said my entire face turned red. I just confessed my feelings for Aaron without noticing, why was I such an idiot. Did I just ruin the chances of us being friends? He probably didn't even like me in that why, I don't blame him.

I had to answer him, I couldn't just leave him hanging, It'll be rude. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it was trying to run right out of my chest.

"I...I...," I stuttered a bit. Should I admit I had feelings for him? Or come up with some lame lie. I didn't know, "well, define feelings?"

Aaron seemed annoyed with that answer and crossed his arms over his chest. "Define feelings? Are you dumb or something?" He looked at me with intense sky blue eyes. "Do you having feelings for me?"

I took a deep breath, I couldn't lie to him, "if you mean having the urge to kiss you every fucking minutes of the day or wanting you to myself, then yes I do have feelings for you." I finally confessed. It felt like weights have been lifted off my shoulders, I could feel myself relaxing more after admitting that.

It took all my willpower to admit that, now the feeling of dread was going to come when he admits he doesn't have any feelings for me.

"Good," Aaron said with a small angelic smile on his face. "Now, I have a confession to make and I think you'll be happy with it," he looked at me before looking down at his lap.

Something I was going to be happy with? What exactly did he mean by that. The only thing that'll make me happy is the feeling of his soft lips on mine. Or if he'll allow me to place my fingers through his soft hair.

"I always wanted to tell you this, and I think this is the perfect time, Zason I -"

"You're dead meat Z," someone shouted interrupting what Aaron was just about to say. Really? Did this have to happening now? What did I even do, probably nothing.

I turned around annoying seeing Zack Wehrenberg, Kimi's ex boyfriend charging towards me. What the hell was this guy doing here? Great, I break up with her and she sends her ex on me, I thought they broke up for a reason.

"If this has anything to do with me breaking up with Kimi, I'm not interested," I sighed with a slight eye roll.

"It has more to do with you abusing her," Zack said walking over towards me grabbing the front of my shirt.

Abusing Kimi? I never put a hand on her. Is that what she is telling everyone that I hit her. I never did such a thing, I wasn't a disrespectful person. I would never disrespect anyone, especially a female.

I couldn't help but laugh, she would scoop this low? "New flash, I'll never put my hands on a women or in this case a little girl, my mother raised me better than that Zack, and why would you believe her?"

Zack seemed to be thinking about it before releasing the front of my shirt. "She called me earlier, she was crying and she told me you was abusing her, that you didn't want her to break up with you and that you wouldn't take no for an answer, and you... Some other stuff."

She was going around telling people that she broke up with me. That's such bullshit, she was playing a game that she wasn't going to win. I had trick up my sleeves and I have female friends who wouldn't mind helping me expose a rat.

"Firstly, I broke up with her after confessing I was gay, so I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be begging for her to forgive me, when I wasn't into girls," I smooth out my shirt. "Secondly, I would never put my hand on a female, if you haven't noticed I don't disrespect women, my mother taught me manners."

Aaron stepped in with a slight laugh, "Kimi is the fakest bitch in the entire school, I don't think you should trust her Zack, she'll do anything to have her way." He looked over towards Zack with an intense glare.

Zack rubbed the back of his neck, "I guess you are right, its just when she mentioned abuse I was immediately on her side because I hate abusive people." He said explaining his reasoning to why he was ready to attack me.

I never thought Kimi would scoop this low, I was honestly shocked. I wasn't prepared for any of this, first the blackmail now she is playing the victim card. I don't have time for her bullshit honestly.

"How about we do a little payback?" I asked with a frown on my face. She wasn't going to get away with this.

Aaron chuckled softly, "no need...I already had Chuckie do something for me, I kind of plan on making her life a living hell, like she does mine." He huffed childishly and looked away from us. I understand what he is going through, I don't blame him for taking a stand.

"Wait, Chuckie agreed on blackmailing his sister?" Zack asked in complete disbelief.

I kind of was in disbelief too, mostly because I thought Chuckie was this sweet innocent person. But, he was quick to blackmail his sister, I don't blame him though, she was a complete bitch.

Aaron shrugged his shoulders, "he wants friends who don't judge him, or push him aside for other people." He ran his fingers through his messy neon blue hair, "so, I agreed to take him in if he did something for me."

I couldn't stop the laugh from erupting from my throat, who knew Chuckie he it in him. Though I think he is barking up the wrong tree to find friends. If he wants friends, he should join a club or find friends with the same hobbies as him.

Zack shook his head a bit, his blond hair swaying slightly. "If Chuckie knows the consequence of his action, then I guess it's fine," he shrugged his shoulders.

"Of course he does," Aaron commented with a smirk. "It isn't like I forced him to do it, he had every right to walk away."

Aaron kind of had a point, Chuckie would have rejected the offer if he wanted. Though I don't think Chuckie is in his right mind to make a decision like that. It wasn't like his decision was a bad one, it saves us the dirty work of getting her back.

Zack sighed softly and looked around, "I'm going to get going, I'm sorry I caused you any problems." He smiled sadly before walking away from us.

"How did he even know you were here?" Aaron asked with an raised eyebrow. "I mean if you're in the closet there is no way you would've told anyone you were coming here."

That was true, it had to be one of Kimi's tricks, she knew everything. That's what I hate about her, she knows things about me that other people didn't. I was stupid enough to open up to her about things. I regret telling her anything, I just wish I could go back in time and slap myself.

"Most likely Kimi," I answered bitterly. "So, before we were rudely interrupted, what were you going to say?"

Aaron laughed softly, his cheeks turning a light pink. "I was going to tell something important, but I think I'll just have you guess," he pats my shoulder lightly.

"Guess?" I questioned.

Aaron nods his head a bit, "yes, I'm pretty sure you knew what I was going to say, so just guess the answer. Do I have feelings for you?"

I rolled my eyes in annoyance, "you seriously want me to guess?" I wasn't going to play any guessing games. I moved closer to him our faces inches apart from each other.

The closer I got to him, the faster his breathing became which give me my answer. "I'm not going to guess, because I know how you feel about me."

He looked at me with wide eyes, "you do? So please tell me how I feel about you, I would like to know."

I placed my hand on the back of his neck with a slight smirk. My thumb rubbing his soft in circular motion, "I know you have feelings for me, I can tell because when I touch you your breathing starts picking up."

Aaron breath hatched at my words, "I...I could just have to breathing problems." He looked away avoiding eye contact.

"Highly unlikely," I smiled sweetly and presses my nose against his. "I'll just kiss them pretty lips of yours Aaron," I whispered softly.

He didn't say anything, I didn't expect him to say anything so I took this as an invitation. I looked into his gorgeous sky blue eyes before pressing my lips against his.

They were everything I imagined maybe even more, soft and moist just the way I liked them. His kiss tasted slightly like strawberries, it was probably the ChapStick he was wearing. And when he kissed me back, it was like we were the only two on the face of this earth.

I could feel his arms wrapping themselves around my waist. I didn't mind, though I was the one who always places my arms around the other's waist. I let it slide because it was Aaron and he was someone special, someone I couldn't wait to bring home to my parents.

I pulled away from the kiss and looked at him with a small smile, he seemed to have enjoyed it a lot because he was in a daze. My soft chuckle snapped him out of it though and he blinked at me a few times. He looked so cute I couldn't help but peck his lips gently.

"Okay," Aaron said breathlessly. "You broke me , what now Mr. Melton, you know how I feel about you, what are you going to do now? I don't date people who are in the closet."

I sighed softly, I should've seen that coming. Aaron was a proud out person, who was happily gay with all of his friends. I was someone who was afraid to be themselves, I had to make a decision.

"When you are ready, you know where to find me," he said with a sad smile before kissing my cheek and walking away from me. I could see the pain in his pretty blue eyes, I had to make a decision quickly.

My parents already knew I was gay, so I didn't have to come out to them. It was the entire school I had a problem coming out to. I know I shouldn't care about what them idiots say but I couldn't help it. I always thought about what them idiots think of me.

"Z! I was wondering where you want off to," Sean said staggering towards me. I can tell he was drunk. "Dude, we gotta go."


Lillian's Pov:

I was completely done with Kimi trying to run my life with that stupid threat of hers. I just want to rip her head off her body, why did I trust her with such a secret? Oh, because I thought she was my best friend. Well, she wasn't anymore and I no longer was going to help her try to hurt Z and Aaron, I was done with her for good. I don't care, she could send that email to my mother.

I walked down the street with my hands in my pocket, the wind blowing against my exposed skin. I didn't know where I was walking to but I was going to keep walking until I couldn't walk anymore. It was in the midnight of the night and my parents were problem worried sick about me, but I couldn't return home.

Kimi was going to make my life a living hell, I had to prepare myself for it. She was such a bitch, I should have dropped her sooner, maybe she wouldn't have anything to blackmail me with.

The streets were mostly empty, just a few police car driving by and a few regular drivers. It was quite, which helped me think, I just wanted to end it all, if I killed myself maybe I can escape this cruel world. It was just too much, I can't handle it anymore.