A/N thanks for reviews and for reading

O/N dont own it just the stuff i made up

Grissom had spent the night in the hospital, he had barley slept, all he could think about was Sara, and her voice echoed through his head whenever he closed his eyes. By morning he had made up his mind, he was leaving the hospital and going back to the lab to help

Grissom unplugged his IV dripp and pulled it out of his armed, he winced slightly as he did this. Looking around he saw the crutches that had been left by his bed. He got up slowly looking now for his clothes. He dress slowly, it was difficult getting his pants over his cast, he grabbed the crutches and headed out of the room.

He stopped by the administration desk on his way out

'Hi' He said to the nurse behind the counter, 'I'm signing myself out, so i'd like the papers you have to sign for that'

The nurse looked up at Grissom suspiciously

'Sorry, sir but i have to ask you to sit down, I'll call your doctor to check if its ok.'

Grissom frowned at the nurse

'I don't think you understand, i don't care what the doctor says, I'm leaving so give me the papers or I'm going without signing them' Grissom stared at the nurse, he didn't mean to be so aggressive towards her but he just wanted to get out of there

'Sir, please i need to ask your doctor'

Grissom shook his head and turned and headed out of the hospital. He didn't care if the whole hospital came after him, he was going to find Sara. He didn't turn around even while the poor nurse was calling out behind him.

At the lab Grissom stared at the letters that had been sent to his and Sara's house over the last few weeks. Surely there was something in them that would give him a clue to who this mad man was. He was sure he had seen his face somewhere, but if he could just put his finger on it. After reading the letters over and over again Grissom finally conceited defeat, he put the letters down on the table and rested his head in his hands.

He felt lost and helpless, he was desperately trying to find any clues that would lead him to Sara, but as they days went on, exhaustion was taking over him, and even though he wouldn't admit it to any one, his hope was dwindling. He often found himself wishing he had died when he's house blew up, he couldn't face life without Sara, and it scared him how real that possibility was becoming.

As he sat there, lost in his thoughts, Catherine walked in, seeing her friend looking completely lost, she walked over and place a hand on his shoulder.

'Grissom, What are you doing here? I thought you were supposed to be in the hospital?' She said gently, 'you need to get some sleep, look at you, your exhausted'

Grissom looked up slowly at Catherine, he knew she was trying to help, but found himself getting angry at her anyway

'Catherine, I checked my self out of the hospital, i cant lie there while she's out there all alone, i wont sleep until i find her' Grissom said sternly to Catherine 'She's out there somewhere, and every minute i waste sleeping, is another minute she's alone'

Grissom felt the tears in his eyes, he stood up, taking his crutches and hobbled out of the room. Catherine sighed as she watched him leave.

As Grissom hobbled through the halls of the lab, an excited voice shouted out from the layout room.

'Grissom,' Shouted Greg 'Hey Griss, i think i might have something,'

Grissom hurried into Greg, he was sitting with hundreds of case files around him

'I crossed referenced all Sara's cases, including her kidnapping, and i was cross referencing names to any that come up with charges for explosives or anything Look at this Grissom, it says here that when Natalie took Sara, the police interviewed everyone at the car yard for statements. There's one name, a guy named Corbin Weatherly, the police interviewed him at the time, but he's also got priors, says here he's made home made explosives and set them off in garbage cans and similar places. Says he has a juvenile record but its sealed'

Grissom looked at Greg, after days of searching they'd finally made a break.

'Good job Greg, can you ring Brass with all the details you have of this guy, I'm going to tell Catherine and the others, see if they can find where he might be keeping Sara'

Grissom turned to leave the room before he got to the door he looked back at Greg and asked

'Greg why is this guy so familiar to me then? i dont recall ever meeting him'

Greg looked up from his phone.

'Grissom, he's obviously been following Sara for a long time, it wouldn't surprise me if you saw him everyday before you left Vegas.

Grissom sighed and left the room.