Happy Thanksgiving Diary,

How did I spend my Thanksgiving, or Friendsgiving as she called it, you ask? Hunting down this mysterious device that could bring Bonnie home. It's what they had over, well wherever Bonnie and Damon had been, that brought Damon home. Damon thought he knew where it was in our world, only he was wrong. We traveled miles to find out that this "ascendant" that we needed was with Jo (get this; she's Kai, Liv, and Luke's sister) back where we started.

We also found out that the Gemini Coven (Liv, Luke, and family) have been hiding in plain sight all this time. Which, is very smart actually. All this information has given us all hope that Bonnie can come back too. Damon seems to be solely focused on getting her out of that prison as he calls it, and of course getting Elena back. I'm not sure happened between Bonnie and my brother, but I know he cares more about than he ever has. I guess only having each other for four months would bring them closer.

Needless to say I had a busy day so seeing her at the end of it, Caroline, even if she was still mad at me mad it better. She hadn't invited me to her Friendsgiving dinner, but did I honestly this she would? I haven't been a good friend friend to her, but that didn't stop her from giving me some leftovers. "Just because I hate you doesn't mean I want you to starve." Those are the words she spoke to me, but I could hear it in her voice she didn't mean it. Or maybe I just don't want to believe that she could actually hate me. I had to tell her. Try to get her to understand. I told her why I had to push her away. Her reaction told me that's what she's needed, and I can't figure out why I didn't tell her sooner. I just want her back. I want to be able to call her at all hours and hear her positive voice letting me know everything will be okay.