Okay, so first I have some bad news. On Saturday night (or early Sunday morning, whatever you want to call it) I might not be able to update. It's my brother's birthday and he's having this huge party and my family can get a little crazy and stay 10x later than they actually should. BUT, if this should happen, I'm going to try to update around 9 in the morning (eastern time) on Sunday and then again later that night. I'm going to try to though, I can't really promise anything, sorry. )}:

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Cat's POV

It's Sunday and me and Robbie are going to Tori's to hang out with everyone else. I'm still happy even though it's raining and the mean clouds are out. Maybe I can talk to Tori about Daniel. She told me when she kept apologizing to me. At first I thought she was just saying it to get me to talk to her, but then I felt bad. Tori isn't a liar.

We can tell them about the other baby!

It's scary to think that there's gonna be two people that I'm responsible for. I don't know if I can handle it. Thank goodness, Robbie's staying by my side. I have no idea what I'd do without him.

I look over at him as he drives. I expect him to be happy, but he isn't. I squeeze his hand. "Thank you, Robbie."

He turns, startled. "What?"
I giggle. He's so cute when he's flustered. "I said, thank you."

"For what?" he asks, his face scrunched in confusion as he turns to face the road again.
"For being here for me. I can't imagine this without you."

He smiles a little and I'm happy that I can still make him happy. "I wouldn't be anywhere else," he says firmly.

I smile, then turn to look out the window again, still holding Robbie's hand. "Will you be there with me when I tell my parents?" I ask, not looking away from the window.

He kisses my hand. "Of course, Cat. We'll tell both of our parents together."

"How do you think that they're gonna react?" I ask.
"I think that they're gonna be sad," he says turning onto Tori's block. I gasp. I don't want our parents to be sad.

"But, I think that they're gonna be happy about it eventually. I mean, it is their grandchildren."
I smile. "Okay. How do you think Frankie's gonna react?"

He gulps. "I just hope that he doesn't do anything that might get him arrested again."
I giggle. "Don't be silly, Robbie. Frankie's still on probation. He won't do anything to get arrested again or he'll have to go to jail for a long time."

He chuckles nervously. "Hopefully."
I look down. "I don't think that you're grandma is going to be very happy."

He pulls up to Tori's house and parks. Then, he turns to me. He lifts my face up to meet his eyes. "Don't worry about that, Cat. My Mammaw will come around in time. If not, then oh well. 'Cause I love you and these babies, and she's just going to have to deal with it."

By the time Robbie's done talking, I'm crying, but they're happy tears. "I love you, Caterina Valentine. I really do."

"I love you too, Robbie Shapiro," I say, kissing him. We eventually pull apart and go into Tori's house. It's really quiet when we get inside and everyone stares at us as we come in.

Oh no, Trina's here too. Boo, I don't like hanging out with Trina all the time. And why are Jade and Beck sitting so far apart? Jade's sitting closest to the door with her arms crossed, Tori's next to her, followed by Andre, then Trina. Beck's all by himself on the other couch. He's sitting all the way down the end.

Robbie takes my hand and goes to sit by Beck. The only open spot is next to Robbie. My favorite spot. I sit next to him. It's still too quiet.

"Hey, guys," I begin tentatively. "What are we gonna do today? We can play cards, or do karaoke, or dance, or-"

"Cat," Robbie says, taking my hands in his and making me focus. "We didn't come here to just hang out."
"What?" I ask, confused. "Then what are we doing?"

"We're here because we're worried about you," Tori speaks up. I turn to face her now.
"Why? I'm fine."

"Cat," Beck begins, "Robbie told us about your trip to the doctor's."
I furrow my brow in confusion. "You told them about the twins, Robbie?" I ask, with tears in my eyes. I wanted to tell them too! I thought we were doing this together!

"That's not it," Trina reaches out and puts a hand on my shoulder. Why? Trina and I aren't close. Why is she here? Why is everyone here? "He told us that you're thirteen weeks already."

"Robbie! We were supposed to do this together!"
"I'm just worried about you, Cat!"

"I am fine. What are you all worrying about?" I shout, standing up and turning so I can see them all.
"We're worried about your weight," Jade says flatly from the end of the couch. They all turn and glare at her.

Why are they worried about my weight? That's my problem and I'm dealing with it. I'm sorry that I can't be as skinny as the rest of them.

"My weight is none of your business. None of yours! I'm handling it."
"But you're not, Cat," Andre finally speaks. "You're doing the opposite."

"What are you talking about?"
"We know that you don't eat, and when you do, you make yourself throw it up," Jade replies.

How do they know about that? Tori… I slowly start to inch my way closer to the door. "I do not have an eating disorder!"

"We're just here because we love you and we're worried about you," the girl in question says. I fix my best glare on her, but I don't know if it works. "And we're worried about your babies. It can't be healthy for them."

"Don't bring my babies' health into this, Tori! I wasn't the one who let some guy hit me when I'm pregnant." She flinches and I'm sorry for saying it, but maybe it'll take the focus off of me.

"Cat, this isn't about Tori." Beck sighs. "This is about you."
"Yeah, well, I don't want to talk about me anymore." I'm up to where Tori is. I'm almost to the door. Almost.

"Cat, you're thirteen weeks pregnant with twins and you weigh 84 pounds! It's not healthy!"
I gasp. How could Robbie say my weight out loud like that in front of everyone!

"It's not healthy that Jade cut herself when she's pregnant either! I don't see you doing this for her!" Everyone gasps, except Beck. They turn to look at her.

Jade's shocked and angry, but all she says is "This isn't about me. This is about you." Why aren't they all talking about Jade or Tori now? Why is it always my problems that people notice and insist on talking about?

"Cat, can you at least tell me why you're doing this to yourself?" I ignore Robbie, turning away from the group. I'm crying, but I don't want them to see that they made me cry. I don't have a problem! I don't!

"Cat."
"Cat." I'm under my bed. I'm under my bed.
"Cat,"
"CAT," Jade finally yells and I turn to them.

"What do you expect me to say?" I finally sob back to them. "Do you want me to tell you about how much that I hate the fact that I'll never be as skinny as Tori or Jade or Trina? You want to hear about how I love it when I can go a whole day without eating and I feel like a weak failure when I eat, so I have to get rid of it? Or how about how I hate myself so much that sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I don't even need to make myself throw up because I'm already so disgusted by what I see?"

They're all shocked, silent, and still. Now's my chance. I grab the door, and throw it open. Then I run.

I run as fast as I can, as far as I can. I don't even care that it's raining. The only thing that I care about is getting as far away as possible.


Jade's POV

Cat won't answer anybody. At all. Not me, not Robbie, not Tori. She wasn't home when we all went there either. Only Frankie was home. Something about their parents going away for the week.

I'm starting to get really worried, but I feel better when I get a text back from her. Even if all it says is 'LEAVE ME ALONE!'

I text everyone and let them know that I got some kind of answer. I even text Beck because even if we have our issues, I know he still loves Cat like a sister and is worried about her.

I ignore all the other texts he sends me. I don't want to hear his apologies right now. I think that the best thing that we can do is spend some time apart to sort things out.

I need to sort things out myself. The first thing that I decide to do is tell Jasper. I think that he should know by now.

When I walk upstairs, I can hear his music playing through his door. I knock loud enough so he can hear. The music turns off and he opens the door.

"Hey, Jade," he says with a small smile.
"Hi, Jas." I reply with a smile of my own, although I'm sure it looks more like a grimace. "Can we talk for a minute?" He nods and opens the door wider so I can come in. His room is all cluttery. I don't understand how he lives like this.

I sit on his bed and he follows. "If this is about those kids at school, they haven't done anything else," he says quickly.
I shake my head slowly. "No, this isn't about them. But say the word and I'll be at your school so fast-"

He laughs. "I get it. What do you want to talk about? I didn't do anything wrong, did I?"
"Nah," I pause and look at him. "Not that I know of anyway." He smirks.

"I actually wanted to talk about something that's going on with me, but it's gonna be pretty big." He nods. "So, soon there's gonna be another person in the house."

"Who? Is dad coming back?" He asks a little hopeful. I hate to completely ruin his dream, but really, the man is never coming back. He barely even calls.

"No-"
"Oh," his eagerness isn't subdued though. "Is Beck moving in then? Why would he want to move in here? Doesn't he have his own place? And a crap load of money?"

"No, Beck's not moving in, but he does have his own place. And-"
"And a lot of money, right?"

"Would you let me finish?" I snap. He bites his lip. "Beck isn't moving in. In fact, we're taking a little break." He opens his mouth to no doubt ask why, but I narrow my eyes and he shuts it just as quickly.

"I'm going to have a baby, Jasper."
"You're going to have a baby?" I nod. "And you and Beck broke up?"

"We're not broken up, we're on a break."
He bites the inside of his cheek and looks down. He's quiet and I don't know if I should leave him alone for a few minutes.

"Beck isn't going to leave us alone, right?" He asks, looking up at me with his sad green eyes. "He's still gonna be there for us, and your baby, right?"

I don't have the heart to tell him that I don't actually know. So, I just nod and hug him. Sometimes I forget that he's only thirteen.


Tori's POV

Sunday came and went, and to be honest I think it hindered Cat's situation more than it helped. She hasn't answered anyone's call, texts, slap messages, or posts. Expect Jade's text that once. She didn't even come to school today.

By lunch, Robbie was freaking out, so I suggested that he go to her house and see if she was there. I doubt that she's gonna let him in though. She was so mad at all of us, but she doesn't understand that we only want what's best for her.

I sigh, staring down at my tuna sandwich. I don't really feel like eating much, but then I remember the problems that we're having with Cat, and I don't want to fall into a pattern like that. So, I eat my sandwich quietly.

It's already quiet enough at our table. Today, Trina's sitting with us, but she isn't saying much, just listening to her PearPod. Cat's not here, and neither is Robbie. Beck tried to talk to Jade earlier, but she just kept ignoring him, so I guess that he finally realized that she didn't want to talk to him. What happened between them two?

Then that leaves me and Andre. He's working on a new song. Actually, he's just working on the lyrics now, he's got everything else down. Music is how he lets his emotions out. And with the past couple of days, I'm surprised that he doesn't have a whole album made already.

He must notice me staring at him because he looks up from his notebook. "How're you feeling?"
I smile. "I'm okay."

"You know Cat didn't mean what she said yesterday, right?" I close my eyes and sigh. "I'm serious, Tori. We all know it wasn't your fault what Danny did to you." I know that he's just asking because he's worried. He experienced my breakdown first-hand yesterday, after Cat finally responded.

"Even Cat. She was just trying to get the focus off of herself," Trina supplies. I didn't even know that she was listening, but she was there too.

"I know," I say unconvincingly.
"You're actually worried about what Cat said yesterday?" Jade says, causing Beck to look up from his lunch. "All she was saying was lies."

"That's not true," Beck says, staring at Jade.
"Yes, it was," she says through gritted teeth. "She even said she didn't have an eating disorder. It was all lies."

"Show them your wrist."
"No."

Beck sighs. "Just show them. They know already."
"No. I don't need to show them anything." She turns to me, Andre, and Trina. "Yes, I used to hurt myself before, but that was before I knew I was pregnant and before I made a promise to someone that I wouldn't do it anymore."

"Who'd you promise?" Trina asks.
Jade gives her a look. "A person, jeeze." We nod.

"But you really stopped?" I ask. I don't want Jade to hurt herself. She nods, but still rolls her eyes.
"Yes, Tori."

Everyone goes back to our tasks that we were doing beforehand, and soon lunch is over. At fifth period, I'm a little worried because Robbie isn't back yet.

Then Jade finds me. What she says does nothing to calm me.

Cat's at the hospital. Robbie found Cat passed out on her floor.


xScreamingxAngelx: Haha, my grandpop constantly calls everyone darlin'. Thanks for reading & reviewing!

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Superstar1030: Thanks! I'm glad you like it. Bade will work through their problems! They must! (}:

WOWcow: It's definitely big news for Cat and Robbie. What she decides to do with it, well, we'll see… but good guessing skills! Thanks for reviewing!

Marishka12: Yay, I'm glad that you're loving the story. It's my aim to please! I'm going to try to continue to update quickly as much as I can. Sorry that Saturday might not have a chapter though. /}:Thanks for reviewing!

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M.D.G1986: Yay for long, dramatic chapters! It's definitely hard to talk to someone honestly when you have that constant worry, but Jade's strong and bade will eventually have to deal with their issues. I'm glad that you like the story, and I LOVE your goatee smiley. He's groovy. {(}:

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