Carrie's POV

I wonder how long it takes for the pain to go away. The pain that feels like a fire burning in the bottom of your soul. That was a way to put it. My soul was being burned. It hurt so much to see him with that girl. Like he had completely gotten over me in a matter of days. If I was so damn important to him he would have stuck around and fought for me. I would never ever trust him again. It was too much for me anymore. I couldn't take all the pain it was causing me in the first place. I had a feeling that I would never let this go. I know I broke up with him but how would you feel if a guy you loved for a long time got over you so fast? I would have to put on a smile though for my sister and my family. I couldn't be weak when everyone else was strong. I tried to act normal. Eat, sleep, join in some conversation and then repeat the same day over and over again untill I feel like I am OK. Taylor was always busy with Brady so it was easy being by myself. Today was the day I was going to burn the picture that I had taken with Collin on our first date. To me it was a bad memory of that scum bag that I dated. I went up to my cliff and got my burner and set flame to it. It felt good to know that I was one step closer. I felt another set of hands behind me. Again it was Collin.

" Will you ever just leave me alone?" I asked almost yelling.

" I wanted to just say I am sorry and I wanted to know if you wanted to be my friend again?" He asked the idiotic question.

" I am so sick and tired of you saying your sorry and then you go do some idiotic thing like kiss another girl! Like I was never even in your damn life! I still love you but you are so stupid you can't hang onto me! I can never be your friend knowing I want more!" I yelled at him.

" If you still love me then why did you break up with me?" He asked.

" I broke up with me because you use girls and then breakup with them. You did that with me. You said you love me not enough to fight for me though right? You know what go sell your story to someone else cause I'm not buying anymore of your damn lies." I shouted at him walking away. I wish he would stop making this harder then it already was.

Short I know I'm sorry! Review like always!

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