Love song
Love song.
Brooke was sat in the living area alone; she had no idea what to do. Karen had visited her earlier that day and had apologised to her face to face but it was really arkward. Against her own will Brooke then suggested that Lexi spend the day getting to know her grandma and help Karen in the café. Karen jumped at the chance and left with out hesitation with Lexi. That however was 3 hours ago and since then Brooke had been sitting in complete silence.
Some may think what she was doing was insane and some may think that it is good for her to take a time out and think but despite what you may think she was not insane nor was she thinking. She was allowing the silence to wash away all of her thoughts and for her to be letting her thoughts be taken away for 3 hours must have meant she had been thinking a whole lot but each thought lead to one thing and one thing only and that was Lucas Scott.
She hadn't talk to him properly in 2 days since their awkward encounter and it was killing her inside.
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Lucas was tired both physically and mentally of Brooke and her antics. Why was it always his fault that something happened? And even when it wasn't even his fault why was he the one to say he's sorry? Why couldn't he hold his own when she started crying, why did it weaken him?
He hadn't talked to her in a while, 2 days to be exact. He had some thing on his mind that he had to say to her. Since she came back in to his life everything was in a spin for him.
"Luke, dude are you with me?" A voice said and took Lucas out of his thoughts.
"You still thinking about her, huh." Lucas came back to reality to find himself sat at home with Nathan, who was looking at him with a smirk on his face.
"Thinking of who" said Lucas pretending to be clueless but obviously not fooling Nathan who still had the same smirk on his face.
"Am I gonna have to spell it out for you" Nathan said.
"Nate, can I talk to you about something?" Lucas asked Nathan with a serious face on.
"Yea go ahead." Nathan answered taking a swig of his beer.
"This whole thing with Brooke, It's really messing me up and the fact we slept together isn't helping. Its seems like whenever something bad happens, I'm always the one saying sorry. Like when I found out about Lexi and at the time I didn't realise it but I put it all on myself because I didn't wanna hurt her" Lucas explained.
"Luc, I think you feel responsible for her pain, I mean when Haley cries I feel like I need to say anything to make her stop, basically it's just who you are and you can't change that." Nathan told him in all honesty.
Lucas looked at his brother knowing he was right.
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Brooke's thoughts were finally out of her head she decided it would be a good idea to visit Luke as soon as Lexi came back and she was now back.
Brooke and Lexi were in the car that Brooke had hired.
"Mommy, are you okay?" Lexi said staring up to her mother.
For a second Brooke's gaze shifted from the road to her daughter's eyes which were pleading with her to tell her what was going on. Brooke couldn't find the strength in here to say something.
"Is it about Daddy?" Lexi asked.
"Kind of, look honey you don't need to worry okay, me, you and daddy are fine." Brooke replied saying this more to reassure herself than her daughter.
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Lexi and Brooke made it to Lucas' door and knocked on it.
"Hi" Brooke said quite shyly.
"Hi" Lucas greeted.
"Hey princess" Lucas said once he noticed Lexi and picked her up.
"Me and Mommy came to surprise you and have some family time." Lexi told her dad with a huge grin on her face
"Oh really" Lucas changed his focus to Brooke.
"I thought it was needed you know, considering how things have been…" Brooke explained.
"It's okay; well I think you should both come in." Lucas said with a smile.
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The three of them had sat down as a family and watched TV all night. Laney had just drifted off to sleep. Lucas couldn't help but feel that it was all wrong. Acting as one whole happy family, it couldn't happen unless he and Brooke talk about the past and tried to understand it so they could let it go.
Lucas put Lexi on his bed to sleep and went back out to the living room to Brooke. When he returned he saw her turn to look at him and she looked almost scared to be alone with him.
"So…" Lucas said.
"So…"Brooke repeated.
"Luke can we just forget what happened and just be friends for Lexi?" Brooke said with a thick voice full of emotion. "You
know start again because we're not going to get anywhere like this"
Her own words were breaking her heart but she had no choice.
"So how about we forget about the past and stat again. Friends?" Brooke said secretly wanting to be more than that.
Brooke knew that everything that had happen couldn't be forgotten easily but it was worth a shot.
Lucas was shock to say the least, he had planned on confronting her which would have turn into an argument with crying and shouting. Everything was happening so fast and it was so obvious to him that he wasn't in control. Part of Lucas knew this was going to happen because both of them knew going over the past wasn't going to be pleasant but leaving it wasn't a good idea either but they were willing to for Lexi.
"Friends." Lucas said while giving her a hug.
"Great so how about we try out your horror movie collection, Friend" Broke said flashing on of her dimple showing smiles.
"Sure." Lucas said giving her a smile back but underneath both smiles given by Lucas and Brooke was a small feeling that both could feel right at the bottom of their hearts.
Disappointment.
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Hello
I know its been awhile and i know im like the worlds worst updater and im so so so SO sorry
there are a few reason why i havent updated and im not going shower you all with excuses but the main on is ive had a case of writers block and i really didnt want to disapoint you allbut ive worked out my plot now. Oh and the last time i left a/n i mentioned leyton in a kind of good way and im sorry about that and if i offended anyone and im so pro Brucas incase anyone doubted me. Thank you so much for the reviews they really do mean alot PLEASE KEEP THEM COMING! :) xx
Warning S5 talk (incase you havent watched the finale yet and dont wanna know)
I just finished watchin S5 and it was awesome although i could tell that that dan getting ran over was a dummy and
angie on the respirator was a dummy but it was still awesome, i really wanna know who he called and Bethany Joy Galeotti-Feel This is an amazing song. I
LOVE IT! and i can't wait for season six. xx
