(Author's note: Hey all, hope your enjoying it so far :) There is some more lemons coming up in this one, short but sweet :) And be warey of Jasper's story...it's quite heavy and upsetting, so make sure you have your tissues handy. Don't forget to review! Reviews make Edward jump your bones ;) lol)
Bella
"Name?"
"Bella Swan"
"Date of birth?"
"September 13th 1987"
"Address" The police women went on and on grilling me with question after question making my head hurt. We'd all been stuck in the police station all night, and the light outside was just starting to break through the dusty sky. I knew once they had my phone number I'd be in serious trouble, especially when my dad found out I had been found with drugs in my system!
"I can't believe you!" I spat under my breath to Edward. He gave me a harsh, shocked look.
"Me? What the fuck did I do?"
"You...fucking...YOU!" I screamed pointing my finger at him angrily. He rolled his eyes.
"God you can be a fucking psycho!" He muttered turning away from my gaze.
"Well you would know!" Was all I could say.
"FOR FUCKS SAKE! How petty are you two! Why don't you just admit you fucking want each other!" Emmett said rubbing his bloodshot eyes. Rosalie was lying down on his lap, flat out like a pancake, and pale as a ghost. I ignored Emmett's comments, a little concerned.
"What's wrong with her?" I asked.
"She's just out of it that's all!" He said, stroking her hair and looking down her top.
"Are you sure? She looks really ill!" I said looking closer.
"She's fine!" He encouraged, and then she seemed to stir awake so I sat back and rolled my eyes. Typical Rosalie!
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING BELLA?" My dad screamed as we entered the house. Before I could speak he answer for me. "I'll tell you what you were thinking, you bloody weren't thinking at all! You could have been killed! Do you know how dangerous ecstasy is Bella?" He went on, his face turning almost purple with anger.
"Dad, I didn't have any drugs!" I lied.
"Don't play dumb with me Bella, and don't even try to say you were spiked because I know you Bella Swan, and I know how you've been acting! Your out of control Bella! I have no choice I have to send you to rehab!" He enforced. This made me angry.
"NO FUCKING WAY DAD! There's no way I'm going to rehab! I don't have a problem with drugs, it was just a one off I swear! And I definitely won't be doing it again I promise dad!" I begged.
"Bella I can't do this with you any more! Picking you up from the police station, having to pay a fine on your behalf, knowing you've now got a permanent record for possession and usage of drugs! Bella it's not like it was before, when it was just the drinking, your taking class A drugs and I just don't know what to do for the best any more" He went on, almost breaking into tears. "Can't you see what your doing to yourself? Your a shadow of your old days, you don't even look healthy any more! You look pale, and gaunt, and I'm worried if I leave it any longer I'll get a phone call saying your d-dead!" He stuttered. I wanted to cry but I held myself together.
"Dad" I started, calmly. "I won't end up dead! Please trust me, this won't ever happen again!" I lied. I hated having to lie to him, but I didn't want to give up my lifestyle, not for him or any body! Because I knew if I did, I knew I would feel something I didn't want to feel. I couldn't let myself break. NEVER!
Edward
"RIGHT you two have some SERIOUS explaining to do!" Carlisle spat, full of raging fury.
"Dad, I need to go to sleep!" I begged, feeling close to fainting.
"NO! You need to tell me just exactly what the hell you both were thinking! I mean it's one thing that you completely ruined my dinner with Esme, who by the way is extremely kind and lovely, and was even apologising on your behalf! But then quite another for me to have to drive down to the police station at 6 in the morning, because you've both been found with possession of illegal class A drugs and so high and trashed on them that I had to beg them not to put you in a cell for 2 years! Do have any idea how much trouble you both are in? Your damned lucky that you had a legal drug on you and that they found the person who was actually dealing out drugs on the premises otherwise there would have been nothing I could of done to stop them from blaming you for being the dealer! You could have gotten life in prison do you understand that?" He said frustrated. I looked to the floor, far too exhausted to argue back.
"Dad just...it's not" Emmett tried to speak.
"DON'T even bullshit me Emmett. I've been here before so many times with the both of you, and I just can't do it any more! I thought this move would be a positive thing for the both of you. Get you out of this drug world, and give you the tools to grow up! But your just slipping into the same old habits, and I'm fed up of it. I don't want to be spending the rest of my life picking you up from the police stations, or sitting beside you in a hospital bed. It's too painful for me!" He went on. "I have no choice but I have to send you away! You need an intervention. Something I can't give you alone! I've found a place that's perfect for you, a boot camp in Hawaii, famous for straightening drug addicted teenagers out! I think I have to..."
"NO WAY DAD! You can FUCK off!" Emmett screamed, hovering over Carlisle like he was about to punch him. I grabbed his arm to pull him back.
"THIS is exactly what I'm talking about! This kind of behaviour! I can't deal with this...boot camp will be able to handle it better and..."
"Dad, please! We don't need boot camp, I'm sorry we fucked up again dad I really am! But please there has to be a better way" I begged. No way was I going to no fucking boot camp, I didn't have a problem in my eyes. I'd run away first!
"What other way? I've tried everything with you two!"
"Just give us another chance dad please! I promise we'll get off the drugs!"
"How can I believe a word you say any more Edward? How many times have you promised and promised to get off the drugs, and what happens? You get arrested again! PLUS that girl Emmett was with looked a right mess! Did you coax her into this bloody lifestyle of yours?" He accused.
"NO! No. We didn't dad I promise!" I said quickly before Emmett could step in a scream profanity.
"Look!" He sighed heavily now. "I'll give you one last chance! ONE more mind, and if you so much as pull another stunt like this again that will be it! No amount of apologising and begging will save you then do you hear me?" We nodded. "Good! Now go to bed. I want you up before ten tomorrow to do some housework! And you can make dinner tomorrow! Your going to work off your HUGE debt to me some way or another!" He demanded.
"Sounds fair" I said, sighing to myself frustrated. It was the least we could do to stay away from boot camp, but still I preferred being a lazy shite!
Monday was...interesting. I drove a miserable Emmett to school that morning, where he just grabbed Rosalie and pissed off to skive in the nearby forest. I made my way to the principals office, reluctantly and feeling annoying I had to spend the whole day stuck in a smelly room with a bitch. Granted she had been fucking good in the sac! Sex with her was an out of body experience, fucking phenomenal! But that's all she was to me. Just another quick lay. Like the rest of the girls. But she wasn't like other girls.
I entered the office and found her sat, reading some celebrity magazine. She was dressed pretty fucking hot, in a mini skirt, ankle boots, top and black leather jacket, than I just wanted her right there and then.
"Hey Bella" I said a little too high pitched I had to clear my throat.
"Hm" Was all she said, keeping her full attention focused on what looked like a Robert Pattinson article. What a ladies man! Lucky tosser!
"Reading anything good?" WHY, why, why? I asked myself. I never make small talk! Just hit the girl already, I thought. She looked up from the magazine slightly and gave me a harsh glare, then returned to reading.
"What crawled up your ass and died?" I said a little too smug at my comment!
"HA! Original" She laughed it off.
"You still mad it me?" I asked after a moments silence. The silent treatment was killing me, especially when my eyes moved from her face down to her clearly on show chest. WOWZA!
"Mad? Understatement of the fucking century!" She scorned turning the page of her mag.
"I'll take that as a yes then! For fucks sake Bella I didn't get you in trouble, you dragged me up to the room and practically jumped my bones!" I said getting really frustrated with her.
"WHAT?" She screamed, finally looking up at me and slamming the magazine down.
"You heard!" Your not clever Edward!
"I jumped your bones? Are you high or something? You fucking pushed me against the wall, and ripped my pants off! I'd say it was you that jumped my bones!" She said smug.
"Yeah right! You fucking yanked me up the fucking stairs, after you jumped on top of me and stuck your tongue down my throat! I didn't start nothing!" She pulled her face, shaking with anger. I raised my eyebrow at her, smirking back as if to say 'what you gonna do?'. And then she did it. She yanked herself off of the chair and onto my lap, before I even knew she was moving. The chair fell backward and we rolled off as she climbed on top of me, straddling my lower waist and sticking her tongue in my mouth again. God she was crazy, but I wasn't saying now. I checked quickly to make sure the door was closed, and then yanked her up and pushed her onto the principals desk, sending folders and papers flying everywhere.
"Uh yeah!" She moaned in my ear. Oh god she was hot!
"FUCK!" I moaned back, my dick rock fucking hard rubbing against her.
"I'm wet!" She whispered in my ear.
"Oh fuck Bella don't say that!" I said, feeling as though I might burst before I even got her pants off. She tugged at my hair, gripping it tightly so much so it was painful but felt really fucking good. I slipped my hand up her shirt, desperate to cop a feel of her breasts, and she moaned again in my mouth.
"Uh this feels good!" She groaned slipping her hand into my pants and rubbing my dick.
"URH FUCK so does that!" I yelled, really ready to blow. I fucked her again and again against the principals desk and anywhere else we could manage in that room, and slowly but surely the room started to smell off...sex! Oh this was definitely happening again! She was fastly becoming my guilty pleasure, and I mean pleasure! But no one could ever find out. Not now, not ever! NEVER!
Alice
The next day of school was awful! I got so many funny looks from just about everyone, even farm girl was glaring. But I sucked it all up and braved my way through the gossiping crowds, holding on to Jasper's hand tightly. He asked me a couple of times if I was sure we were doing the right thing, and I told him we were meaning it a hundred percent, but it was just hard to swallow the bullet. It was when we got to lunchtime things got really bad.
"Oh look, bible basher got himself a girlfriend! Did she pop your cherry bible boy?" Some jock joked, laughing like a hyena with his butt head friends.
"Funny!" I said unimpressed and we moved on to Jaspers lunch table. People continued laughing and mocking until Bella and Rosalie entered the cafeteria, deep in conversation, and both looking a little...roughed up! Everyone fell silent as the briskly walked to our...their table, and then Bella turned and saw me sat holding hands with Jasper, and I just knew all hell was going to break loose.
"What the fuck are you doing over here?" She whispered furiously. Rosalie hovered behind her looking disgusted, and I could see Jane and Leah itching to take my place as 'queen bee number three'!
"Sitting, and eating my lunch. Is that a crime?" I said cockily.
"It is when your sat here as if nothing is wrong, holding...his...hand like your making some fucking ridiculously fucked up point! I mean Al what the hell are you thinking? He's a washed up loser! Look at the state of him!" She went on, shooting a disgusted look at him. Jasper just sat, bowing his head down and not wanting to say anything. I saw him give her a couple of sympathetic glances every known and again, and I hoped he wouldn't bring anything up.
"WHAT are you fucking looking at bible boy?!" She screamed at his face.
"Nothing!" He said shying away.
"Hey leave Jasper alone! I've made my decision!" I informed her, shooting her a warning glance. She looked at me, as if I had done the most terrible, dishonest thing to her and then pursed her lips.
"You know what this means don't you Al?" She murmured, too low for anyone else around us to hear. "I can't vouch for you any more! Your out of the sisterhood for good!" She said sternly, looking me up and down and snorting, and then swanning of with her band of pathetic followers. Great, I thought, 13 years of friendship right down the toilet! I would never look out for her again. NEVER!
Jasper
I sat there feeling so damned awkward I couldn't quite breathe. Usually I'd be fuming at Bella for her out of order lines but I could understand her pain. I knew what she was going through.
"God I hate her!" Alice screamed.
"Don't...I feel bad for her!" Alice's jaw dropped to the ground as we walked to our next class. The hall was pretty empty.
"What? Your sticking up for her?"
"No...but I understand her! I understand her pain!" I started looking around the hall to make sure no one could here me. "There's something I didn't tell you..."
"Go on..." She pressed looking at me confused.
"When you told me about...Bella...it kind of brought back a painful memory. I understand what she's going through because...well...one night when my dad got drunk, and started beating my mom up, he pushed her through a thin wall and then he...r-raped her also. I was only 13 at the time, and I cried and cried in so much pain at the sounds of my mom screaming. Knowing I couldn't doing anything but feeling like the worst person in the history of evil people, because I didn't help her! That's when I started self-harming" I lifted up my arm, and pushed back the sleeves of my sweater to show the pink scars all over my arms. She gasped, and tears started strolling down her face. "It only happened the one time, but...it changed her. She couldn't even look at me after that, let alone hug me or anything! I was so alone Alice. Until you came back into my life! You can't leave Bella alone, your all she has. Non of those idiot girls are going to help her at all" I said lifting my hands and cupping Alice's face with them, as she looked at me in tears.
"Oh...J-Jasp..." She cried.
"It's ok!" I encouraged, pressing my lips to hers. "I didn't tell you this to upset you, just to say that Bella needs to face up to it all if she's ever going to move on. She's in pain Alice, I can see it in her eyes, I saw it today. That's why she says those horrible things, it's her way off...self harm! To abuse others, but it won't work forever" I said. Alice nodded as I wiped the remaining tears from her eyes.
"It's hard when she won't let me in!" She sighed, looking defeated.
"Don't give up on her just yet. Just let her know you there for her, even if she pushes you away, it's only because she knows your the only one who can bring her back down to earth! She'll come back to you eventually!" I encouraged.
"Your right Jasper! Your right" She said looking at me and weakly smiling, wrapping her arms around me and cuddling into me for ages. I loved cuddling her, and never wanted to stop. Never!
