Bpov
Tonight is the night. I don't know who is more nervous about what is about to happen, Jasper or me? I know he sees this as just another acting part and that he and Marcus are nothing more than friends, but knowing he has wandered both sides of the fence in the past leave me wondering if I will be enough for him after this?
We have both enjoyed putting to use the toys that Rose had bought for us, and we had used everything, (except for the King Dong), that Jasper had tossed at Rose and told her to save it for Marcus after he was done with him, but the thing was, they still hadn't decided who was doing who and or what to whom. The only things that we did know for sure was that Em was staying over with a friend for the night, Carlisle was coming over to handle the kids needs and make sure they were tucked into bed and any needs they might have were met so that filming wouldn't be interrupted by anyone or anything.
We planned to lock the doors and hopefully film the scene uninterrupted from start to finish in one take in order to make it seem more intimate and real. Ed was talking that he was going with minimal direction, preferring instead to let Marcus and Jasper run things, with just a few minor interruptions for camera repositioning and lighting changes, he hoped to not have to stop or have Jasper or Marcus pause for anything other than their own nerves if need be. Ed was going to film everything and then edit the final product over the next few days and then show it to us before uploading it to the site.
Jasper had been very affectionate lately, hell, affectionate is not the word, horny is more like it. I don't know if it was because he was feeling the need to establish himself as a masculine man or what, but he had taken advantage of every spare moment we had to either pull me into the bedroom, the bathroom, the closet and even the back seat of our car in the garage for all kind of demented things. I didn't mind, and I damn sure appreciated the fact that since he had been working out regularly he had gotten some bulk to him as well as some stamina, but I was still worried he was going to wear it out before he time for the shoot, so I called a sex hiatus the day of, because honestly, I was a bit weary too, and a little achy in my lower parts. I needed to get my IUD checked, and with no insurance at the moment, I didn't want to risk any further additions to our already sizeable family, especially since 3 toddlers who were into everything all the time were keeping us on our toes.
The day seemed to shoot past us, I spent it searching more of the online job banks, sending out more resumes, and following up on job leads that I had gotten from friends and contacts that I had made over the years, so far nothing had come up.
Carlisle called mid-day to let us know that the phone company had notified him the that phone had vanished off their tracking system and that meant that either it had either finally succumbed to the elements and died or whomever had it had gotten it, "jailbroken and wiped", with no proof of its actual destruction or the erasure of the video, I still felt pretty uneasy, but it was a little comforting that it was looking more and more like it had ended up in the watery grave of the drainage ditch and finally drowned.
I found Jasper hanging out with the kids in the playroom watching cartoons and gave him the news.
"Hey, you know those things will rot your brain?"
"I think it's too late."
"Why are you letting Charlie draw on your pants leg with that marker?"
"He is expressing his artistic drive, and besides, it's better than where he started drawing."
He turned Emmy to the side and pointed to her cheek; she huffed in irritation and said, "Charlie's being bad!"
"Yeah, he is. I think daddy is being bad too. Should I punish them both?"
She giggled and without turning her attention from the TV screen she said, "YES! Both of them to time out in Emmett's room where it smells like feet and butt!"
"Hey! What did I do to you young lady!" Jasper feigned mock horror and snatched her up, tickling her on the sides as she shrieked and tried to wiggle away. Charlie tackled them both and a free for all ensued with Jasper wrestling all three children into submission by rubbing his scruffy beard along their necks causing them to shriek and giggle until two of them threatened to pee.
"You win, daddy! You WIN!"
Jasper jumped up and pretended to pound on his chest like a gorilla, causing even more giggles, followed by a round of, "I'm hungry!"
"Okay, crew. Let's go have some lunch and see if Eddie and Rose are coming over for lunch too."
Jpov
I was trying to not let things get to me. We had gotten quite a few more calls from the billing department of the hospital and it turned out that the insurance company was denying over forty-three thousand in medical bills for Charlie, and while they were willing to reduce that down to a generous thirty-two thousand, they wanted us to start paying on it right away. Bella's car had been found in a raid on a NW area chop shop, they identified it by the vin numbers on the frame, so it was a goner and there wasn't even enough left to salvage. Taxes were coming due soon and the monthly bills had not stopped, so the check Ed brought to us from the early profits off the teaser video he had put up to generate interest, really had been needed and helpful, but it hadn't gone very far. I knew there was more coming in, but the big money that was going to be the game changer for us, was going to come from what we shot tonight. Ed said he had gotten thousands of hits from all over the world and there was plenty of interest building. I just had to be able to perform.
It wasn't that I found Marcus unattractive, he was a good looking guy after all, and it was flattering that he obviously wanted to do this with me, but I couldn't help but be worried that Bella was going to freak out and not want to be with me after she watched me with a guy, no matter what direction things happened to go.
She had surprised the hell out of me with all the things she had pulled out of that bag in the past few weeks and the more dominant side of her personality really had come out. Eddie (the fucker!), had given me a knowing smirk more than a couple times as I came gingerly walking in for lunch and his comments of, 'What's the matter Jasper, not feeling on Top of the world today?" never failed to make Bella blush the brightest red I have ever seen, so I guess there was more than one plus side to it. I knew I could handle going either way with Marcus, I just didn't know if Bella could handle seeing it, no matter how many times she told me she was fine with it.
Rose and Eddie showed up for lunch like we expected and after we got the kids fed and then put down for naps, we went to get the room ready for the evenings work. Ed wanted us to move the bed out towards the middle of the room and remove all the personal stuff like pictures and things that might make it easy for someone to figure out who we actually were.
"Damn! Do you two have to have such a heavy damn bed? What is this thing made of, lead?"
"Actually it's made of Mesquite and cast iron, so you are pretty close to right, add in the mattress and box springs and it's not the lightest thing in the world, but when you get as crazy as we do, you need a good sturdy piece of equipment to work on."
"Oh jeeze, Jasper!"
"Yeah, we will see how crazy you get tonight, which reminds me, have you decided yet?"
"Nah, I haven't seen Marcus in a few days. Where is he, by the way? He could be over here helping move some of this stuff."
"He needed a refresher on some of his waxing work so I sent him to see Irina, which reminds me, how are you looking?"
"He's fine Rose, it takes him a month to grow a decent mustache, so it's not like it grows back anywhere else any quicker."
"Hey! That's not very nice! It may be true, but not nice!"
"Ed, we will want you to help him shape up the scraggly assed beard before we get to it tonight, we want him looking his best and that beard aint gonna cut it."
"That is next on my list as well as deciding how the scene is starting. As much as I hate to say it, Jasper is going to have to avoid talking unless he can disguise his voice. I've watched a few of his movies to get an idea of his movements and mannerisms that might be a tell for him, and his voice is pretty much a dead giveaway, especially to his more loyal fans. Most of them won't know about his tattoo changes so that will throw many of them off the scent as well as the facial hair, and with the little bit of concealer we are going to use on his face, we can hide some of his more distinctive features, but if he says too much, that will ruin it."
"Play music in the background."
"In order to do that, we would have to have the rights to the music."
I swear, do they forget what the hell I used to do? What I have been trying to get back into doing? It's really hard to not have hurt feelings sometimes.
"I have a tape of just me screwing around on the piano, trying to work out a new song I was writing. There aren't any lyrics or anything, it's just a piano track, and it's actually pretty decent. It goes on for about 5 minutes and if you put it on a playback loop it should work, that way if I do say anything, it might provide just enough distraction and I will make sure to remember to keep the accent under control."
"I don't think you can Jasper. Uh, when you are in the middle of things, you tend to get really vocal and your accent gets even thicker. It's kinda a turn on for me, but unless we muzzle you…"
Oh fuck no. She had to go and say it. I can see the gleam in everyone's eyes and I know exactly what they are thinking and it all involves me and that damn gag Carlisle gave her.
'Tell you what, let's start off with what I suggested and if it becomes a problem, then we will break that thing out."
"What thing, Jasper? Why whatever are you talking about?"
"You don't know, Rose? After these two perverts caused Em to just about break down their bedroom door to rescue Jasper because he thought he was being hurt, Carlisle gave Bella our spare ball gag so it didn't happen again."
"Oh really? Why you naughty, naughty, weirdo's! Traumatizing my poor nephew that way, no wonder he has been staying over at his friend's house so much lately!"
"You two can both kiss my ass."
"But Jasper, you said weren't into that."
"Ed, don't make me kick your ass."
"No S&M tonight, Puppy, we will have to see how the regular sex works out and if you two want to explore that market later, well…"
" Et tu Rose? I'm going to go take a nap in the spare room, Bella? Want to join me?"
"Uh not right now honey, I'm going to help Ed and Rose finish up in here and then I've got to get an early start on dinner so it will be ready for Carlisle when he gets here. I don't want him to have to do much of anything other than have a nice quiet dinner and relax after working all day. You go ahead and lie down and rest and if we get done Ill join you in a bit."
"Oh, okay. Well, I love you."
"I love you too sweetheart, get some rest."
"AWWWW! Aren't you two just precious for a couple of deviants? Stay off your wife Jasper! You need to save that energy up for tonight."
'Whatever Ed! I have plenty of energy; I can take care of business tonight 10 times over."
"Uh huh, sure. Well, we may need to find out, so go get some rest and make sure you are drinking lots of water!"
Rpov
"He sure is nervous about tonight isn't he? Do you think he is going to back out?"
"I don't know what has been up with him lately, he's been extremely affectionate lately, and in fact I can't even walk by the bathroom or a closet the same time as him without getting drug inside. It's been a blessing and a curse being married to a younger man these past few weeks because he's been at me so much my parts about need warranty work."
"From what I have seen Bella, you aren't the only one who has been getting a little bit of a work out. I seem to remember Jasper not sitting down to quickly the other day, hmm? Did he manage it well or should Marcus be prepared to bring a pillow for the trip home?"
"Oh hush Ed!"
"No, seriously, Bella. How did he do with it? Marcus is good to go either way, but there is some stuff that needs to be done if he's going to be on the receiving end of things."
"Eww."
"Rose, just tell him to be ready to bottom. I have a feeling by the way things are sounding that Jasper is not quite ready for that yet."
"I'm already sending the text to him. He's okay with whichever way it end ups being. Let's get the rest of this set up and check the angles and lighting. Bella, those speakers of yours can stay, we will try that music in the background idea of Jaspers, it's actually pretty good and also Ed can cover over anything with the mixer on his computer by raising parts of it. Let's make sure all the tools and whatever they might want are handy as well."
"Bella, so who gets the cuffs?"
"Nobody cuffs me."
"Oh boy, so considering those were attached to the bed frame, should we be assuming that they get a frequent work out?"
"Well…frequent enough. He kinda likes them at the right time."
"I think we may have just the right time."
Bpov
Oh I'm going to have to make sure he is on board with that one. Yeah, he does seem to like to give up control a little, but this is a whole nuther country of giving up control and even with me there to protect him, would he be comfortable with the scenario Ed had come up with? Everybody was due back in about an hour and he was still napping, so while the kids were having an early dinner with Emmett in the kitchen I was going to go wake my man up in a nice way and see just what he wanted to do instead of allowing it to be sprung on him.
"Mmm, I don't feel 5'0clock shadow so I know that aint Marcus. I must have been a good boy to be getting woke up in this way."
Yeah, I was right, his accent gets really strong when he's in the midst of things and he just cannot shut up. He even moans with an accent. It's all good when it's just me and him, but Ed was right, the other fans that were still out there would recognize his voice in a heartbeat and the jig would be up. The resultant additional sales would probably be pretty huge, but it would almost guarantee his family would find out about it too.
"Well, well, well, I think that just violated the sex hiatus you had imposed on me for today, so am I going to have to punish you or what?"
"Sorry sweet heart, we don't have time for that. You are going to need to get into the shower pretty soon. Em is having dinner with the kids and getting ready to leave and Carlisle will be here soon. I need to run an idea past you."
"You can run anything you want past me right now. I'm a happy man."
"Handcuffs."
"Handcuffs?"
"Yeah, one of you take the power. Since you are a little worried about hurting Marcus, you could let him take it and that might ease your fears about me watching as well. I'll be there to make sure you are safe and we will use the safe word, but if you aren't comfortable with that, then you could use them on him. Ed thinks it ads something to the whole scene and would really help bring in all kinds of viewers, especially in Europe."
"So how does he want us to play it? A good cop/bad cop scenario situation or just a bedroom kink?"
"Probably the bedroom kink scene because we don't have all the props for the cop scene. Just let them be introduced like we do it and go from there. Maybe play up a little struggle, but remember to try not to talk too much because honey, bless your heart, there is just no hiding that accent."
'That sounds doable. Mark and I will talk before we begin and make sure we are on the same page. Are you sure you are okay with this?"
"Honey, I love you and that is not going to change, I promise."
"Well then I guess as soon as the gangs all here it will be show time."
