What A Fantastic Day! Who the fuck am I kidding I'm having a shitty morning, but aren't all mornings shitty? YES! Mornings in my house are shitty because I haven't finished buying stuff for my room so I sleep on the couch! And guess who never get's to sleep in on weekends... me. Yeah well after that nice vent I would like to tell you that if you read The Way To Love I changed Delic's mother's name to Maya. Yes, it was sort of requested and rather than waiting I did it yesterday night and I just want to say... I hate myself for even adding her to that story. Well... pretty sure Author's notes are supposed to be about the story but eh, not today. Enjoy~!
Every morning ends up the same, little Mizuki is crying and Psyche is up at 2 am trying to take care of the crying infant. Izaya was a light sleeper, so he would immediately wake up at the quietest of sounds, unable to go to sleep and it pissed him off to no end.
"Damn it, you get pregnant and the whole family suffers, haven't gotten a full night of sleep in a fucking week," Izaya mumbled to himself as he sat in class, glaring daggers into the back on the head of the boy in front of him. Psyche looked over at Izaya apologetically and Izaya sighed, running his hand over his face and he lied his head on his desk.
"I'm sorry Psyche, it's just, you yelled at mom and now mom and dad won't speak to each other. Mom shows little respect to you now you know?" he said and Psyche frowned at the mention of their mother.
"Don't talk about her, she's dead to me," he said and Izaya gave Psyche a sympathetic look.
"Psyche, you've changed," he said and Psyche looked over at him with an almost confused expression.
"I haven't really changed that much Izaya, I'm still your brother. It's just, when I lashed out at mom I felt like if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to be a fit parent. How am I supposed to defend Mizuki if I can't even defend myself?" he asked and Izaya didn't know the answer to that question himself. He looked out the window, watching as the people below ran trying to rush to their classes. Izaya sighed as he focused his attention to the front of the class, unable to actually focus on anything at all. He wondered how Tsugaru actually felt during all of this. Sure, he seemed fine holding Mizuki and playing with him, but that wasn't his child with Psyche, it was Delic's. His own cousin had not only betrayed him but he had knocked up his lover as well.
"It just seems like there's a part that's not being told."
"Izaya-nii, Izaya-nii," Izaya opened his eyes to see Psyche standing over him with a worried expression. He blinked a few times to see that Psyche was shaking kind of and Izaya sat up completely, to hear the little raven sobbing silently.
"What's wrong Psyche? Where's Mizuki?" he asked and Psyche pointed to the hallway.
"He's with Dad," he said quietly and Izaya looked at Psyche's expression and he looked as if he weren't focusing. He looked almost lost and he was fidgeting with his hands. Izaya panicked. Psyche only did that when he was lying.
"Psyche, what did you do with him?! Where's the baby!" Izaya yelled and Psyche started crying hysterically, and Izaya looked at him mortified.
"I-I don't want to be a mom anymore Izaya! I-I can't sleep, I can't focus without hearing him cry! I don't want him anymore!"
"DAD! Dad wake up!" Izaya yelled, running out of his room leaving Psyche there crying and Mr. Orihara bolted out him room immediately, looking at Izaya with a concerned look.
"What's wrong?" he asked and Izaya pointed back at his room.
"H-He did something to Mizuki," he said and Mr. Orihara looked at him, worried and they heard quiet crying coming from somewhere. Izaya looked around, wondering where the sound was coming from. It sounded as if it were coming from out back and Izaya ran through his house quickly and out to the backyard where Mizuki was lying in the grass, covered in dirt and crying desperately. Izaya ran over to him, picking him up carefully and he looked at the little baby, sighing in relief when he realized that he was okay.
"Oh my god, thank you," he whispered and he turned around to see Psyche standing behind him, with a wicked smile on his face. He was laughing and crying at the same time as he was holding a knife tightly in his palm. Izaya took a step back, holding Mizuki protectively to his chest as Psyche turned his insane gaze at him, his eyes wide and crazy as he lifted the hand with the knife high in the air. Izaya shook his head as Psyche turned his head slightly to the side.
"P-Psyche, p-please..." he begged and he giggled sinisterly, shaking his own head. There was blood on his white jacket and on the knife and Izaya looked behind him to see their father and mother lying in the back deck, multiple stab wounds in their chests and abdomens and their glassy eyes filled with fear, looking exactly at him.
"I SAID I DON'T WANT HIM ANYMORE!"
Izaya woke up with a loud scream, startling everyone around him. He looked around to see that he was still in class and his teacher was looking at him with a very pissed off expression.
"Izaya-nii, I tried waking you up, I'm sorry," Psyche whispered and Izaya groaned as Mr. Yamato's gaze was focused on him and he gave him an awkward grin.
"S-Sorry sensei," he said and he shook his head.
"Orihara-kun, if you're not feeling well, go to the infirmary, if that isn't the case, I expect to see you after class today," he said and Izaya sighed, knowing that if he didn't leave the class now, he was bound to go to sleep again, and he was not risking another nightmare. He stood up before bowing, and hurriedly left the class without another look at his brother. That dream was too real, but there's no way Psyche would do that, he's not like that.. he couldn't even kill a mouse. He said, remembering how Psyche begged his father not to put down mouse traps when they were five in fear of "hurting" the poor baby mice. Izaya couldn't help but giggle as he remembered their childhoods together and how they all joined in to help their baby brother. That's right, Psyche could never hurt Mizuki, he really wants to protect him. He thought, smiling as he walked down the hall, shoving his hands in his pockets, smiling contently as he continued his way to the infirmiry.
"Well look who it is, it's Izaya Orihara-kun skipping class again I see," he heard someone yell loudly behind him and turned around to see Shizuo jogging up to him.
"If you really want to know Shizuo Heiwajima-senpai, I'm not skipping this time. I'm just heading to the infirmiry," he said and Shizuo's smiled died down to a look of concern.
"You okay?" he asked and Izaya nodded.
"Yeah, I'm just tired," he said and Shizuo nodded, before looking from side to side.
"Well, since we're both free right now, want to go over the other side of the school?" he asked and Izaya looked up at him in disbelief.
"You mean you want to..." he asked quietly and Shizuo nodded, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Yeah, I mean, we haven't really done it since the first time we've actually done it. Unless you don't want to, then I'm totally cool with that," he said and Izaya bit his lip gently, looking around before grabbing Shizuo's hand.
"No, come on, it'll help clear my mind," he whispered quietly and Shizuo looked over at him, before nodding. They walked quickly to the other side of the school to where the empty abandoned classrooms were and they went to the room where almost every couple went to have sex with their partner. They closed the door slowly behind them, standing in the middle of the room awkwardly. Shizuo moved towards Izaya, running his hands gently through his hair, looking into his red eye's that were tearing up.
"You know, you can tell me anything right? I love you," he whispered and Izaya looked into his eyes before looking away.
"I know, it's just, I'm worried about Psyche, Tsugaru and Mizuki," he whispered and Shizuo leaned forward to kiss him gently on the lips before pulling him into a tight hug.
"I know, I'm worried about them too. Let's just leave our worries behind okay?" he said, and Izaya nodded. Shizuo kissed him again, this time the kiss was longer and Izaya wrapped his arms around Shizuo's back. Izaya took a step back, his back hitting the edge of an old desk and he lifted him up on the desk, spreading Izaya's legs apart as he deepened the kiss, sending shivers down his spine. He gripped Izaya's hips gently, making him moan into the kiss and he invaded his mouth, pushing Izaya further into the desk. He could feel Izaya's erection forming in his jeans as it pressed against his stomach and Shizuo reached to unbutton them. Izaya reached to help Shizuo unbutton his own pants before Shizuo slid them down his legs, letting them hang loosely around his ankles. Shizuo slid Izaya's blazer off his shoulders before running his hands under his red t-shirt, pulling it over his head, breaking the kiss for a few moments before throwing it on the floor next to them. He ran his hands gently along Izaya's chest, not breaking his gaze from his eyes for a even a slight second.
"You're so beautiful," Shizuo whispered in Izaya's ear, making the raven shudder as he wrapped his arms tightly around Shizuo's shoulders.
"S-Shizu-chan, hurry," Izaya whispered, and Shizuo nodded, unbuckling his pants, and pulling his own hardened erection.
"Do you want to do it dry?"
"No! I-In my pocket," he said, and Shizuo reached inside Izaya's pocket, pulling out a bottle out of his pocket. Shizuo looked up at Izaya, raising an eyebrow in suspicion as to why he had a bottle of lube in his pocket and Izaya turned away from him, tighting his grip around Shizuo's shoulders.
"W-We're teenagers, I knew that someday you'd ask if I didn't ask first," he whispered and Shizuo smiled, before leaning in to kiss him gently on his neck, biting his neck in the process making the younger boy moan quietly. Shizuo took advantage of Izaya being distracted and started to pull down his underwear, revealing Izaya's strained erection, his tip leaking precum in need. Shizuo smirked at the sight before pushing Izaya further back on the desk, lifting his legs up as well to reveal his entrance.
"S-Shizu-chan, this is uncomfortable," he whimpered, trying to change his position but Shizuo pushed his legs back in the same position.
"It's only for a little while, I have to stretch you since it's been a while," he said and Izaya let out a defeated sigh.
"Hold your legs up," Shizuo said and Izaya obliged, gripping the back of his thighs to give Shizuo a clear view if his entrance. Shizuo poured the gel into his hand, spreading it on three of his digits, and pouring some more on Izaya's entrance to give the boys a little less pain. Shizuo knew that Izaya wouldn't be able to hold his legs for long, so he pressed two of his fingers teasingly to his entrance before pushing them in, earning a pained cry for Izaya. He used his free hand to gently stroke Izaya's cock, trying to ease the boy's mind away from the discomfort and pain he was probably feeling. He scissored Izaya's entrance, widening the small hole and Izaya's eyes shot open as pain shot through his body. He immediatley grabbed at Shizuo's hand, making Shizuo stop his movements.
"S-Shizuo, that hurts," he said and Shizuo's face fell and he apologized, leaning in to kiss him.
"I didn't mean to hurt you," he whispered, and Izaya nodded.
"Yeah, I know, j-just put it in already," he said and Shizuo nodded pulling his fingers out and aligning his erection up to Izaya's ass.
"I'm putting it in now," he said and started to thrust slowly into Izaya, earning quiet moans from the younger boy. Izaya gripped Shizuo's shoulders, gritting his teeth as Shizuo tried not to rush his movement. Once he was all the way in, Shizuo waited until Izaya was ready. Izaya pushed his hips forward, and Shizuo started to thrust slowly into Izaya, earning soft gasps from the boy. He kept a slow steady pace, trying to make sure Izaya was comfortable before he sped up his thrusts dramatically, making Izaya choke on a moan.
"S-Shizu-chan,... m-more," he moaned. Shizuo stopped his thrusts, looking behind him. He could've sworn that he heard something, but whatever it was, Izaya made him forget about it as he pushed hips forward.
"Shizu-chan? W-What's wrong, don't stop..." he whimpered and Shizuo felt his heart flutter as he looked at Izaya's confused and flustered look. He admired how beautiful Izaya looked and coudn't help but feel a little bit proud that he was the one to claim Izaya first before anyone else could.
"Nothing, I thought I heard something," he said. Izaya blinked before Shizuo started his thrusting again, sending Izaya back to a moaning mess.
"Does it feel good here?" Shizuo grunted, thrusting hard into his prostate. Izaya let of a load moan that sounded slightly like a yes, and Shizuo smirked, thrusting harder into that spot. They were so into what they were doing that they didn't notice the footsteps approaching the door of the room they were in. They were close to their climaxes that the sound of the door was no match to the sound of their hearts that were beating in their chests. However, the sound of their names was enough to not only interupt what they were doing, but make their chests throb painfully.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?!" they both directed their attention to the man who was standing in the doorway carrying a few books and giving them a shocked and disgusted look. Without a word the two quickly pulled up their pants and redressed before running out of the room before the man could give them a punishment as they ran. Izaya looked back to see Shizuo's face. He had an annoyed and scared expression as his and Izaya's eyes met and Izaya smirked before laughing. They ran until they reached the end of the hall leading to the main stairs and Izaya broke into hysteric laughter as Shizuo stared at him confused.
"Izaya, what the hell are you laughing at?" he asked and the younger boy's laughter died down to a fit of giggles as he tried to explain. Shizuo loved Izaya's laugh. It was innocent and childish and it showed that side of Izaya that no one else could see.
"Because, It was just like before Shizu-chan! I love being chased by you because you never caught me before. Haha, come on, I want to finish what we started, let's go," Izaya said, grabbing Shizuo's hand, pulling him behind him. Shizuo followed with a content smile on his face as Izaya's sweet laugh played over and over in his head.
"Shizu-chan, do you think that we'll be together forever?" Izaya asked, snuggling into Shizuo's chest as he wrapped his bare legs around Shizuo's.
"I think so, I love you Izaya. I couldn't ever think about life without us being together," he whispered into Izaya's ear, kissing his forhead.
"I love you too Shizu-chan. I hope we can be together forever. You're like a big teddy bear. Sleeping next to you never gets old."
"You can be such a baby sometimes. I love that about you."
Stupid way to end a chapter. IK. But look on the bright side! I'll be updating More Than Just A Three Way! The story that takes a shit ton of planning. REVIEW. Please. Thnanks. JA NE!
