Chapter Eleven
Jen threw back the shot in her now pickled mind she started to remember after her others saved Ferelden. Jen was in Higher and was sitting in the family tomb were mother and father and her sister-law and her nephew, and now it's the final resting place for her own children Jen final got to look at her younger sons Sandal felt sorry about what happen to her, so the kind-hearted dwarf place her younger sons in two different crystals she lost it when she saw how bad Maric looked and how bad he was hurt before he died after Jen saw her children and went into her father study and got shit face when they found Jen the next morning in her father study none of the liquor was left, and Jen be on wasted, Jen was reading another letter from the king begging for her to come to the capital and so he could talk to her. Jen stood up and took the letter to torch she let the edge of the charter catch fire she watched as the letters on the page started to burn she could make out it was not me Jen my love and I am sorry please love talk to me. Jen drops the now burning page to the floor of the tomb she looked down at and snarled "Yeah right." She heard someone coming down it the tomb it was Anders he stopped wearing robes, and he started to wearing his hair down and he in was blue loose shirt and tan pants and boots he looked down at the burning letter "let me guess another letter from him telling you it was not him and how sorry he was," Jen looked up from the fiery letter the Anders was only new person Jen let get close to her other her old friends and her living children. Sten left after they saved the capital a few months ago, she got a letter from Weisshaupt naming her the new Warden-Commander of Ferelden she already asked Oghren and Zev and Jen was hoping they would come with her and she would make them wardens. Jen looked at Anders "you know I would like it if you came and join the wardens with Zev and Oghren and me," Jen turned her head she was blushing like a school girl she knew she was falling hard for the rebel mage she knew Anders was not your typical guy she would sit down with Anders for hours and listen to him talk about his escapes from the tower and she loved he would talk about his conquest in love or his own words his one night stands . Jen was lost in thought when she felt Anders standing over her Anders took her chin he told her that he was checking on her now healed jar Anders started to kiss her this was third time today Anders wanted to make sure her jar was recovered when he parted from her warms lips " Maker you are beautiful but I just got away from the tower I like my freedom sweetheart and joining the wardens would be another chain," Jen sighed " you are right Anders I would hate you to be tied down to the wardens." Anders kissed her head "Maybe if you… they both heard Fergus running down into the tomb he was out of breath "That shit head gets you pregnant and turns around almost kills you and his own children now that bastard wants Bryce and Maric in the capital and wants to see other four again what once not enough for him." Jen pulled away from Anders "what do you mean Fergus?" Fergus gave Jen the official letter from Demrim it had the royal crest and seal it read, and it was in his hand, and it read
Lord Cousland,
This second letter I have written you I would like to have the boys brought here I ready had a tomb built for my sons I want them in-tomb here in the capital if I don't have an answer soon I will declare war on the Coastlands just to get my and Jen sons here. And as for the other four I begging as their father I wanted to see them again just once is just wrong, I want to get to know my children please make your sister come I want to talk to her and tell my side of story I never met what I said or what happen I want to say I am so sorry and my heart aches to see her again and beg her to forgive me.
King Maric II
Jen looked up from the letter "That fuckin bastard like hell I would let him near my kids again. I bet the only reason why he said that is because he wants to finish what he started." Anders took the letter from Jen " Fergus, I agree with Jen it would be maddening to let him see them, but here is idea let him have Bryce and Maric he can't hurt them because they are already dead," Jen turned her head away because Jen had picked new habit she would turn her head away because she not people to look at her like she was weak she started to let the tears fall " Fergus we as nation could not go to war we would be wiped out after the first day she looked at the small crypts in the middle of the room Jen sighed took both her hands and ran them down the each small vault" Give him the boys" she looked at the lids each crypt had the boys name on them when they were born and died just place them in new ones without their names them I don't give him or his bitch the pleasure of knowing their names." Fergus took his sister hands from the crypts" are you sure sis?" Jen nodded her head and left the tomb and Anders and Fergus knew that Jen picked other habit and was not good one Jen turned into full blown alcoholic, but everyone knew that Jen was still grieving over what happen to her and her children and everyone turned blind eye when came to Jen and drinking Oghren love the new Jen because she would get into dwarven drinking games with Oghren. That night Anders walked pass Jen room, and she was sober, and she was getting dress in her gear, he opened her bedroom door he looked at her in warden rouge armor he was turned on to see her in armor he knocked on the door "Where in the name of the Maker are you going Jen?" Jen looked up" he wants to talk I am heading to Demrim so I can hear it and I want to make it there before the boys do." as she slid her fighting daggers down her back she open the other door that was the kids nursery all four grow they were almost five months Duncan and Lynn shared a crib, and Al and Jess shared a crib Jen bent down look at four them she stop for few minutes and looked at them then she bent down and kissed each of them on the head looked at the nanny that was up from her bed and looking at Lady Cousland Jen smiled at the nanny " Make sure Jess get little bit more because she has lot of catching up to her brother." Nanny looked Jen and said "yes my lady" Jen left the room to see Anders still standing in her room he was pissed he crossed his arms over his chest " Jenifer, I don't like this you are going alone," Jen stop before she jump out the window Jen grab the window" Anders I need to know it's over because there is current blonde mage I have fallen for and when I do sleep with him and I really want to have baggage hanging over my head when I do." Jen turned around and walked over to Anders and kissed him. And next thing Anders knew he heard a jar crack and Jen was gone. Anders felt the knot in his stomach a word that scared him the most" Commitment" and he heard from the others Jen was very caring person he turned around to see Zev he was cleaning his under his nails with a dagger " wow Anders I have never seen you so pale before if you don't want her I can romance her when she gets back and make her mine," Anders turned around and left Jen room as he did he knew was going to hurt Jen, but it was better this way Anders went to his room and packed and left the estate the same night as Jen praying to the Maker he would never see her again because Anders knew if he didn't he would never leave Jen side again.
It took Jen a week to get to the Demrim because her face was well knowing because she was the Hero of Ferelden, so Jen ended taken back roads, and her need for alcohol was bad, but she was on mission she so Jen started to camp out, and she would find a place to camp and fish or find game in the woods. By the time, she made to Demrim it was after dark and it was her fifth day on the road she stuck to the shadows and made it into the capital it was almost daybreak she went running down tavern she kept her cloak over her head and got a room she slept in her cloak armor and clothes, of course, she was armed to the teeth. It was mid-morning when she heard someone bang on the door she got up and opened the door to a housekeeper they knew who Jen was Jen drop few more coins in her hand and sneered "you did not see me here got it." The women took the coin and just nodded her head and left," Jen heard guest talking about the royal couple will be making a tour around town to make sure the everything that was being re-built on time and under budget. Jen looked out the window "I got to see this." Jen took off her armor and put on a dress and grab her cloak and left her room as she walked pass the bar she told herself Jen would need a shot she walks over to the bar and drop few coins and took the shot and headed out the door. The streets were filled with people just to take a look at royal couple Jen stayed to the shadows and watch as they and whole unit of royal guard walked around the couple then she saw Maric face he was happy to be with the bitch and from what Jen saw he had no regrets about what happen to her or his children then Jen felt the pull of taint in her blood.
Alistair felt the taint in his veins, and he knew who was in that alley he let go of Anora arm with some men and ran towards the driveway Alistaie wanted to get to her, but there were too many people between him and Jen he looked up Jen pulled herself from the shadows pulled back her cloak. Alistair saw Jen face it tore at his heart because she still wore the pain in her face Jen started to back up as he got through the crowd he could almost touch her he just wanted to hold her he would not let her go ever again he made into the alley Alistair could feel she was still in the driveway he started to talk to the shadows" Jenifer you got to believe me, honey It wasn't me it was blood mage, please love come out of the shadows I just want to hold you I am so sorry honey." he drop to his knees then he knew Anora was behind him " Marker Maric who are you talking too," Alistair looked up and he was aware that Jen was gone he snarled at Anora " None of your fucking business your bitchness," Alistair stood up head back to the main street . Later, that night Alistair was drunk and high he had a maid bent over a chair in his room, and before he got started he told the girl she had to wear one of Anora dress and she was blonde like Anora, and he was fucking her he already hit two out her three holes. He was about ready to take the third hole he felt Jen again and she was closer than before he stopped and snarled at the maid "get out" the maid did what she was told and left the room Alistair heard his bedroom door close the chamber had dark shadows since it was almost midnight Alistair stood against the fireplace and started to cry and stared into the fire and spoke to the shadows" Jenifer I know you are in here please talk to me ," he heard Jen voice in the darkness " Why?" he could tell Jen was trying to keep the tears at bay he kept looking into the fire Alistair knew Jen was behind him he could smell the body spray she used Alistair started to speak again" Jen you got to believe me it's wasn't me Anora had used her lover, and he is blood mage." Alistair heard Jen in the shadows again she had sighed she started to cry "I want to believe you but I find it hard to because what I have just seen with my own eyes once again you were fucking her again," Alistair turned around and looked in the room he started to talk into the darkness "Jenifer that was not her and she means nothing to me the person I love is….." they both heard someone running down the hall they heard someone outside Alistair bedroom door, and they threw open his bedroom door it was Anora, and she was pissed off she snarled " how dare you now I have to get rid of that maid because you," Alistair looked at her " this just the being your bitchness," Anora turned around and left Alistair knew he was alone because Jen was also gone too he dropped to his knees " I am so sorry Jen I will find a way to make you believe me."
Alistair learned that Fergus was coming to Demrim by the time he got there it was late he was in bed alone because he pray that Jen would come back, so Alistair wanted to prove to her he was telling the truth he just got to sleep Eamon came into his bedroom and shook him awake" Your Highness Lord Cousland is here," Alistair got up and dress they headed down to the courtyard Lord Cousland came in first he was dress in black mourning clothes because he was leading a group of men they also were in all black behind then there was cart it had two small crypts both them had the Cousland flags draped over them once the cart stopped in front of Alistair he got on to the cart he pulled the flags off the crypts he dropped to his knees and started to cry because he knew inside those tiny crypts were his sons as Lord Cousland rode pass the king he snarled " by the way there only two people who can pick those locks and either of them is going to pick them for you," as he rode out of the gate house as he rode away Fergus could hear the king screaming Jen name in the darkness telling open space he was so sorry.
Jen was on the road for few days she was heading back to the estate because she knew it was over with her and Alistair or his other name Maric she could not wait to be alone with Anders because it's months since she got laid and she was wanted Anders to show her some of the neat things he told her could he with his tongue and how he used his magic for sex. Jen saw a fire burning off in the distance she wanted to get warm as she got closer it was only one person sitting by the fire she saw who it was it was Anders she stepped out of off the road and made it fire When Anders saw her face he becomes pale.
Jen sat down across from Anders she could tell he had everything he owns behind him Jen snarled "so when were you going to tell me that you were leaving I bet you did not leave me at note saying screw you or fuck you?" Jen started to cry "Fuck why this happens to me all the fucking time the first time I almost die and the second time the man I come trust and love just get up and leaves me the Maker has a sick sense of humor." Jen started to cry harder next thing she knew Anders had got up and sat down next to her she heard him speak "Jen I left because." Anders paused and started to talk again" is not you, it's was me because…" he stopped talking looked at Jen Anders reached over and began to kiss her it shocked Jen at first then she started to kiss him back he began to push her back he stopped and looked at her "Jen I want you "the answer he got from Jen she gave him her evil smile" Anders I want you to make love to me please." With that said Anders lost last bit of his resolved he had, Anders got up and went over his stuff and grab a blanket when he came back Jen had stripped out her armor and she let her hair down it was not as long as used to be but it was still long he laid the blanket down he took Jen hands and sat her down on the blanket he bent down and started to kiss her again and pushed her back on the blanket and began to kiss her more he went to reach up her shirt he could tell she tensed up when she felt his fingers under her shirt he stopped and looked down at her and gave her a warm smile and started to run his fingers under her shirt and with his frost magic he began to run his fingers up and down her skin Jen's eyes rolled back in her head, and she started to moaning his name it made it worst . Jen started to feel her pants started to leave her body then Anders started to run his fingers up and down her legs and he was using frost magic he stopped at looked down at her started to kiss her again when Anders pulled away from her lips he knew what could happen if he kept going he stopped and sat up and looked at the fire he felt Jen hands on he his shoulder Jen got up on her knees and told him in his ear said the same thing that was told her so long ago " Wardens cannot have children," as she pulled his shirt over his head and started to kiss his neck he pulled Jen in front him looked at her and began to kiss her again he pulled her shirt over her head and began to kiss her bare skin he could tell the chilly night was made her skin have goosebumps he took off her bra and began to kiss her chest Anders pulled her smalls down and laid her back on the blanket he stopped and looked down at her " do you trust me?" Jen just nodded her head Anders cast spell in his mind, and he let the lighting come out his fingers he ran his fingers down her whole body until got to her core and let losses under him Jen started to scream his name out in lust he could not take it anymore he pulled his fingers out from her warm body and pulled his own pants and his small down to his knees Anders got top of her he found her core and he went slow because he knew it been while for her and he started to cast healing magic down his body she was tight around his manhood with lust in his voice he bent over and told Jen in her ear" Maker Jen you are so tight, this feels so good" and started to kiss her again he stop so she could get used him Jen had reached up and run her nails down his back Anders lost it the pain from her nails and being inside of her he start to push forward he heard Jen under him moaning his name. Anders knew been while for him to he was not ready to let himself go not yet, but his body was screaming for a release but he was not done with being inside of her he stopped and looked down at Jen "Jenifer, I love you," Jen reached up and kissed him again Anders gave in went faster and faster he felt her climaxed around him he lost it he felt it coming he buried his head in her shoulder and started bit down on her soft skin she did it one more time he gave one more hard thrust he could feel it coming he picked up speed and he was so close of to his own climax he buried his head in her shoulder moaned her name in lust full high as Anders came he rode his high and hers after they both came down he just touched her face" Maker Jen I love you." After hour Jen, had fallen asleep in Anders' arms they had taken her cloak and laid on top them he felt Jen back tattoo against his chest he pulled her hair away from her face and kiss her he knew Anders would never let her ago even he had to join the Wardens to stay with her. They were only asleep for few hours Anders woke to feel Jen shaking he sat up in the low light of the fire he watched in fear as Jen was having a seizure in her sleep he got her on her side and watch as her body tired out and she fell asleep again. Next day Anders woke to find Jen up and somewhat re-dress in she had on his shirt and her pants on and she had couple of fresh fish roasting on the fire turned and smiled at him "Moring sexy," he got up and put his small and pants back on went over and sat down in front of her kissed her looked into her eyes they were not blue-green anymore they were a pale blue and touched her face "love I was afraid this would happen since you were so severely injured you have developed epilepsy." Jen turned her head and said, "oh ok how I learn to live with it?" Anders just looked at Jen " well I can come up with something that can help you but I need to gather some herbs it will take over a week to make," Jen looked at him she gave him her evil smile " well that means I have stayed too because I would hate for you get mug all the way out here after last night I am ready for round two," and she kissed him again their breakfast was abandon and this time she rode him and hard and fast he want to take off his shirt off Jen grab it and pulled it down and looked down at him " please don't I am not ready for you to see the scars I have now," he sat up with Jen on his lap he was already inside her he just kissed her they spent time at their camp site for a week when the week was over it was their last night together under stars he just done making love to Jen again Jen was staring up at the stars she was laying on her back, and her head was on his arm he was watching her he reached over and touched her face Jen sighed " Maker, I don't want this to ended, but I know you don't be tied down to me, or the wardens just stay in contact with me because I love you, Anders, If you want to see me just come to Amaranthine. The next day they part ways Jen went back to the estate and Anders went in other direction.
A few weeks later they ran into Anders at Vigil's Keep. They saw the king coming Jen dead head into the Keep, and Oghren talked to the king after he left Nate tried to kill Jen instead of killing him she made him join the Grey Wardens. During the ritual Oghren made a smart ass comment about being the sample size and Nate and Anders smelled it and went " ugh" when the cup came to Zevran he smiled at Jen winked at her throw it back after all four were passed out on the floor Varel made sure they were all alive Jen turned her head with a private pray to the Maker that they all lived and headed to her office and wait for them to come back with warden tattoos Zev was the first person in Jen office he took off his shirt it was on his back it was on his shoulder he smiled at Jen " Now my warden or my sweet boss can I have kiss and laid across Jen paperwork Jen bent over and kissed him on the check " Sorry Zev since we are brother and sister in order I can't sleep with my little brother that on so many levels just wrong" Zev got up " One day boss I will make you mine." He left her office then came in Nate he was on his collar bone Anders took Jen hands "I heard what happen to you I wish know sooner I would never let that happen to you." and kissed her on her head and left her office Oghren was next he also had back tattoo. Jen just smiled at him and got up and kissed him on the head he turned three shades of red and turned on his heels and left. Jen waited all day to see Anders, but he did not come and see her Jen heard the clock tower chime nine times she looked out the window it was dark. Jen left her office and head to her bedrooms she open her bedroom door there were candles everywhere and they were all lit somehow the room had lavender and lilac flowers everywhere on her bed Anders was laying on her bed he had no clothes on he was just covered in a sheet he looked up and smiled " Hey boss lady I am waiting for a cute redhead I been dying to sleep with for weeks now can you point her out to me since I became a warden I know she wanted see where my new ink is I want her to see it and I heard warden stamina is monstrous I been so horny after my joining I wanted find ever dark corner of this keep, so I pen that cute red head to the wall and see if she be a good girl and not scream out my name like she did a few weeks ago," Jen climbed on the bed" can I see it now please my sexy mage? " he sat up it was his left arm Jen went over to it and she kissed it the next Jen knew Anders was on top of her and kissing her again he stop long enough" Maker Jen I have missed you," They made love that night Jen fell asleep in Anders' arms.
