A/N; Thanks again for all the reviews, favs and follows…its great knowing what you guys think of my story! I am sorry for upsetting some of you with Edward's and the wolves' deaths. Unfortunately, the story I see in my head is what I have to write. I really hope those of you that hated me killing off those characters will give the rest of the fic a chance! After all this is a team Jasper story! Anyway, on with the story! Bella and Alice are going to meet next chapter. This one is all about Bella. Enjoy! (I hope)
A new life….Part four.
Bella's P.O.V
I felt the oddest sensation like my body was floating. A breeze wafted gently across my skin and I shivered slightly. Cold arms were wrapped around me and strangely, I felt comforted. Strangely because after all that had happened I should have been terrified, but some part of me just knew that these arms belonged to Jasper. He had come for me. Just as I knew that he would.
I melted against him, but didn't say a word. I was still feeling very woozy but I forced my eyes to open and a small smile touched my lips at the sight that greeted me.
My mate - my Jasper.
His face was wonderfully handsome, stained with blood and his eyes a deep, dark red. His firm, sensuous lips pulled into a smirk at the sight of my eyes open. I lifted my hand and it felt too heavy to move but I forced it to touch his face. Soon my fingers were tracing his chiselled features lovingly. The feel of his cold skin was like a shot of some amazing designer drug straight to my heart - it beat faster and I felt alive again. He could of course hear my erratic heart beat and it made his smile wider. I sighed and let my hand drop from his face as I curled contentedly into his hard, cold arms. I knew we were running and I was sure we were going home. I was with Jasper and that's all that mattered to me. He was in charge and everything would be okay. I felt the pull of sleep making my arms and legs heavy in a natural un-drugged way and soon I drifted off to sleep again.
Jasper P.O.V.
As we neared Volterra I saw that Bella was awake, barely. She opened her chocolate brown eyes, smiled at me, stroked my face and then curled up against my chest content. The feeling of her happiness, contentment and love wrapped themselves around me and my heart gave an unfamiliar lurch. I wasn't ready to identify the cause of that emotion yet. I was simply happy to have my mate back safely in my arms, I told myself. Now I was going to make her completely safe before anyone or anything disturbed us again.
The wounds that Alice had inflicted on her face and arms would leave scars if I left them to heal while she was still human, as they were bone deep. But vampire venom worked miracles, I had seen it cure all types of human ailments, even broken bones, crushed limbs and severed spinal cord. So I knew that it would heal Bella's relatively small injuries. I was focused on my mate now and nothing else would disturb us now.
Peter ran besides me. I turned to him and said; "Secure my chambers completely, No one is to enter or call me until Bella is through the change. See to it." Peter nodded and without a word left us at the door to my rooms.
I went in and placed Bella on the bed, her small figure in its short white dress making a startling contrast to the black silk sheets. Her long, tangled mahogany hair was the only splash of colour. I stood back and shed my black cloak, shrugging it onto the floor. I then stepped out of my boots and went to the bathroom to wash the sour tasting blood off my face and hands. I returned quickly. Almost too scared to leave her alone for a moment. She was still where I had placed her. I stripped off my shirt then and clad just in my black jeans I slid onto the bed beside her. She moaned softly as my hands brushed her face. She whispered my name so softly human ears wouldn't have heard it. I brushed her lips with mine and whispered to her;
"I'm here Bella. No one will hurt you ever again." She nodded slightly as my words registered with her. Her small hands reached for me, tangling in my hair.
I trailed my lips down her cheek and her neck, my hands sliding up her arms and brushing lightly over her breasts. A shiver ran through her body and I felt lust rise up inside me. My cock was rock hard. I pressed my hips against her as I lowered my lips to Bella's. As always the touch and taste of her inflamed my senses until all I wanted was to be inside her, part of her. I didn't want to hurt her anymore than necessary but I had to change her now. I wanted to do it as gently as I could. I would also do all I could to help her through the burn. Using my empathic abilities to help my mate would be the best use I could think of for my skills. I looked up and saw Bella's eyes open and staring at me, a look of pure love and lust on her lovely face. I grinned at the sight.
"Hello Darlin." I said softly and then I kissed her.
Her tongue tangled with mine, hungrily tasting and teasing. I groaned and deepened the kiss. She tasted just as fucking incredible as I remembered. I couldn't wait to taste her sweet blood on my lips once last time.
"Jasper, my love…fuck me, love me – I want all of you as you give me your immortal kiss." Bella whispered as soon as I released her lips. She stared into my eyes deeply. I felt her utter love and trust. Fuck I wanted her – now.
I gripped the front of the white cotton shift she wore and tore it in one sure stroke right down the middle. I heard her gasp and then I was feasting my eyes on her beautiful body, her high, full breasts with their tip tilted pink nipples, slender waist and hips, yellow and green bruises still marked her white skin from the last time we had fucked. I grinned in satisfaction. I slid down her body, tasting and licking my way down her body until I reached her pussy. I parted her legs roughly and licked my way right through the centre of her folds. I felt her body arch upwards off the bed and I saw her hands grip the silk sheets in each hand, a long loud moan escaping her parted lips. She was so fucking wet, so ready for me. Her scent enveloped me.
I found her clit with my tongue and circled it, before sucking it into my mouth. Bella writhed under me, calling my name time and again. The monster within was grinning and rubbing his hands in glee. I pushed two fingers into her warm, wet depths; she lifted her hips and tried to thrust against my fingers. I carried on sucking her clit until suddenly she arched upwards and her whole body shuddered repeatedly, I felt a surge in the wetness on my fingers. I continued to lick her hard clit as she rode out her climax against my tongue. Bella clutched my hair, running her nails through onto my scalp. I shuddered at the sensation. I pulled my fingers out of her warmth and slid downwards until my tongue was at her entrance. I slid it into her pussy as deeply as I could. I could feel the tremors still shaking her. I loud moan was my reward as I fucked her with my tongue. I loved the taste of her, my Bella, my mate. I lapped up every single drop of her release, tonguing her pussy and pushing her legs as far apart as they would go. I couldn't get enough of her taste. Finally I made my way back up her body until I reached her face, I kissed her roughly, pushing my tongue into her mouth deeply. Our tongues tangled and tasted. I loved that she could taste herself on my mouth and tongue. Bella pulled me closed by my hips, rubbing herself against me, my jeans only serving to increase her desire as I rocked my hips against her core.
"Take me, Jasper. Now!" Bella asked breathlessly, gazing into my eyes. "Take all that I am and make me yours for all eternity." I knew what she meant. I couldn't wait to make her mine. Forever.
I unbuckled my jeans and slid my extremely hard dick into her hot wetness. We both groaned loudly at the incredible sensations. I lifted her legs and fucked her as hard as I could without damaging her. I felt her body contract again and then I let myself come. As Bella was shaking with the force of her orgasm, I ran my nose down the side of her neck inhaling her sweet scent deeply, before I sank my sharp teeth into her soft flesh. She jerked against me in pain. I sent her my emotions to help her deal with what was about to happen; desire, euphoria and lust. I waited as her wonderfully fragrant blood pooled in my mouth and then took a long swallow I then pushed as much venom into the wound as I could. The more venom in her system the quicker the change would happen. I didn't want her burning for a week or more, the change could happen in as little as two days if enough venom was used. So I sealed the bite with my tongue and then lifted her hand to my lips where I bit her wrist, injecting as much venom as I could. I repeated the process with each limb. By the time I was finished, Bella was writhing and panting against the sheets, in a curious mixture of desire, lust and pain. I reached deeply into her emotions and intensified all the pleasurable feelings I could think of; anything to combat the pain. It seemed to work slightly because her pain wasn't unbearable. And then her heart took off at a sprint, it was beating so fast it seemed that it was about to crash right out of her chest. I remembered that fire; the awful pain and I shuddered at the memory. It was always the most intense memory for any vampire. I had changed thousands of humans into vampires and yet never had it been so important, so earth shattering.
I lay besides her then, pushing my whole body against hers, my arms around her waist. I rested my face on her shoulder, my face pressed against her neck. I inhaled deeply with each breath, her scent calming me. I sent all my calm emotions to her trying to combat the awful fire. Her fingers continued to hold the sheets in a vice like grip, never slacking for a moment. I felt her pain, confusion and her focus – she was trying to hold onto something to get her through this fire – me. I realized with a pang that I was her reason to hold on. My heart felt like it might actually beat again as I realized once again how much Bella truly loved me.
She was my mate, the other half of myself. And I was keeping her forever. The fact made me more than content. I was euphoric.
Bella's P.O.V
The pain was intense, devouring, all consuming, confusing in its very intensity. I was determined not to show it, I wanted to be as brave as I could be. I didn't want to make Jasper suffer with me. I knew that he felt it too. Every burning nerve ending, every flame flickering through my body. I felt him settle beside me after he had finished biting me. I couldn't respond, even in the slightest way, even though I wanted to. I wanted to reach out and touch him, but I was terrified that if I released my death grip on the sheets I would start screaming and never stop.
As soon as he had bitten my neck the slow burning had become a blaze and the small blaze a raging inferno, until I felt as though he had thrown me onto a funeral pyre alive. I couldn't let one moan escape my lips because the smallest lapse would mean the undermining of my self-control. Now the burning raged from each of my limbs, burning inward towards my centre. The burn in my neck moved through my head as if I had a headache made entirely out of flames. Even my eyeballs ached and burned, my lips felt parched and charred. It must have been hours since Jasper had bitten me, or maybe only minutes. The pain was coming at me in waves and I lost all measure of time. I tried to concentrate on each of Jasper's breaths, the rise and fall of his body next to mine, his cold skin against my flaming body.
The flames threatened to pull me under completely, I felt as though I needed something or someone to think of or else I might lose my tenuous grip on life and spin downwards into a death spiral. I thought about Jasper, my mate. The life I wanted with him was finally within my grasp and all I needed to do was be strong enough to outlast the terrible fire. I saw his red eyes and sensuous mouth, His tall muscular body encased in battle scars. I relived each touch, kiss and caress we had shared and the sensation of his cold flesh merging with mine. I focused on him until nothing else seemed to matter. Just my mate, just Jasper. I felt him there beside me and inside me; he was sharing each emotion with me. He stayed with me through it all.
Hours, days, minutes, and seconds - none of it had any meaning. I felt the fire start to recede from my fingers first and then my toes, until finally my arms and legs were free of it completely. They were blessedly cool and comfortable. My head ceased to ache and burn, all the fire raced towards my heart with ever increasing velocity. Faster and faster it raced until I began gasping in panic. The pain, oh my god the pain was incredible!
I felt my body arching of its own accord, lifting off the bed completely. The fire was dragging me upwards by my heart. My fingers still clutched the silk sheets, clawing holes through the thin material. I shouted then, unable to contain the scream that rose to my throat. My heart was beating so fast it was akin to a heart attack and then –
Silence.
My heart gave up with one last beat.
Nothing moved, no noise, nothing. Jasper was still beside me, watching me. I was almost afraid to open my eyes.
But I did.
I stared in wonder at his face. An angel could not have been more amazingly beautiful, gorgeous and sexy. The look in his eyes however was anything but angelic. An angel of death maybe. I smiled at him, as my wondrous new eyes took in every plane and line of his handsome face.
I took my first breath as a vampire and wondered at the sensation of the air filling my lungs with out the urgency. My body didn't need it, but it was pleasant. I reached for Jasper then, running my hands up over his shoulders into his hair. I lifted my mouth and pressed it to his jaw line, I felt a shudder rip through him at my small touch. My grin widened.
"Hi." I said softly, gazing into his eyes deeply.
He returned my grin and replied; "Hi Bella. You are simply gorgeous, my mate." His hand stroked my hair in one sure stroke from my head to my waist. My eyes rolled back in my head at the sensation of his hands on me. He no longer felt cold. His touch was now perfectly normal to me. The only thing that had changed was the intensity of the sensation flooding my body at his simple touch. I was mesmerised by it. Could there really be more? I marvelled to myself. Jasper kissed my lips then and rational thought ceased to exist, well at least in part of my brain.
He chuckled and whispered into my ear; "Darlin' those emotions you are giving off are pretty intense. Care to share?"
"You definitely didn't tell me that the sensations would be intensified once I was a vampire! You were holding out on me, Major." I said with mock anger. My expression just made Jasper laugh out loud.
"I had to leave some thing as a surprise, Darlin." he said before kissing me deeply, sliding his tongue roughly into my mouth and sucking my tongue into his mouth, grazing it with his teeth. I moaned and attacked him. I pushed him backwards onto the sheets and straddled his hips. I rubbed my wet aching pussy against his very hard cock, making us both groan loudly.
The novelty of being able to push Jasper anywhere was fantastic and I smirked against his lips. He laughed out loud at my expression. "Don't get any ideas, Bella. I am more than capable of handling one little newborn and keeping her in line." he raised his eyebrows at me suggestively and I giggled.
"Jasper, I wouldn't want it any other way..." I said reaching down to kiss him more firmly than ever before.
Jasper lifted me and slid his cock into my pussy, I cried out and soon I was riding him as hard and as fast as I could. I felt amazing; I should be sweating and panting by now, but I wasn't. I felt as though I could do this forever, loving my mate. The feelings and sensations were so incredible that I felt as though I was going to explode, although of course I couldn't. I stared into Jasper's eyes the whole time we were fucking. I knew that my eyes must match his now. I was finally able to claim him as my mate. I leaned down and without hesitation bit into his neck. I felt my teeth slice through his hard skin as if it were butter; it offered me no resistance at all. I felt venom pool in my mouth and I pushed as much of it as I could into his body. I felt him shudder and tense, but he didn't move, obviously wanting this as much as I did. The feeling of marking my mate with my venom made me euphoric. The sensation unbelievable in its very intensity. When I finally drew back I saw a look of possessiveness on Jaspers face just before he bit me, right on the same spot he had earlier, this time however it didn't hurt or burn, a warm feeling spread through me as I felt him inject his venom into me, marking me as his mate. I felt extremely satisfied. As he drew back I saw that my teeth marks on his neck oozed venom slightly, I could smell my scent on him and it pleased me no small amount. Jasper reached up and licked my wound closed; I bent and licked along his wound too. I was close to coming and suddenly I did explode, I shuddered around Jasper's cock, my flesh gripping his tightly. His hands gripped my hips, fingers biting deep as he came too, shooting his seed into my welcoming flesh. Soon we came to a stop, not because we had to, but because Jasper said a sentence I could not ignore.
"Let us go and hunt Bella." He said against my forehead. I lifted my head and froze, my throat instantly burning in need. The raging thirst testament to the fact that I was a newborn vampire. Within seconds I was ready to go, dressed in a pair of jeans and a black t-shirt. Amazingly I didn't have much trouble dressing at all. As I brushed my hair back from my face I saw an expression of pure happiness on Jaspers face. I smiled at him and held out my hand to him. Within a second he was at my side grabbing my hand tightly. I stared at him for a moment; he was just so fucking gorgeous. And he was all mine. He stood there wearing the Volturi cloak, a pair of jeans and a dark shirt. His golden hair stood out in startling contrast to the sober colour.
"Lets go." I said.
