Detective Conan/Case Closed- The Real Edogawa Conan

Rating: M (for sexual content, suggested violence, and some language)

Genre: Romance/Drama

Pairing: Kudo Shinichi and Mouri Ran

Disclaimer: I do not own Detective Conan…

Main Summary: The day had come! The Organization has caught him, and they want to know the secrets of his youth. There's a reason Vermouth is the Boss's favorite, after all. But, what happens when they have larger plans for him? How does Ran fit into all of this?

Chapter Eleven

When Shinichi got back to his apartment, Ran was already making dinner.

"That was fast. How did—."

She was cut off by the front door being violently slammed shut and Shinichi stomping directly to their room, oblivious of her presence. She turned off the heat and dropped what she was doing. She headed into their room to hear the shower going. She was about to knock on the bathroom door when she heard his muffled sobs. Tears appeared in her eyes, and she sighed. Angry she stamped the ground again and again, saying, "Dammit! Why must they do this to him!?"

She then made a decision.

Shinichi held his head under the water, so angry at himself that he wanted the world to just open up under him and drag him straight to Hell. Suddenly he heard the bathroom door open. He looked through the fogged glass of the shower and turned bright red.

Ran quickly closed the distance as she opened the shower door and stepped inside. Shinichi simply watched her as she reached up and took his face into her hands. He stared at her with a lost look. His hands reached up to grasp hers, and she could feel his hands shake. She got on her tiptoes and kissed his lips. His lips quivered again her. She hadn't seen him this bad since Port's death. She kissed him again, then, kissed his ear, neck, collar, chest, stomach, and Shinichi could only freeze as she got on her knees, submitting herself before him.

Shinichi looked at her with a face full of regret as she began to pleasure him orally.

"St-stop…" Shinichi whispered.

She ignored him, and he said it again, slightly louder. She still ignored him, so he shouted at her, "Ran, STOP!"

Ran froze but did not move. Shinichi felt tears run from his eyes and said, "I… I just… I killed a civilian today."

Ran looked at him surprised and stood up, asking, "What happened!?"

"You remember Kanzashi Buroku, that debt collector from the Eastern side Yakuzas?"

"The one you dealt with over a year ago? The one who lost a hand to his boss?"

"Yes… He came in right when I was about to execute a rogue operative. Vodka accidentally bumped me and the gun went off, killing Kanzashi instantly."

"Shinichi, that wasn't your fault! It sounds like Vodka was at fault."

"No, Ran, it's worse than that! We, then, went and covered up the scene! I obstructed justice to cover our tracks."

"Shinichi, please… I'm telling you that that isn't your fault. If you hadn't falsified the scene, the others would have, and Vodka caused that death, not you." Ran begged.

Shinichi sighed but as she took his face her hands again, he nodded, hugging her closely. He hadn't seen her naked like this since the time they'd been in the hot springs together, which he'd been trying to overlook for her sake.

"You're so beautiful, Ran." Shinichi whispered.

"I love you, Shinichi… now may I finish what I started?"

Shinichi blushed at her words, but before he could respond, she dropped down again and began to pleasure him. Shinichi groaned and stroked her hair, trying to grasp the situation.

"R-Ran, I—Ah…" Shinichi moaned going over the edge after some time.

Ran stood up, and though she knew Shinichi wouldn't make love to her, she was satisfied just to have the skinship with him. That night, Shinichi lay in bed with the naked Ran curled against him. He wanted so much to be one with her, but the fears of her having a child in this world prevented him from going forward with it. Plus, his mind was still going back to her father being at the scene. Why was he there? He seemed like he'd been waiting for Shinichi, and what did his words mean?