This is from the last chapter and rather short because it was just for fun. I never meant to have this at first, but it was just too much fun not to post it! I also got a request, so I made it a must! XD
You Found Me
~Alex POV~
Kaoru smirked a little, and then I sat next to him in the limo and said, "You should learn something from your brother!" Then to make Hikaru jealous I rested my head on Kaoru's shoulder and fell asleep.
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Falling. How long have I been falling? My head hurt, really bad. Has my life always been falling down a hole?
My head looked all around me, but there was nothing to see except the light world I had fallen from. It wasn't a real world. Light, dark, what makes it my world? No one knew me up there. Looking down I fell faster.
I looked at what I thought was a mirror, but more like a window. Who was that girl crying? Why aren't her parents looking at her! "Hey! Over here!" She didn't look or even move as though she hadn't heard me. Her parents just walked right past her and out the door. They didn't want her, they didn't want…me.
I began to fall again, but soon stopped at another window. Looking out I saw the same girl, but older. She was still young with eyes of an adult. She was looking at her parents and saying…goodbye. She got up and left without another word and her parents just watched her! They let her go! They let her think that they didn't love her! They gave…me up.
The next window was farther into the future. She was about in middle school and standing by a train with a group of people. A boy held her hand and she began to cry. Whipping her tears the boy kissed her red cheek. He had made her cry, and he was sorry for it. He was leaving her since he couldn't take care of her. He couldn't be there for her any more. He left… me there to defend for myself.
Window after window the same girl was there and she was always crying, always weak, always sad. No one cared about her; she was too much for everyone. Why did she have to be that way? I hate it!
She should be stronger. She should have happiness too! Why then? Why won't anyone let her stay in their family?
I could feel tears fall from my face. She was close to me, she was all the pain and sorrow I had. No one ever let her in or looked for her. They all wanted to other 'Alex', the outward shell. They could never let all of me into their hearts.
"I don't deserve to live any more. I should just di…"
"Welcome!" Their voice, their kind voices.
I looked up and saw them looking at me. They were hearing me! They had tears in their eyes, they were…crying for me. How could that be?
"Hurry up here, Miss Dirty-Trashcan-Full-of-Poop!" Hikaru smiled at me and held out a hand. He was letting me in their world for the first time.
My hand reached out, but I way still falling and I just couldn't reach! "H…Help!" I had never asked someone to help for no one could hear me, but they had.
His hand grabbed mine and he pulled me up to the Third Music Room. I was…home. I had never felt more at home in my life. I started to cry in his arms and I began to say, "Is this a dream? If it is please don't wake me from this high. I'd become comfortably numb until you opened up my eyes. To what it's like when everything's right I can't believe you found me. When no one else was lookin' how did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion, the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave. I guess that you saw what nobody could see, you found me."
"Hey, Alex?" I could hear Hikaru's voice. "You okay?"
My eyes opened slowly and a tear rolled down from my cheek. Kaoru had fallen asleep as well, but Hikaru…he must have been lonely sitting by himself alone, since he always had his brother with him to talk to.
Hikaru was sitting on the floor of the car; he pushed a strand of hair out of my eyes. He wasn't mad or sad, he just gave me this idiotic smile and said, "Man you had me worried. I thought you had a nightmare or something."
For the first time I gave him a completely-happy-to-see-you smile. It threw him back a little. "It had a happy ending."
Another tear fell and to my surprise Hikaru smiled back and whipped away my tears and said, "Well I guess I'll have to make your dream come true to make you happy in real life."
The car stopped and I looked out the window. I could tell I had a goofy smile still. In a quiet voice I said as I got out, "But Hikaru you already did by finding me."
As I walked away I knew he hadn't heard, but I'd tell him this story another time.
So this was alittle about Alex's past I guess! Hope you liked! Review/Listen/Write
Special Thanks to -Arashi-Yuuna Fukushima- and Mared and the Jarcuses: Great reviews! There was a lot stuff in the chapters!
Shout Out to Readers: I'm leaving in a few days and I may not get to post anything for a few days so I'll make it up to you guys some how! (Like a special chapter from someones past so something like that!)
YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!! I mean I only started to write a little while ago and I already got like 14 reviews and I'm soooooo happy! XD This calls for two special chapters when I come back! Let me know who you'd like to see for these special chapters (my guess someone will say, "Isn't obvious we want to know more about Alex?!")
