Ok guys this was a hard chapter, and I hope I did well, it's a bit jumpy there are a lot of flashbacks. I hope you like it! Please Review!
Warning: Violence and Rape
Toby was packing his bag in the hospital with his one good arm. His bad arm was in a sling. Emily would be here any minute. He had argued with Spencer for half an hour on the phone this morning, she wanted to pick him up. Toby said no he knew Wren had to be rip-roaring pissed when Spencer told him the way she had left. He didn't want to risk anything happening to Spencer. He'd invited everyone over for a welcome home party, him and Spencer planned to pull her parents aside and finally tell them the truth.
As if thinking about him brought him to materialize Wren appeared.
"Where is she Toby!" Wren asked angrily.
"Who?" Toby asked trying his best to look clueless.
"Where's my wife? Where are my kids?" He asked through gritted teeth.
"I don't know" Toby said indifferently.
"See, I think you do, you and I both know she's going to come back to me" he said speaking in a threatening whisper. "And the longer she waits, the worse I'm going to make it for her"
"If I see her or hear from her I'll pass along the message" he said curtly. Where the hell was Emily? Toby wondered.
Spencer sat on the couch in Toby's living room, she was doing Emma's hair, Ella's hair was already done and Aria had wrangled her into helping with the welcome home banner.
"Aren't they so cute!" She crooned "let me take a picture" the twins had on matching outfits and matching hairstyles. After taking about 10 pictures Spencer called to Arabella.
"Arabella, sweetie come out here!" When Arabella didn't come out Spencer went into her room. The dress she'd picked out for the party was still laying on her bed. She was sitting curled up in the rocking chair Toby had made for her and painted white. She was hugging the stuffed frog Wren had given her.
"Arabella why haven't you put on your dress yet" Spencer asked gently. "Uncle Toby will be home from the hospital in a few minutes"
"I don't care!" She said angrily, wiping tears out of her eyes.
"Excuse you, you do not talk to me that way" Spencer said calmly.
Arabella turned to Spencer, her big brown eyes in a watery glare.
"I don't want to wear the stupid dress, and I don't want to see Uncle Toby, I want daddy! I want to go home!" She yelled.
"Well if you're going to be rude and ungrateful you can stay in your room" she said walking out of the room and closing the door.
"This isn't my room!" she yelled through the door. Spencer burst into tears in the hallway.
"This is just the beginning" Melissa said. "Do you think she's going to be any less angry or confused when "Uncle Toby" becomes "Daddy". Melissa pulled her into her arms.
"I'm so sorry Spence" she said holding her.
"Welcome home!" They heard everyone cheer.
Spencer wiped her eyes and headed back to the living room. Melissa knocked on Arabella's door.
"Go away!" She cried.
"It's Aunt Melissa" she called. When she didn't respond Melissa went into the room.
"Hey, my little chickadee" she said walking over to kiss Arabella's head. She was laying down on the bed now.
"You know, you and I have a lot in common" she started "being big sisters and all"
Arabella didn't say anything.
"The most important job of a big sister is to protect their little sibling make sure no one makes them cry" Melissa said.
"Yeah?" Arabella said.
"You made my little sister cry" she said. "Your mommy is trying really hard right now, your daddy hurt her, and she's upset"
Arabella nodded "you're a good big sister" she said.
"I was ok, I hope you're a better big sister than me" Melissa said.
*flashback*
"You don't have to do this" Melissa said buttoning the back of her white dress.
"Do what?" Spencer asked.
"Marry him, have his child, all that good stuff, you're in love with Toby and everyone knows it"
"It's done Melissa, I'm going to walk down the aisle and become Mrs. Kingston and have his baby, it's done" Spencer said.
"I'm just saying you don't have to marry him" Melissa said.
"Don't be ridiculous" her mother said entering the room "of course she does"
*present time*
"Toby!" Spencer shrieked running towards him. She was very careful not to hurt him as she gently put her arm around his good shoulder and kissed him. You could hear a pin drop as everyone stared. The girls had suspected the affair, but only Hanna had known for sure.
After cake and ice cream they pulled Spencer's parents aside.
"Mom? Dad? We wanted to ask you some legal questions, I'm leaving Wren, divorcing him, and we're wondering about custody and all that."
"So you're just gonna divorce Wren and ride off into the sunset with Toby? How long has this been going on?" She said motioning to the two of them.
"A long time" Spencer whispered.
"Give me on good reason why you need to get a divorce! He's a good husband, he's a good provider, why are you divorcing him?!" She yelled.
Spencer cringed, tears pouring out.
"Because he raped me!" She screamed through the tears before putting her hand to her mouth, she was going to be sick.
"What? When?" He mother asked still in shock.
Spencer let out a dry laugh.
"When do you think?" She asked. "When I "let him knock me up" he held me down and ripped my underwear off, and raped me saying "I know you want it, you've always wanted it" so yeah I'm divorcing him because I've taken all the beatings and forced sex that I'm going to take, because he threw our daughter across the living room two nights ago and I'm not gonna let him hurt my children." Spencer said angrily.
"Beatings?" Her mother asked.
"Yeah, last year when I fell down the stairs? That was Wren, when I tripped hiking? That was Wren, when I said I had a necklace on too tight? That was Wren, he choked me while I was pregnant with the twins, and the car accident when Arabella was 6 months old? That was Wren too" Spencer said angrily. "So help me or get the hell out of my house!" Spencer said storming off. Toby followed her looking at her parents apologetically.
"How did we not know Peter?" Veronica cried "how did I not know?"
"There's no way anyone could have known" he said trying to comfort her.
"I wish I could believe that" she sobbed.
*flashback* The Day Arabella Was Born
The whole gang was in the hospital, Spencer's pregnancy had come as a surprise to everyone and her marriage to Wren was just as shocking.
After 6 hours Wren came out into the waiting room.
"The baby's being taken to the nursery" he announced. He had looked tired. He motioned for Mrs. Hastings to come over.
"How's Spencer?" She asked.
"Physically she's fine" wren said sighing.
"What does that mean?" She asked
"The doctor thinks because of her age and mental history that she had a psychotic break." Wren informed her.
"What?!" Veronica gasped.
"She's refusing to hold the baby, she's refusing to feed, she's stopped responding to the nurses and doctors." Wren informed.
After visits from her parents and friends, the doctors left the baby in the hospital crib in Spencer's room hoping the hungry cries of her newborn would kick in her maternal instincts. When Wren left for work at another hospital, Toby got the ok to go in and see her. He picked up the baby and started rocking her back and forth.
"Shhhhh" Toby cooed "Mommy's tired, it's hard work creating a baby". When the baby didn't stop crying he put his finger to her mouth using it as a pacifier.
"She's hungry" Toby said aloud in a non-demanding way.
"She's beautiful Spence!" Toby said bringing her over. "She's beautiful, and helpless, and hungry"
Spencer opened get hospital gown and took the baby.
"Stay with me" she whispered as the baby began eating. Toby kissed Spencer's forehead and only left when Wren returned from work.
"I should have known" Veronica said as they flashback ended.
Everyone left, the yelling too much. Spencer put Arabella (who had stayed in her not room all afternoon and evening and was acting very angry still) and the twins to bed.
Finally her and Toby were alone. She kissed him as his good hand traveled up under her nightgown. She moaned as she started sucking him. She pumped his base and rubbed his balls as she sucked him.
"I want you I don't care how bad it hurts" Toby said pulling her onto him. He sucked on her nipples as Spencer rode him.
"Oh Toby!" Spencer moaned as she curled her fingers into his hair.
"Ugggggghhhhh, oh yeah, unnnnnnnhhhhh, mmmmmm, yesyesyesyesyesyesyes" she screamed cumming.
"I'm so close" Toby moaned as he grabbed her hips. Just then the door swung open.
"Mommy?" Arabella said.
"Yes baby?" She said scrambling to get the blanket around her.
"I wanted to say I was sorry for being rude and ungrateful" she said looking at the ground.
"Thank you, I accept your apology" Spencer said. Arabella still stood there.
"What are you doing?" Arabella asked looking at them.
"Uh, um, see honey..." Spencer stuttered.
"We're exercising" Toby said quickly saving Spencer.
"Yes! We're exercising" she said. When Arabella didn't move still Spencer said
"Honey why don't you go into the kitchen get a slice of cake and some milk and we'll be right in. And honey after bedtime you have to knock on uncle Toby's door."
Spencer said. Arabella skipped off to the kitchen.
"Welcome to parenthood" Spencer giggled as she started to move again.
"What are you doing aren't you afraid she'll come back in?" He asked panicky
"I'm finishing you off, she's going to want to sleep with us after cake so unless you want to sleep with a boner" Spencer reasoned.
"No, god no, make cum, now" he said.
"That's what I thought" Spencer said.
The next day Spencer got a call from Arabella's school. They said she was sick.
When she got there they said she'd been acting strange since recess.
"Bella baby, are you okay" Spencer asked brushing her hair back.
"I'm fine mommy, I just want to go" she said.
"Okay sweetie" she said kissing her head "let's go" she picked her up and carried her to the car. Spencer was fussing over her the way she always did when she was sick.
"We're in the car now mommy you can stop pretending" Arabella said sadly looking out the window.
"Pretending what?" She asked.
"That you love me" she mumbled.
Spencer stopped the car.
"Who told you that I don't love you?" Spencer asked her.
"Daddy" Arabella said.
"When did he say this?" Spencer asked angry.
"Today at school" Arabella said. "He came and talked to me at recess."
Spencer pinched the top of her nose.
"What else did you and daddy talk about?" She asked.
Arabella said nothing.
"We are not moving until you tell me what you and daddy talked about"
Arabella stared at her shoes.
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