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Chapter 11

JPOV

I had arrived home to see the bloodsucker carrying Bella towards her room. I glared at him as I went into the living room to sit and wait for the leech to come out after putting Bella to bed. I knew that he would read my mind and know that I wanted him to come talk to me. I had a few choice words that I wanted to tell. Yes there was going to be name calling. I was also going to give him a piece of my mind about him if he hurt Bella or Nessie ever again. He came out of the room shutting the door quietly behind him. I guess he didn't want us to get loud and wake the girls. That was perfectly okay with me. I didn't want Bella or Nessie to hear me going at the leech. He sat down across from me on the chair.

"Jacob I have no intentions of hurting either of them. I will never leave them and I know that doesn't really mean a lot coming from me. I've already left Bella twice and each time you were the one there to put her back together again. I'm truly grateful for that too, and yes I know that you didn't do it for me but I'm still grateful for it."

I hate freaking mind readers. Just because they know what you are thinking doesn't give them the right to voice it. And it takes all the fun out of yelling at them and trying to give them a piece of your mind because they already know what your going to say. Bella is so lucky that that the bloodsucker can't read her mind. It has to bug the hell out of him not being able to read.

"Yes it frustrates me to no end. But I know that it makes her happy that I can't read her and that her secrets and thoughts are safe from me being able to read them."

"Ugh... Stay out of my head, or is that impossible for you? You are making it incredibly hard to tell you off for what you did." I was getting extremely angry with him. I wish he would just shut up.

"Fine I'll be quiet and let you yell at me." Man this bloodsucker was weird. By the look on his face whenever I called him a name in my mind I don't think he likes the names. Every time I said it in my mind he would clench his jaw. I shrugged it off and started my speech if you could call it that.

"I understand that Bella loves you and truly can't fully live without you, and Nessie needs her father in her life. I understand all of that. I know you love them too I can see it in the way you look at Bella, and if you love her you have to love your little girl. Plus I have yet to find a single person who doesn't almost instantly fall in love with Ness. That little girl is so full of life and happy energy. I would hate for her to get to know you and then something happen that you blame yourself for that makes you leave. I would hate to see Bella broken again and this time it wouldn't just be her for me to try to fix. I would have that beautiful and wonderful girl to have to put back together." I paused to take a deep breath and to let what I had said so far to sink in.

"Also to be truthful I don't think Bella would be able to take that again. The first time you left yes I had helped put her back together in a sense. But we both know that it was mostly a show. She was still broken deep down. She only got better when you came back and even then every once in a while I would see her with this look of peer panic almost. It was like she was just waiting for you to take off on her again and leave her behind to be broken again. But she finally got over it. She knew which one of us was the right one for her and she would do anything to be with you. She had gotten over her fear of you leaving her again and agreed to marry you, truly believing that you would never think of leaving her again."

"Then there was that fight and her melt down. I don't know what that was about. She never would talk about it even though I tried to get her to talk about it. Trying to get her to get over whatever was wrong with her. But then you left her again. I don't know how log or if she would have pulled through that time. I know the only reason she pulled herself together that time was because of her pregnancy and her belief that Nessie deserved a mother that wasn't a shell of a person." I stopped to give him a firm look throwing in a glare for good measure.

"Then you came back after four years. When she finally starting to move on. She was starting to date and finally have a life that didn't revolve around Nessie, you, school and work. Yes she never would have stopped loving you I know that but she was trying. If you leave her again I don't think anything will help her pull herself together. She might put on a show for Nessie and all the people around her that care for her but I don't think she will ever be whole again and who knows what you leaving will do to Nessie. I don't want to even have to see what that might do to her."

"So what I'm trying to say is if your in the end going to leave them, leave now. Leave before Nessie gets attached to you and your family and before Bella gets used to having you around again. Before you brake their hearts and I'm left once again to deal with the fall out. But know this three strikes and your out. This time if you leave and break their hearts I will hunt you down and kill you for what you have done treaty be damned!" With that I got up from the couch and walked into my room, leaving the bloodsucker to think over what I have said.

EPOV

I watched as Jacob walked off. I knew I would never leave her again. I was but a shell of person myself without her. But I also knew that if I was in his shoes I would more than likely feel the same way.