Holy kitten I hadn't realized it'd been so long since I updated this. All the apologizes in the world for this! Okay so if I remember correctly due to the mishap with Stacie "dating" Aubrey to make Beca jealous none of you want them to get together now and obviously since Beca took her spikes out there is NO way she will ever go back to Chloe... Well my little kittens let us see where this chapter will go!

I Do Not Own Pitch Perfect

Lots a Lot a Love, Kandikitty

-This chapter will take place about 4-ish days after Aubrey and Stacie's arrangement was broken off-

Beca

Stacie hadn't seemed very heart broken about her and Aubrey breaking up. Her reasoning was she knew it wouldn't last, that Aubrey just didn't seem into it which makes sense. What doesn't make sense is why, if she knew it wouldn't last, did she agree to go out with the blonde in the first place? Now all of a sudden she is acting extremely weird. I'm not sure how to describe it...not guilty but something of the sort? What does she have to feel bad about?

"Hey gnome hows it going?" Stacie had dark circles around her eyes, she didn't look all that put together either. Instead of heels and thighs clothes she was wearing flip flops, sweat pants and a hoodie.

"Gnome? You are running out of things to say." I saved what I was doing before shutting my laptop. I looked her up and down once again. "Okay I'm done I can't keep silent anymore. What the hell is wrong with you?" Stacie's posture changed. She went from looking like she was dragging a dead body around to about to see the queen.

"I-I don't have a clue what you are talking about..." Her brown eyes looked anywhere but me.

"Dude...The fuck? Is it Aubrey? Like are you that torn up about what happened between you two?"

"NO I mean no it's just...I fuck I can't tell you! You'll hate me but if i don't tell you it'll kill me. I can't sleep I can't eat this guilt is eating me! Fucking eating me." She was rambling not even speaking to me as she paced the grass in front of me.

"What do you have to be guilty about?" I questioned softly, slowly getting to my feet like she was a deer about to run.

"I fucked up Becs, and once I tell you you'll leave me...and I can't. I can't do that. I know I'm being selfish..." Tears started gushing form her eyes.

What the hell was it she did? I tried to touch her but she flinched away. "Stacie..." I couldn't hide the hurt from my voice.

"You're going to hate me..." She took a step back.

"Stac, I couldn't ever hate you." I said trying to sound reassuring but I knew it fell short. She was freaking me out.

"I lied to you. Aubrey and I werent ever dating...She said if I pretended to be her girlfriend to get her boy to stop...whatever the fuck he was doing, she'd bring Tom back so Chloe would leave you...and she would act all girlfriend like when you saw us so you'd get jealous and realize you like me..." Her eyes never left the ground.

I felt a waterfall of emotions. First off she got this toxic person out of my life-gratatuide. Second she lied to me-anger. Third she did it to make me realize I like her-confusion and hurt. In no universe was that a good idea. In what way would this have a good out come? Was I supposed to run to her like a kicked puppy when Tom and Chloe got back together? Okay so I did but what the fuck!? I was frozen I shock just staring at this woman I could have been falling in love with. My whole out look on her changed. No longer was she the hurt friend who needed love and affection. She was this foreign object who was corrupted by self desire. Did she originally plan on tell me about this? Or did she think she wouldn't feel guilty about tricking her best friend?

"What the fuck..." I heard the words falling form my lips. Even I couldn't believe it was my voice. It was cracked-broken once again, but this time because of someone I thought I could trust. Someone who was my rock, my sanity, my...was she my everything this whole time?

"Told you, you'd hate me." She smiled this insanely shattered lifeless smile. Tears will still flowing from once captivating orbs of golden brown. I could see it now, how much she was torn to pieces by this act.

I ran my and through my hair. I was trembling, doing my best to not lose it. I was stuck somewhere between screaming and falling into a hep of resentment. "How could...What made you think that...You can't possibly believe..." I couldn't finish any of the questions I had. Most of them were already answered for me. How could she do this? She loves, loved?, me enough to want to take out the most toxic thing in my like by any means. What made her think this was a good idea? The fact that I could get over Chloe, the fact I had her to lean on, the fact that she knew I wasn't happy. She couldn't possibly believe I wouldn't be mad? Of course she didn't believe that. It's proven by all the guilt she is showing, and the fact she told me. Not to mention she knew I was going to hate her for it but told me anyways. Do I hate her?

"I'm sorry Beca... I'll leave now okay? I'll do my best to never run into and stay out of your life okay? Just know I'm so sorry...You've had enough scum in your life...You don't need another." Stacie smiled that horrible smile one last time before taking a couple steps backward and turning around. She was walking a slow pace once again like dragging around a heavy load- like any minute she would collapse from the weight of it. Do I hate her? She lied and tricked me. She took Chloe away from me. She saved me from a hell I created for myself. She stood by and let her emotions be stuffed behind the door of "best friend" just to see me happy for even a minute. She went to my dad to find away to find me. She makes me laugh, smile, feel whole. She is walking away. If she gets far enough she will never come back. I can't move, do I even want to? Do I want to forgive her? Bring her back into my world so she can crush it all over again? Can I trust her? She is so far away...I can barely see her. If she goes out of sight she is gone forever...


Woa man! Look at that cliff hanger! What's going to happen? Who knows! Anyways once again I am SO sorry for how long this took I hadn't realized it was closing in on a year without an update! Well I hope you love this horrible thing I've created and I promise I will update this with in the week if not sooner! I'm not completely heartless to leave you with just this. Though I will say (again) that 12 will probs be the end...probably.