Chapter 10
I don't know what to do. Sancai is back and did not even ask for me. Xi-Men said she was frantic looking for Lei like she knew something was wrong with him. I hope she doesn't get too upset when she finds out. We need to keep Lei happy and that includes letting him stay with my girlfriend... No that's not right... Sancai is not my girlfriend anymore... I threw her away when I didn't have my memories... I want her back but I know I can't be her boyfriend again.
Home Sweet Home:
Sancai wasn't really surprised because of the dream and what Ah-Long told her however she almost panicked. She remembered that panicking won't help in a situation like this so she gently lifted Lei's upper body off the ground and shook as gently as she could. She did not want to jump into any conclusion but the one thought that Lei could die in this Reality was fresh in her mind and that scared her. Sancai started to subconsciously stroking his hair and face like how she would with the other reality's Lei. She knows that something is really off with Lei because of how pale he looked. She will have to ask him what is going on when he wakes up.
Xi-Men and Mei-Zuo was still a little dazed from their encounter with Sancai however they contacted Ah-Si and met up at his house to discuss the situation at hand without wasting a minuet. Ah-Si was taking a shower when his two friends almost barged into his bedroom screaming his name and saying what just happened. Ah-Si sped up upon hearing a name he did not expect Xi-Men to bring up with the sound of excitement. He quickly put on bathrobe and joined the two excited boys in his bedroom wondering what's going on.
"Please Calm Down Guys... What happened? Someone would think you guys are going nuts being so happy at a time like this." Ah-Si laughed.
"Ah-Si... Sancai's back!" Mei-Zuo exclaimed quickly
"What? Sancai? You saw her!? Where is she?"
"She was looking for Lei... It seems she is worried... We don't know what's going on but the first thing she said was Where is Lei..." Xi-Men explained.
"We met her this morning. We told her that Lei should be still asleep and that calmed her down but how are we going to break it to her that Lei is ill?" Mei-Zuo asked.
"I don't know... Wait... she did not ask about me?" Ah-Si wondered
"No... All she said was something about Lei and then she left after we told her that he should be still sleeping..." Xi-Men told him.
"We should tell her but it would really scare her. We don't want her to panic." Mei-Zuo sighed.
"Maybe Xiao-Yo can tell her in a way that won't make her too panicked she has been her best friend for years..." Xi-Men Suggested and started to make the phone call.
Xiao-Yo became excited as soon as she heard that Sancai was back. She decided to go over to Sancai's house to find her but to her surprise Sancai wasn't home. Xiao-Yo was a little glad that she had some time to think up a way to give her the news but she was also upset that the friend she came back to find wasn't home. She had so much to tell her... What she did in Canada and all the fun things she tried and of course how much she and the boys had missed her and what they did...
At a huge shopping mall two beautiful ladies strolled along a large selection of clothing racks chatting while they shopped. They had a huge stack of clothing in their cart however most of those were sizes too small for themselves meaning they weren't shopping for only themselves. The two of them stopped in front of a jewelery stand browsing through. After looking at the many jewelery they finally picked up a heart shaped earring with matching necklace and ring adding it to the collection while looking around for other suitable things. The two of them doesn't have a happy expression however they continue to chat. To people who did not know them or what they were talking about even though they did not raise their voices it seemed like they were fighting just by looking at their expressions however that was not the case. They were talking about their ill friend and the grim situation at hand being upset and angry at their own incompetence.
He felt warm and a really calming and comforting feeling came over him as he slowly regained consciousness. He thought he was in the arms of his mother since only then he would feel as safe and as much comfort as he felt now however the set of arms that held him felt to short or the scent of the person was nothing similar to his family. He thought back to the event before he assumed he had fallen asleep however when he was reminded of what it was he had to do a double take because what he remembered was the voice of someone he longed to see for a long time and then everything became blank as he felt a weight on him. He must have fainted.
"Sancai... Am I dreaming... or, are you really back with me again?"
"Are you okay now? You had me worried! I shouldn't have jumped on you like that... I'm so sorry."
"It's okay... I'm not hurt. Wait... You jumped on me...? So that's what happened. Was wondering how come I fell asleep... out on the streets."
"Lei... You don't look very well. You are sick aren't you... You wouldn't have fainted otherwise! Please tell me..."
I... uh... err... well... really, I'm fine... don't worry."
"Then why are you stuttering?? You fight and everything! I don't believe a small jump like that would knock you out!"
"I... fine... I'll tell you. But please don't be sad or scared... You're here now. I'll be fine."
"Huh? What do you... Wait a minuet... no... It can't be... but it... Oh no... I don't believe it... no... NO!!! Why... How..."
"Sancai? What are you screaming about? I haven't even started my story."
"Lei... You have a brother named Ah-Long who died a long time ago right?"
"What? How'd you know... You're not... I didn't tell you... I didn't even know about him until recently... How did you know?"
"Oh... Lei... can you stand? Let's get you indoor... You need rest. Let's go to my house."
Without another word she helped Lei to his feet and started walking towards her house. Lei was confused but since he had barely any energy he let her lead him into the comforts of the house that he had helped her rent when he was still going to school. When Sancai's mom opened the door she was surprised to see her supporting Lei but did not question letting them in and telling Sancai that Xiao-Yo had come by and had been visiting Taiwan... Sancai got to work immediately not hearing what her mother said she placed Lei on a makeshift bed and got out a heat pad and started to soak a towel in cool cold water. She put the heat pad on standby and started to wipe away the sweat beads that were forming on Lei's forehead and face.
Xiao-Yo came into the room surprised that she already saw Lei and what's worse is the way Lei looked. It seems Sancai already encountered the illness before she could form a way to tell her. At first Sancai paid her friend no mind tending to Lei's every need. Xiao-Yo could tell that she was really experienced and was a little surprised that Sancai did not seem the least bit surprised or panicked.
When Lei let out a small moan Sancai instinctively placed the already heated up heat pad over his abdomen at the exact point where he felt a raging storm within. Xiao-Yo was amazed at how well Sancai was doing that she stayed quiet for a moment more. Sancai then sat down near the head of the bed and lifted Lei's upper body placing his head on her lap and started to whisper soothing words and smoothing out his hair and stroking his face gently. Lei felt so contented even though he was greatly confused about how Sancai knew what to do and the exact spot he was hurting... He made no protest. Soon he felt a lot better and fell asleep with such a comforting and relaxed way in which he hadn't had in a long time.
When Sancai was sure Lei was comfortable and surely soundly asleep she gently placed his head back on the pillow and got up however her eyes never left him in case he wakes up or shows signs of discomfort she could help him right away however he did not wake up. Sancai turned around and came face to face with Xiao-Yo shocked. Xiao-Yo just stood there watching Sancai taking care of Lei with a plain shocked and confused expression but dared not speak or she might wake the sleeping lad. Sancai led her friend out into the living room and started the conversation. Xiao-Yo told her all about her trip to Canada and the reason she returned to Taiwan and how come she was here then she asked Sancai how did she know what to do and where has she been this half an year. Sancai just sighed and shook her head. She told Xiao-Yo that she was not ready to talk about it yet.
When Lei woke up a few days later he felt really warm and relaxed. He looked around to find that he was in a small house. At first he was a little confused but then he smiled as he realized where this was. He sat up and looked at his watch. It has been two days since he left home... He family would be really worried but for some reason he did not want to leave. Then he realized he had to go to his scheduled doctor's appointment for a monthly check up. He got up and walked over to the door just as Sancai opened it almost knocking him over but she stopped when she realized he was standing right there. She smiled sweetly and gave him a gentle hug. He kissed her forehead and told her that he had to go. She nodded and walked him out the door and down the street.
Lei sat on the examination table waiting for the doctor. Lei's parents, Ah-Si, Xi-Men and Mei-Zuo sat nearby asking Lei where he has been because the boys had something really important to tell him. He only smiled at them with a silly grin and sighed contently The boys were confused however Lei's parents knows that expression... They whispered to each other as Lei stared off into space thinking of the past two days. Although he was asleep he could feel a comforting presence and gentle caressing. Sancai was so good at taking care of him... he wanted it to last forever but he knows that he'd have to get up and go home too.
"Lei... We found her! ... Are you even listening?" Mei-Zuo exclaimed but Lei only let out another big contented sigh.
"What the heck is going on with him?" Ah-Si wondered.
"I don't know. He is being really strange." Xi-Men concluded.
"He's found the love of his life. It's as simple as that." Lei's Father interrupted
"Lei, listen! please! WE FOUND HER!" Mei-Zuo exclaimed again loudly.
"I heard you the first time. We are in a hospital. I was at her house. She took care of me and I fell asleep for days but I could still feel her taking care of me and she was by my side most of the time." Lei said calmly with another contented sigh at the end.
The doctor came in and started to give Lei a physical and then he took a blood sample. He saw the way Lei looked and smiled he congradulated them telling them that whatever they were doing was working really well. If they could continue it that would be best for Lei. The boys sighed lost yet again but Lei's parents nodded and told them that they will. When they left the hospital Lei's father told Lei to birng that girl who took care of him those two days he was missing to meet them. Lei was taken aback by that and was afraid that they would disapprove and that fear made him feel a little weak. Lei fell over and whispered her name. Xi-Men caught on and requested that they don't push him it doesn't seem to be good for him seeing how he almost fainted when the topic was brought up. They told Lei that, what they meant to do was not judge the girl but just to thank her for doing such a good job of taking care of him. Lei smiled weakly and reached out to be pulled up.
That night A party was held at Ah-Si's house to celebrate the return of Sancai and the good news of Lei being in a better condition. Xi-Men went to pick up Xiao-Yo, Mei-Zuo invited Xiao-Chou and Ah-Zhaung pick up Sancai. Yea-Sa has not seen her friend for some time and was nervous that Sancai would be upset with her because she had sort of betrayed her. Sancai however greeted Yea-Sa happily and then introduced Xiao-Yo to her telling Xiao-Yo that Yea-Sa is Ah-Si's Fiancee' which surprised Xiao-Yo even more. Yea-Sa then said that it wasn't true anymore. The deal was only for three months and it was completely made for the purpose of returning Ah-Si his memories and since he now remembers everything he doesn't need her anymore. Sancai shook her head and said that she cannot go back to Ah-Si. There is something that was a lot more important to her.
When the party is almost over the boys finally got the chance to ask the one question that was on their mind since they saw her again. Sancai sighed and decided that it was time for them to know what happened so she took a deep breath and began expaining what had happened. She began with what she saw Ah-Si kissing Yea-Sa and she felt that she couldn't handle it any longer so she took a train to get away for a while...
"When I woke up I was in a place where no one knew me. A different reality... Someone rich took me in and send me to Ying-De for finishing my last year there. What was so different was Lei wasn't in the same year as the rest of you he was in the same year as me... And Chin-Huah... wasn't such a blabbermouth..." Sancai said trailing off for a moment
"That does makes sense. Lei skipped a grade when he was younger..." Xi-Men stated.
"I want to know how you know about my brother... I never knew anything about him until after you disappeared." Lei told her while he shifted in his bed.
"I'll get to that. But Lei, how come you fell ill? I remember you were really healthy... Unless you haven't been taking good care of yourself... This illness I learned of it from Ah-Long-Ge. It will not surface if your immune system is strong and you take good care of yourself..."
"What? Is my brother sick in that reality and is still alive?"
"No. He wasn't the one who was sick..."
"Then who? My dad?"
"N..no..."
"It's not my dad then..."
"Lei, Let her continue. I want to know what this is about."
"Lei, Tell me what happened to you first please..." Sancai pleaded.
"He went looking for you but he went missing too." Mei-Zuo briefed up.
"A few months later he called us and told us that he was in the hospital." Ah-Si added.
"We went to see him and he was already ill." Xi-Men finished.
"While searching for you I was really worried and I couldn't sleep. Lack of sleep brought on the illness." Lei explained. "I didn't even know about it." he added.
"Now please tell us what happened to you? how come you know so much about this illness and took such good care of him?" Ah-Si asked.
"Because in the other reality... It... it was... Lei who was ill... Ah-Long-Ge said that they did not expect him to live long. Everyone there expected Lei to die ever since they were preteens... Ah-Long-Ge taught me how to take care of him... however I did not pick it up until near the end of his life." Sancai said sadly.
"So Lei died in the other reality..." Jing asked on the verge of tears.
"Yes. Dou-Min-Si... umm..." Sancai said.
"What is it?" Ah-Si asked.
"I... I think it would be best if we don't continue... I mean... I loved you a lot but when you did not have your memories... Lei was always there for me... I have to return this favor. I can live without you but... Without Lei... I can't take it. He was my support ever since the beginning... If I lose him I don't know if I can go on. Lei needs me... We can't let him be upset sad or any of those negative emotions or he'll get worse really fast. In that other reality... Ah-Long-Ge said that he believed that if I hadn't showed up Lei could have died that day I met him... I made his last days happy... And I was there when he died... Ah-Long-Ge told me that at least I still have him in my own reality so I should cherish him. I also had a dream in that other reality... Lei's voice telling me that he needed me. Right after he died I saw Ah-Long's spirit... I believe it is this reality's Ah-Long giving me a warning about Lei's illness. I believe that now after seeing that he is ill here too. He told me that if I don't want "this" to happen again keep his brother happy for I'm the only one who can. So I've decided that I will stay with Lei and help take care of him no matter what."
"Is there no chance at all... I don't even get a choice in this?" Ah-Si asked
"Dou-Min-Si... it's not that I don't want to give you another chance but right now... it's a matter of life and death... I'm sure you don't want him to die..."
"I think it's the right thing to do... Besides your mother doesn't approve of me and you are engaged! Yea-Sa is my friend too. I don't want her to be heartbroken... Don't worry I'm fine. I'm the weed Sancai I will not wither so easily. Sorry I don't love you anymore..." Sancai said.
"Are you sure? After all of this you choose to leave him..." Mei-Zuo asked.
"Sancai already said it, It's better for all of us... especially for Lei... Doctor did say that we need him to be happy and look at him now!" Xi-Men said.
"It's true. Lei will get worse if he gets upset and if I insist on taking Sancai away from him again there is no telling what would happen... When he thought his parents will judge her and not give them a chance this afternoon he almost fainted... I say we take no chances! Sancai, I only have one request... Let me have one more day alone with you. Is that acceptable?" Ah-Si told them.
"Okay... One last day won't hurt. How about this coming Saturday or Sunday since you work?" Sancai said.
"Agreed."
After the party Ah-Si suggests that Lei should let his parents thank Sancai and might as well get it over with. Lei's parents are understanding, it is not likely they'd judge her. Lei agreed and asked Sancai when she would like to meet his parents. Sancai said that whenever they could see her since she is currently free it's their schedule she's concerned about. Lei then told her that they are currently only busy with taking care of him. Sancai told Lei that they should schedule a time anyway.
The next day Lei called Sancai and asked her to meet him at the park where they flew that kite on a rainy day and he'll take her to his house. Sancai started to dress herself in a more fancy attire than what she would usually wear. She felt that it was not right if she wore something that suggests poverty. When Lei saw her he had to do a double take because he almost did not recognize her. Sancai came up to him and waved snapping him out of a trance as she smiled at him. Lei motioned for her to get on the car and away the driver drove. On the way back to his house however Lei felt a wave of dizziness and then his stomach started to hurt. Sancai noticed and quickly grabbed a heat pad from her purse and pulled Lei into a laying position placing the heat pad over the lad's painful stomach. Sancai then told the driver to slow down a few paces so that the car won't shake and make Lei hurt more.
A while later they arrived at the house and Sancai decided that they should not stay in the car because having to crouch in the small space could make Lei feel worse. She took Lei's arms and started to slowly helping him stand. Lei's Servants came running out but when they saw how Lei was prompted up by Sancai they stopped surprised that an outsider knew what to do. Lei's mother wheeled the wheeled stroller over to where they stood and Sancai took the cue to help Lei sit in it and followed them into the house.
Sancai expected to see a big and fancy house so she wasn't really surprised to see what the house looks like. It was like Ah-Si's house except a bit smaller. Sancai followed them into the Dining room and there were food already served. She did not sit down right away as she continued to watch Lei and started to gently massage his tensed muscles. One of the maids brought a chair over and Lei's parents watched Sancai who did not sit down, she just continue to massage and whisper words of comfort in his ears. Sancai looked really experienced and her face showed fear and sadness but she would not let the tears fall. Sancai had remembered the last days of Lei's life in the other reality. Finally Lei let out a contented sigh and sat up straight smiling indicating to Sancai that he is feeling better now. Lei stood up and checked the time. He was in pain for hours and Sancai stayed by him the whole time.
Both Lei's parents smiled knowing that this lady is the one that their son is after. The only one who could possibly save his life. They started to discuss the actions that they should take for Lei's sake. They decided it was time to evaluate her as a person and one who might stay by Lei for as long as he lived. Sancai noticed the change in the atmosphere and looked up she then realized her rudeness and flushed.
"I'm so sorry for not greeting you... I... I..." Sancai Stammered
"Sancai, I should have introduced you before you tried a greeting. They don't mind, they are not like Ah-Si's mother so you don't have to worry." Lei told her.
"But Lei it was so rude of me..." Sancai exclaimed.
"It's okay. You were helping our baby now weren't you? I don't expect you to be able to do two or three things at once, silly child. Now tell me, How long have you known my boy?" Lei's father asked.
"Umm... Ever since I got the red slip... that was uhh almost two years ago now I think."
"You two seem close. Have you dated?" Lei's mother wondered
"Mom!"
"Well Yes and No..." Sancai said truthfully. "Lei was in love with someone else when I first fell in love with him. Then I fell in love with his friend Dou-Min-Si during the time he went to chase his first love. Lei has always supported our relationship. Dou-Min-Si and I broke up many times for silly reasons Lei was always there to cheer me up, help me out... even when my parents got into trouble... Lei always lended a hand. When we first met he helped me even though we barely knew each other... Then Dou-Min-Si's mother disapproved of me but we managed to pull through. I was able to because of Lei." Sancai explained.
"So you are Ah-Si's girlfriend." Lei's father asked.
"Not anymore. There are so many things that happened... since I met them. Dou-Min-Si lost his memories when we went on a trip to celebrate their graduation. He fell in love with someone that his mother approved of and he even had an engagement plan..." Sancai sighed.
"It looks you are jumping between my boy and Ah-Si! Who do you love anyway? Even though I'm grateful that you are taking care of Lei and his condition has improved since you showed up, I won't tolerate anyone using my son for prosperity." Lei's father stated in a calm firm tone.
"You think she's using me? Dad! how can you say that?"
"Well according to the story, that's what it sounds like dear." Lei's mother said.
"Wait till you hear about my parents... Then you'll really think that's what I'm doing..." Sancai said under her breath which only Lei heard. "I decided to break up with Dou-Min-Si! He agreed to it too. It's better for us this way because of Yea-Sa and Lei..." Sancai told them.
"Why have you picked Lei?" Lei's mother asked.
"What do you mean picked? I liked him from the start. He helped me so much I thought I'd return the favor since he is not feeling well right now. Shouldn't friends help take care of each other when they are unwell?" Sancai asked firmly.
"You're right, however do you have a motive?" Lei's father asked.
"Motive...? You mean like am I after his money? Why would I be when I am able to make money by myself? My only motive is to make sure he does not die..." Sancai whispered and added quietly "Like in that other reality." Her eyes swelled up with tears as she said this. "I can't lose him... He is too important a friend to me." She continued.
"Sancai..."
"Whoa! calm down! What's going on?!" Lei's mother started.
"Sancai had just gone through a pretty traumatic event in the months she was missing. She was the one I went looking for." Lei started on an explanation. "She was pulled into another reality where everything was different. She only just described it to us last night. However although I believe and trust her it is really hard to believe, if it wasn't for the fact that she actually went missing who would have thought it was possible? I mean I don't believe that she would make it all up just to break up with Ah-Si. It's not like her after all the hard work we've been through for them to be finally be together? What is her motive in that if it was fake? How did she manage to disappear without a trace for nearly six months?" Lei exclaimed.
"Hold on a second... a different reality... This only happens once in a lifetime or even rarer... Which reality you'd end up depends on situations..."
"Dad, You believe all this?"
"Yes. I actually have been to a different reality myself, otherwise I'd think it is just make belief. That is a thing we don't need to talk about. But if you are curious you can always ask. Anyway, What happened in that Reality?"
"Sancai said that I died, Ah-Long lived and she made a difference in the last month of my life... something like that. Sancai what was it that you saw again before you came back?"
"Me. She saw me. I was granting your wish Lei." A childish voice stated from the middle of nowhere.
"What... Who said that?" Lei's Mother wondered.
"That's Ah-Long's voice! It's impossible!" Lei's Father exclaimed.
"Mommy, Daddy... Don't you recognize me anymore?" The spirit asked showing up.
"Oh My Gosh! It really is him!" Lei's mother almost fainted upon seeing her firstborn's spirit.
"Ah-Long.... Okay tell me... What happened? Why are you here?" Lei's Father asked.
"Simple. I am here to prevent Lei from getting depressed or angry. I am here to make sure that you won't regret what you say." the spirit explained. "Sancai was in the other reality so it wasn't easy to locate her. After Lei made the wish it took me about a month to actually find her. I hinted her with a dream showing her what Lei wished for. However that did not bring her to her senses yet. When Lei in the other reality died, I told her to try to prevent it from happening again meaning for this reality. I told her to keep my brother happy since I know she is the only one who can. Lei has fallen in love with her since he first met her but he thought he was still in love with Jing but after that fight with Ah-Si he realized his true feelings for Sancai. He decided to be selfless, supporting them with all he has to offer. I hoped that she would realize that she loves him and then she could return before it's too late. Her love would be enough to save his life." Ah-Long explained. "Haven't you noticed the differences in Lei when Sancai is around?"
"Yes we've noticed it but I just didn't want to take a chance that someone might be using my poor ill boy." Lei's father said.
"Dad I understand that but Sancai really is not like that. Besides even if she was will you let me die knowing that she is the only cure we have?" Lei asked.
"I... This is really hard."
"Dad, believe me Sancai really is nothing like that... You can ask Da-Jie, Jing, Ah-Si, Xi-Men and Mei-Zuo... we all know that she is not like that. If she was... She wouldn't have refused Ah-Si that first time he asked her to be his..." Lei said.
"Fine... We'll decide on it after we get to know her. Sancai, don't be a stranger, I never said I'm not about to give her a chance! That is wrong. You don't have to be so defensive. I know Lei needs her, I won't carelessly make this mistake and lose my last hope of an heir. Even if Ah-Si's mother gave her a hard time, doesn't mean we are going to do the same. We'll give her a fair chance. If she really is as great a lady as you say she is, we will find out when we get to know her and her family. Now, let's have dinner, You must be hungry right?"
Lei brought Sancai home however he wasn't feeling very well. Sancai invited him into the house. Sancai's parents were wondering how come Lei has been here for some time not that they mind but he didn't seem well. Sancai told them that Lei was sick so she is helping with taking care of him. They became excited because Sancai seems to be doing much for Lei which could mean the two are together since Dou-Min-Si did not want Sancai anymore because he doesn't remember her she still had Lei. The fact that Lei took her home despite being unwell touched them too. Sancai shook her head... Her parents can be so ignorant and annoying.
Sancai took Lei to her bedroom and helped him lay down on her bed. She sat by him watching him rest. Lei wasn't sleeping but he had hardly any energy. Sancai brought in some soup and started to feed him. He felt contented however he was embarrassed that the girl he liked is feeding him he is thankful that Sancai is taking care of him. He did not like being fussed about however he can take Sancai's gentle caressing. Lei smiled and started speaking...
"You know, I was afraid that I might not see you again... I'm happy that you are with me now." Lei said.
"Were you upset? You can't get upset! You'll get a lot worse if you do." Sancai exclaimed.
"Well before I saw you I was just sad and worried... I was worried because I couldn't find you." Lei told her.
"Well I was worried too... I missed you a lot more than I missed anyone else... Maybe it's because everyone else in that reality is similar enough with minor changes but you were the most different... I didn't know who to talk to... Finally your brother helped me... It was because of him I was able to figure out that you could be sick in my reality." Sancai explained.
"Don't think about that, I'm still alive and we're here together right now... I'm fine. I won't leave you like in that other reality." Lei assured her.
"I'm not worried... You look a lot better than him... I'm just sorry because if it weren't for looking for me you wouldn't have gotten sick." Sancai sighed.
"It's not your fault that you got transferred into another reality... Besides If I had been taking better care of myself I wouldn't have gotten sick." Lei told her.
"Lei, I really like you... I just realized that I can live on without Dou-Min-Si. But without you... I don't know what I'd do. Maybe I still love you." Sancai stated...
"Are you sure though? Ah-Si is finally available..." Lei told her.
"I don't care if he is available or not, Not anymore... I care if you're not happy. You can't be unhappy." Sancai said.
"I'm very happy now. If you give up Ah-Si because of me, I feel like I'm being selfish. I want to make sure you are happy with an ill me... I want to see you happy. As long as you are happy, it doesn't matter if you are with Ah-Si or me, I'll be happy because of loving you, I only want to see you happy." Lei explained.
"Dou-Min-Si caused me so much pain... He caused more pain than happiness. Do you think I really will be happy with him? Do you really want to see me and him come together and then break up again and again more?" Sancai asked.
"If you are happy... But if you break up with him... I don't think that would happen though, he's matured in this year's time... He's not the foolish boy anymore. I trust his judgment." Lei said.
"Okay... If Dou-Min-Si agrees when I meet him on Saturday, I'll give him another chance." Sancai told him.
Sancai sighed after Lei went home, she had not wanted to give Ah-Si another chance... Not because of Lei's illness but because she knows that she has changed. Her feelings for Ah-Si are not as strong as how it was before the accident... Her feelings for Lei has grown a lot stronger. She knows who her heart belongs to now but Lei won't take no for an answer. Lei is stubborn like that and Sancai knew she had to agree because if she didn't she might upset him and that is the last thing she would want to do.
Lei lay in bed thinking of what Sancai told him... She thinks she still love him... Why did he have to make her agree to give Ah-Si another chance? What's wrong with him? He wanted her to be with himself but he did not want to be selfish. That sense of justice will just not let him take her... She was offering! Lei sighed, he loved her so much but if she doesn't love him or if she is willing to try loving him because of his illness and pity for him he rather have her stay with Ah-Si.
Sancai's parents finally asked her what is going on between her and Lei and Ah-Si... Sancai told them that she is breaking up with Ah-Si and going to really start a relationship with Lei however Lei had refused, He wanted her to give Ah-Si another chance. She is going to see Ah-Si and see what he says. As Saturday approached Sancai became a little anxious. She was wondering what Dou-Min-Si would say.
Sancai met Ah-Si at the park where they met for their first date on Saturday. Sancai was really pensive and Ah-Si noticed her sullen mood. He asked her what was wrong and she told him what Lei had told her. Ah-Si was surprised that Lei who was ill who needed Sancai's love would try to push her away... At night the two of them went to see the Meteor rain.
"I remember when you would complain about letting me treat you... That was silly. You've really come a long way. You are completely a different person." Sancai told him.
"Yeah... I remember back when I gave Chin-Huah the red slip and you yelled at me and hit me... I know now that I should not have done that... It only pushed you further away from me." Ah-Si said.
"When Lei and I were on the beach that night you gave him a punch... and then you tried to kick us out of school because of that kiss..."
"I know. Lei wasn't using you was he? He was confused I guess... He had his problems but we didn't know what to do. It was really childish of me to do that... But it's all in the past. Sancai, don't be doubtful. Although Lei acts like he doesn't care and he is gentle with you he is quite sensitive when it comes to certain subjects. Now that I think about it, he really loves you and he's been waiting for you to love him all this time. He supports us but I believe inside he is also jealous and upset at himself for being so uncaring to you. When we were together, Lei must have been struggling to keep himself sane while comforting you at the same time." Ah-Si said.
"Dou-Min-Si, Lei wanted me to give you another chance... I didn't agree at first but he convinced me to. After hearing you out I don't know what I should do..." Sancai sighed.
"So typical for Lei to do such a thing huh? Did you expect anything less from him? I don't think this decision is a good one though. He's always sacrificing himself for my sake... It's about time I stop asking him to do that for me. I was bossy and mean, he had to put up with everything... If I said I wanted his toy even if he didn't want to give it to me I'd take it away anyway... He did not really mind and we remained friends. This time we fought over you... In a way I did not win, He chose to give up because of me. He has always been like that. I think it's best for him if we break up and you stay with him. I can tell that right now to you, he is more important... Our time together is over, my mistakes has cost me the love of my life but It's about time I learned to let go and give up for the sake of my friend. Just like how Lei has from the day I met him." Ah-Si said.
"Dou-Min-Si... That's amazing... I never thought I'd hear something so touching coming from you... You really matured a lot more than I thought. I don't know what to do though..." Sancai sighed.
"Don't worry about me, I'm stronger now, I mean breaking up with you now, won't crush me like it did before. You were my everything... I couldn't bear it if I lost you... But now... Thinking about it... You suffered through a lot more than I did... When I didn't have my memories, you managed to pull through... Why were you able to pull through? Isn't it because of Lei? He stood by you all the time... helping you almost step by step... I have so much in my life, if we can be friends, I think I will be okay... Yes, it hurts but I like you I can't lose Lei. He is a really good friend, Even after all that I've done to him he still stood by me and forgave me each time, helping us along the way. If Lei can do it, I should be able to do it too!" Ah-Si told her. "I've thought about the possibility of Lei dying and I rather have him alive then taking you away from him and see him die in a short period of time. I know you will be really sad and you won't be able to bear it if he didn't survive."
"Are you telling me that even you have given up on us? Weren't you the one who asked for a chance that day at the party?" Sancai asked.
"Yes I did but afterward I decided that it's best for us if we became normal friends. It won't hurt us much would it? I know by the way you looked at Lei and me now, It won't hurt you too much. I would get hurt but with time I'll be better. I have Lei, Xi-Men and Mei-Zuo's support. I also have Xiao-Zi and Yea-Sa's help... Maybe even Chin-Huah... Think about it, What would hurt us more? Ending our relationship or Lei's life? Well maybe I'm putting it a little too harsh but it is very possible that Lei would die from the grief of not having the one he loves... He is very happy right now because you are happy. What is making you happy Sancai? You have to realize that! Is it being with me or Lei? When does your heart race and you feel contented just by staying near a person? All of these are what I feel when I am with you. For a period of time when I did not have my memories it was Yea-Sa however it did not feel as natural. Don't deny it any more. You always deny and avoid these questions when you come across them. That's why I got so frustrated with you all the time. I know if Lei died, none of us would be happy. We're F4... He's only 20 years old... He has so much ahead of him why should he die? What would happen to his company? Or what would happen to you? Haven't you experienced his death in the other reality? Don't disappoint that reality's people." Ah-Si exclaimed.
Sancai sat on her bed thinking about what she should do that night; she couldn't sleep. When morning approached she decided to go seek advice from her friends. Chin-Huah did not know the situation and was shocked that Sancai wanted to break up with Dou-Min-Si for Lei he felt jelouse however he said he wouldn't mind as long as Sancai is happy. Xiao-Yo on the other hand told her what she thought was best. She told Sancai that she has watched Xi-Men and the boys fuss and search for her for Lei's sake. Ah-Si is starting to become unselfish and Lei is already unselfish. If Sancai really cared and it's not only pity for Lei, then she should go for Lei but if her feeling towards Lei is only pity and for repaying purpose then Dou-Min-Si should be her choice. Yea-Sa told her that she once had Leukemia making Sancai really worried however Yea-Sa continued and told her what she did and what Ah-Si did for her and he still chose Sancai in the end.
While Sancai wasn't home Sancai's parents got an invitation from an delivery man saying that someone requested their presence at a restaurant. They got into the limo that was waiting for them. When they arrived at the place they were surprised to see only a couple around their age sitting at a fancy table. The restaurant itself was decorated very beautifully and it was one of those places that they'd never be able to set foot in.
"Good morning Mr and Mrs Dong. How have you been?" The woman greeted. The two looked at each other confused and then they faced the two who invited them...
"I don't believe we've met before, Is this a job interview or something?" Sancai's mother asked bold and bluntly.
"No, Nothing of that sort." The man said curtly.
"Then what business do you have with us?" Sancai's mother asked in a curious but unhappy tone.
"We haven't introduced ourselves yet, Please make yourselves comfortable. If you want something please don't hesitate and help yourselves. We'll discuss this matter while we eat." The women calmly stated unfazed to the tone Mrs Dong was using.
"We're here today is on behalf of our Son and your daughter." The man started. Sancai's parents choked on the water they were drinking.
"Excuse me, Do we know your son?" Mrs Dong asked upon recovering first.
"Yes. He is your daughter Sancai's good friend. We are Lei's parents." The women said calmly. The two straightened their clothes right away.
"There is no need to do that. We are not here to evaluate you or force you away, in fact we are here for our son's sake. Would you mind if your daughter became my son's private nurse?" Lei's mother asked.
"You're saying that you want Sancai to become something she has never done before... Of course... How much will you pay her?" Mrs. Dong asked.
"I don't think we would need to pay her." Lei's father barked.
"So you want Sancai to work for you for free!? It's outrageous! How can..."
"She won't be paid but she will be living with us, We'll provide her with everything she needs. I doubt she'd want to be paid anyway!" Lei's father exclaimed. He is becoming furious. He is beginning to think that Sancai is only acting in front of them but he still need to evaluate her. He needed more time to determine what her true intentions are.
"Of course she'd want to be paid! She can't work without pay!" Sancai's mother screamed.
"Why would you want Sancai to do something she has never done before anyway? Lei has always been the one taking care of her! Why do you want her to take care of him?" Sancai's father finally asked.
"Oh? He has? Interesting... But now everything is different. You see, my son fell ill some time ago. He has been really unstable but once she came back into his life his condition became much more stable. Why we chose her because she is the one he chose. No other reason." Lei's mother explained.
"I don't believe you! Lei would never ask something like that of Sancai!" Sancai's mother exclaimed.
"Lei wouldn't. But she is the best medicine we have. Lei may die within this decade if she does not help us...." Lei's father exclaimed
"You are putting it too harshly dear, If we can't make an agreement let's find another way... We should discuss this with Sancai instead." Lei's mother soothed. "Our discussion has ended, We're leaving. You may stay and finish the food or take them home." She said to Sancai's parents and the two left.
Sancai's parents looked at each other... They did not know what to say... Did they just blow the chance that Sancai had with Lei because of his parents disapproval? They decided to finish the food anyway. When they finished they went home to find Sancai sitting on her bed deep in thought. The decided not to mention anything to her.
Sancai decided that she wanted to take a walk so she got out of the house to clear her mind. Lei won't be able to come to meet her this time. She'll have to solve this by herself. She thought of what her friends told her. Xi-Men was passing by on his way home when he saw her pass by. He had question for her. Xi-Men contacted Ah-Si and Mei-Zuo asking them to come to the VS. Ah-Si wasn't home and Ah-Zhaung answered the phone. She decided that she wanted to see her "almost" little sister. Jing wanted to go with her. Xi-Men went up to her and took her hand snapping her out of her thought. They greeted each other and then Sancai decided to go with them.
At the pub the group enjoyed themselves Sancai asked Xi-Men how he was doing. Since he had that surgery he isn't still over working... She also asked about Mei-Zuo's girlfriend... Ying-Xiao-Chou... She wanted to hear a duet by Lei and her again... Maybe she should request it to Lei...
"Sancai, I have a question for you." Jing said.
"Jing-Shea-Jia... I thought I'd never see you here again." Sancai said.
"Yea I wasn't planning on coming back but Lei's life is more important. You said Ah-Long was alive in that other reality... I want to know about him." Jing stated.
"Me too. I remember too little about him..." Ah-Zhaung said.
"Well... He is well composed... I liked him, he was nice and helpful... He taught me some useful things... He told me that I should cherish what I have after his baby brother Lei died..." Sancai trailed off...
"Was he healthy?" Ah-Zhaung asked.
"Yes. He seemed completely healthy to me." Sancai replied
"I see. How about Lei? What was he like? You said he was different..." Jing wondered
"Lei... He was talkative and a lot different from our reality's Lei... He is spoiled and demanding at the same time gentle... You guys listen to him because he can't be upset... You spoil him whenever he needs extra help..." Sancai sighed
"Sancai... You really love Lei a lot don't you?" Xi-Men asked.
"Huh?" Sancai was confused
"Do you still love Ah-Si or are you really over him already? He has his memories back and you two can be together without any more problems you know?" Mei-Zuo asked.
"I know that but I don't feel much for Dou-Min-Si anymore... I care more about Lei's health... I thought I was clear on this in the other reality that I cannot lose Lei... But after Lei said a few things to me had me thinking..." Sancai said.
"Lei wants you to be happy. If you are not happy with him, he won't want you to be with him." Xi-Men said.
"That's what Dou-Min-Si said... Both of them wants me to choose the opposite but how can I when I am not sure what I want...?" Sancai sighed.
"Sancai, Think of the time when you were in the other reality... You were brought back here right? Ah-Long-Guh told you that you'd be brought back under what condition?" Jing asked.
"Yea, What have you learned in the other reality?" Ah-Zhaung added.
"I can't lose Lei... If he dies... I don't know what I'd do..." Sancai mumbled...
Then it dawned on her why she was brought to the other reality. It's the doubt that Dou-Min-Si has mentioned... She has to be clear in her choices... She can't afford to hurt anyone anymore especially not Lei. Sancai sighed and shook her head. She did not want to hurt Ah-Si more but if she hurt Lei... She'd lose him forever...
A few days later Sancai got a call from Lei. He wanted to see her... Lei said he missed her. Even though it was early in the morning and she has been woken up by Lei's phone call she did not mind. She got dressed and rushed out to meet him. Sancai suddenly remembered Lei did not tell her where he was so she called him to comfirm the location that they could meet. Lei said that he was feeling sick and was in bed so Sancai made her way to Lei's house.
Sancai was invited into the house and then she wondered around looking for Lei's bedroom. Even though this house isn't as big as Dou-Min-Si's house, Sancai still got lost easily. She didn't know where to go and found her way into the study of Lei's father. The Maid who was cleaning saw her and asked her if she was a new worker she shook her head... She told her that Lei wanted her to come she is an old friend from school. The maid smiled and showed her out of the study and told her how to get to the young master's bedroom.
Finally she made it to Lei's bedroom. She saw Lei on the bed with the air mask attached and he looked very pale. He's expression showed that he was in pain however when Sancai stepped into the bedroom, Lei had smiled and his color returned. Sancai smiled at this. She remembered the other reality... How Lei's condition would become a little better when she was around... Her Lei... not that he belong to her but he would be the same too.
Lei's parents came in to see their son to see Sancai sitting next to Lei. They looked like a great pair. Lei's father noted this down and decided to wait a bit before starting the conversation. They watched as Sancai and Lei smiled at each other and how natural they looked. Sancai did not seem to be pretending at all.
"How was your last day with Ah-Si? Did you two get back together?" Lei asked curiously.
"We didn't. When I told him what you told me, he thought it wasn't a good idea. Can you believe it? He said that he is willing to let me go... He said that it was time he learned to do so... I was touched... I never thought I would hear that coming from Dou-Min-Si! You know, The Mr. If you don't do as I say I'll hurt you is completely gone!" Sancai exclaimed.
"Yes... Ah-Si has changed a great deal. I think it is because when he lost his memories he had nothing... No money. He had to work to earn money... He's not the same person we have known for years however no matter what he is he is still one of us... If you love him, it wouldn't matter what he becomes... You loved him when he was a childish violent fool why can't you love him as a gentleman? Didn't you fall in love with me because I was a gentleman?" Lei prompted.
"It's true that I liked you from the start... Ever since I saw you for the first time where you picked up that basket... and our eyes met for the first time... I liked you because you were different than the other boys, you were the only one who talked to me when everyone ignored me and threw stuff at me... You saved me from those bullies many times... But after everything... When Dou-Min-Si was engaged to Xiao-Zi and we went to her vacation house, Unknowingly we've already became close friends... Just normal friends... I remember how awkward our date was... That day I thought that if only back then we were able to be as carefree and natural... Dou-Min-Si is a different story... I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him at some point. But he told me he loved me after he rescued me... I did not agree to be his girlfriend and you came back... I did not realize that I hurt him so much and at the same time I felt terrible... I got kidnapped he saved me even went to the extent of letting them beat him up to keep me safe... I did not know how I grew to love him but when he lost his memories... If you weren't by my side I would never have pulled through... Do you remember the day where I told you I feel like I've reached the end of the road?" Sancai asked.
"Of course! I felt the urdge to call you because I was worried..." Lei explained
"I was thinking of calling you but I didn't want to use you any further than I already have subconsciously. You took me for a drive... If I reach the road's end you'd be there with me... In the other reality I wanted to see you so much... I just don't know if I still love you or Dou-Min-Si... I'm so confused. I'm not going to make a decision until I am clear on this. I mean I know I would regret it if I chose Dou-Min-Si over you now because I don't want to upset you but If I choose you, I need to know for sure that I love you and this urge to be with you is not only my pity for you because of your illness." Sancai stated.
"And money has nothing to do with it?" Lei's father asked.
"What!? Oh! Good morning Uncle..." Sancai said awkwardly.
"Dad! You've been eavesdropping on our conversation?" Lei asked
"No, we came in to check on you and saw you chatting." Lei's mother said.
"We met your parents and we do not like them at all." Lei's father started.
"Yes They are money crazy... The reason I was enrolled in Ying-De... It's outrageous!" Sancai exclaimed.
"Dad what did you do to them?" Lei asked right away.
"Nothing. We weren't there to evaluate them but they thought we were... I wanted to make a deal but they refused because I said there was no money involved as a test to them." Lei's father told them.
"What is this deal? Does it have something to do with Sancai?" Lei asked.
"Of course it does. Let me talk to her." Lei's father said.
"I'm listening." Sancai said.
"Okay, Would you mind becoming Lei's nurse?" He asked.
"Nurse!? I don't know if I can... I mean I'm not skilled enough and I don't have a medical degree. I'm afraid I might do something wrong." Sancai told them.
"No, We've seen you with him. You are the best medicine and nurse we can find." Lei's mother sighed.
"Really? I don't think I am good enough I have never been trained... If you want me to be his nurse... I need time to learn everything because if I mess up it wouldn't be pretty." Sancai said. Lei's parents were shocked they expected her to say that she needed a decent salery... they can tell that she is completely different from her parents.
"Dad, she has a job, she doesn't have the time!" Lei exclaimed.
"Lei, I can quit that job and work for you... Of course my mom is not gonna be happy but I think I did enough for them... I expect that it'll be an exchange right Uncle?" Sancai asked.
"Hm? What do you propose?" Lei's father asked.
"As long as my family and friends will stay safe and won't get kicked out of where they are living, I agree if you give me time to learn... I guess I should start packing too..." Sancai said.
"Sancai, you're moving again?" Lei asked...
"No. I know what your dad means... It's the same thing Yeu-Saue did when I was at Dou-Min-Si's house. You remember right?" Sancai asked.
"Dad! You want Sancai to move in and take care of me and stay by me where ever I go!?" Lei asked shocked. "She has her own life to live! Her parents can get into trouble! Without her there... something might happen..."
"Your health is my first priority." Lei's father stated.
"But dad, without her job, her parents won't be able to pay the rent... If that happens, they'll be kicked out and then Sancai would be upset... I'd be upset too." Lei pointed out.
"I can't quit my job then..." Sancai sighed. "And I really wanted to help Lei out."
"Sancai, How did you know that we wanted you to move in?" Lei's mother asked.
"It's simple... Dou-Min-Feng bought the whole street where I lived and I had no where to go. Dou-Min-Si took me home with him and I refused to live with him because it would be like taking from him without repaying... I owed him enough. Yeu-Saue had me become his personal maid in exchange for living there however in the end she still wanted to pay me. I don't expect to be paid if I am to live here. The only thing I would require is my family... Although my dad have a job but it's not enough for them to live off of... I can't leave them alone or they'd get into trouble like Lei had said. I can't stay with him all the time then... I have to work." Sancai explained.
"You're a pretty smart young lady. You're parents disagree for you to care for him without pay. I won't put you in a tough position. If your parents can't take care of themselves... We'll help you pay the rent of the place you live... or maybe..."
"No! I won't accept it! They'll just keep spending and show it off to their friends... brag that I'm Lei's girlfriend... I don't want that! When I was with Dou-Min-Si they bragged and when they got into trouble... ugh... I don't even want to think about it." Sancai sighed.
"So does this mean you refuse to be my son's private nurse?" Lei's father asked.
"Can I have some time to decide? I need to convince my parents and I also need time to learn about being a nurse..." Sancai sighed.
"Why are they relying on a child to pay the rent? Why can't they do it themselves?" Lei's mother asked.
"I am not sure but all our money was spent for Ying-De's tuition fees... They can't find a good paying job. It's bad enough already but they wanted me to go to a good university..." Sancai sighed.
"The way they behave, they are just some leeches! I can't tolerate that." Lei's father said.
"What can I do? They're my parents! I can't abandon them." Sancai sighed.
"Yes you're right. I quite like you but the way your parents act sometimes would reflect in the children so I cannot completely trust you. But according to what you and Lei told me I choose to believe you. Lei needs someone who he cares about nearby him constantly. Doctor's recommendations. I want him to be happy." Lei's mother sighed.
"Don't worry Aunt, I will take care of him when I have time. I'll try to convince my parents... But I need to settle them before I can do anything else." Sancai smiled.
Sancai sighed another responsibility has been given to her although she is willing to do it she is worried about her parents. When Sancai got home she told her parents her decision. Her mother disagreed but Sancai told her that it was necessary. It's was time they repaid Lei for his kindness. Sancai reminded them of all the times Lei had helped them out. She said that Lei is ill and will never recover... She understood why they wanted her to be his nurse. She told them that if she go take care of Lei, there is a chance that his parents would approve of her and they can become a real couple. That got Sancai's mother's eyes to sparkle up and agreed right away. Sancai sighed in relief...
Sancai and Yea-Sa met up on Yea-Sa's request. She had something to ask Sancai. The other day, Ah-Si told her that he wanted to start a real relationship with her and she wanted to confirm that Sancai was okay with it. The two of them went shopping together and stopped at the ice cone shop. They ate as they talked about their love life.
Sancai told Yea-Sa that she still did not know what to do because she is not clear on her feelings towards Lei. Yea-Sa could tell that Sancai is over Ah-Si but she still felt guilty so she hasn't made a move to claim Ah-Si. She wants to help Sancai become aware of her own feelings. Yea-Sa told Sancai that she is very envious of Sancai that she had so much love in her life... Everyone loved her... Lei loved her, Ah-Si loved her... Sancai told Yea-Sa about what Ah-Si said on their last date and Yea-Sa agreed with Ah-Si. She could tell that Sancai liked Lei a lot because of the way she speak of him now... Sancai used to speak of Ah-Si exactly the same way when she first met Yea-Sa. Sancai tells Yea-Sa what Lei's parents wants and Yea-Sa congratulated Sancai... Sancai smiled and then she said that she will go take care of Lei.
About a week later Sancai packed her things and moved over to Lei's house. She had just moved in when F3, Jing and Ah-Zhaung came by telling her that they are happy for her. Ah-Si smiled at her he said that it was the first time he'd seen her not being doubtful. Lei was asleep in Sancai's arms and Ah-Si took a snapshot handing the photo to Sancai telling her to see how great it looked.
Lei woke up smiling then he told his mother that he wanted to go visit his brother's grave. It would be the first time he go... The group went together. When they arrived everyone was surprised to see a figure sitting on the grave... At first they thought it was a child who did not understand graves but at closer inspection they found that it was not a human... Mei-Zuo freaked out. Lei smiled he knew who it was.
"Guh!! What are you doing here?" Lei exclaimed
"Did you say 'elder brother'?" Xi-Men asked bewildered.
"Congratulations! I was waiting for you... Sancai, Thank you!" He said.
"You're welcome. Ah-Long-Guh, I hope we'll see you again someday." Sancai said.
"Oh you will. Oh no! I have to go! Someone else requires my presence. See you all next time."
"Ah-Long-Guh... I've missed you..." Ah-Zhaung said.
"Xiao-Zhaung Xiao-Jing...Long time no see... You've grown up... I remember the last time I saw you two both of you were still just toddlers... So cute... Okay... I really got to go! Bye!"
The group stood there by the grave smiling. Sancai was happy that she was able to help prevent another death. Lei sat on the wheeled stroller thinking about how he feels like a normal person now. It was all thanks to his brother's help... Sancai might not have made it back in time if his brother had not gone to get her. He prayed that his brother will also be as happy as he was.
The time went by really quickly and a month has gone by without anyone noticing. Sancai did a wonderful job on taking care of Lei. Lei's parents were really amazed at Sancai's skills who claimed to have never had any training. Whenever Lei was unwell, she could make him look like he isn't suffering at all. They decided that it was time they accepted her as one of them. They held a party for Lei and Sancai's engagement.
The End.
Hello everyone... This is it! The last Chapter. I might do an Epilogue later... this is a really long one huh? I feel it is a bit rushed towards the end but oh well... I can't drag it any longer. LOL Anyway, Please review. I finally finished it! I hope all of you enjoyed this story. See you all in my next story or the Epilogue of this story.
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