Chapter Ten
It took the reality of Bella becoming one of us a second to sink into my system.
"What?" I finally managed to ask. "How is that possible?"
The sound in my voice probably alarmed Jasper because I felt a wave a calmness wash over me.
"Damnit Jasper!" I screamed.
"I'm sorry, it's habit, Edward." Helooked at me, a small grin on his pale face.
Carlisle stood and walked next to me. "At least she's not dead." He cooed.
"That's not the point." I stood and walked up the stairs to my room.
I reached my door and yelled, "I forbid to damn my love to a life of darkness." I swiftly slammed my door and popped in a Linkin Park CD. I turned it up so loud it made the window bounce. I didn't care. I didn't want to have to hear the thoughts of my family members.
About an hour passed. I wasn't quite sure, but when the CD ended I figured it was long enough. I got up and turned my stereo off. I sat back down and buried my head in my hands. That's when their thoughts started up again.
Esme, you go up there.
Yeah, Esme should go up.
I think I should go up.
Just let Esme go up.
I stood and ran to the living room. Esme stood next to Carlisle who was seated on the arm rest of one of the couches. Emmett was sitting on the couch with Rosalie snug in his lap. Jasper and Alice sat on the piano bench. They all turned to me when I reached the bottom of the stairs. The site of all of them made me angry. I wanted Bella more then ever.
Rosalie stood and gracefully walked out of the room, Emmett watching her leave.
"The sun will be out entirely soon and we were wondering if you were still up for the plan." Alice said.
"It's the only plan we have right?" I asked annoyed.
"Well then, I guess we'll leave as soon as we can." Esme said as Carlisle stood.
Everyone nodded.
For the next couple ofminutes I paced frantically around the house. I felt very frustrated. All I could do was wait for my Bella to come home, while I could be out there searching every nick and crany for her. I was going to have to wait. For what? I had no idea, but I didn't like the idea of having to sit on the side and do absolutely nothing.
"We're leaving Edward." Emmett said as I made my hundreth round around the house.
"Okay." I nodded.
Jasper and I watched them leave. The plan was to wait while they searched for her and when she did show up, well, Alice left it up to me. But she continued to insist that I let the transformation take it's course. I didn't necessarily agree but I didn't deny that I wouldn't. I mean, I wanted Bella forever but I knew that if I ever did manage to change her, the thought of her having to leave everything behind didn't suit well with me.
Hey Everyone,
I'm sorry that this chapter was so short. But I didn't want to have to put Bellas' POV in the same chapter as Edwards' (I didn't want it to be confusing for you folks).Just keep in mind that when you do read the next chapter, it's going to be in Bella's POV (I'll remind you but I just thought i'd put it up here as a caution). I think that Chapter might be short too. Forgive me!
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